#spamano valentines day 2019

[katurnos]

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

To: @icrazybutiloveit-peaceout1 

From: me :D @aestival-girasol

So, you said stuff about starting a family as angels so that's exactly what I did for you in the end and being honest all their wings got me spiraling cuz I had no idea how wings worked but in the end it was worth it

(I really hope you like it ; u ;)

[lovilcve]

#spamano valentines week 2019

Prompt: First Kiss

I know I’m late but I got back to school today and got traumatized. Jk. This contains bad language. Blame Romano’s vocabulary. @spamanoweek

“I think that one is twinkling”

“That is an airplane, dumbass”

Antonio twitched his nose and shook his head. “No Lovi, I’m pretty sure that is a star. See? It has no red lights. And it isn’t moving”

Lovino sighed and turned his gaze to another area of the sky “Whatever. Believe what you want”

The backyard was barely lit for Lovino and Antonio to be able to see all the stars they wished to gaze at, and dark enough for them to be comfortable laid down next to each other.

Antonio rolled on his side, trying to gain his friend’s attention.

“Lovi look! That one is a shooting star!”

He started tugging on his shirt when Lovino didn’t respond. When Lovino’s patient broke off he abruptly stood up, leaving Antonio a confusing mess on the floor.

“Alright, I’m done. I’m too old for this shit anyways”

“But Looovii”

“My name is Lovino and you know that”

“Come back!”

“No”

“We get to make wishes!”

Lovino stopped midway, closed his eyes and sighed. He rubbed his eyes with his hands. “You’re literally 22”

Antonio smiled one of his goofy smiles and got halfway up. “And you’re 19. And in desperate need of wishes, I may add”

“I am not” Lovino was quick to respond, an irritated expression drawn on his face. Antonio had reasons to believe his reaction proved his point, but he cared for his life too much to tell Lovino.

In a moment, Antonio was by his side, softly pushing him to their former spot. “Yeah you are. You keep everything to yourself, you never exit your comfort zone, you refuse to meet new people, and you stopped drawing and writing. You need a wish”

“I don’t need a fucking wish” he frowned “And stop fucking pushing me, dammit”

Antonio shrugged. “Okay”

And then, unfazed, just like that, he swept him off his feet, carrying a cursing Lovino back to their spot.

“You’re a fucking idiot” he said. Antonio delivered him safely to the ground, and when the Spaniard invited him to sit down again, patting the grass between them, Lovino muttered an “I hate you”, but closed his eyes and formed his wish anyway.

Antonio waited for Lovino to settle on a wish. He’d known him for years, and took pride in being one of the few people that knew exactly how to handle him. Lovino would argue, but Antonio would argue more. Years of experience had thought him that. He was glad for all the time they spent together, bickering and laughing and making up. They never stopped being in each other’s lives, not even when in the school corridors Antonio shined and Lovino became invisible. Antonio wanted to know more about him, day after day. And he absolutely loved that their personality were so contrasting and yet fitted so well. And in the end, he discovered so much that he knew for a fact Lovino loved stars and wishes and quiet nights like this. He just wasn’t willing to admit it.

He laid down on the grass, and waited for Lovino to open his eyes and join him. They stayed still looking at the sky for a long time, the sound of crickets singing in the background.

“Is it a good wish?”

Lovino followed with his eyes the constellation of the big dipper, playing connect-the-dots in his head. “It’s not like it matters. It won’t come true anyways”

Lovino thought about his wish for a long time, but in the end, it was always the same one.

It was the same wish he made when blowing on a dandelion as a kid, the same for which he threw his coins in the Trevi fountain each time he visited Rome, the same he made at every birthday.

He was tired of wishing.

Antonio hummed, caressing the grass with his fingers. “You don’t know that. I believe something beautiful is about to happen”

Lovino snorted. “Nothing ever happens to me”. He had moved to yet another constellation.

Antonio moved closer, letting their arms touch. “Well” he started. “Maybe if you let things happen…”

Lovino quickly pulled himself up, sitting on the ground and towering over Antonio’s face. “What do you mean?” He said, his angry tone letting slip just the tiniest bit of insecurity.

Antonio looked up at the way Lovino’s hair framed his face.

“I’m just saying” he said, pulling himself up as well. “That maybe if you put yourself out there, it could be easier”

Lovino’s expression was still angry, but he didn’t reply.

“You know, sometimes we need to give our wishes a little push” Antonio moved some of Lovino’s hair behind his ear. “Even if it’s scary”

Lovino just sighed and laid down again, hugging his body with his arms. Antonio followed him and let the silence continue for as long as Lovino wished.

Crickets sang softly in the background.

“I think” he started, before laying his eyes on the stars again “That if I do something, I’d ruin it. I feel like I always ruin things”.

Antonio saw his star twinkle again. He knew it wasn’t an airplane. Lovino closed his eyes. “It was a dumb wish anyway”

Antonio brushed his hand against Lovino’s one. When Lovino didn’t move, he carefully took his hands in his. When Lovino didn’t reply, he intertwined their fingers.

“You never ruin things. You’re scared, and that’s okay. But I know you Lovino, and you’re so absolutely amazing. You can achieve anything. So don’t be scared, okay? Because my wish is for all your wishes to come true.”

When Lovino turned around to look at him, he found Antonio staring back. And when he slowly got closer, Antonio rubbed his hand with his thumb. He didn’t move when Lovino’s shaking hands found his cheeks, nor when Lovino’s face moved inches from his own. But when he slowly closed his eyes and went in, Antonio gladly met him halfway.

Antonio’s lips were soft and sweet, but most importantly, they were finally real. Lovino gasped when Antonio circled his waist with his hands, pulling him closer. His heart beat loud in his chest and his body was shaking, however, he found reassurance melting in the kiss that he himself had initiated.

And when their lips were about to separate, Lovino claimed another kiss, and Antonio claimed another one after that, happy to satisfy Lovino’s wishes.

When they finally separated, Antonio looked at Lovino’s wonderfully flushed face, caressing his cheeks with his hands. He smiled and held Lovino close, wrapping him in his arms.

The stars above them were twinkling. Lovino guessed it wasn’t an airplane after all. And as the night air got colder, Lovino was happy Antonio’s arms warmed him up.

“I think my wish came true”

[spamano-secretvalentine]

My Name

Part of the Spamano Secret Valentines 2019 Event

To: nishiromance

From: unitlost

Prompt: angel x human. In a setting in which their love is forbidden so they must meet in secret.

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Humanity, he had known, was indiscriminately sinful.

Humanity also made a damn good seafood paella.

Antonio clocked out of his dead-end desk job with a skip in his step.  He had already missed the last bus, and it was snowing, but he figured that tonight was as good a night as any for a walk.  He wanted to get home as soon as possible, though, and when he opened the door to his tiny apartment he was noticeably out of breath.

The figure that met him in the doorway was smaller than him, wrapped in a blanket over an oversized t-shirt, Antonio’s own.

It still amused Antonio that an angel could appear in front of him and be considerably smaller than him.

“Quit it,” the angel spoke.  “I can feel your stare.”

Antonio blinked at the grumpy pout that faced him and burst into a grin.  “Sorry, you just look so cute in that! Was that all you could find? That shirt is big on me, so I can barely see you under there!”

The angel dodged his embrace, retreating further into the apartment.  “Well, I’m sorry that your kind sinned and needs to wear clothes.”

“I don’t mind if you don’t wear clothes!”

“Absolutely not; the human body is too weird.”

Antonio hung up his woolen coat.  “And I appreciate that you’d put up with it for me.  Now let me hug you!”

The angel shrieked–or maybe it was Antonio, he was prone to doing that–and dove away.  Behind the couch, around the coffee table, practically bouncing off the walls in childish and untampered mischief.  They chased each other around the cramped space until he allowed himself to be caught (he told himself), and he reveled in the pure, unadulterated joy that radiated off of the other.  Antonio’s grip was vice but held no threat, the angel’s glare was just for show, and they collapsed in a tangle onto the floor. Antonio told him that his laugh sounded like a choir of angels.  He retorted that he had literally heard choirs of angels, and Antonio’s laughter resembled it far more.

They kissed, and though it made no difference, Antonio used his hands to shield his lover’s face from the world.

“You said,” the angel started, but Antonio’s lips interrupted any and all attempts to produce sound.  He held them at bay just long enough to get his point across, “You said that you’d have food for me next time I came by,” before indulging himself once more.

“Oh!” his partner jumped up in remembrance.  “That’s right, we have to eat it before it gets cold!”  Antonio scrambled to set out mismatched dishes and silverware on the dusty, underused table, pushing the mountain of tupperware aside and kicking it away for later.  The angel witnessed the frantic spectacle in silent amusement.

Antonio produced yet another tupperware from the tote bag he carried his things in, only instead of being empty and crusting, this one had grown opaque with the steam its contents released.  “Seafood paella!” He haphazardly split the rice between the two plates and tried in vain to free it from the shape its plastic prison had imposed on it. “Or, close enough. I snuck into the breakroom to make it this afternoon, but the kitchen there is even smaller than my one here.  But I got to practice a lot while you were away, so I think it’ll be alright.”

The angel sat in the place with a smaller portion.  “If you didn’t know when I would be back, then that means…”

Antonio switched the plates and settled across from him.  “Yeah, this is the 15th day I’ve eaten paella in a row, not counting Sundays.  You never come by on Sunday.”

That explained the plastic containers strewn onto the floor.  The angel fixed his gaze on the table and poked at a shrimp. He hadn’t thought about the full implications of Antonio cooking for a guest with no appointment.  “I’m sorry it took me so long to come.”

“Thank you for coming at all.”

They settled into the usual system of conversation as they dug into their meals.  Antonio talked about his day, and the angel would comment. The angel provided questions, and Antonio would answer.  The angel learned more and more about Antonio, and he absorbed every word.

He absorbed Antonio’s eyes, deep and bright and earthy and alive all at the same time.  His smile, lopsided and a little yellow but so genuine that it was more blinding than the pearliest of whites.  The way he bounced in his seat as he recalled rare evenings with friends and even rarer weekends out of town, so retrospectively giddy that he seemed more like a spaniel than a Spaniard.

He also absorbed the bags under his eyes and the shadows the candles cast on his cheeks.  The minuscule tremble in his hand whenever he raised it to his mouth. The way that, though he doubted he had a heart, seeing Antonio like this never failed to make it swell and ache with each beat.

“But it’s not like I’ll be working there forever, y’know?  So I don’t mind it too much.”

“You say that every time.  Every time, and nothing’s changed.”

Antonio scratched the back of his head.  “I’m getting there, I promise! Soon, I’ll find a better job that I like and that pays more, and we–I, I mean I can get a better place.  Maybe get a cat; you like cats, right?”

“Damn it, Antonio,” the angel exclaimed, although among the dirty dishes and dusty countertops, every corner a telltale reminder of the ungodly hours Antonio worked for next to nothing, he couldn’t bring himself to do more than whine.

Antonio tutted.  “Should you of all people be using His name in vain?”

That comment earned him a sly smile.  “God has better things to do than eavesdrop on me while I’m running errands.”

A content hum rumbled from the Spaniard’s throat.  “If God isn’t listening, won’t you tell me your name?”

Thick, painful silence followed, hopeful and expectant on one side and full of dread and regret on the other.  “You know I can’t.”

Antonio let out the breath he was holding with a tight smile.  “I know, Roma. It’s ok.”

“You’re doing it again.  Why do you keep calling me that?”

“Calling you what?”

“Roma.  Why do you call me that?”

“Well,” olive eyes scrunched up in thought, “I have to call you something, right?  And it fits.”

It wasn’t the first time they had had this exact conversation.  Antonio always waited for his angel, always prompted him with the opportunity to reveal his true name.  But it was forbidden, a name held too much power, and he was too afraid of the consequences to risk that final level of intimacy with Antonio.  So he would refuse, and Antonio would accept his decision every time with that nickname, Roma. After the great city of Rome.

The most beautiful city in the world, Antonio would say.  Timeless and powerful and beautiful. And, to top it all off, one of the holiest sites on Earth.  There wasn’t a name in the world that could be more flattering or more thoughtful.

“I wouldn’t say Rome is the most holy place,” he would argue, uncomfortable with how genuinely Antonio exalted him.

“Would you rather I call you Vatican City?”

Roma always conceded with a hum.  “Fair point.”

They settled into another comfortable silence.  Well, it was silent on Roma’s part; Antonio began explaining how he ran out of the correct type of rice halfway through the week but didn’t have time to buy more and so he begged a coworker to get some for him.  How he would sneak into the break room when his supervisors weren’t around to scold him for slacking off. Not that Antonio could ever truly slack off. The angel wouldn’t have been surprised if Antonio didn’t know the meaning of the word vacation.  How the first time, he had to make emergency photocopies and the unfinished dish almost set the entire building ablaze. Roma listened silently as Antonio turned every chance event into an adventurous tale.

“Well,” he finally contributed.  “Next time, show me how to make it.  Cooking sounds fun.”

Antonio stared at him for a long moment before he swallowed thickly.  Roma frowned. “Yes, yes of course! I’d love to teach you how to cook.”  He took a sip of water. “Maybe not next time, but soon. I promise I’ll teach you soon.”

Roma rubbed his temples, wishing the other would just be honest about his situation.

Antonio reached across the table to rest his hand on his angel’s unoccupied one.  “Work is just really busy, y’know? I have to take papers home to keep up so I don’t have time to cook at home right now.”

The candles strewn around the rooms gave Roma an all-too-good look at the gaze that settled just outside of locking eyes.  As if that was supposed to fool him.

The candles weren’t for a romantic atmosphere.

“Chicken and sausage is the easiest variation to make, so we’ll start with that.”

Antonio’s stove was electric.

“Antonio.”  The name came out sternly but he tried his best to be gentle, using that voice that was usually reserved for saying shit like ‘do not be afraid.’  They were always afraid; it was just a custom at this point. “Have they turned the power back on?”

His beloved followed his gaze into the kitchen with a sigh.  “Here, here, have a squid.” The mouthful was accepted with a scowl.  “No, they haven’t turned it back on. But don’t worry about it, ok? The heat and water work and I can charge my phone at work.”

“It’s freezing in here!” the angel protested, gesturing to the blanket he had discarded onto the floor some time ago.

Antonio closed his eyes.  “Is it? Cool. I guess they turned that off after I left this morning.”

Great, was Antonio overworking himself to the point of a fever?  How could he have not noticed that he was living in a fucking tundra?!

No, his hands were shaking before.  He had been shivering. He was just pretending to not realize.

“The water does work though!” he weakly offered.  “We’re drinking it right now. So that has to count for… for something, right?”

Roma felt his frustration boil up and took a deep breath to keep his temper in check.  “You deserve better, Antonio.”

“I already have you,” the man insisted.  “How could I be so selfish to ask for more?  As long as I have you, I won’t want for anything!”

“It doesn’t work that way, damn it!”  The angel stabbed his final prawn with his fork.  “While I appreciate the sap, I’d still want for fucking electricity in my home!”

Antonio leaned back in his chair, letting his head fall back.  “Ok, you’re right, I’ll work harder to pay the bills on time.”

Roma’s chair crashed to the floor with the force of his movement.  “No!”

“Oh my god, what do you want from me, Roma?!”

“I don’t know!”  He wanted Antonio to be happy.  For him to not wake up wondering if his television would work that day.  For him to not have to choose between paying his bills and buying fresh mussels to make dinner for over two weeks straight for his secret lover who didn’t need to eat to survive in the first place.

But he couldn’t say that.  He couldn’t storm off in a frenzy.  He had no idea when he could come back.  Yes, he had always been too afraid of his own heartbreak to do anything about it.  His one strange curl bent crookedly as he bent down to fix the chair he had knocked over before heading to the living room.  “Dinner was good.”

Antonio deposited the dishes onto the pile in the sink and moved to meet the other on the couch.  Roma looked more like a spoiled child than a timeless angel, he thought, with plump lips and full cheeks pulled into a pout.  Roma told him to shut up. Antonio hoped he looked that good when he reached the ripe age of timeless.

Roma tugged at Antonio’s t-shirt, who pulled it over his head and dragged the other onto his bare chest in response.

“Roma?”  The angel hummed.  “Do you remember when we first met?”

The hand that was tracing lines on sun-kissed skin stilled.  “No,” he lied.

“Mm,” Antonio’s chest rumbled with the noise.  “Me neither.”

“You’re a terrible liar.”

“So are you.”

Roma huffed.  “You asked me if it hurt when I fell from heaven and I was so startled that I blew my cover almost immediately.  Do you know how much fucking trouble I would have been in if the street had been crowded?!”

“I had no way of knowing!” Antonio protested.  “Do you know how freaked out I was to be pulled into an alley by a stranger who then nearly poked my eyes out with his wing?”

“That was an accident,” was the matching argument, and both laughed at the ridiculous memory.

“The point is,” Antonio slid his hands under Roma’s shirt, making the latter shiver (they were cold, damn it, that was all). “I knew from the start that our situation would be different.  You don’t need to be upset about not being able to support me financially.” He brushed a lock of hair from Roma’s face. “That’s what you’re worried about, yeah?”

“No.”  Yes. “You, I just.”  The man under him arched an eyebrow.  “Ok, maybe, yeah. I just wish I could be any help at all, that I wasn’t so busy doing errands all the time.”

“Oh?  Am I the errand?”

Roma jabbed his cheek with a finger when he felt Antonio massage his shoulder blades, willing his wings to stay away and his self control to stay existent.  “Later; you always fall asleep right after. Don’t change the subject right when we finally start talking about it.”

An apologetic kiss.  “Right. Yeah. I guess there were things I was afraid to bring up.”

“Because you didn’t want me to worry?”

“Because I didn’t want you to think I couldn’t take care of myself.”  Antonio let out a bitter laugh. “Maybe I should just knock over those candles and collect the insurance.”

“Don’t say that.”  Ever the hypocrite, Roma scratched Antonio’s scalp, willing the dissatisfaction to leave his face.  It worked; Antonio’s hairline was very sensitive.

He only wished it was that easy with all his problems.  Had Antonio grown so desperate that he was literally considering committing arson on his own property?  At this point it would take divine intervention to take care of this.

Well.

“I don’t like that look, love.”  Antonio stretched lazily.

“If I told you my name.”

He perked up at that.  “Huh?”

“If you knew my name, you could ask God for a favor in my name.”

“You can do that??”

Roma rested his head under the other’s chin.  “How do you think miracles work?”

Antonio took a moment to think it over.  “If you tell me your name, financial security will find me,” he clarified.

“That’s right.”

“I could quit my job and move out of this dump?”

“That’s right.”

He seemed to be brightening up at the idea–at the idea of a comfortable living and a comfortable home, a bright and warm home–but then a frown graced his features.  “And then God would know about us.”

Roma swallowed.  “That’s right.”

“And I’d never see you again.”

The angel braced himself for a no.  For a, ‘how could you even suggest such a thing.’  For any angry reaction that would mean he wouldn’t have to face that very real option.

What he got was the most intense look ever directed at him and a, “Would that make you happy?”

He must have heard that wrong.  “What?”

“If I had money in return for never being with you again, would you be happy?”

Roma opened his mouth and, finding himself at a loss for words, closed it again.  Would it make him happy? He didn’t know. Did he? No. He didn’t. He didn’t know.  Antonio would be safe and stable. He wouldn’t have to worry anymore. And Roma wouldn’t have to worry about him.

But he’d never be able to celebrate those moments with him.  He’d never be able to criticize his choice in real estate, or share drinks until they were totally shitfaced to celebrate his promotions.

He would never learn how to make paella.

Roma would rather spend an eternity in hell than never see Antonio again.  So, no. He supposed he wouldn’t be happy. But Antonio would. Antonio could be happy if he forced his own feelings down.

“I want you to be happy,” he finally offered.

“And I want you to be happy.”

“Well congrats, we’re at a fucking stalemate.”  Roma sighed. “If I could do anything at all to finally make your life a little bit better, I would take that chance.”  He took a deep breath to steady his shaking voice before quietly adding, “This is that chance.”

Antonio let his gaze leave his lover’s face and wander around the space, and Roma followed it with his own.  It lingered on the crooked table, held up by a cardboard box on one side. The tupperware, still strewn out on the floor.  The worn couch, with the padding showing through almost every cushion. The kitchen that, aside from the sink, was essentially useless at the moment.  (God knew what horrors would emerge from the fridge should someone open it.) The candle wax as its source shrunk lower and lower, taking their light source with it.

“I truly,” he began, eyes still on the candlestick, “never deserved you, Roma.  I barged into your life and, even though mine was a fucking disaster, you shone a little bit of light on it.  That was more than I could ever deserve. Me, who can’t give you anything similar to that.”

Roma did not have a heart, but in that moment he was certain that it broke anyway.

“I know I can’t wake up next to you every morning, or get excited about making dinner every night.  I’ll never have the privilege of knowing your favorite color–hell, can I even see it?–or what you want on your picnic sandwiches, much less your name.  I can’t give you the privilege of sharing that with the one you love.” He swallowed the tightness building inside of him.  They both did. “But I, I can give you this. I can fulfill at least one desire of yours.”

Roma shed tears that he did not know he was capable of shedding.  One last moment, and then his beloved human could be happy. All he had to do was give him his name.  Antonio’s stress, his sorrow, it would all be over.

It would all be over.

Antonio wiped his lover’s eyes in vain, for the tears fell too fast to be contained.  “It’s up to you,” he insisted, voice so soft only he could hear it. “I’d gladly spend the rest of my life in a box on the street if it meant that I could spend it with you.  But I’ll also accept your decision if that’s truly the path you think we should take.”

The path they should take.

It was only inevitable that it would end this way.

Humanity, he had known, was indiscriminately sinful.

There was no way around it.  Angels and Sin did not coexist.  All things considered, this was the only way it could have ended.  As much as he didn’t want to admit it, this was the only possible outcome.

“My favorite color is blue,” the angel whispered, locking eyes with his human below.  The candle on the table beside them flickered. “I don’t know much about sandwiches but I imagine I’d like ham, ironically enough.”  He cupped Antonio’s face in his hands and leaned forward into him, unable to suppress two shining feathered wings from erupting from his back in the raw emotion that overwhelmed him.  “I love you. More than anything. I want the world for you. I would give up the world for you.”

Antonio closed his eyes, giving into the sobs that wracked his own chest.  “My angel.”

Roma dropped his voice even further, to the point where even the bugs in the cracked walls wouldn’t be able to hear.  “And my name is–”

“Wait,” came the protest, muffled by the kiss that actually halted his words.  “Please, just, give me one more night. One more. For closure.”

They barely separated, and Roma felt Antonio’s lips move with his own as he mouthed, “One more night.”

Antonio had always been gentle, as if Roma would disintegrate if he held on too tight.  This time was different, though. This time they held each other closer than either thought possible.  Antonio shook with every movement and breath. Roma absorbed everything about him, from the tenseness in his muscles to the pitches he filled the silence with.  Roma absorbed absolutely everything Antonio ever had and could offer him, so that he would never forget any of it.

Neither stopped crying until there were no tears left to cry.  The candle wept with them, seeming to melt faster in response to the passion just a door away.

Eventually, the light of dawn hit Roma’s face through a crack in the curtains, making him groan.  He didn’t want to wake up. If he never woke up, the night would never end and he wouldn’t have to leave.

“Good morning,” the figure next to him greeted hoarsely.

Roma rolled over onto his back, leaving his hand laced with Antonio’s.  “Did you sleep?”

“I didn’t.”

“You have work today.”

Antonio chuckled.  There was still emotion in it.  “I thought, if I never went to sleep, the night wouldn’t end and you wouldn’t have to leave,” he admitted.

Roma didn’t say anything.

“But I think I’m ready now,” prodded Antonio, not sounding ready at all.  “As ready as I’ll ever be, at least.”

This was it.  One word, and Antonio could be happy.

One word, and Antonio would lose the weight of debt and exhaustion on his shoulders.

One word, and Roma would lose Antonio.

“My name.”

“Your name,” he echoed.

But Antonio would be happy, he told himself.

Antonio would be happy.

He would be happy.

They turned to face each other.  As his eyes adjusted, he witnessed the biggest, brightest smile, and the most pained eyes he had ever seen.

And in that moment, he knew.

Yes, humanity was indiscriminately sinful.

Maybe he was more human than he had thought.

“It’s Roma, I guess.”

Antonio blinked, before the words settled in and he covered his mouth with his free hand.  “Roma?”

Roma could only think to brush his thumb over the other’s knuckles.  “I’m sorry.”

I’m sorry for trying to fix everything myself when you obviously wanted to do it together.

For not being able to go through with it.

For forcing you to go through with it.

Fresh tears pricked at his lover’s eyes.  “I told you,” he choked. “As long as I have you, I won’t want for anything.”

“I believe you,” the angel murmured in reply.  “And I’m glad.”

From the space below the door, the faint light of the forgotten candle illuminated the floor.

“Chicken and sausage paella.”

Antonio laughed freely, truly freely, for the first time in a long while.  “Anything for you.”

Roma had known.  He had known with every warm, lingering gaze.  With every long night. Every moment together and every smile sent his way.

He really, truly would rather burn in hell than give that up.

Humanity was indiscriminately sinful.

But to him, Antonio was a saint.

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I think the story ran away from me and started telling itself at some point, haha.  Regardless, I hope you like this!  It was really fun to write.

Happy Valentine’s Day! - Unit