#spadez' rambles

[lovely-cuicui]

“Tell me, you fool. If I continue to regress, will I get to ever get to meet you again?”

Aaaaand end scene. Ladies, gentlemen, and everyone else, if you say this to your so called rival you are no longer rivals. You are GAY

[lovely-cuicui]

my sister picked malemc while i picked femc. omg she wouldn’t shut up abt how aggressive he sounded after she heard what femc sounded like.

just found out about the male MC voice lines and

The difference is insane

[lovely-cuicui]

CALLING ALL SAMPO FANS

it looks like small story leaks?

MY BOY MAY BE IN PENACONY??

bye im gonna keep a closer eye on leaks now, expect updates if there are more

[lovely-cuicui]

i started ranting about how i love-hate the dragon part of zhongli, neuvillette, and dan heng to my sister. then it started turning into a rant about how i enjoyed the “mate for life” aspect. she combatted this by saying “vidiyadhara can’t reproduce so no fucking” and that’s when i had to stop because she could easily snitch on me to friends and tell them “oh yeah btw did you guys know that [my name] likes getting fucked by dragons?” she could end not just my reputation, but even my life right now with that very sentence.

[lovely-cuicui]

i knew that one of them was gonna die and i am super glad that the ada is winning but why tf am i so sad that fyodor is dead 😭

replaying that one animatic on repeat just to cope

-🎧

[lovely-cuicui]

*turns around on my spinning chair wearing a pinstripe suit and petting a cat*

(idfk where i was going with this)

[lovely-cuicui]

he thought he could die like a normal short-life species! he mad!

(uhm weird draft aside idk why spadez likes this guy so much…) - 🌻

[lovely-cuicui]

Recently I’ve been going through my tumblr dash, discord servers, and even my tiktok fyp. As someone who consumes large amounts of hsr content that’s what my socials have all been abt recently.

So far, a majority of players that i’ve seen/interacted with ship at least one of these:

March x Stelle (starch, melle, stelle7, are a few ship names. i love this one)

Caelus x Dan Heng (idk any ships names cus i don’t interact with many malemc things. i also love this one)

MC x Dan Heng x March (very cute, i love this one the best. still don’t know any ship names for this)

Bronya x Seele (Bronseele transcends all universes. who doesn’t love it?)

Also, I haven’t seen people openly hate the ships either. I highkey love this community so far.

[lovely-cuicui]

Something I love about honkai star rail is that hyv kept the chaos from honkai impact the 3rd. Sure hit3 was full of depression but, in some dialogues and events the game shows its unhinged and funny sides. Also, it's hilarious how batshit insane the Trailblazers are.

[lovely-cuicui]

little bit of a personal ramble here I always miss her. I know I could never be the one for her but, I'd do anything just to spend time with her. She is the home I find peace in. And I will always be the home for her to turn to in the end.

[lovely-cuicui]

MY HISTORY TEACHER JUST SENT ME A MESSAGE IM SI SCAFED IM SCARED JSNALS

[lovely-cuicui]

recently downloaded LoL cause of heartsteel and then I had issues downloading so I contacted support. I got a response, tried the instructions, intstructions didn't work. then I thought "hm maybe its the privacy settings on my computer" which I didn't know how to access so I had to google that. uhm changed privacy settings, game works now. yippee problem solved. problem number 2, now I have to tell the support guy that seemed pretty nice that the issue wasn't even game related but my computer issue. and its a super dumb one too

heartsteel? more like heartsteal hahaha

[lovely-cuicui]

Hello! You've been tagged! You don't have to do anything if you don't want to, but if you'd like, ist 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! Learn to know your mutuals and followers. 🩵💙

yippe, erm

blade :3

Playing hsr

ranting about my hyper fixations

will wood

alpha (or lucia in general)!!

[lovely-cuicui]

dw your third eye is just opening, it's the final stage /j/j/j

ojay but jokes aside (if im understanding you right) this happened to me a ton as a kid and it still happens now,, maybe its foresight 🤷

do other autistic people do the thing where like. idk how to explain it so I'm starting off with an example. like if I get an advert I have to skip before a specific line or it feels like smth bads gonna happen. if I hear the "red bull gives you wings" line I feel like a bomb threat is imminent.

.unless this. isn't an autism thing. a secret third thing../j

[lovely-cuicui]

love it when im scrolling through Tumblr reading smut instead writing my reports. I live a risky life :3c

[lovely-cuicui]

gods why the FUCK does everything expensive. i’m becoming a scammer and thief at this point. empty out your pantaloons you scoundrels before thou has a taste of my blade