#sorry. i am feeling unwell and stressed and longing for a momentary reprieve

[millipedegf]

my ideal winter vacation would be to just rent a cabin in the mountains so i can drink cheap wine and finish the dozens of books i've started and make lots of shitty art and also go for long walks in the snow and take bad photos . maybe go skiing once or twice. listen to a lot of music and lay out in a snowbank like a decomposing animal for a bit