#sorry this is so gloomy I just feel kinda sad and demotivated | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

tellie-vision-art · 2 years ago

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Wanting more Priyaxel content but also knowing if I want it that badly I will have to make it myself bc it feels like no one actively ships it/makes content for it anymore 😭

I feel like a loser here in my corner hyped up over something no one else cares about and I’m kinda embarrassed about it 😩 like I have thoroughly convinced myself now that I am dumb for shipping it bc no one sees it like I do and people are perceiving me as weird and overdramatic about it 😔

#top ten saddest moments in history number one #sorry if you followed exclusively for Priyaxel content this might be the end of the road tbh #I still really like the ship obviously but I feel like no one cares and my hype over it is cringe to see #honestly I’m almost finished with the thing I am writing but #I might not even post it bc there’s no audience for it so what’s the point /:#and I feel like people wouldn’t like it anyway tbh that’s always what happens #maybe the world is not ready for my Axel has BPD/Autism combo headcanon #but also idk maybe I should post it and get told it sucks before I give up on it #I guess the real con here is if I don’t post it then I can’t post/finish the PMV either #but I could also post that in its unfinished state?#anyway sorry if I never post any of this stuff I really am not sure if there’s a point #if there is someone out there in the void you’re free to try and convince me but idk /:#when I started writing this thing it was a different world where Priyaxel looked like the most popular ship #and now it seems like everyone dropped it for Ax*lle 💔#see and Idek if I could just do a big text post with my thoughts on them either bc they’re so specific which was the point for writing 😭#lmao I’m the meme of that ant packing up and leaving #ok but for real if I don’t finish the PMV I WILL post the unfinished version in the tag bc that took effort #sorry this is so gloomy I just feel kinda sad and demotivated #like it was so exciting when I first watched the season and discovered a ton of people shipped it and now…#alas I can always recycle my ideas for OCs that never fails me just fails everyone around me that wanted the canon characters #but damn it I am disappointed too when I go in the TD tag and all I see is Ax*lle #I have spoken too much you get the point by now I just feel /:

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