#sorry this is an insane post. i am just ummm. [throws down a confetti bomb to distract you and scuttles away into the darkness] | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dandyshucks · 3 months ago

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once again wishing Guz was an OC and not a pre-existing character because I feel like ppl who selfship w OCs are seen as cool outside of the selfship sphere but ppl who selfship w pre-existing characters from media are seen as weird and cringe >:[ (perhaps this is just true of the specific people i have seen though and not indicative of the wider culture outside of what i've seen)

#i just feel stupid for liking a character from media. idk. i think i'm just having a difficult night fdsjkl #i do not see anyone else as stupid for it btw it is literally just me #but also i feel stupid for liking him and making him so OOC (technically OOC. not in my heart though.) and not just making him into an OC.#but i cannot make him into an OC because there are too many things in canon that i would want to keep !!! 😭😭😭#i literally just want to take his character and improve upon it. but i fear it is not improving and is instead just making him fit for Me #which is selfish and goes against society's creative values. but idk... i think i am improving on him....#even if i am also at the same time making him into someone i can love even more hfsdjkgl #sorry this is an insane post. i am just ummm. [throws down a confetti bomb to distract you and scuttles away into the darkness]#dandy.cmd

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