#sorry this is SO LATE sdlkfj

[ragingbullmode]

anyone... does anyone remember the yoshio sawai x kazuki takahashi collab... or even remember bobobo for that matter...

like i posted about it once a million years ago but i think about it always like god... how fucking sweet of him man ToT

ALSO THE STAGE PLAY WASNT AN APRIL FOOLS JOKE ???

[thiriumhound]

heya!! for the fandom asks: 7 + 16!

dang you were quick! (yeah i saw u send this in like RIGHT after i rbd the post but uhhh yeah i took a min ^^;; sry 4 the wait!) aaaanyway ok!

7 (your favorite tropes to read/write/draw) - ohhhh boy it's gotta be like. angst. angst galore. whump. hurt/comfort. if there's no pain there's no spice. i don't typically like interpersonal drama too much tho (as much as i praise it out loud sfkld) bc it gets to me xD i like when a character is hurt, hides it, then gets support in the end (or it's too late...) anyway yeah no pain no gain 🤘 i swear i have other tastes i just forgot rn ngl SDLKFJS

16 (a tiny detail in canon that you want more people to appreciate) - uhhh off the top of my head the fact that connor loses his tie for no reason after cyberlife tower! to me that implies he doesn't actually like it/it's connected to his life in cyberlife for him. it also could've just come off in whatever conflict got blue blood on his jacket tho (yeah it's there if u look w freecam). also not a tiny detail but if everyone could notice connor's usage of words like "gonna" it would be epic- WAIT NO I HAVE A BETTER ONE. EVERYONE ACKNOWLEDGE CONNOR'S EYEBROWS RIGHT NOW THEY'RE SO IMPORTANT HE EXPRESSES SO MUCH W THEM IM CRAZY IM INSANE im so sorry every other character in the game i have a connor addiction. uhhh also markus actually basically never smiles after leaving carl iirc why don't we pay attention to that too <3 i don't have any kara fun facts except salty ones so oop... ah is it okay i gave u 50 fun facts instead of one l o l man i feel like i didn't choose good ones either 😭 might come back and scream some more if i remember smth good. tho tbh uhhh actually i can think of 50 more but theyre all just "look at this microexpression connor made in scene 235" and that's. a bit pathetic LOL

anyway the ask game if anyone else wants to send me more <333333333 https://thiriumhound.tumblr.com/post/747618958223540224

[theowlsclaws-blog]

@madammoderne | sc

‘ may i have this dance ? ‘

thomas smiles , polite and perfectly poised , a finger tugging the cuff of his fine jacket back into place . the party is private , and the familiar faces twisting around him are customers and associates of the syndicate . lois trades sweet words with a smile like a knife , clark throws his weight around like a wrestler , and thomas . . . thomas makes connections .

someone he hasn’t seen before ? that’s someone worth meeting . he wonders who brought her in - johnny has a weakness for PRETTY FACES , but she’s just as likely to be his supplier .

[foofygoldfish]

🔥🔥🔥🔥

i’m putting this in yours even though it’s just one because i know you’ll Get It

okay so this one is more than slightly petty and pretty much a duplicate of last night’s big one

but i will absolutely refuse to reblog posts if they say “seed siblings” and then leave out faith

[kyunsies]

madch madch <3 hello love!

how are you my love :D YAY I'M SO HAPPY YOUR COLD IS GONE OMG!! Do you feel properly better now? the sleep nose cloggs is the worst, i'm super glad it's gone for you.

YES for a whole month - like it makes me miss summer holidays when i was a kid and you could take the time off like that. do you ever feel like you didn't appreciate that stuff like when you were a kid? like being able to have long sleeps and stuff or just running about the mall with no consequence? we really do have the same situation going on! i just want to be able to buy my mum a better house and a better car and nicer holidays and stuff? like that small stuff which sounds a bit boring but like, idk that means more to me than the overly flashy stuff? like i'd love to be a mum one day but seeing how much my mum does sometimes i'm like... IDK if I could hack it you know?

ah wow ok! my school i really get what you say about catholic guilt as it's super similar from my cultural influences as well? YES like, it's bad to think too well of yourself, or just that you shouldn't do it? or you're gonna end up inviting bad things if you do think too much of yourself? i get really confused about it sometimes. like - almost like there's a difference between self love and thinking too well of yourself? and i can appreciate myself without ever thinking i'm too good at something etc? does that make sense? idk i'm worried about self love it if means it makes my ego bad and over arrogant and all that stuff? I GET YOU tho - it is that line between contentment and like feeling yourself to the point it's ... ick? it's hard isn't it?

THAT FACT STEALING TOILET PAPER WAS YOU USING BAD LANGUAGE omg do you see what i mean you are just so so so so pure of heart and sweet and thank you for being so kind <3 are you looking forward to going back to uni in some ways? or is it all general *internal screaming*? remember you're mega and amazing <3

omg we literally had a HUGE HEARTWAVE to the point where I have so many bites everywhere - i'm glad you've had a bunch of sun but YAY TINY TINY SQUAD!!!!!!! I AM 5'1" so yay to us being tiny together <3 I am always the tiny one too! i used to hate it but i like my height more now - and like the fact i can fit into kids stuff on sale? or like shoe sizes not being a problem? but then sometimes the sizing is a bit weird like you said before! YOU GET IT WITH THE BF JEANS. It is a neverending quest RN. I've figured out the size I can really get for them but so few stores make it :/ we will see how this saga unfolds. do you lampshade a lot with clothes? i find i always end up doing that even if i don't mean to haha XD

OKAY SO JO MALONE I like the smell of pomegrante noir but IDK if I'd wear it but the lime and basil is another fave of mine. I just really really don't like musky smells I'm with you with the citrus! like, stuff that reminds me of summer and fresh stuff? musk makes me feel like i'm walking into like a noughties teen clothing store i just can't hasjdakshd. like i hate lynx smells? WHY DO BOYS WEAR IT?

AHHHH OMG ok mutual blue moon love YES HELLO <3 <3 <3 I ADORE lofi jazz garage I honestly die/simp for that sound. like they dabbled a bit more with those vibes in OOAK and that's why I loved the new album so much I guess? just so so so beautiful. i just wanna drown in like the sounds of moonlight and suggestions of other things by candlelight or long city drives? does that make sense? ugh LOVE IT. getting up in my feels here hahahajsdkhasda

YAY HI TO YOUR MOM <3 I hope she's having a beautiful beautiful day too and that's getting rest as well! never worry about getting back to me late, I know you're so busy and that's always okay, love you lots and lots <3 <3 <3

-💥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

MY BEST PAL <33 hello my sweet, how have u been doing these days? i know i must sound like a record on repeat, but i miss you all the days that i don't hear from you, i'm always thinking about how you are doing ;____;

but YES after like ,,,,,,2 and a half weeks of being sick with the cold i am FINALLY over it :') it's not so much the stuffy nose during the daytime that annoys me it was the freaking clogged nose at night for the love of GOD i hate breathing with my mouth open it's so gross ;___; and sore throats ......... honestly i wouldn't wish a sore throat on my worst enemy lol like i'd rather have the flu for 2 days than a sore throat for a whole week ldkfjsdkf i'm such a baby <3

about being on holiday as a kid LOL IT WAS !!!!! the absolute best time !!! i know at some point we need to be functioning human beings in society lol but honestly at the age of like 13 where ur too young to work but u can't drive yourself anywhere ?? it's the best time (besides the driving part lol) bc you literally do not have one ounce of responsibility it's so great ;____; it's good to work and help ppl but i miss that too ....... and about our experiences with our single moms !!! pls this is all i want for her lol ; like u said nothing overly flashy but once i'm established i would like for her to live comfortably without being at the hands of someone else so i wouldn't mind like buying her a nice apartment ;____; when she was younger she traveled all the time and once i was born she coudn't do that with me bc she simply didn't have the money so she's always telling me after i graduate we should take a little trip to europe or go out west :( i think that would be so great :(((

OH GOOD OLD CATHOLIC GUILT LOL listen ..... there are a lot of things that the catholic church has done in the past that i don't agree with at all and stuff but ;____; i'm still grateful in some aspects bc my moral compass is like . a super big part of my life and it guides me to lead me away from decisions that aren't the best for me lol and i'm really grateful again for my mom for sending me to catholic school all these years :') and i think it's good to have this sense of humbleness (i hate ppl that are so boastful about themselves like truly no one cares sdjfslkf) but i do agree that catholic guilt can sometimes be a hinderance like i keep on saying i wish i had at least one ounce of self dignity SDLKFJ idk like u said it's a fine line between being humble and having no self worth :') i guess at the end of the day u need ppl surrounding u who make u feel like u are worth something and that it's okay to think positively about urself <3

honestly babe no ,,,,,, i'm not looking forward to going back to my final year of uni at all ;____; i don't know when i got like this but nursing school has literally scarred me to the point where i'm so anxious to even finish this year :( the ICU, my preceptorship, exams, finding and landing a job successfully before i graduate ???? i want it to all be over with so quickly but i'm so nervous for the future ahead of me ;____; will i get to where i am meant to be ???? i'm going to sOB IM NOT READY FSKDJFDS .............................

YAY TINY SQUAD LOL SOMEONE UNDERSTANDS !!!!!!! everyone on here is like boo hoo i'm 5'3 and im like ?????? ur inching near normal height shut up ?? SDKFJ :') truly shopping is so hard literally u can kill pants every fitting u perfectly unless u hem them and omg ??? pls explain to me what lampshading is LOL I HAVE NEVER HEARD THAT TERM BEFORE ?? :o !!!!!!!!! but also yes almost all of my sneakers are kids shoes LOL JOKES ON TALL PPL WE CAN GET THEM FOR CHEAPER <3

and about jo malone !!!!!!!!!!! the lime and basil one i've had my eye on it omg !!!!!!! bc i love love the smell of basil :) i'm actually visiting my grandparents this weekend and we are going to the mall so i'm going to finally pick up a new scent !!! i've literally had the one i told u about for 2 years LOL but i also agree everyone loves musky scents for some reason but i don't lsdkfjs i feel like those heavy scents "weigh me down" ????? do u feel that way too? it's hard to explain :')

ALSO OMG OKAY you are my blue moon ride or die now <3 have never met a mbb yet who loves blue moon as much as i do LOL it's just *mwah* perfection ........... absolute perfection like it fits all moods its fresh its lowkey it's perfect and YES YES i felt heaven kinda had the same vibe ??? not so much the dark garage jazz sound but more of the light and airy garage jazz sound LKDFJS i know that sounds dumb but it's lighter and happier but has that same lofi sound i'm obsessed with <3

okay bubbie but YEAH mom and i are healthy now we are in good spirits and we are hanging in there !! again i'm sorry for getting back so late hun really i always want to respond right away but like i always say quality over any short answer hhhh <3 i hope u have a lovely rest of the week if i don't hear from u soon okay? always sending love and hugs xxxxxxxxx !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

[if-found-return-to-gusu]

Lan Xichen is the Actual Devil Pt. 3

Okay so Lan Xichen left and it’s just me and Lan Zhan. I like his brother, actually, but I’m not gonna lie I felt more relaxed after he left.

I would like to say that this time I did NOT fall asleep on Lan Zhan. It was difficult, but I persevered.

Anyway

I told him that I’d for sure take the guest room this time. And like laughed it off even though I’m still pretty mortified about last time.

And he told me the guest room was open to me whenever I wanted?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????//

Like is he saying I can come over whenever??? Or is he just saying if I’m here too late and I’m gonna pass out again please just do it in the damn bed?????

I mean like I’ve got an open pass to go to Jiang Cheng’s but that’s different.

So we decide to chill and pop in a movie. (I promised not to fall asleep on him this time.) And he sat next to me.

I mean like RIGHT NEXT to me. Our arms were TOUCHING even. like HOW IS A MAN SUPPOSED TO LIVE? (this is all Lan Xichen’s doing isn’t it??? He PLANNED THIS! But why though? Because he can see how much I like Lan Zhan? I mean is he pitying me? Or what???? )

And so I try to focus on the movie but all I can think about is Lan Zhan. How he feels. How he smells. How warm he is. I just wanted to curl up on his lap and stay there forever like a cat or something.

After a while we both decided to just turn off the movie. He thought it was kinda boring and I wasn’t paying attention anyway.  So instead he asks me how I feel about the new job.

All casual.

Like this job wasn’t one of the best things to ever happen to me?? Like come on!!

So I decide to be a little shit and say something like “Well I’m not sure I should talk about this with my boss.” (OMg.... He IS my boss now isn’t he??? Is it okay for me to like my boss? Whelp too late. ((if I’m not careful this might turn into a fetish. haha. JK. Unless...?)))

But then, oh. oh . He rolled his eyes. I mean everyone rolls their eyes at me. Pretty default “Wei Ying” reaction tbh, but when Lan Zhan does it. IDK it was just so FUNNY! XD I couldn’t help but laugh.

And then I admitted that I was pretty nervous actually and that I really wanted to impress him. (I am SO FUCKING NERVOUS actually. I’m probably gonna fuck it all up but that’s a problem for future me. But I want to be the best I can for Lan Zhan. He inspires me to be better. Just by being so good himself. I want to be worthy of his time and his friendship. Does that make sense? Probably not)

Anyway, after that I accidentally started to just lean on him. Without even thinking about it. I put my head on his shoulder and just snuggled right on in. I mean it’s kinda like a hug and he said those were okay, right? But it was so natural I didn’t even notice until I was already snuggled up. Ah well he didn’t yeet me off the couch so I guess it was okay.

But I was thinking about how much better he’s made me as a person just by being close to me and spending time with me. He inspires me to be better. He’s just so wonderful. So I wanted to let him know how much that meant to me, but I couldn’t really find the right words? Like “Thank you” sounded so lame.

So I just said “I’m glad we’re friends.”

Am I fucking 5? “I’m glad we’re friends.” THAT is all I could think of to say?? I mean it’s TRUE, but glad we’re friends doesn’t even scratch the surface.

Ah well.

He told me he was glad we were friends too (somehow this made me both very happy and very sad... Idk it’s complicated).

But then.

oh fuck.

okay so he started to PET MY HAIR.

MY GREATEST WEAKNESS.

The only other person who’s ever stroked my hair was Shijie. And that was so long ago it seems. But honesty just.. it brought back so much for me that I almost wanted to cry. (I didn’t thank god).

But honestly, that feeling. It felt like being loved. Just truly and unconditionally loved.

And I know that’s not how he meant it but that’s how I felt.

And I think I snuggled in more and made some sort of noise but he didn’t stop. (Actually I think I ended up half on his lap after all. I can’t really remember.)

And it was so nice. And calm and relaxing and wonderful. And before I knew it I was already half asleep.

You know, like I’d promised I wouldn’t? ;ladsjfal

So I panicked and got up like RIGHT AWAY because I WASN’T gonna do that to him again. And I practically RAN to that guest room. I think I said good night. (I hope I did. OMG DID I SAY GOOD NIGHT???????)

And I practically slammed the door off its hinges out of just pure panic. (I think I was overreacting because I was half asleep and then like when you get that jump when your leg kicks it was like that but like ongoing).

I don’t think I slept at all after that. I kept replaying that time we spent on the couch and really really wishing Lan Zhan was still holding me. The guest room kinda smells like him the way his whole house does but it wasn’t enough. It was like a tease. Just enough to make me remember that he was just in the other room probably sleeping like a baby because he didn’t have a gremlin attached to him.

I think I heard him leave at like 5 in the morning. (Who gets up at 5 am????? Like on purpose). It’s hard to tell though because these fucking walls must be soundproofed or something because dayum. 

But like why didn’t he wake me up and tell me to leave? He just trusted me to be alone in his apartment? Like holy shit! Not that I would do anything but like a;dlskfja;dslkfja;kjfa;lsdkjf. I get the feeling Lan Zhan wouldn’t do that for just anyone. so like. ad;sfja;sdklfja;sdlkfj;alsdkfjd;slkfjl

I stayed there just like laying in bed for a few more hours because like I didn’t want him to see me sneaking out way early. Idk it made sense at the time. But like I left him a note to thank him for dinner and letting me stay over and for the job and shit and I said how much I was looking forward to Saturday and all that and I like tried to remake the bed (I’m garbage at that but the trying counts for something right?) and I locked the door (Just the bottom one because i couldn’t do the deadbolt. I hope that’s okay) and went on my merry way to my other job.

I ended up working late so I still haven’t really slept so I’m sorry if this was all even more incoherent than usual. My heart is pounding just thinking about it (though that could also be because I’ve chugged like a million energy drinks and am probably now gonna die but I’m gonna say it’s because of Lan Zhan. More romantic that way).

I should sleep. I think I’ll try. I want to be fresh for tomorrow. (Should I dress up? or would that be weird? I mean I know it’s not really a date but I kinda wanna look nice anyway... mmmm I’ll try out some different outfits tomorrow. Find one that’s nice but still casual. That won’t be too weird right??? Right??? Ugh I’m too tired for this. I’m gonna go pass out)

[ghoulangerlee]

1, 5 and 20 for the writer's ask!! ✨

im so late answering this oh my god

1. Tell us about your current project(s) - what’s it about, how’s progress, what do you love most about it? 

I’m currently working on my old guard big bang fic! i won’t say too much about it, but it’s very much a guilty pleasure thing for me tbh. i hope you guys enjoy it when it does eventually see the light of day. 

im also working on a sequel to and of lust we are reborn (yes that’s the werewolf joe and vampire nicky fic). i again, won’t say much about it, but if you saw the prompt i pulled the idea from then you’ll have a vague idea of what’s gonna happen :) 

A D/s au based on a prompt on the kinkmeme as well that im about 3k into and im not sure where the end is 

there’s also another prompt on the kinkmeme about nicky owning a whorehouse in texas (based on the dolly parton movie the best little whorehouse in texas) so hhhh that’s a thing too as well. i genuinely have too many wips to talk about haha

(also as an aside, if anyone here that follows me also reads my fic/comments on ao3 and i dont respond right away. sorry sdlkfj im terrible but i do try to respond to a lot of comments on my days off if i get the chance to!)

5. What character that you’re writing do you most identify with?

oooh boy, well I write a lot of Nicky and it’s not so much that I identify with him, i just find him fun to write and pick at his brain/examine his motivations and stuff like that. tho my big bang fic is mostly from Joe’s pov so that’s a fun switch hhh. but when i wrote a few roswell new mexico fic, i ID’d with alex a lot so ;;;;; 

20. Tell us the meta about your writing that you really want to ramble to people about

going back to and of lust we are reborn - the meta in that fic makes me very happy like the very deliberate choice to make vampires unable to get hard as easily as someone living is something that i go into more on the second part of the series. the idea that there are specific clubs that werewolves go to to find partners for their ruts (the same with vampires finding a companion at these clubs) and the very specific idea that you do Not Fall In Love with those people who’re there to help you through those biological imperatives--something which is very big and very Important to both Joe and Nicky and their navigation through this while also failing step 1 (i.e. do not fall in love) is a really really fun thing im enjoying. the idea that nicky, though he is a very old vampire, and joe who is a born werewolf, both have jobs is also my favorite thing like. there’s something so personal about having supernatural beings exist in a 9-5 setting. 

:) honestly thank you so much! and again im sorry it’s taken so long to reply to this ahaha

[pockydays]

HELP JDKDKD dw about it !! i’m pretty sure i used the same quiz as you but it’s been a long time so i can’t remember (i just went back to recheck and yes it was the same one u.u) >_< HELP I GOT BOTH OF THEM IN THE QUIZ LIKE AT 100%

ooo same here w the ganyu kin !! i’ve been told i’m pretty diligent so i can kind of see it !! and i can also see why i got zhongli bc he’s like very reserved and so am i jsjsks

:0 omg i started playing about 6 months ago me thinks 🤔 i um my wishes are mostly spent on weapons (unintentionally bc i always get them on character banners ;;;;) ooo i’ll most definitely add you soon !! i just need to wait for a bit bc i’m downloading genshin in my ipad so i can have a larger screen while playing bc my brother uses his laptop for work u_u

OH I HAVEN’T GOTTEN THAT FAR BC MY GAME RESET T—T (also ;00 omg band camp that’s so cool what :00) yes omg please spare tot uid 🤲🏻

i haven’t played much </3 but i like the guy that’s like painting in the beginning (?) marius (?) i think that was his name ;-; i’m terrible at remembering names gn </3 a manhwa side effect if you will ;;; i need to see a character more than once for me to remember their name T—T

asdfghjkl; don't mind me answering this like a week late >.< i'm so sorry </3

but take your time!! i've been really busy lately and i keep telling myself to get my asks answered so i can post my 200 event before school starts in a week (ahhhh;asfj;asdkl; !!@*$&^#*&@*@#&$^@#&!) again i apologize for such a long wait df;sdlkfj;sdl

i've been lacking in genshin lately because my parents are just >:( and if i hold my phone horizontally they’ll know i’m playing genshin :// i can’t play on my laptop because it’s #dead qwq

my tears of themis uid is 200274094 in case you want to friend me there,, i play it more often since i can just turn off my phone in case my parents walk past :,D

ahh marius <33 i love how him and MC’s interactions are just enemies to lovers type banter haha >u< but i totally relate to the manhwa side effect u_u now that you say that i realized that marius kinda looks like those black haired manhwa protags who are jocks that the main character hates at first but then comes to have a soft spot for :u:

[kyunsies]

Hi angel!!! Feels like it’s been awhile since we talked (although i did send one ask a couple weeks ago that I think got lost in the tumblr void…) Have fun at the concert tomorrow!!! I was trying to go the one near me next week but I have to work, so I’m going to miss it 😭😭 If you wanted to do a liveblogging kind of thing for your concert I think that would be really fun! I’m a little stressed out/anxious rn because my family is seriously thinking about moving back to michigan (which, don’t get me wrong, i’m very happy about, it’s just going to be a big change and I’ll have to find a new job and hhhhh 😵‍💫) Also, my sister and I were watching some of the newest kpop releases together and we watched the new Bvndit one! I remember you saying you liked them, have you had a chance to listen to the new song yet? Anyway I just wanted to say congrats on graduating and that I love and miss you 😘

-💜💜💜

HELLO MY LOVE <3 how have you been lately? and nooo i did answer it tho angel !!! it took me a while to get to it bc of graduation and everything, but i know i didn :( did you try searching in your tag? i'm sorry it took so long to get to it ;_____; but anyways bub thank u so much <3 i will have fun !!! it's going to be my first ever kpop concert ever and i'm just so so excited :) but on no, love i'm so sorry youre unable to go :/ they've changed this thing so many times it's a miracle anyone can go alsdfj ,,,, i myself wasn't able to go for the longest time until they changed the dates for the last time, otherwise i would not have been able to go ;_____; AND ??? OMG A MOVE BACK TO MICHIGAN ??? that sounds so stressful !!! but i agree w you, i love michigan hhh so i'm hoping it will all work out okay? let me know more about this as time goes on !!!!!!! if you don't mind me asking bc i can't remember if we talked about this last time, but what part of the state did u live in before/moving back to? ALSO AHHHH there have been so many good comebacks as of recent <3 I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT BVNDIT ALSDKFJ i will get back to you on that one even tho i've been so excited for it i cannot believe i missed it SDLKFJ :( i have been loving onew's album and the new got7 album recently too <3

AND THANK U FOR congratulating meon graduation sweets :( i cannot believe on this new chapter in my life but i hope it all works out okay <3 and i love and miss u too my angel !!!

EDIT here is my last ask to u angel <3