#sorry i yapped but like. his character lore is so interesting AND fries me. pick a struggle sora

[habibisagi]

my oliver character train of thought here ..... choo choo...... apolochoochoose

there is just so much that is insane about oliver and quite literally so unfair???? BUT SO UNSERIOUS AT THE SAME TIME CONSIDERING HE'S JUST 19 AND HE'S DOING ALL THAT??? he's ranked the #1 gentleman in blue lock, he wants to nurture and care for others so they don't end up like him and yet he self-destructs? gambles? drinks?

he understands the beauty of living but he only applies what could ruin him to himself. he knows what love is but he's already decided to not let himself love like that? BRO YOU'RE 19 😭 understanding the world entirely for others in a hopeful sense but not for you is so crazy.

but it makes... sense. 19 is such an insane age. feels pretty daunting, the middle of leaving your teen self and just about stepping into adulthood. we all did stupid things leading up to and at 19. like i get it. i think he'll grow out of it but also he is insanely smart at the same time which is why he sucks and disappoints. like he purposely chooses to be this way.

oliver also knows people. knows how they work how they are what they'll do why they are the way they are canonically he knows how to read and understand people it's literally his skill in soccer but also he just. he'll always know. SO HE KNOWS HIMSELF? TO BE THIS WAY? AND THAT'S WHY IT'S CONCERNING

but also he's an athelete idk. LIKE IDK THEY ARE ALL IDIOTS AT THE END OF THE DAY HITTING THEIR HEAD AND SUCH and the he's one that drinks and gambles mind you. he's frying himself. insane work. but beautiful. but insane. and awful. and he sucks.

on top of all of this HE, AGAIN, CARES FOR OTHERS. HE'S A GENTLEMAN. HE'S A GOOD PERSON ALL THINGS CONSIDERED. LIKE WHAT????????

he runs from love but likes to give it in his own way and its insane. THAT SCENE WHERE THE TWO GIRLS SMACK HIM he knew what he was doing and he deserved those slaps. i think he was probably just seeing them like hookup wise and because he's literally a whore like he just loves to fuck no matter what or who he invited them to probably have a threesome and it backfired because he is SHIT and he KNEW what he was doing!!!!!!! he could have clarified from the start. mr knows how to read people and yet he does this. mr number one gentleman and he does this. baffling.

and he has the audacity to say he had an ex girlfriend who he had left her overnight bag at his place to go return to (in the additional time) LIKE WHATTTTTTT BRO?????????