#sorry i keep posting negative things today ive simply been struggling to survive the last few -checks watch- months now | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

hershelchocolate · 7 days ago

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I want to spend the time doing something fun and silly for myself today whether it's drawing or not but at the same time missing a page step for today might stress me out even more and then I explode so like. What do I do about that :(

#it would be fine to miss my page schedule today if i hadnt also missed it yesterday #i want to draw something silly but im also tired of being at my computer but i also have no games to play or anything #i want to talk to my friends but i also dont have the energy to hold a conversation #ive been doing such a good job at hiding how bad im doing that now no one really Understands how much this is fucking w me #so now im sitting here doing. nothing? and thats almost worse than trying to do something and not being that into it #randy rambles #sorry i keep posting negative things today ive simply been struggling to survive the last few -checks watch- months now #and this might be the thing that just breaks me as a person do you still think im cute #negative

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