#sorry i just literally made a percy playlist bc of this song so

[lazy--lillies]

This song is so Percy coded and it's driving me insane

(if anyone was wondering it's Sorry for Me by Ricky Montgomery)

[darthnell]

Hii dude!! Apologies for taking so long to respond, and thank you as always for your words ahhh ♥️🥺

LOL im glad u like my sentences :D they just. Emerge. And crush my heart too ;-;

The setting of this chap is so important to me ;-;

THE PROMISE SCAR IS ALSO RLY IMPORTANT TO ME.. ive had this last chap set in the brain for the majority of the story but the promise scar part 2 was a later development and when i cane up with it i was like ohhhh. I need to sit down ;-;

HA yeah Percy’s dad. Sucks 😭 the only few times hes shown up in the fic is to ruin semi-private gatherings and then proceed to get kicked out of said semi-private gatherings.. haha.. vens dad gave percy additional daddy issues but ven is also gonna give percys dad additional child issues LMAO.

Aha yes i Do love imagery.. it had to be just a little bit nasty, i cant resist making things gross apparently LOL.

The last few lines are also rly special to me ive had them down for a While as well ;-; (i think it was pretty helpful overall to have this very last scene and last lines already plotted out to look forward to when i was in the earlier stages). “Trembling like a chihuahua with barely contained emotion” WAHAHAHA I CAN VISUALIZE THAT RLY WELL FKFKDK..

WAAH IM SORRY I MADE YOU CRY IN THE BATHROOM OUPS 😭😭😭 if it helps, i cant listen to that song when im driving bc then i will start crying as well and thats Unsafe 💀

Ofc re: shoutout ! I had a lot of ppl to thank ;-; and ur enthusiasm for the story is so so appreciated always 🥹♥️

Statistics<3 i am a nerd about so many things this is how i show it didkdkd.. the end and the beginning yeah (‘: they rhyme… (for better or for worse). Worse as in. Venatrix and co have a Long way to go before trying to break free of this cycle. When the victims of a tragedy perpetrate the same violence that was enacted against them.. clenches fist..

Playlist !! :D id been keeping it secret because. The way i listen to music is extremely literal so i consider a lot of those songs spoiler-y

Yeahh ofc charcoal is ok 🥺 hes just a little guy!!

Hehe yes epilogue fic + april surprise… i have Many plans >:D (seriously though u should see my planning docs its kinda ridiculous)

Bro i cant believe its finished either, its still so unreal to me ;-; WAAH U WANNA PRINT IT.. ;__; …though like. Same NDJDJD.. im highkey planning to get into bookbinding simply so i can Make myself a copy of this thang. No idea how long thats gonna take but idk maybe i can try to post updates abt that on tumblr? That would be neat :0 …i still gotta format my docs correctly for it (and also. Since i am 100% going to be So extra about this im gonna have to design the chapter art and cover art and pick fonts and—)

Ohh man you are so sweet my dude 🥺🥺🥺🥹♥️♥️♥️ it’s really incredible to know that I can have such an impact on someone out in the void through just my writing, like honestly insane ;-; i really do love every comment you’ve left and hold them close to my heart, and your fanarts too WAAUGH 🥺🥺 really so awesome dude ♥️♥️♥️✨✨ thank YOU so much 🫶🫶

“Good luck with the trauma” HAHA she’ll need it for sure, poor thing 😭🫶 bye for now venny ♥️ (opens my epilogue doc to see her again >:D ) Thank you again friend !!!

Chapter 70: Pyrrhic Ashes

But if I can't let go Will you carry me home? Can we celebrate the end? I'm asking for a friend.

[nxtritething]

TASK001 : MUN QUESTIONNAIRE 

name  /  alias : caro / care / carebear gender  /  pronouns : female / she&her where  ya  from  ? : u s of a .  orig n y c. the  current  time :  9 pm ( when i started? ) , 1 pm ( when i finished ) job  or  major :  i majored in mechanical engineering and math. no, i canno favorite  thing  (  s  )  about  yourself :  i have some good one-liners.

why  you  joined  hqclouds :  ... i helped make it. also its felt like a long while since i got to play some of my favorite babes, and i just missed them, so i obviously had to jump at an opportunity to bring them back !!!

meaning  behind  url :  it’s uh...... next right thing ,  as in anna’s big song in frozen 2. and i just felt it like, FIT. 

last  thing  you  googled :  zac efron high school musical gif icons, bc i wanted to use for this, but then that account was flagged as adult content and i guess those beloved gifs are lost to the void now...

zodiac :  pisces in  your  opinion  ,  does  your  sign  suit  you  ? : yes. i am a crying fish. also i’m a pisces venus. it makes a LOT of sense. myers  -  briggs :  istj ??? i think?? moral  alignment :  i can be chaotic good, but mostly neutral neutral i think hogwarts  house : i used to be a slytherin, now i’m a hufflepuff. idk what happened to me.

three  fictional  character  (  s  )  you  see  yourself  in  +  why :  uhhhh... 1) bubbles from powerpuff girls. because i am baby. 2) juliet o’hara from psych. i’ve just been rewatching a lot of psych and i love how she’s such a serious yet funny / soft and idk why i just relate to that. 3) john mulaney in mulaney. because this is a cop-out to say i relate to anything / everything john edmund mulaney every does.

i  started  roleplaying : i first started on some fourms ??? on an app on my itouch ??? but my first tumblr rp group was percy jackson and everyone though i was this all knowing pjo fan... when really i was just fast to look shit up on the wikia. i had never read a single page of the series. types  of  rps  i  enjoy :  fandoms, typically ! i used to be exclusively love animated roleplays? like cartoons? but then i transitioned to musicals? like, exclusively playing musical characters??? at this point, tara is like the one exception nowadays... favorite  fcs  to  use :  um... olivia holt is a recent fave? joshua basset, also. my old faves are mary kate wiles and hunter parrish tho. real old. otherwise, i don’t know if i’d say i get attached to fc’s? fandom  (  s  )  you’d  like  to  write  in : i kinda wanna go back to some of my cartoon roots, maybe? i really haven’t deviated from the same 8 - 9 mostly musical characters in literally years...  fandom  (  s  )  you  aren’t  in  but  are  curious  about :  um... the raven cycle ,  miraculous ladybug  , uh..... everything else. i’m so randomly interested in everything.

share  a  funny  roleplay  horror  story :  my favorite is when i was in a youtuber rpf / oc rp, and this girl... made an oc... and made the fc... herself. she made a literal self-insert oc. with herself as the face. like low-res gifs of herself. why, you ask? i think she was trying to ship herself with dan howell. that didn’t age well, did it?

favorite  canon  muse  (  s  )  to  play : do i just list all the characters i’ve been playing for literal years? my recent faves are katherine plumber from newsies and princess anna. favorite  original  muse  (  s  )  to  play : i had a hunter parrish oc. he was in both the pjo and youtube rp. he was obsessed with hanging out with trees and pranks. don’t ask me why. canon  ships  you  can’t  help  but  love :  kristoff / anna , jack kelly / katherine plumber , jake peralta / amy santiago , orpheus / eurydice , && donny novitski / julia trojan. yes, most of these are musicals. who doesn’t love a good love ballad? trope  (  s  )  you  tend  to  be  guilty  of : uhh... adorkable, one of the boys, badass adorable

i  prefer  .  .  . angst  ,  smut  ,  or  fluff :  i am a massive sucker for fluff, but i’m so guilty of angst... i love pain. i don’t really do smut tho. sorry. long  or  short  replies :  i generally prefer short replies, unless we’ve somehow developed a thread into something long. or i’m feeling particularly inspired. pre  plotting  or  chemistry : i love chemistry with all my heart, but sometimes it’s fun to plot past connections that can reignite? idk. mostly chemistry sentence  starters  or  headcanon  memes : headcanon memes, because im never creative to turn a sentence starter into something that makes sense, esp between two characters who don’t know each other. single  muse  or  multimuse  blogs :  multimuse, because i spent too many years reblogging replies to the wrong sideblog and those days are over !!! gif  icons  ,  medium  gifs  ,  or  static  icons : i prefer gif icons for shorter replies and medium gifs for longer ones... or whatever my partner is using. i like some sort of consistency.

grab  the  book  nearest  to  you  and  pull  a  quote  from  it : ‘ what’s the rush? ’ repeat this phase when you’re feeling overwhelmed or stressed out. ask yourself whether somethings really needs doing immediately. are you ignoring your needs in order to do it?  - the little book of sloth philosophy. 

what’s  a  quote  or  song  lyric  that  speaks  to  your  soul  ? : “ did you fall? or did you let go? ”  -  connor murphy to evan hansen, dear evan hansen. ( idk why this immediately jump to mind but... )

top  current  celebrity  crushes :  jeremy jordan, corey cott, jordan fisher, claire saffitz, brian david gilbert. last  movie  you  watched :  bridal boot camp did  you  like  it  ? :  yes. i loved it. it’s absolute garbage and i loved it. favorite  movie  (  s  )    of  all  time : idk but i can always rewatch prince of egypt. godspell favorite  tv  show  (  s  )  of  all  time : uhh.... i keep rewatching psych.   favorite  tv  show  (  s  ) that  hasn’t  ended : brooklyn nine-nine, zoey’s extraordinary playlist. sports  team  (  s  )  you  rep : uh... grew up in a yankee / mets household. favorite  video  game  (  s  ) : pokemon, animal crossing  favorite  youtube  channels : drew gooden, danny gonzalez, jenna marbles.

put  your  music  on  shuffle.  what  six  songs  pop  up  ? :

greased lightin’ from grease live ; oh mother by hunter parrish ; nerds by bo burnham ; a miracle would happen / when you come home to me from the last five years ; just another day from next to normal ; who tells your story from hamilton mixtape. 

i haven’t listened to any of these in forever, but i am still, indeed, musical theater trash.

personal  aesthetic : demin overalls, scrunchies, the color teal, big stuffed animals. dream  vacation  ? : somewhere beautiful with people i love. dream  job  ? : perhaps like designing custom 3D prosthetics dream  car  ? :  i hate driving, but a big ol’ truck. like suv. big one. favorite  musical : gospell, dear evan hansen, bandstand, newsies, shrek the musical, mamma mia, i could go on... unwatched  stuff  in  your  netflix  /  hulu  /  etc :  sailor moon crystal, crash landing on you, locke & key, all the bright places, the half of it, younger, meteor, hello my twenties ...

what’s  a  subject  you  know  too  much  about  +  never  get  tired  of  talking  about  ? : musicals. so many musicals. i know both know too much and not enough.

[yawzzzn]

Tagged by @jellojohnny (thank you!!)

rules: answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people who you want to get to know better

Nickname: well it depends but sometimes people call me "Allama" like "a llama" (the animal)

Zodiac: Libraaa

Height: 5'3

Last movie I saw: Daddy Day Care HAHA

Last thing I googled: JAJFJSJA EMBARRASSING:

Favorite musician: hm my bias groups are nct, stray kids, and loona

Song stuck in my head: that stupid tik tok hit or miss song

Other blogs: I have a lot but I am active on @jaeiu and @baugchau (edit: I also have a loona blog @chuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu )

Following/followers: like how many? Im almost at 100 followers and I follow like 250+ people?

Do I get asks: not really

Amount of sleep: I usually sleep from 1:00 AM-8 AM

Lucky number: 7, 927, 97, 27 (those three in any combination)

What I'm wearing: black sweatpants, a gray pajama shirt I bought in Canada, and funny socks

Dream job: writing/editing books without worrying about paying bills

Favorite food: lasagna is so goooood and I love my mom's chili

Instruments played: when I was little I could play the recorder and the keyboard but now I only can sing

Languages: English, Spanish, entry level French...

Favorite songs:

Eh im too lazy to list them so heres a link to my playlist that ive made recently that I keep listening to: https://open.spotify.com/user/2qcjgg0za0ckzrd2czgxot7nh/playlist/7B18un5twc7j5dK6jkX9W0?si=5_atwBnCQkC78-dRgkKlSg

Random facts: I love marvel, it is literally what takes up most of my life. Basically one of my favorite youtubers are NewRockstars and they break down all the nerdy stuff I love. I have loved the harry potter movies since I was 2 (2001) and the Percy Jackson books since I was 9 (2008/2009). I like to draw but I havent drawn since last year because I dont have art class anymore (im in online university). I love reading but im terrible at keeping up with the books I read. I read extremely fast too. My favorite colors are pink and blue. And if you cant tell I love talking about myself (my interests) ajjdjff okay im done!

Im just tagging bc I have to and I like you guys remember you don't have to do this if you don't want to 💖

Tagging: @ew-another-kpop-blog @honey-yukhei @phon @1-racha @127se0 @unsluty @nctdeer @squirrelly-hanlix @varietyskillzwang

(sorry I dont have 21 mutuals/people who are active enough for me to want to get to know them 😂)

[ogbellarke]

rules: answer all questions, add one question of your own, and tag as many people as there are questions

i was tagged by: @livinladolcevita thanks a bunch, hun

coke or pepsi: neither, iced tea. but if i had to choose, diet pepsi

disney or dreamworks: disney

coffee or tea: coffee bc school, but usually tea

books or movies: both!!

windows or mac: windows

dc or marvel: marvel, duh

xbox or playstation: playstation

dragon age or mass effect: literally have no idea what either of those are

night owl or early riser: night owl, 100%. staying up til 3 am every night as if i don’t have morning classes

cards or chess: cards. chess is confusing

chocolate or vanilla: chocolate!

vans or converse: vans, but like the knock off kind that i can get two pairs for 20 dollars at the mall

Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash, or Adaar: are these people’s names??

fluff or angst: both, bitch! catch me crying then smiling as i read 100k slowfurn fics

beach or forest: i feel like i give off a forest vibe but beaches are where it’s at

dogs or cats: both, don’t make me choose between my puppy and my kitten

clear skies or rain: rain, holy shit, love those gloomy afternoons watching the rain through my bedroom with a chill playlist on

cooking or eating out: eating out, i can only cook spaghetti, but i do prefer being cooked for

spicy food or mild food: depends on the food

halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas: halloween!!! (happy first of halloween btw)

would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot: cold, i’m always hot as hell, i’d much prefer bundling up in sweaters and blankets

if you could have any superpower, what would it be? teleportation is always my go-to answer

animation or live action: live action

paragon or renegade: okay i don’t know video games other than far cry and gta

baths or showers: showers unless i’m home alone and have two hours to kill, love me a bath bomb

team cap or team iron man: team cap, bitches

fantasy or sci-fi: both, honestly

do you have three or four favorite quotes? if so what are they: idk oh my god, um i’ve always liked veni vidi amavi. can’t think of anymore sorry :/

netflix or youtube: netflix

harry potter or percy jackson: harry potter movies, percy jackson books

when you feel accomplished: after a bath, painting my nails, face mask--self care days always make me feel like an adult

star wars or star trek: star wars

paperback or hardback: paperback

horror or rom-com: rom-com, i’m such a baby with horror movies

tv shows or movies: both, honestly. but i watch tv shows more

spotify or pandora: spotify

zootopia or inside out: zootopia

favorite book: lmao lots. ‘i heart you you haunt me’ by lisa schroeder, anything by lurlene mcdaniel but my favourite of hers is ‘hit and run’, the entire divergent series by veronica roth, that’s just off the top of my head

favorite flower: orchids, pink roses, sunflowers, daisies

what field of study are you in (or aspire to be in): i’m in the education program with a french bachelor, double degreeing is a bitch

song lyric you really love? “i hate it when dudes try to chase me but i love it when you try to save me” 1950 by king princess, love that gay love. “isn’t it lovely all alone, heart made of glass, my mind of stone” lovely by billie eilish and khalid, idk i just really love that line. okay that’s all i can think of

what’s your MBTI type? intj

fave movie: love rosie, set it up, tatbilb, this is where i leave you, the martian, catws, snowpiercer, jurassic world, crazy stupid love, ocean’s eight, big hero 6, the man from uncle, i give it a year, love simon, the age of adaline. okay i’ll stop now

favorite tv show(s): teen wolf (you can pry this show from my cold dead hands), voltron, sense8, the 100, b99, game of thrones, the walking dead (pre-glenn’s death)

top three authors: lurlene mcdaniel, rupi kaur, and i can’t think of another

favorite season? fall is when i flourish

favorite high school musical? the second one, hands down

silver or gold? gold

favorite food? spaghetti, the burgers from my favourite restaurant, 

dream vacation? finland, france, australia

green vs. blue? green

hogwarts house? slytherin represent

tagging (not 52 people because i don’t even know that many people) : @chancellor-valdez @rogue-hope @bklynbibi @bbybllmy @lydianski @peraltas-jake @ethandoians @rilliecool @griffinpuff @cchonis @holy-captain @judasrose @noice-smort-no-doubt @mythicalbellamy

[i-mean-ok-tho]

ok

i know literally nobody follows me but i love talking abt myself bc im a narcissist so heres a ton of random facts about me:

-my name is tori but call me whatever u feel like ig idfc

-im 15 my bday is november 16

-im wearing an mcr sweatshirt rn

-sweatpants ARE a look and nobody can tell me otherwise

-i lowkey don't like any of my friends except for like 2 i really only talk to my minecraft friends lmao

-i promise i'm usually not this rude i'm on my period rn so i'm hella moody

-uh i have plenty of obsessions just school through my blog and you'll probably pick up on my interests

-i'm currently crushing on like 4 ppl and one of them is much older than me which is kinda awkward but i have 0 chance with him so its ok

-my favorite band is 5 seconds of summer

-one time i bought a nirvana beanie at hot topic & i decided to wear it. afterwards i went to get a pretzel and the cashier dude started talking abt a kurt cobain documentary and i was so lost but pretended i was listening like boi i just wanted my mf pretzel

-danganronpa, undertale, and minecraft r my top 3 fav video games

-my top songs areeee:

pictures of girls by wallows

ophelia by the lumineers

hypnotic by zella day

fuck up by gabriel black

i literally have a spotify playlist with just those songs so i can listen to them on repeat

-when i transfer schools i'm gonna take german bc i'm very intrigued with german culture and i'd love to visit and possibly move to germany one day

-i'd also like to learn spanish, french, german (duh), and dutch idk rly abt spanish and french, those r at the bottom of my list tbh i like french bc its a beautiful language, my favorite word is in french and Spanish is a pretty easy language to learn for English speakers so maybe i guess

-i just added unpredictable by 5sos to that spotify playlist bc I just realized i dont have any 5sos songs on it and that's Not Okay

-i'm bi but more attracted towards guys/nonbinary people/masculinity in general tbh

-oh hypnotic is playing rn

-i'm a cat person dogs are ok but like i dont like them esp small dogs

-my favorite book series is percy jackson

-my phone is breaking rn

-also iphones are better than samsungs not sorry

-my phone's at 4%

-my username is cringey but guess what i dont cAre

-i made a huge mistake and that was getting a pixie cut. im currently growing it out and its taught me a valuable lesson. im not patient nor will i ever be (and to never cut my hair again)

-i lost my airpod case and my airpods are dying

-nvm i found it

-it was under my blanket

-i'm a small brained idiot

-i think my dnd alignment thing was chaotic neutral but i forgot so that's fun

-im a whole ass 🤡

-i made a video of myself and one of my friends and posted it on my ig which is toriiiii.42069 i think something like that

-i plan on running away to florida when i get a car and moving in w my bsf/sister which is definitely a bad idea bc i have to drive ACROSS the country and I'm not good at preparing for things so we can only imagine how that'll turn out but it's ok bc i need to gtfo of my town and away from my parents

-my brother flipped his car over twice in the same month

-i own a hydroflask but not i'm not a vsco girl i could give less of a fuck abt plastic straws killing turtles it's bc its a thermos and easy to carry ty and good day

-i have fairylights all over my room so thats fun

-i want to go to victoria canada again bc its so nice there I would highkey move there its wonderful

-uuuhh i love danny devito hes a blessing

-speaking of him my favorite movie is the lorax

-i think i have a cut in my tongue so thats cool

-i can't ride a bike but my friend is teaching me this weekend so thats cool too

-i like art but i cant do it well

-speaking of art i really want to go to an art school when i graduate

-i'm addicted to tiktok its a problem

-i'm gonna end this here it's too long already