#sorry for ventposting at a little past 5 in the morning. i’m not expecting anyone to read this anyways
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#sorry for ventposting at a little past 5 in the morning. i’m not expecting anyone to read this anyways#<- so don’t feel obligated to read this. go look at pictures of fish or pretty gardens or read a recipe for snickerdoodle cookies#been thinking about it and huh. we’re so painfully used to being socially rejected and ostracized#because of the audhd that y’know the double isolation ramification of coming out as a queer transman#that it doesn’t feel like much of anything. i’m used to it now. being around people that genuinely like me is so. Odd#so weird having friends. wikihow how to maintain friendships or make them#rejection sensitive dysphoria rears its ugly head every now and then but then again. being alone is my Natural state so i don’t mind much#plus i’m not. just myself i have sysmates. i’m a plural system. as long as our communications are fine it’s no problem#being the rsd holder and anxiety holder is so tiring. i demand a gold star sticker and juicebox reward#don’t EVER listen to high to death by car seat headrest when you already feel melancholic. you will die forever
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