#sorry for the venting on main but im so. hhh. overwhelmed i guess?
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#/distraught#god i had everything organized the way it NEEDED to be for my own thought process#sure the middle part was messy and chaotic but that was how it was SUPPOSED to be. the pages i actually needed were fine#thats literally the point. thats literally how i fucking need things to be arranged to process it the way i needed things to be processed#it wasnt interfering with anyone else and maybe i lose one or two papers every now and then but it worked for me 9 times out of 10#there wasnt any reason or need to make me pull everything out#then sort them into stupid piles AFTER i told you countless times that that would be a terrible fucking idea and that everything was fine#only to THEN back out AFTER ive done all the reorganizing bullshit you told me to and get pissy at me when it DOESNT WORK like i said#and then expect me to be able to rearrange everything the way i had it before when you already ruined the way i was able to remember-#-which papers went where by making me throw them all into those dumb piles in the first place#like. god. how fucking tone deaf are you??? i had everything fine and i cant rearrange shit back to how it was because you already#fucked up my only way of figuring that out. i hate you so much sometimes.#sorry for the venting on main but im so. hhh. overwhelmed i guess?#aagh#kills neurotypical people who think they know what neurodivergent people need better than neurodivergent people with fire
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