#sorry for the sad sappy post🧍🏽I blame the hormones /lh
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chat I'm gonna be 18 tomorrow😭
#I've been half watching gf all day#half working through practice papers for the exam literally the day after my birthday#so the existential-ness is only sinking in now#on one hand I'm happy: I've grown a lot as a person and it's nice to know I've made it another year#it's been really tough this year but I'm still here and possibly the best I've been in a while#being 18 also means I can drink😎 so that's cool#and I'll finally stop feeling guilty about reading smut and shit#but also there's lots of responsibilities that comes with growing older#and when I'm 18 I'll need my license soon (ik it's not necessary but it would definitely help with my future plans)#and I'll legally be and adult. in 4 years after this 1 I'll have to register to vote#I already have an ID but what about health insurance? taxes? a third thing?#not to mention I only recently stopped caring about antis in fandom spaces#I used to fear I'd get hate for certain f/os (namely zenitsu since I posted about him a lot and the hq characters have timeskip ages#which I could get away with) and even avoided f/oing certain characters like miya bc I was worried I'd be harassed#I'm lucky to have had any truly awful interactions but I'm always so worried it will happen someday#but I'm not scared of aging itself amymore#seeing sm older people in selfship spaces made me realise there's a future for me#my life is only beginning and I'm excited to see myself continue to grow#sorry for the sad sappy post🧍🏽I blame the hormones /lh#💘. rambles
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