#sorry for the long reply lol

[mewvore]

I came across you via your post about (shortening for readability) "HRT being a last minute option that could be taken near the end of all possible solution to life's most pressing woes" And I tried to understand, but I do not fully, so I try and ask you directly. Sorry if I don't have the proper vocabulary to use the "correct" terms in my questions I thought HRT was... well, something against body dysmorphia in people who felt misplaced in gender-related questions (purposely being vague in order to try and include all intersex etc people) And in that interpretation, for HRT to help in any way, there must have been some... mismatch of sorts. Is the word dysmorphia, dysphoria, dysplasia? Idk. I'm not a scientist, just a confused rando on the internet. Whatever the word, if such a thing were to exist, should it not be possible to pinpoint it and target it specifically, long before you would get to the end of possible solutions? Your phrasing sounds a lot more like someone saying "I have issues. Let's just shotgun a random treatment for a random issue that other people have and hope it works". How and why would it work? Why is HRT the last-ditch attempt that did work?

the most important part about what I said, in regards to that entire twitter post and my explanation, was that it was about me, only me, personally. whether that ended up resonating with people is completely based on their own experiences and interpretations, and it is definitely not universal. none of it was meant to describe the trans experience and HRT in its entirety for everyone

In regards to calling HRT what amounts to as a final effort, I called it that as a way to consolidate years and years of things that happened in my life which lead to that point. a baseball game doesn't get to a 9th inning randomly, and a pokemon battle doesn't get to the last 1v1 immediately. a lot happens to get to those points where a solution eventually presents itself. I apologize but I simply do not wish to lay out EVERYTHING that happened in my life to explain the EXACT reason why transitioning ended up being my personal solution.

for the most part you are correct in what you understand HRT to be and what it addresses, and its something that requires a lot of thought, a lot of discussion with professionals and peers, and its most definitely not something that one picks haphazardly. The brevity I used wasn't due to any lack of care, it was to aid in the nature of internet posting and making clever jokes. I apologize for making it confusing for you

[swee7dream]

I'm gonna be so honest your blog always makes me slip and low-key it's making me want to tell my bf so badly about my regression <33

aaaa thank you ! i'm glad my blog can be a safe space of sorts for you.

it's a big step to open up to someone about your regression so i totally understand any holding back you're feeling at the moment. unsolicited advice, a good partner is a partner that loves you at your strongest and weakest (or smallest !).

if you feel like words fail you, remember there's a whole community on here, not just on tumblr (actually, stay off this site as a whole .. /hj) but generally on the internet. it's the first link on my pinned post to help non-regressors and cgs, but this video i feel helps explain agere better than i could. it talks about it from a psychological perspective and also goes over all the usual pushback points non-regressors have abt the community.

if you decide to do it, i pray it goes well for you! if not, that's also fine. it's important to do things at your own pace and not anybody else's.

[tatangadragon]

what are you watching right now? are you liking it?

thanks for the question! always fun to answer asks

anyways, lately I've been mainly watching two shows: Venture Bros [first time ever seeing it] and 31 Minutos [sort of a rewatch?never fully finished the show but this time I intend to]

venture bros is a very fun adult swim show that parodies a lot of old sci fi and stuff along the lines of johnny quest, and the concept of supervillains

31 minutos on the other hand is a chilean puppet show about a news station. its one of my favourite things of all time and its very good !! also I've been showing it to a friend from the US and that's been fun

ohhh wait I've also been watching the Dungeon Meshi anime!!! that's been really fun. i like it a lot. really good adaptation imo and I'm excited to see the rest

[nick-close]

Nick and Taylor

Nick- Do you smoke weed?

Nah, it’s actually a trigger for me irl lol!!!

Taylor- What’s your favourite anime?

Huge question omg… it’s basic but spy x family is really good for recent anime- I think toradora is a HUGE classic tho. Lucky star is a classic.. school live, Sankarea… for my daughter I’d even defeat a demon lord..

Honestly that’s a huge question lol!!! And a lot of my favs have questionable aspects- mirai nikki (future diaries) isn’t great but I do like it a lot- Happy sugar love is one of the most effective psychological horrors I’ve ever seen- but views horror aspects from a romanticized lense on purpose- it’s likely very triggering or hard to watch for people so I don’t really recommend it tbh. But it’s really good for what it is. The plot behind NGNL is really good but the main siblings can be kinda. Ick,,

I’d say Parasyte is a favourite of mine though, and the gambling anime which I can’t spell the name of. I’ve also been getting into some isekai lately! There’s one about a mind reader I like a lot as well.. bu it’s been years so lmao. Devil is a part timer is also good. I have a bad memory so it’s hard to place my favourite tho!! Again maybe just toradora -w-

[fishfingersalad]

i have three freelancer ocs! or four if you count an ai fragment oc? Michigan aka Mitch, strong close combat fighter but she really doesn't know how to talk to people, she likes rifles and has a tendency to be a bit more questioning of her orders than a regular soldier. Minnesota aka Mentos/Soda, espionage and infiltration specialist, not exactly physically strong so he relies on speed and dodging more than most freelancers. Hes also just the kinda guy who gets hit with stuff a lot. he'll be chilling in the mess hall and an apple just bonks him on the head. He later gets some issues (post traumatic epilepsy) due to an unstable ai. Missouri aka Missy, chemist/bio warfare specialist and sniper, shes very outgoing and hates her job with a passion. her main weapon is a modified sniper tranq gun. She probably could be higher on the leader board if she followed orders. and then theres the ai Zeta! who is just a silly little guy and the fragment of hope, hes a bit unstable which leads to their 'aspect' sometimes being inverted and turning to hopelessness.

I also have two other freelancers who i havent planned out that much (kansas and arkansas) and a group of chorus ocs who are just a group of runaway kids who hate the war and use scavenged armour and materials.

hey rvb fandom!!! tell me about your freelancer (or other) ocs!! im curious

[askthisfishprince]

Wwell if you insist, I certainly wwont stop you…

[d4ggerfish]

Just saw your dnd character art and I want you to know I would crawl through horse of gelatinous cubes just for the chance to have her give me a head pat. She could literally steal all my money and I would thank her.

thank you so much !!!!!

[bandsandwristbands]

UR SO GOOD I LUV U SO MUCH🖤 & motivated to draw when people IM asking for it rig h t n o www

I LUV YOUUUUUU if I'm drawing for you that's enough uwu 💕💕🫣✨✨✨

all I have left to offer for now is a quick gaaleesbians 👉👈

[picnicbask3t]

Imagine

lgts AU photobomb

im imagining. do u see my vision

+ parsley version bcz whynaut

[acetier]

will you be drawing any more of torin and varre? no rush at all, but i am lowkey obsessed with them now 👀

ask and you shall receive, anon :^)

[angelxxhunter]

describe your ideal mommy domme situation?

hmm want mommy to love me and take care of me, hug and kiss me aaaaand also to use me as her fucktoy and my cock as a dildo whenever she pleases <3 i wanna make her happy bc when she is happy i am happy too

[ganondoodle]

someone who has made one charatcer their single personality trait but is an absolut shithead sucks so much, i keep seeing people say the new transformers movie is good but its got a character rather giant on the promo stuff that i associate with someone who actively wanted me dead when i was young (seriously) so i dont think i can watch it

[magexii]

Hi!!

Okok first of all, I love your art! It makes me feel like there are tiny suns inside my chest! 🫶

I humbly come to you with an art request of Bingqiu as Sylvanian Families (aka Calico Critters) dolls?

(If you are not taking more art requests, then may I ask your opinion on which element SQQ's and LBH's visions would be in a Genshin Impact AU?)

May the winds of inspiration always blow in your favor, xoxo and best wishes 💖

hi hi! thank u so much!!

me and my girlfriend argued over what animal binghe would be, but border collie won. the other top contender was a black sheep. sqq is a white persian cat.

ONTO THE GENSHIN,

my immediate thought was binghe pyro and I went between sword and claymore for him, but landed on claymore. for sqq I couldn't decide originally if he would be dendro or anemo but I think the wind symbolism works more for shen yuan's story. I imagine he uses his fan as a catalyst. they would both be from liyue and I am NOT good at designing outfits.

[delborovic]

can you draw Rellik x Karl

[ranpo-v-world]

ohmygod hello little me

//from @the-greatest-detective-ranp

oh…..hi? (yikes, youre way older than me.)

[sunder-soul]

Sunnnyyy you were, is and always will be my favourite author to ever come across no matter what you're a gem and i absolutely adore you and your works and jdbejsndndnsk 🫶🏻

Ahhhh 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️