#sorry for the addiction I promise I think about Silvio a normal amount
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moondvncer · 1 year ago
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Yes!!!
Do you think Silvio panics when Mc gets sick.
I don't mean she gets a very small cold or something, but I mean an illness that lays her up in bed for a week minimum. Something she needs medicine for constantly, is out of it for most of the time, and needs help moving out of bed.
Do you think he panics, rather than remains calm? When she's sleeping he's constantly sitting by her side, pausing between any documents or letters to check that she's still breathing, that time hasn't gone past when she needs her next dose.
Do you think he beats himself up for somehow 'letting' her get sick. Do you think on the days where shes going through the worst of it, he's illogically scared that the one person that sees past his money and name, and sees Himself, might pass and he's not done enough to show how much he loves her yet? Do you think he finds books she hasn't finished yet or has and reads them while she's sleeping, trying to find more of her lucidity in the pages. Preparing for when she is awake, that he can read where she left off. Do you think he chastises himself for not remembering which ones she's read already or not, and vows to etch that to memory during future convos.
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