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zea9love · 2 years ago
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Still thinking about how it was confirmed that Lexi and Fez’s phone call when she was stressing about the play was originally going to be in 2x04 instead of 2x07! That means all of us were right about her texting him during Maddy’s party 😭
And it also means that if the editors actually put it in the episode, we wouldn’t have had to suffer through those 3 WEEKS without any Fexi content! Nate and Cassie had literal montages of them fucking almost every episode, but we couldn’t get even a minute of Fexi in 2x04?!
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itsonlystrange · 3 years ago
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hey bestie! I completely understand your concerns and I can understand that it’s annoying but please consider that:
I want to give you guys the best episodes I possibly can, not just half assing it. Ep 3 would have been out weeks ago if it wasn’t for the new content and bts pics we got. As you all should know by now, I’m incorpating every leak we have of s4 this far. Episode three had to be rewritten 5 times!! Completely!! That’s over 700 pages of writing!!
Reason I can’t post it right now is, surprise! As much as I adore stranger things and this blog, I cant dedicate my entire life to it. It’s a Wednesday, I have school. I also have a life. I love st and I love byler but I also have priorities. That’s a no brainer.
I also have a lot of personal issues regarding my mental health and my ED which I’m not going to get into, stuff that i prioritize over ST.
I understand the wait has been quite long, and episode 3 would have been out as I said, probably a month ago, but I wouldn’t feel good about myself if I put out an episode I wasn’t personally proud of.
I started writing this as a fun thing to do on the side, I had no idea it would gain hundreds of peoples attention.
Keep in mind that I am ONE PERSON writing a whole season of a show that we constantly get new news about. Usually the duffers have 1-2 people helping them write the episodes, they have four people!! I have just myself!! (With input from my friend) and that’s okay!!
I’m not forcing anyone to read this episode. I’m not forcing anyone to praise me.
We’re in a content drought and I just wanted to give others something to quench their thirst until the season comes out.
You would probably be just as mad with me if I put out a shitty episode instead. But I’m not doing that.
Also: it usually takes the duffers a month and a half just to write one episode. It took me about 3 weeks to write the first draft of ep 3. And I’m only one person. Of course updates will come slow.
Not to mention I have SEVEN other episodes I’m writing as well. I am writing the whole season, after all.
I completely understand the frustration, and I really wish there was more I could do. Your frustration is valid, but please don’t come on to my blog complaining, constructive criticism is a better approach. I see your anger, I level with it, I understand that. There isn’t more that I can do.
I have a life and other priorities. If I could post the episode this second I would, but I cant. It’s not like I just have the episode and am purposefully making you wait, that’s not it at all. I’m a busy person, a person who is also writing a lot more other than stranger things 4. I have school assignments that need more attention then this. I hope you can understand.
Another thing. Burn out: i struggle with ADHD and OCD, those two things conflict HEAVILY. If I work for too long I’ll lose interest in screen writing at all and won’t touch Final Draft for days. If I work too sloppy my OCD will force me to start from scratch, because I feel like it’s not good enough. These two things conflict with eachother constantly. If I get burnt out it’ll take even longer for episodes to come out. I need to pace myself, so I can save my sanity and also give you all the best I possibly can.
The last thing I want is to let you guys down.
I don’t want to put out an episode that disappoints you all.
I love all of your support, and it’s deeply upsetting that i cant get the episodes out as fast as I’d like. I’m dedicating to giving you all the best Ive got, but for that to happen, you have to be patient.
Screenwriting takes TIME. hours. And I hope you all can understand that.
Thank you all for the support, it means a lot, and I’m very very sorry that I couldn’t get it out sooner.
Episode three will be here Sunday, May 23rd. You are not obligated to read it.
Thank you and I love you all so much. The massive support I’ve received on this episode is endless. From the bottom of my heart, thank you and I hope you all can understand. I understand the frustration and I promise you that once episode three is oit, it’ll be a (hopefully) smoother slope from there. Thank you, and my apologies <3
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echoes-abound · 4 years ago
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Notes on Worldbuilding
The following is a world setup I made for a project I’m working on with my friend Michael.
You don’t need to read this, actually I recommend you don’t, but because Tumblr Mobile can’t get a grip and add ‘Read More’ buttons, you cant just blow by this. Sorry.
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So let’s begin with the basics. This country is built entirely within the confines of a circular wall, protecting them from the almost inhospitable Badlands area outside. There are three circles, one inside the other, each getting progressively smaller.
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The smallest circle is home to the royal family and about 30 noble families, as well as all their servants.
The total area of the smallest circle is about 1964 square miles, and it houses about 3200 royals, nobles, and servants.
The middle circle is where scholars, craftsmen, artisans, and scribes live.
The total area of the middle circle is about 29452 square miles, and it houses about 50,000 people.
The largest circle is where the commoners live, mostly including farmers and less-skilled craftsmen and traders.
It is roughly 19,568,584 square miles, and houses an estimated 200 million people, though the exact number is unknown as no censuses are preformed in that area.
The country all together is slightly larger than the continent Asia, though about 1/3 of it is entirely uninhabitable, due to the Euale Mountains.
The country is also split into four sections, which correspond both to the four directions and the four elements.
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(Yellow dots are notable places, will be mentioned later)
The Northern Earth
The Earth Sector has the lowest population out of all the sectors, not including the Capital.
It is almost entirely covered by the Eural Mountains, rendering most of the land uninhabitable.
A few villages have built their homes into the sides of the mountain, but most only travel to the mountain to mine.
The Eurals are filled with metal ores, but the mountains themselves are so dangerous that thousands of people die each year in the mines.
The Eastern Water
The people of the water sector have built their lives around water and the advantages it can provide.
Their streets are almost constantly flooded from their rain season, which lasts nine of the twelve months in a year.
Boats are the main form of transportation. The buildings and walkways are all on stilts.
Fishing is a major thing in their society. It’s their main source of food and money, and the people of the water sector even tend to build things using fish bones.
Pirating is also very common.
The Western Fire
The fire sector is incredibly impoverished and incredibly populated.
The sector focuses mainly on three things, mining, farming, and industrialization.
A small part of the Eurals is in their territory, so they regularly mine there, with moderate success. Their acceptance of modern technology has lead to them having less than half the earth sector’s mine collapses.
There are dozens of sweatshops around, all of them belonging to a small group of rich families that aren’t quite important enough to be considered nobles.
It’s said you can pay anyone to do anything in the fire sector.
The fire sector used to be a massive source of fruits, particularly exotic citrusus, but after a drought swept the nation years ago, most of their trees died.
The Southern Air
The air sector is made of about a dozen small villages separated by miles and miles of farmland.
They mostly grow grains, but their farms have slowly dried out from famines.
There used to be hundreds of air villages, but after the famine, many of them became ghost towns.
The air sector has the only gate outside the country.
The gate is opened for one week twice a year to allow merchants from the Badlands to enter and sell their wares.
Few people live in the Air sector, but they’re said to be happy.
The Capital
The Capital is where the royal family and the 30 noble families live, along with their servants.
It is said to be in a perpetual spring, with trees that produce nothing but pink petals and oranges.
The castle is in the very central, pointed south towards the only gate leaving the country.
Most people born in the Capital never leave.
The Badlands
The Badlands consist of everything outside of the kingdom.
The weather is unpredictable and deadly, and the wildlife (both the plants and animals) can kill even the most trained fighter in an instant.
Very few people live in the Badlands, those who do often form tribes and travel together.
Twice a year, the kingdom opens its gates for a week to allow the people of the Badlands to come in and trade what they gather for things to help them survive, like matches and fishhooks.
If they are not out of the kingdom by the time the week is up, they are improsined.
The people of the Badlands historically don’t like the people of the Kingdom for this reason.
The Eural Mountains
The Eural Mountains, or the Eurals, as they’re commonly called, is a massive mountain range that is mostly contained in the earth sector.
The mountains are filled with valuable metals and even a few types of rare gems, but they’re so dangerous to mine in that most of the materials haven’t been found.
It’s said that prophets and oracles were banished to the mountain soon after the kingdom’s creation, though most people consider that to be more myth than fact.
The Ocean
Very few people travel far into the ocean, as there have been hundreds of repeated sightings of sea serpents and giant squids that can tear ships apart in an instant.
The only main exception are pirates, who use the uncharted seas as a way to hide from authorities.
Some pirates do the normal piratey things of plundering and whatnot, while many act more as vigilantes, protecting the people of the water sector and what little of the air sector the ocean can reach from corrupt nobles.
Important Places (The Yellow Dots)
The Palace - The journey’s starting place; home of the Princess and the Air Dragon.
Mnt. Horai - A mythical mountain where an oracle was said to reside. Of course, oracles are just myths...
The Noble Fire Academy - Rich people from the fire sector send their children here for the best education money can provide; home of the Fire Dragon.
Sei Village - The largest village in the fire sector, built in the crater made by a meteor that’s filled with sweatshops and poverty.
Obe Town - An underground village carved deep into the Eurals. It’s insanely hard to get to; home of the Earth Dragon.
The Devil’s Luck Pirate Ship - The home to a band of fishermen-turned-pirates trying to protect the city of Ao from the corrupt officials that run it; home of the Water Dragon.
The Gate - The only way out of the country.
📜Lore📜
Long ago, there were only five humans. Five humans alone to face the dangerous world of the Badlands.
The Four God Dragons each took pity on a human, and sent their spirits down to give them the power to fight the monsters in the world.
The four together helped create a beacon of hope in the world.
But soon that beacon was corrupted.
The four humans, using the spirits of the dragons, began to suppress and destroy what they had once sworn to protect.
The leader of the Four Dragon Gods, the Jade Emperor, in a desperate attempt to save humanity from the dragons, sent his own spirit to live inside the fifth of the five human.
That human alone could control the dragon spirits, and with their powers the Kingdom was born, with the Jade Emperor as the ruler.
It is said that the Jade Emperor’s spirit died with the human who held it, but when each dragon fell, a new was born in the sector of the kingdom the dragon resided in.
The powers of the dragons grew weaker and weaker, until finally, it was as if they had never existed in the first place.
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lala-pipo · 4 years ago
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(1/18) *peeks from behind the wall* I hope I am still welcomed here hahaha cricket anon is here! <3 I am very sorry for making you worry last time O.O, for sure no matter what happens to the story, I'm going to be right there to read it! Huehuehue, I literally was not lying when I mentioned that this story is bringing me lots of joy this year :3 Cricket anon is fine now! hahaha my last work place was really bad, kind of black-company-level-bad, and it really took a toll on my mental health…
Dear cricket nony, I already answered one of your non-anonymous asks privately because I was so overwhelmed by the sheer amount of email notifications I got from tumblr and Ao3 that I had to thank you right away, but I still want to do it publically because even after days I’m still overwhelmed that you took so much time to write me a whole essay. I’m still all soft and wobbly and squishy on the inside. Your notifications really made my day, week, probably month – so thanks so much again. It really means so much T___T
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(2) so, I kind of took two months? break from social media and just literally try and figure out my life lol basically quarter-life crisis also happening, but yeah slowly getting better now! I hope you are doing fine as well, sending you lots of hugs and love ~^^~ Firstly though!! I wanted to say sorry too that it took a while for me to reply hahaha… BUT!! Let me tell you omg during my rest of 8 weeks, I have managed to re-read ALL. SEVEN. CHAPTERS!! So many things to share!!
I’m so sorry to hear that your last workplace took such a toll on your mental health and I really hope that you are going to get better. I cross all my fingers for you and send you good vibes only. Please don’t feel pressured to comment at all. I mean everyone loves receiving comments, but it shouldn’t feel like a chore. So if you feel like sharing your thoughts I’m always glad to read them, but if you don’t feel like sharing them, please don’t feel bad about it. <3
(3) However, since my comments were a grand total of 4,000 words lol, I inserted them in AO3 under "cricket anon" in every chapter! :3 You might get confused as you read them because I take notes as I read the chapter lol hahaha I hope my comments might bring some joy <3 Ahh! By the way! These anon messages are partly not anon since anon asks are limited to 10 per hour? I didn’t know that! :( But since I accidentally have revealed myself to you lol I think it should be okay!
I’ll also try to answer your comments on Ao3 in the upcoming days because (if I remember correctly) you had some questions and I hope I can answer some of them. ^^ But I’m impressed that you went through all the chapters again. We’ve reached 150k now, which is quite fascinating to me because there are still quite a few chapters left. I wonder how long the story will be in the end *hides* I didn’t know that either! I’ve been on tumblr for so long and yet this 10 ask limit is new information for me, but it makes sense in some way – if I think about spam accounts or people going around spreading hate or something.
(4) Also, I think I’m going to make my snorts reactions straight onto AO3 from now on, rather than spamming your ask box with 10+ anon messages hahaha but I’ll still come here to share you my overall reactions and analyzations huehuehue and also to possibly warn you about the length of the comment lol something I noticed, from chapter 1 to chapter 7, the comment got longer lol more things to discuss about, I guess!? But yeah!! Let me reply to your reply to my previous ask here!!
LMAO I admire your dedication. Do whatever is most comfortable to you, I will be happy either way ^^ I think it makes sense that someone can comment more on later chapters because the painted picture gets fuller and fuller with details, there is more information about the different characters, the storyline is more developed and so on… ^^
(5) Is the sad scene in chapter 6, you were referring to the conversation that Jong-Taem were having, and then Jong tried to diffuse it into another lighthearted banter, and Taem is just. tired. of. Jong avoiding the conversation? and despite all that, Taem still let Jong come into his room and cuddle to sleep? idk... I find that scene really heartbreaking :( or maybe it was another scene?
For me it was the shower scene tbh. I don’t know, but it always struck something inside of me (is it weird that I’m saying this although I’ve written it?) There is something very fragile about Jonghyun in that scene and Taemin does feel a little helpless and is so caught up in his own thoughts, in his own needs, what he wants (and doesn’t get from Jonghyun) and yeah – it always makes me go :( but yes, the follow up scene is sad as well because you sit there and think – you two are just so damn dumb, which is something most people, who read this story so far – seem to think constantly, because yeah, they are very dumb – each in their own way. ^^
(6) I think I mentioned in the AO3 comment somewhere that even I started to feel like Taem can just leave Jong because Jong is not trying to understand Taem, I mean, nothing to do with his mood swings or his claim that Taem will get bored of him, just that he isn't trying to see things from Taem's perspective whereas Taem is trying! so! hard! and he even tried to ignore the fact that Jong avoid the vital conversations for like the 10th time already :(
Feelings are a very difficult topic – and while chapters 1-9 are very focused on what Taemin does, thinks, wants, needs, wishes etc. the focus does shift a little over to Jonghyun starting from chapter 10. So the reader does get an inside of why Jonghyun might have acted the way he did. If his behavior makes sense is up to the reader (and Taemin as well) to decide – but I think it shines a little more light onto Jonghyun, who the reader doesn’t know much about – feeling wise –, although he’s one of the main characters of the story. ^^ It’s the onion layers that get peeled one by one. ^^
(7) Yeah, re-reading this definitely showed me muCH MORE parallelism in Jong-Key and Taem-Jong dynamics. Even with Taem's mood in a sense? Like how Jong used to be really upset when Key has a new friend, and then suddenly okay when they do sexy times. Before, I only noticed the puppy-love-ness parallel, but then there is more to it, like I said, Taem's mood affected by Jong a lot, just like Jong's by Key, and also the way Jong claims that Key doesn't understand his feelings,
(8) well, it applies to Jong not really wanting to understand Taem's feeling? by just brushing it off as Taem will get bored of him or Taem doesn't know what he is talking about. I mean as a reader, I am also not sure, if it’s either Jong doesn't care or he is scared to show himself or both or maybe there is another reason? Hahaha ^^;;
This is true and done on purpose. ^^ This knowledge doesn’t play a key (haha) part in the storyline, but it is there to show how blinded one can get by one’s own feelings. After adapting to his new life in a dorm Taemin sees through Jonghyun and Kibum’s relationship quite well, but later when it’s about his own relation to Jonghyun he’s completely blindsided and doesn’t see how unhealthy it is at first – him going back and back and back over and over again in the hope that Jonghyun’s behavior towards him might change.
(9) You mentioned that there will be more Jongtae drought, and honestly, I think they need it? I think some space for them to think about things and you know do other things and talk to other people about other things lol maybe it will clear up their heads hopefully? Ahh!! You said the beginning of chapter 5 is for your own sanity lol I totally understand ;), it was a very sweet scene, soft, and kind of endearing compared to what is coming in the next chapters TnT
It depends on how we describe the drought. The hard cut was done in chapter 8. I went in like a warrior and just cut all the strings, not showing any mercy. ^^” I don’t want to spoiler anything, but yeah – the hard drought will continue throughout chapter 9 – soft drought from chapter 10 …… till ….. *closes mouth* 6v6 
Working on chapter 8 made me write two lovey-dovey JongTae oneshots because I couldn’t stand seeing them fight in my own fanfic, in front of my salad. T_T so yeah, the beginning of chapter 5 was for my sanity. While writing chapter 8 I also realized again while I never really write angst, fights – anything dramatic really, because I’m a very chill person in real life, and I like my fanfics to be very chill as well – so writing this was completely out of my comfort zone. For others it’s writing smut for me it’s writing angst lmao. I usually want to wrap up all the characters in fluffy blankets and make them tea, and yet here I am – letting Taemin suffer for so many chapters. I’m a monster T_T
(10) Yeahhh, about the fact that we don't see Key so much since it is in Taemin's point of view, and also the fact that our (the audience)'s perception of Key is very much influenced by how Taem sees Key, right? I think I even mentioned somewhere in the comments, that in a way, a Rashomon effect is present as the readers read the story right, since they are all on accounts of Taem's witnessing, but then also maybe I am just reading too much into this lol
It would be the Rashomon effect if I wrote the same fic out of Jonghyun’s perspective and Minho’s as well for example. In this case Taemin is just a very unreliable narrator and we don’t (well I do :’D) but the reader doesn’t know what’s really going on, if everything Taemin is experiencing is true or if it should be taken with a grain of salt. Considering that everyone in the dorm, except for Taemin, gets along well with Kibum, we might want to believe that Kibum isn’t the bad guy Taemin wants to make him out to be. ^^
(11) Honestly, I could hear my English Lit teacher saying "maybe that is not the author's intention" hahaha xD Yes yes yes!! more chapters for Taem's development!! I am ready for it!! I mean the end of chapter 7 marked the sign of the broken vase, and paired with the JongTae drought, I am looking forward to the next part of the story!! Some character development at this point is perfect I think!! And also!! About the advices, I think I commented a few times on some of the chapters.
(12) I didn't notice that before! And after you pointed it out, I think I made some comments on Minho's, Key's, and Onew's advices to Taem and definitely, based on how the events unfolded, we could argue that the advice was bad - in a way though, I can't seem to tell (yet, maybe?) if the advice giver was genuinely trying to help or do they have ulterior motives? hmmm but either way, I like how you placed a lot of thoughts in the story, even on things such as advice.
(13) Because for sure, in reality, people tend to give bad advices, and act on bad advices. It is true that most fics tend to focus only on the good advice and then the story ends happily ever after. Real life is most definitely not like that :3 your "slice of life" tag is holding up to its name ;) Thank you so much for your hard work!! You added 10,000 words for chapter 7?? omg… huhuhu (insert a bowing LINE sticker)... yeah, for sure, the way the story unfolds in my head,
(14) probably is different to other readers, right? And for sure, very different to you, the author! There are probably a lot more instances, scenes, implications, interpretations? that we as readers are unaware of! Thank you so much for all your hard work TnT, as readers, having more context into the story does give much more clarity on the flow of the story and the feelings of the characters, etc. Thank you for all your hard work! (bow bow bow)
That was something @hwarang-number commented on as well while betaing the story. What if Minho has ulterior motives?!?!?!?!? In Minho’s case it does make sense to give out bad advice to lure in the innocent lamb haha but for example what would Jinki’s or Kibum’s ulterior motives be? Sometimes people want to give out good advice, but in the end it just turns out to be bad advice – unintentionally – humans are just humans after all – and none of us is all knowing, we all perceive things differently, and what might work for one person might not work for the other. I did add 10k to chapter 7 and 25k to chapter 8 – because chapter 8 felt like the most incomplete out of all the chapters in this story. 
I think I’ve mentioned it before but hwarang_number is super attentive while reading and figured most things out that I’ve implied – even smaller details which I thought might get lost in the chapters – which I’m still impressed by, but I also said before that everyone reads stories differently, and some aspects that might not be important to me as the author of the story might be important for the readers and the other way around. For the past chapters I just tried to fill in the gaps that might confuse readers unnecessarily. In the original draft of chapter 8 Taemin is doing the deeds with Minho far more spontaneously because he’s so frustrated with Jonghyun – it made sense like that as well – but I think his frustration got more depth through the added scenes. :)
(15) Ah!! By the way!! Please don't feel like you are forced to reply to all of my messages! Having you read them already makes me happy! I don't want to make it feel like an obligation to you because... well omg my comments like super loooooong hahaha ^^;; And yeah!! Take your time with the next chapter by the way!! I am rooting for the development of the story no matter how it will go :3 I will be waiting for the next update (though no pressure, just want to put it there haha)
Dear cricket nony, if you write me 50 message I will still try to answer all of them ㅎㅅㅎ I might just take a little longer. I hope you will like chapter 8 as well, despite the drought ^^
(16) Next time, this cricket anon will bring some more noise ~ I hope your real-life stuff works out well too :D Once again, thank you for answering all of my messages, and for writing this awesomely written fanfiction! While I wait for the next chapter, I think I'm going to re-read songs of siren hehehe :3 Please stay safe!
Please do! Song of Sirens is definitely a story I would have loved to treat like “Dorm Life” in a sense that it would have turned out better if I had worked on it longer, but I’m still a fan of the big brain energy I had running through my veins when I came up with the mythological aspect of the story…lmao So I hope you will enjoy re-reading it. ^^ Chapter 8 is longer than Song of Sirens (just as a side note haha)
(17) Ah!! I forgot to mention!! After I re-read it, my most favorite literary device that you used in this fanfiction (lol this commentary is beginning to sound like a Literature essay) is the Biblical Allusions? I am not sure if this was your intention, but the juxtapositions of Bible verses or reference to God, in Taemin’s thought reminds me heavily of Taemin’s songs, particularly Heaven? It be a sexy time song if you look at the lyrics, but the composition is that of a choir church song
(18) I find the contrast chilling, and maybe you were trying to invoke that feeling to the readers? Orrr maybe I am perhaps, indeed, reading too much into this hahaha ^^;; but really! I really enjoy reading your fanfictions and coming up with analyzations, it’s very fun, and the fact that I can discuss or ask you questions about it is just makes it even more fun – since in Literature classes we can’t actually ask the author of their true intentions right hahaha okay!! I am done :3 Thank you!! <3
It was my intention and still is, so I’m glad you picked up on that. ^^ I always wanted to write a fanfic in which Taemin’s religion plays a role – even if it’s just on the side – I always make some references to Dante’s circles of Hell (when Taemin is being dramatic again) or I also made a reference to Hieronymus Bosch’s painting The Seven Deadly Sins and the Four Last Things in chapter 8. (I’m a big fan of his work – that dude was wild – the way he painted blows my mind every time I look at one of his paintings). So yes, dramatic Taemin talking about religion and throwing around with biblical references is my brain being wild. ^^ 
I would say that ‘Dorm Life’ is not a really deep story, but I did put a lot of thought into it to not make it your regular smut/romance fanfic. I mean it took time, still does – but I’m glad when people, like you dear cricket nony, appreciate it. So thank you so much for your kind words and sending me all your thoughts and interpretations. <3 I hope you will have a lovely December – please stay healthy and please take good care of yourself. <3
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every1studio · 7 years ago
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REQUESTED: “i’ll risk the world for you” [soloist: jeong sewoon]
genre: fluff + fantasy + inspired by Ponyo (MENTIONS OF BLOOD)
ficstyle: bulletpoints +series + LONGG  [PART 1]
anon asked: “ Hellooooooo, could I please request a pt2 to jeong sewoon's ponyo au, it was so cute! “
note: here you are~~ this is my twist using the storyline of Ponyo // HOPE YOU GUYS LIKE IT
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Sewoon hasn’t seen you since he was 10; he began to grow an obsession for you
he visited to beach almost everyday and play his guitar to the sea; after he would play for hours, in respect of the ocean, he would clean up the litter on the beach
he even kept a goldfish, naming after you, “how are you today y/n? are you hungry?”
his mom was worried so they both moved to the inside of the city; they didn’t want to move so far because his dad was a sailor
even after moving, Sewoon managed to visit the sea and play music at least 5 times a week
on the other hand, you were locked up in separate room from the main palace; it felt like a dungeon.. you couldn’t go out unless you were with your father
the room was trapped in a magical bubble that could only let outsiders who come in and out 
since you were in the room while the barrier was formed, you can only get help from an outsider 
even if you were to open your door or window, you wouldn’t be able to get out of them
you begged your father to let you see him again
“ALL THOSE HUMANS ARE THE SAME!! THEY TAKE AS MUCH FISH FROM THE OCEAN AS THEY WANT AND IN RETURN, WHAT DO THEY DO? THEY TRASH IT!”
ever since that they, you just re-read all the books you got from your mother and look up at the surface of the ocean through your big, bay window
your sisters could help but feel sad as you were swimming around in your room; heartbroken
they always tried to get you out but every time they asked your guys’ father; but he would always keep an eye on them by standing outside the door 
“should we plot again?” one of your sisters spoke up
“we should! dad never yells at us.. he always yells at big sister...”
they all whispered in agreement 
some of them snuck out to your room as the rest of them distracted your guys’ father
“DAD READ US A BEDTIME STORY!”
“DAD I THINK MY DRESS RIPPED”
“DAD I AM HUNGRY”
“I WANT TO EAT SHRIMP BURGER”
“I WANT FISH TACOS”
he was overwhelmed by their requests but it was like this everyday, it would take him hours to get to everyone’s request and that was with magic
the 3 eldest after you swam passed the garden and up to your room
“BIG SIS! BIG SIS!” they whispered loudly
you turned to see them swim into your room
“let’s go~ you have to see Sewoon again!!”
you got up and hugged them..”I can’t.. dad-”
“the rest of us are keeping him busy!! go now before it’s too late!!”
you nodded as they pulled you by the hands out the door
they gave you a huge shove out the door and you were able to swim up to the surface
you blew them a kiss before swimming as fast as you can
“I’ll miss you guys..” you whispered
SPLASH
you were able to resurface up to the land again
at that moment, Sewoon was walking down the side of the cliff to play music to the ocean again
“SEWOON!!” 
he looks around him, “I must becoming crazy if I can hear y/n’s voice...”
you splash up; and you accidentally headbutt him in the mouth
you fall onto his hand and his chapped lips started to bleed
“I’m sorry,,” you jumped up to kiss his lips and the bleeding stops 
you turn into a human again
hugging him tight, you felt tears hang onto the edge of your eyes
“I’ve missed you...” 
he couldn’t believe his eyes.. he thought he was dreaming... because for years, he’s waited for you, wishing that you would come back
and now you are here
in his arms
he wraps his arms over your head; the last time he hugged you, you guys were the same height
and now he was much taller than you
“me too, y/n .. me too..” 
you looked into his eyes with so much endearment
“you’re so handsome...”
he drops his head down from trying not to smile so hard
“yo-you’ve gotten even more prettier..OH YEAH!! my mom would be so happy to see you again!!”
he pulls you by the hand back up the cliff
you took one last glance at the sea and mumbled, “I’m never going back..”
little did you know, every time that you were out of the sea.. the moon would get closer to the Earth.. 
making the low tides lower and the high tides higher; this could cause massive flooding and droughts
but you didn’t know.. because your father kept it from you
because of him.. the world you escaped to.. will be swept away with the despair of ocean’s waves
“MOM I FOUND Y/N!!”
his mom doesn’t turn around, “what do you mean? she’s in the fishbowl..”
“hi Mrs. Jeong..”
she turns around and drop the towel that was in her hand
“y/n?”
“yup~ it’s me~”
she runs over to hug you; “look at you!! all grown and beautiful..”
Sewoon tugs on your hand, “I wanna show her the rooftop.. might take her to go look around the city for a bit..”
his mom nudges him, “like a date??”
Sewoon blushes and walks towards the door..”I-I’ll see you later mom!”
you were overwhelmed by how the sun shined brightly over the buildings
there was so much colors, movements and noises, you got a little dizzy
actually since you walked farther and farther away from the sea.. you’ve been feeling a little dizzy
you just pushed it off as not being used to land
“are you okay?” Sewoon tucks your hair behind your ears as he sees you constantly lowering your head and pinching between your eyebrows
“yeah.. I’m just.. a little parched..”
without another word, Sewoon bought you a “water bottle”
you never knew what “hydration” was since you always lived in the sea
“it looks like clear soup..”
he just laughs as he watches you drink it
you are surprised by how clean it tasted, “it’s not salty!!”
“water helps you stay hydrated, you start feeling dizzy if you are dehydrated..” 
“ohh..” you nodded as you drank more water, you felt a little better and continued the day with Sewoon as your tourist guide
the more you drank water, the more it flushed out Sewoon’s blood in your system
his blood is what keeps you human
“what’s this?” you point at someone making hand pulled noodles with black sauce on the side
“ah that’s jajjangmyeon; uh.. black bean noodles, do you want to try some?”
you guys had such a fun time; although it was a little hard on Sewoon
he had to wipe your mouth with every bite
on your way back home, you smelled something you’ve never smelled before.. it kinda stung your nose
“what’s that smell?”
Sewoon takes one sniff and slams his fist into the other, “mom must be making spicy rice cakes..”
what’s spicy? what’s rice cakes? regardless you were excited to try it
but when you tried it, your mouth was on fire, but it was really good
so you ate it as you were crying
Sewoon continuously wiping your mouth, gave you a glass of water, “drink this, it’ll help”
although the spiciness didn’t go away, it made your mouth less of a burning mess
night fell and you were getting drowsy
you were sitting next to Sewoon as he was playing the guitar and singing
when he was done he looks at you as you were laying on his shoulder, sleeping
he bridal carried you to the couch downstairs and tucked you in
trauma took over as he remembered waking up and seeing that you were gone
so he set up a blanket and a pillow for him to sleep on the ground.. 
and soon he fell asleep to your soft snores
CRASH
“GONE GONE SHE’S GONE!!”
your father was going hysterical
ignoring your sisters swam up to see if Sewoon’s house was still there but it was changed into a lighthouse..
“this is bad.. this is all very very bad...”
he tries to contact your mother via sending a seagull 
“let’s hope it makes it in time...”
the moon grew 10x it’s size, indicating that the tides were in play
Sewoon woke up and looks out the backyard glass door; the ground was flooded with water and the moon was literally covering the whole sky
“what in the world...”
he looks over at you and you shrunk into a size of a goldfish
“Y/N”
he puts you in a glass bowl of water and you woke up
(what’s happening you thought)
he sighs in relief to see you alive
Sewoon carries you outside
the whole city as been flooded with water, and sea creatures were roaming out and about
“what am I suppose to do...”
he looks over at a toy sailboat
“at least I can keep you in this for now..”
he places you in the boat and lights the candle inside to keep the boat moving
you used your powers to make the boat bigger; big enough for even Sewoon to sit inside
“wow....this will make traveling a lot easier! thanks y/n~”
you jumped up to kiss him on the cheek 
at a rapid pace, the waves started to carry the water higher and higher
thankful; the city people all had boats or had enough room to help other; there were no casualities
“everyone is heading up to the lighthouse, your mom should be there, you should too, Sewoon!” his neighbors yells 
Sewoon nods as he steers the boat in the direction of the lighthouse
to get to the lighthouse, he has to cross the train tracks
the train tracks were consumed by raging waves that flowed in and out
on the other side of the train tracks was dry land; inclining up to the light house
“STOP RIGHT THERE!!”
Sewoon turns around to see an oddly dressed man with crazy hair..(your dad)
“give her to me... and all of this will go away..”
the man slowly swims closer to Sewoon
“over my dead body,” Sewoon hugs the bowl 
to his surprise, the tide retreated, indicating that the next raging wave was going to hit
he just has to cross it to get to the lighthouse
Sewoon timed to jumped out of the boat and dashed to the other side of tracks
“I SAID GET BAC-”
your dad was carried away by the waves; at this point, even his magic couldn’t stop the nature of the waves
Sewoon runs as fast as he can to the lighthouse
he trips and falls
you roll out of the bowl, unconscious, but Sewoon scoops you up and continues to run
“Y/N WAKE UP! WAKE UP PLEASE!” 
he runs as he cries to you.. “you can’t leave me again..”
when he gets to the lighthouse, which was encased with a bubble barrier film, it seemed to be filled with water
“mom?” he sees his mother inside talking to a ginormous goddess being (aka your mom)
without a second thought, he runs in.. but he can breath? even though he’s in water?
he rushes to his mom, “y/n... y/n won’t wake up...”
“can I take her from you for a while?” the goddess asks
Sewoon brought you closer to his body; scared for her to take you from him forever
his mom touches his shoulders..”it’s okay sweetie”
he sighs and gives you to the goddess
“my sweet y/n...” she kisses you and you turn into your human self.. but still unconscious 
she places you in front of Sewoon and he falls to his knees
“why isn’t she waking up..”
“AGK YOU’RE HERE?”
everyone turns to look at the strange man
the goddess frowns at him, “why couldn’t you call me sooner, you made y/n go through a big heartache.. I could feel it from half a world away!!”
Sewoon put 1 and 1 together and realized that they were a couple but they weren’t your number 1 concern at the moment
“how can I make y/n wake up??” he says frantically as he is holding you in his arms
“y/n could’ve only been human because she ingested your blood.. but that’s only a temporary spell... if you make her a promise from the bottom of your heart, she’ll surely be human forever.. all it takes sincerity and lots and lots of love..” the goddess says pats him on the head
“y/n.. I can’t lose you again okay? please.. please come back to me... I love you... I promise to love you until the end of time.. and take care of you.. and wipe your mouth when you eat and...and...” his tears fall onto you
GASP
you wake up and you see Sewoon crying above you
you raise your hand to touch his face, “Se..woon..don’t be sad...”
he opens his eyes and immediately pulls you in for a tight hug
everything goes back to the way it was as your mother washes the waves back into the ocean and the moon slowly retreats
“make sure you don’t cause Sewoon too much trouble, my sweetheart” you nod as you kiss your mother goodbye
you and Sewoon held hands as you both saw the sunset glistening on top of the ocean
“I was going to risk the world for you.... and I would do it again if it came down to it..” he heard him say, “you’re my world now..”
END
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captain-swan-coffee · 8 years ago
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Royal Pains: The Confession
Chapter two
Read chapter 1 and 3 and 4!
Emma has had some doubts clouding her mind and Killian does his best to help ease her worries.
Rated M
You can find more of my work on Ao3 and FF!
It was a peaceful spring day in Storybrooke, Maine. The birds singing, the flowers were blooming and Emma was showing. She was almost twenty weeks along and she was already feeling enormous. Realizing that the internet and her mother was right. Your second baby will start to show way sooner than your first. And even though it had been a while since she had Henry, Emma remembered every bit of her pregnancy. At five months with Henry she just had a cute little bump, but with this one she felt like a beached whale.
She stared into the bathroom mirror analyzing every aspect of her body. A part of her hated the way she looked. She couldn’t fit into any of her clothes anymore and she felt self conscious about being naked even if she was by herself. Killian on the other hand hasn’t seemed to mind one bit about her bodies recent changes. In fact he couldn’t keep his hands off her. Constantly telling her how beautiful and sexy she was, always wanting her at anytime of the day. And to be honest Emma hadn’t minded that part, ever since she got pregnant she had been horny as hell, never being able to get enough of her pirate. But since she’d gotten bigger, Emma hasn’t wanted to be intimate.
It had been a two week drought and Emma knew it had to been killing him, but he never pressured her about it. He had never even asked. And on the other hand Emma felt guilty for feeling so shitty about how she looked. She was growing a human life inside her and all she could worry about was her appearance, and worrying if she was no longer desirable. But deep down Emma knew that it wasn’t just about her image. She was out freaking inside. Would she be a good mother? Did she deserve to have another child? Will she fail this one too, like she failed Henry?
There were so many questions buzzing around in her pregnant mind. Emma knew part of the problem was the fact that she was pregnant and her hormones and emotions made thinking rationally next to impossible. The one thing she did know, was she needed to talk to Killian about this. He always knew what to say, and was so incredibly supportive. Emma didn’t know why but she felt tears beginning prickle in the corner of her eyes. Just before the full water works began she heard the front door open downstairs.
“Emma, are you home? I picked up your favorite soup on the way home if you’re hungry,” Killian shouted from the entry way. When he didn’t hear any response or noise upstairs he started to worry. He dropped the soup on the dining room table and booked it up the staircase.
Maybe she wasn’t home he thought? Maybe she was at the Charmings? Before he could come up with any more theories he opened their bedroom door to find Emma crying on their bed. A million scenarios flashed through his mind each one more horrifying than the next. He rushed over to her, sitting beside his Swan.
“What’s wrong, love? Are you alright? Is the baby okay?” He worried, placing one hand over her belly.
“No, it’s nothing like that the baby is fine. It’s stupid really,” Emma replied, wiping away a few stray tears.
“If something’s bothering you, love it’s not stupid. You know you can tell me anything,” He reassured her. She took a moment to compose her thoughts before continuing. He held her hand and gave her an encouraging nod.
“I’ve been having a lot of doubts lately,” Emma admitted, choking back tears. Hook just stared into her eyes, never breaking contact.
“Are you afraid that…” Emma wasn’t sure where he was going with this, but she needed to know. Now she was the one giving him the encouraging nod.
“Are you afraid that I’m not necessarily father material?” Killian muttered sadly looking down at his feet. Emma’s heart sank with his confession, instantly feeling guilt creep into her very soul. This whole time she had been thinking of herself and never thought once that maybe Hook was fighting an inner battle too.
“Killian, are you crazy? Why would you even think about something like that?” Emma wondered, wrapping her arms around him smoothing her fingertips over the nap of his neck.
“Well, I guess I just don’t know how to be a father. I didn’t exactly have the greatest father figure and I’m afraid that I will let my child down just like the way he let me and my brother down,” Hook confessed, watching the tears drop from his cheeks to his pants.
“Killian Jones, I’ve had a lot of doubts throughout my life, but the one thing I know I can always count on is you. And I know for a fact that you will be the best father a child could ever ask for,” She promised, rubbing his cheek with her thumb.
“How can you be sure, love?” Killian choked out.
“I can be sure because you’re loving and kind and you have the biggest heart of anyone I’ve ever met. You make me proud to call you my husband everyday. And I know you’re going to be amazing because you already are a father. Even though Henry is not yours, you are his father, and that makes you even more incredible. I’m gonna be honest, I was ready to tell you tonight that I’m terrified that I’m going to be a horrible mother,” She could see Killian was going to protest to her confession. “Please just let me finish. I’m terrified that I’m not capable of raising a kid. Even though I have Henry I never raised him as a baby! I have no idea what I’m doing! But then I realized just now how ridiculous I was being. We are gonna do this together. And we are going to be great parents together. We are gonna make a lot of mistakes along the way, but you and I are a team. We have all we need and more to raise this child,” Emma smiled at him, feeling so much better after her hope speech. It almost felt like her mother was rubbing off on her.
“I love you,” Killian sang, placing a kiss to her lips.
“I love you too,” She promised.
“Now you said doubts as in plural. Is there anything else you want to talk about, love?” He implored, never wanting Emma to keep anything bottled up anymore.
“Oh yeah, I guess there was one other thing, but it’s even more stupid than my last confession,” Emma sighed, giving him an unsure smile.
“Love, like I said before nothing you do or say is stupid. Now what’s on your mind?” He repeated, taking her hand once again. She found the gesture comforting, but she was still almost ashamed of what she was about to admit next.
“Ever since I found out that I’m pregnant, I’ve been feeling a little insecure about how I look,” She confessed, while Killian looked at her puzzled.
“What do you mean, love? I don’t understand,” Hook implored.
“You know how we haven’t been together in any intimate capacity in the last two weeks?” Emma asked.
“Yeah, I’ve been permanently hard for over a week,” Killian laughed, thinking about how hard it’s been these last few day. Pun completely intended. “But I just assumed that was because you didn’t want to have sex. Your mother mentioned that sometimes during pregnancy your sex drive can sometimes increase or at times decrease. That’s what I thought this was. I just didn’t want to pressure you to do anything you didn’t want to do,” He replied, smiling at her. God, could he get any cuter?
“No, Killian that’s not it at all. I’ve just felt really fat and bloated and just overall undesirable as of lately,” Emma professed, feeling a combination of guilt and shame clenching her very soul.
“Oh, God, and you probably thought I didn’t want you because I wasn’t as persistent as I usually am, God I’m such an idiot,” He realized, putting all the pieces together. Killian then took her hand in his, kissing the inside of her palm.
“Emma Swan, you are the most beautiful, the sexist, and most desirable woman on the planet! I’m so sorry that I haven’t been there to remind you of that everyday,” He promised his wife, placing a loving kiss to her forehead, her lips, and then to her clothed belly. Emma still had tears streaming down her cheeks but this time they were for a different reason.
“I appreciate the thought Killian but you don’t have to apologize for my insecurities,” She assured, as a smile crept onto her lips.
“Now that is where you are wrong. I’m your husband and it is my job as your partner to show you and make you feel sexy again. And I will not rest until you do,” He declared, leaning in to kiss his Swan. But right as their lips touched, they were interrupted by the sound of Emma’s cell phone. They both sighed heavily as she picked up the device. Of course it’s her mother. She always had impeccable timing.
“I’m sorry, Killian. I really should take this. I still haven’t talked to her about the latest ultra sound and I promised I would talk to her tonight. Don’t hate me,” Emma begged, hoping he wouldn’t be too disappointed.
“It’s alright, love go talk to her majesty. We have all night,” He smiled giving him a quick peck on the cheek. Emma answered the phone, walking down the stairs and began the long story of their latest doctor’s appointment. Everything looked great with the baby but they both decided that they didn’t want to know the sex. They both agreed that they wanted it to be a surprise, but the doctor gave them an envelope with the gender inside just incase they changed their minds down the road.
He could practically hear Snow’s excitement a whole floor away. Killian was glad that Emma seemed happier than she did an hour ago but he still felt like there should be something more that he could do to lift her spirits and make her see the way he sees her. That’s when it hit him. Killian had an epiphany that he hoped would make her feel like the confident woman he knew she was. He strutted into the bathroom and turned the faucet on letting the warm water fill up their deep garden tub, then rushed downstairs to the kitchen to gather some needed supplies.
From the couch Emma could see him moving about, opening cabinets and drawers but she thought nothing of it at the time. He collected his items and casually walked back up to their room. By the time he returned to the bathroom the tub was filled to perfection and the temperature was just right. He then looked in the bathroom cupboards searching for the fizzy colorful balls that Emma seemed to like so much. The first one he found was literally named “Sex Bomb” and he thought that one would serve tonight’s purpose quite well. He plopped it in the water watching it fizz and slowly break apart into the water, creating a wonderful aroma and aesthetic. There was a board that laid horizontally over the tub, allowing you to bring what you like into the tub without necessarily getting your items wet. When Hook first saw it he thought it was utterly stupid and useless, but tonight it would come in handy.
By now the bath bomb was mostly dissolved and his big romantic gesture was almost complete. He topped it off by dimming the light slightly and setting her chicken noodle soup on the tray hovering above the tub. Killian was pulled from his thoughts when he heard Emma stomping up the stairs. What now he wondered?
“My mom thinks I should give her the envelope so she can make him/her a blanket with the right coordinated colors. God why can’t she just respect what we want to do? Sometimes I just can’t deal with her opinions and positive peppy attitude,” She whined into his chest. He wrapped his arms around her, rubbing her back with his hand.
“Love, I need you to do something for me,” He began, kissing the crown of her head.
“Mhm?” She questioned, still snuggling into his warm embrace.
“You need to stop stressing about every little thing. Just stop thinking about the negative things for tonight. You think you can do that?” He wondered, staring into her eyes. Emma just nodded her head in agreeance.
“Now I have a surprise for you,” He beamed, as Emma looked up at him.
“A surprise? Is it chocolate? Cause if it’s not chocolate I don’t,” Killian cut her off, smiling at her incessant rambling.
“Will you just close your eyes, love?” She rolled her eyes before eventually shutting them. Emma trusted him to guide her across their bedroom and into the bathroom. Different scenarios flashed through her mind. She was just expecting something cute and Killianish, nothing too elaborate.
He had his strong arms wrapped all the way around her like a protective shield over her and their child. It made her feel safe and loved. She felt the cold tile on her barefeet confusing the hell out of her. What kind a surprise was in a bathroom? But when she opened her eyes with his permission, it was far better than anything she could imagine. There were candles everywhere the flames flickering throughout the dimmed atmosphere. Their stand alone garden tub filled to perfection with light pink bubbles gathered at the surface. The smell of chicken noodle soup and the faint smell of roses mingling together. She could already feel the stress and worry melt away. His hand and hook were still lovingly rubbing her belly, as he breathed in the smell of her shampoo.
“You did all this for me?” Emma sang, turning to face her pirate smiling ear to ear. To the average person this didn’t seem like much. But for someone like Emma this was everything. After a life of nothing but loss and abandonment sometimes it was easy to forget what she had. More importantly who she had.
“I know you said I don’t need to take care of you, but I want to,” Killian promised, tucking away a stray lock of hair, pushing it behind her ear.
“I love you,” Emma vowed, his words tugging at her heartstrings.
“And I you. Now, the bath should not be too hot and I brought you your book and some soup from Granny’s and-,” Killian rambled on.
“Wait? You don’t want to join me?” Emma smirked, running her hands down his chest.
“Well I didn’t want to insinuate anything, but of course I want to,” He stated, covering her hand that still laid on the hard muscles of his pecks.
“Always such a gentleman,” She sighed giving a little giggled before moving towards the tub. Emma began to undo the many buttons of her black and pink floral dress. Honestly it was one of the only things that fit her right now. She made a mental note that she needs to go shopping soon before the only suit that she can wear is her birthday suit. Which from the looks she was getting from Killian at the moment showed he wouldn’t mind that one bit.
The way he gazed upon her naked skin gave Emma a much needed boost of confidence. He still looked at her the same way he did the first time they were intimate. Like she was the most gorgeous creature in the world. Killian shrugged off his vest and button up before discarding his pants. Then they both submerged themselves into the warm and welcoming tub. Emma rested between his legs melting into him. It was nearly impossible for the two lovebirds to get any closer to one another, but they were sure gonna try.
“This feels like heaven, thank you! How do you know what I need before I even know it?” She grinned, relaxing more into him as her eyes fluttering shut.
“Oh, I have another surprise that might make it better,” Killian added reaching for what looked like a large bottle of sorts sitting next to two tall pedestal glasses. It looked as if it were wine or champagne.
“Killian what are you? You know I can’t have alcohol,” She laughed turning her head to the side in order to see his face.
“It’s not alcoholic, come on Swan have a little faith. It’s sparkling apple cider because I want to make a toast,” He replied pouring them each a glass.
“Emma, you have been my wife for a whole year now and it constantly surprises me that I get to wake up next to you everyday. I love you more and more with each passing day. There were times in my darker days when I wasn’t sure what my purpose in life was. I had lived many lives and survived dozens of times and I never knew why until I met you. Emma, I truly believe that I was put on this earth to love, treasure, and support you every day of the rest of my life. And now not only have you loved and accepted me for all that I am, you’ve also given me the thing I never thought I would have, a family,” Killian poured out his soul, baring it all for her. She knew he always had a way with words. The vows he wrote for her at their wedding had her crying by the third word, but this was more than that. It was a promise.
“I love you, too,” She smiled tears wallowing in her eyes, before clinking their glasses together and taking a sip. They both set their cider down on the tray. As his arm reached to the side Emma could feel his abs rippled against her back in the most delicious way. It had been almost two weeks without his touch. She felt herself start to heat up just thinking about it. Her chest became flushed, her nipples become even more sensitive than they already were, and the different kind of wetness gathering between her legs.
She knew he wouldn’t be the one to make the first move, but Emma knew for certain he wanted to. From the moment she took off her clothes he had been trying to hide his half hard on. Killian’s hand was smoothing over her belly when she covered his hand with hers, moving them down to the apex of her thigh. She felt oddly dangerous feeling his cock twitch behind her. As she dragged his hand closer to where she needed him most she heard his breath hitch.
“We don’t have to do anything, love,” He promised lightly kissing the back of her shoulder, his accent thicker than usual.
“I know,” She smirked, resting her head back letting him have more access to her neck. He took the hint, nibbling on every inch of soft skin he could reach. A rush of pleasure traveled throughout her body the second his fingers reached her desperate folds. It felt like the first time all over again after so long without his touch. Her legs fell open giving more access to her aching sex. Dipping his hand in the water, he gathered her slick heat up to her aching clit drawing tight and tortuously slow circles. Emma lifted her left hand from the water, reaching behind her until she found his thick locks, running her fingers through his hair encouraging him on.
From this angle Killian had the perfect view of her breasts heaving, while he focused on his task. She turned her head just enough to slant her lips on his. Her tongue lined the seam of his lips, silently requesting more. He deepened the kiss while they both battle for control. There was no finesse in the kiss, just pure passion.
Killian increased the speed of his fingers much to Emma’s liking. She moaned into his mouth building quickly. He went back to biting the delicate skin between her neck and shoulder, while Emma hummed in approval. Then out of nowhere she was there. Her climax ripping through her hard. She didn’t even bother attempting to quiet her cries knowing there was no one home. Killian slowed the motion of his fingers bringing her down for her first release.
He was so painfully hard it was making it difficult to move. Barely any words were shared between the two of them, but they both knew what they needed. Lifting up, she widened her legs while backing up, hovering over him, her knees straddling him. Both their chests were rising and falling, drunk on love for one another. Killian took the hint wrapping his arms around her as she eased herself down on his member. Emma cried out in a mixture of pain and pleasure. She wasn’t used to him at this angle.
“You alright, love?” Killian worried, stopping all movement.
“Yeah I’m good. Fuck, you’re just so big like this,” Emma let out a little laugh returning to her previous task. Inch by delicious inch she eased herself further down his shaft, reveling in that familiar stretch and burn she so desperately craved. With Emma’s back pressed so tightly to his chest, they found the perfect rhythm for the both of them. She palmed her breasts, kneading the oversensitive flesh while feeling the warm water rush around them.
They paid no regard to the water splashing over the tub and onto the floor, knowing that once they had their fill Emma would be able to magic it away. Killian groaned into her hair, letting her know exactly what she did to him. Emma practically squealed when he gently thrusted up into her, meeting her movements halfway. She could feel his hand dropping back to her core working the flesh over again.
“Let go, Emma, let go,“ He begged, her lips finding his in a soul shattering kiss. She heeded his command, falling apart on top of him. Her second oragasm even more breathtaking than the last. Emma continued her ministrations, picking up the pace, repeatedly sheathing herself to the hilt. She heard a stifled grunt from her pirate just behind her. She knew what he what he was doing. He was doing what he always did, putting her pleasure first, wanting her to come one last time. But Emma had experienced enough thrill for one night, and all she craved was his release.
“Come for me, Killian. It’s okay,” She begged, giving him everything she had. Killian lost all control, shooting up into her, as Emma milked him dry. Easing him down with care.
“Bloody hell,” He laughed nuzzling into her hair.
~CS~
Before they knew it they were snuggled up together in their fuzzy robes in bed eating takeout from Granny’s.
“So, are you beginning to see what I see?” Killian asked, moving over closer to her.
“See what?” Emma smiled at him slightly blushing.
“That you are beautiful and sexy and the fact that you are carrying my child makes you that much more amazing,” He replied, kissing her belly.
“Oh, yeah… about that. I forgot to tell you that there is a fifty fifty shot that the baby is Leroys, just thought I would give you a heads up,” Emma giggled, as his scruff ticked her skin as he chuckled. “But thank you for tonight. I really did need it,” She replied, looking down at him.
“Of course, love,” He nodded, resting his chin over her stomach.
“Just promise me that when the baby gets here, we will still have these moments. I know they may be few and far between or too sleep deprived to enjoy them, but let’s promise one another to still make time for just us,” She requested.
“I promise,” He vowed, placing a chaste kiss to her lips. As he pulled away Emma winced slightly with a puzzled look upon her face. A smile crept on her face as she exhaled.
“What’s wrong, Emma? Are you okay?!” He worried, searching for some clue to tell him what the problem was.
“Give me your hand!” Emma exclaimed, dragging his palm to her belly. He didn’t understand until he felt little kicks against his hand. The biggest grin upon his face as Emma laughed.
“Is that?” He began, still feeling the the tiny flutters against her stomach for the first time.
“Yes! And it’s currently doing quite a number on my left kidney,” Emma finished. She almost didn’t recognize the feeling. It had been over fifteen years since she last felt the those little butterfly kicks.
“How can something this small be so strong? It must take after it’s momma,” Kilian remarked, still in disbelief. He continued to talk the baby, which was probably the cutest thing she had ever seen. “I can’t believe that in just a few months we will be able to hold him or her!” Killian teared up, over filled with emotion. “We can’t wait to meet you little bean,” He choked out, talking to his unborn child.
Emma admired her husband whispering in his baby voice and kissing her stomach. She knew how lucky she was to have him as her partner. And in the moment she knew they were both gonna be okay. Sure, mistakes would be made but with the family they had they would have more than enough help. Now all they had to do was wait and enjoy every moment along the way.
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