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makerscockandballs · 2 years

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my mother just told me its been 9 months since i came out to her and she celebrates that. like she didn't torment me for months after and said the most horrific shit to me and ruined my mental health so much i considered cutting her out of my life completely and cannot trust people anymore like i have before

#what is wrong with her. does she expect me to shrug it off and ''celebrate'' this #does she seriously think i forgave her. is she that far removed from reality #or is she just trying to gaslight me #should have done that before giving me a long letter of everything shes said to me that i can look at whenever she tries to do that #i keep my fucking receipts now. i wont forget. im done being lied to and manipulated.#i want to get out of here so fucking bad. get away. im fucking trying but i cant find a new place #nobody responds to my application. i cant afford a whole flat on my own. just let me out im fucking begging you #sorry for all the ventposting recently. i just have to get it out somehow #basil yells at cloud #anyways happy almost 9 months since i last SH'd. now thats something to celebrate instead. happy >4 months of HRT.

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