#sorry dear i got into the story hhhh

[azirafuck]

Hello, I do not feel comfortable sending anon hate unfortunately but I do stand in sympathy with you and with your fingernails, and yeah Amazon had better renew good omens.

If I would send anon hate to anyone it would be Amazon. Not like the people who would actually end up reading it though, sadly. Like to Directors and above. Like with strong suggestions to use their massive impact on the world to maybe not be awful.

I totally agree with you about their bookshop, and I also love your blog! I am generally incapable of vocalizing online, but I appreciate your stream of thoughts. Good Omens is such fun to be obsessed with! (Usually)

As a distraction: what is your favorite historical shoe?

you're too sweet!! 🌸🌸 and yes, I love the idea of sending them letters, but I fear it won't do much. mailing poop to their offices might work, tho

i can't think of a favourite historical shoe unfortunately :C

but I'm gonna tell a little story about shoes

when I was around 6/7 years old, my dad came home one evening with a new pair of elegant shoes he had bought on his business trip. my mom was complimenting him on his taste (rare), and I was looking at those shiny black shoes like they were little treasures. and, I mean, I think they were pretty expensive, so they probably were.

I was in the mood for a little prank. so, the moment my parents left the room to go take dirty clothes out of my dad's baggage, I just... picked up the shoes and ran in the kitchen. I pulled a kitchen plinth hard enough to tear it out of its column, and hid the shoes under the kitchen cabinet. I pushed the kitchen plinth back into its original position.

I think my dad thought my mom had put away the shoes, and vice versa. no one questioned where they had gone. my plan was to just let the shoes stay there for a couple of days at best.

well, its safe to say I think I got distracted.

6ish years later me and my parents are talking about the renovations we were gonna do to the kitchen. they were talking about how we were gonna get rid of all the furniture and get new ones, and my mom said something like "I don't even want to think about the dust that has collected under these things"

and I had a flashback to that moment, 6 years prior, of me hiding my dad's shoes.

so I just walk to the cabinet and kneel in front of it. I forcefully pull the plinth towards me. "what are you doing?" parents ask. "don't look under there, there might be spiders!"

I pull out the pair of shoes all of us had completely forgot about. you can just imagine the confusion on my parents' faces. "where do these come from?" he asks. "you bought them 6 or 5 years ago, I just wanted to prank you but I forgot and you forgot too" i say.

they're deadass staring at me like

and then they're laughing, incredulous, and can't understand why or where or when but mostly WHY and in the end my dad says "oh well I did need a new pair of shoes"

they were in fact full of cobwebs tho

[coughdontfeelwellcough]

Sicktember - I shouldn't be worried about you, but for some reason I am

Fandom: my own ocs Sophie and Casper

Words: 1311

Author's note: Part two of a trilogy with these two.

Part 1 Part 3

Hope you enjoy!

The Nook was a bookshop in an almost forgotten corner of Notting Hill in London. The shop itself was cosy and warm, sandwiched between a bakery and an empty building which had been abandoned so long ago that nature had mostly reclaimed it. Normally Casper was happy to be the one to open the little shop. He loved working at The Nook, helping customers find the specific books they were looking for and on quiet days he could sit in one of the comfortable chairs and just read until it was time to go home. However on this particular morning Casper wasn’t in the best mood, he’d woken up with a sore throat and a stuffy nose, a sure sign a cold was on its way. 

The door to The Nook was old and heavy, made of wood that had been once painted a bright blue though it had been mostly faded by the sun. Casper sniffed as he pushed it open, groaning as the weight of the door fought against him. He was thankful it was warm inside, the early morning sun streaming through the windows and making the place feel cosy. 

“Morning, ‘ole girl,” Casper greeted, clearing his throat. 

He always liked to greet the shop when he arrived, especially on a Monday when they’d been closed. It was like greeting an old friend though sometimes Casper wished the old building could reply, sure it would have plenty of its own stories to share. 

Casper set about getting the shop ready to open, turning on all the lights, sweeping the floors and putting the change in the till. It was a natural routine, one he’d been doing on his own for the last two years. Casper didn’t own The Nook, that pleasure was held by a Mr Henry Ludwig. Mr Ludwig was a nice man in his eighties, he’d been running the shop for many years and had hired Casper two years previously but as he’d been getting on he’d started leaving the day to day running to Casper, only popping in now and then with new deliveries and occasional words of encouragement. It had been just over a week since his last visit and Casper wasn’t worried, they’d had a new stock of Agatha Christie’s arrive over the weekend that would keep them going for a while longer. 

Casper finished sweeping up and was about to turn around the open sign on the door when he felt a tickle in his sinuses. 

“Hhh…HhNTGH-shh! HTSHH-httshw.” he sneezed into his elbow. 

Urgh. 

Casper hated being ill, it reminded him of being a sickly kid. He was always the first one down and the last one back up. He could still hear his mother scolding him as he came from school with yet another cold. Just then there was a knock at the door and his first customer of the day had arrived. 

“Hello Casper,” Mrs Hudson was a woman in her seventies who came in every day to see the new books and to chat while she waited for her knitting group to start. 

“M’borning,” Casper replied, his voice already sounding stuffy. 

“Anything new over the weekend?” she asked, peering at the shelves nearest the door where he always put the newest releases. 

“Just a bo… box… off.. hhHH-HNGHH-eww… hhHH-ISHHHwww!” 

Casper sneezed into his wrist. “Sniff Sorry… A box of Agatha Christie’s,” 

“Bless you! Oh shame, I read all those in the seventies,” she replied. 

Casper sniffed thickly, he could already feel the congestion building in his sinuses. 

“Sounds like you’ve got a bit of a cold, remember the saying dear; feed a fever and starve a cold.” 

“Yes, thank you Mrs Hudson. I’ll remember that,” 

Mrs Hudson continued talking to him about her grandsons as he straightened up the autobiographies until it was time for her knit and natter club to start then she was off, wishing him well as she went. 

Casper continued about his daily routine, walking loops around the shop, tidying books as we went. It was never partially busy in The Nook and even less so on a Monday morning, he’d been open for over an hour before he sold his first book, a copy of a new Lee Child to a commuter who gave Casper the most disgusted look when he’d sneezed while handing him his change. His cold was really starting to take its toll, his head had started to pound and his throat felt like he’d swallowed glass. But before Casper could find himself a comfy seat and a book of his own the bell rang, signalling another customer. 

“Hey Casper,” 

He turned to see the girl from the bakery next door, she was holding a takeout cup and brown paper bag. If Casper had been able to breathe through his nose he’d been able to smell the rich coffee and pastry. 

“Hi Sophie,” he rasped. 

“I got concerned when you didn’t come in for your usual order so I thought I’d bring it over, is everything alright?” she asked. 

Casper hoped his blush wasn’t too evident on his pale complexion. He’d been going into Sophie’s bakery every day for breakfast since he’d started working at The Nook, and in those two years they’d gotten to know each other quite well. 

He knew that she’d taken over the bakery three years ago from her Abuela and how’d she’d been around baking her whole life, and she knew how much he needed his books and his coffee to function. 

“I’m fine, just got a bit of co.. hhHHhhH-HHTTSH-tisw.. hh..hh..Col…hhHH-HSSHH-Eww.. A cold.” Casper ducked away to sneeze harshly into his elbow. 

“Bless you! Are you alright? They sounded like they hurt,” Sophie asked. 

“hhuuhhHGITZHH… hhh-UHH-GITZT…Ugh.” he could really feel the congestion settling in, making him feel headachy and dizzy. 

“Jesus, bless you again. What are you even doing at work? I’d have called in sick,” Sophie asked, putting his coffee down on the counter. He wanted nothing more than to drink it but the pain in his throat said otherwise. 

“No one to call,” he rasped weakly,

“Still.. Wouldn’t you rather be in bed?” 

Casper shrugged, running a hand under his dripping nose. He hadn’t felt that bad when he’d gotten up but his cold had been steadily getting worse and yet the idea of going back to his lonely little flat left him hollow. 

“The books are good company,” he coughed. 

Sophie gave him a look that might have been sympathy, he was used to being alone and dealing with illness alone was just one of those things. Most of the time he just got on with it and figured it would go away on its own. Which worked out fine, till it didn’t.

“Okay, but, just look after yourself. It’s just I shouldn’t be worried about you but for some reason, I am. Especially after that laryngitis you had a few months ago, you were miserable.”

Casper felt his heart clunch or it might have a cough. “I’ll be okay, it’s just a co… HUSHH-TEWW… HHHuhhh.. HITISS-hEWw.,” he sneezed before breaking into a productive cough. 

“Bless.. Just promise me you’ll go to a Doctor if it gets worse.” 

Casper nodded,coughing against his wrist. He was starting to feel really lousy and wanted nothing more than to curl up with a book and sleep off this cold, but for some reason he couldn’t stop his heart from pounding. 

“I won’t, I promise. Then where would I get my coffee?” 

She smiled. “Feel better Casper.” 

“Thank you Sophie.” She waved goodbye and left the shop, the bell dinging as she went. 

The rest of the day went on as they usually do; the customers came and went with their books. Casper soldered on, despite his cold leaving him sneezy and drippy, the thought of the girl next door keeping him going. 

[cats-pyjamas]

LOGICALITY PLSSSS

❥ ask / @sunflower-avo-tea

send me a ship and i’ll give my opinion on it!!

*kicks down door*

IN THIS ESSAY I WILL-

okay so i honestly don’t even know where to start with this because I just got a lotta feelings and I don’t know how to write them all down and I’m so sorry that this is so ramble-y and incoherent but-

basically logicality is like. my ultimate comfort ship?? I absolute adore the ‘stoic nerd and soft cinnamon roll’ trope and you can pry it out of my cold dead hands-

the fact that they’re complete opposites yet can see the value in the other and their contributions (even if they argue and it takes a while for them to realise it in some situations) and admit when they’re wrong in order to validate the other like I just HHHH even the way they look at each other? like I’m probably just overthinking it way too much but like they’ll just glance at each other from across the room with genuine care and it just looks like they always look for the other’s validation in what they’re saying (more so on Patton’s end) because they want the other’s approval and consider their opinion important and I just-

ALSO THE PUNS ??? the way logan tries to hide that side of him because he wants to desperately be taken seriously but there’s moments when he allows himself to indulge in it and he just looks so happy?? like the 12 days of christmas song, when he was trying not to laugh at patton changing the lyrics and then started doing it with him, it was like he was allowing Patton to help him break down the facade a bit and I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS

they’re also both such dads in different ways that i think really complement each other- logan being the practical one who focuses on reviewing facts and using logical reasoning in order to make the best decisions to care for yourself and patton being bubbly and fun and putting the focus on happiness just makes me...really happy like. you can see it in their interactions with virgil and thomas- logan has this sort of calmness about him where he’s able to be observant and notice when something’s wrong, and also provide comfort in his own way with clarity and understanding and reassurance. patton on the other hand is a ball of energy and uses lots of affirmation, homemade gifts, and jokes to communicate care in a much more sentimental way and i just love the possibilities of how they can play off each other and help to balance the other out

there’s also just all these moments that i’m gonna list here because i think about them all the time and they make me so happy and i have so much to say-:

* logan almost calling patton a genius in learning new things (!!)- “patton you’re-! ...good. that was...helpful.”

* patton cheering logan on while he raps

* him also giving patton all the credit for helping to figure out how to deal with procrastination despite it probably being a hit to his own pride- “and it’s all thanks to a brilliant deduction- from watson”

* ALSO “elementary my dear daddy- no” AND IT SAYING ‘(ship)’ IN THE CAPTIONS??????

* logan being flustered/impressed by patton (janus) knowing about kant and philosophy, and also by him saying ‘oh good logan-everyone’s favourite character!!’ because he thought it was patton saying it and patton would be sincere about something like that

* “morality? what are we doing wrong?” - logan valuing their differences and realising that patton is important

* PATTON CALLING LOGAN HIS HERO??? AND LOGAN’S “WE GET IT. YOU’RE ADORABLE” I LOSE MY MIND EVERY TIME LIKE,,, patton literally admires logan and everything he does so much and thinks he’s so cool and I ADORE THIS

* matching logos!!!!!

* matching onesies!!!!!

* the entire head vs heart episode where they can’t grasp why thomas would ever imply that they argue / don’t get along because thomas don’t you get it we’re married?????

* their names matching- patton from ‘pathos’ and logan from ‘logos’

* THE ENTIRETY OF MOVING ON??????? logan’s face when it’s clear patton is hurt by what he’s saying/tells him to stop !!

* also him helping patton open up about his feelings through thomas (“I’m your happy pappy patton, just a fun loving father figure figment-!” “falsehood”) because he never really left and knew the others still needed him

* also him giving up his own pride and admitting he’s wrong!! and he creates a thoughtful gift for patton that he knows he’ll love as an apology even if he thinks it’s childish (and it’s a direct callback to his own behaviour towards patton and contribution towards him hiding his feelings which is kind of represented by the fact that he wouldn’t let him wear his cat onesie despite patton saying his old cardigan was getting him down, and it’s logan’s own way of telling him that he doesn’t have to let his emotions weigh him down anymore)

* also logan short circuiting with “this is just too precious to process-“

* also logan checking up on him and smiling when he seems to be doing well: “patton, how are you today?”/“well, that is very good to hear.” also patton looking at him when he talks about the thought of seeing the others helping him leave his room!!

* also patton making a pun that logan’s cool and that “you’re my biggest fan!!” (and logan doesn’t deny it)

* logan having patton help him with his jam advert even though he’s probably the least scientifically minded person among the sides-

* patton looking for logan’s approval when he says a word in spanish and wanting him to be proud of him - “did I make you proud logan?? you proud of me??”

* patton just always seems particularly excited to see logan and it makes me so happy

* THE FAM-ILY CARD WHERE PATTON DREW THEM LINKING ARMS AND SMILING???

* “with you i’m always home”- this is getting way too long so I won’t even GO into this one but FUCK they’re gay

* “yeah but did you see logan’s face?” - logan apparently seeming upset by janus implying patton didn’t want him there, and also patton being upset at the implication/by roman finding it funny

* the instagram story where patton calls logan “the good looking one”

* THE INCORRECT QUOTES?? TELL ME THEY WERENT ON A DATE WHEN THEY WERE GOING OUT TO A RESTAURANT JUST THE TWO OF THEM?? also logan literally assuming the role of a getaway driver no questions asked when patton steals a whole ass table because he thinks that’s what logan wants him to do?? be gay do crime

* logan helping patton during intrusive thoughts by being firm yet understanding and patton listening to him and calling him amazing and oh my god my heart-

* (also logan ordering a birthday cake for patton!!!)

i won’t go on any longer because this is already a mess but...just please oh my god @ everyone please please please talk to me about logicality anytime because I just adore everything about them and I just HHH

tldr: patton and logan please adopt me

[ryuunaminamoto]

Sometimes I just forgot how much I love Akechi Goro till some random dude in a fb group said that ‘Akechi is an unredeemable asshole that people like because he’s cute’ and I felt hurt by that statement.

Sorry dude, it was obvious you are the unredeemable asshole here

I like him not because he have a cute face (it’s just a bonus). I genuinely love him because despite everything, he still have the justice he hold dear as a child deep inside his heart.

HHHH there’s a lot of other reasons that I can’t clearly articulate, but anyway I love him and wish he got an actual redemption story he deserve. 

[saecookie]

Tag 5 or more people that you are thankful were in your 2020, that you’re thankful exists in a world that’s hard to live in. Whether that be through random reblogs on your posts, or people you have had full blown conversations with. Whether it’s just seeing them on your dash, or interacting with them.

Please Spread this love. 2020 has been hard for so SO many of us.

Tagged by @ineffable-yikes and oh god you’re a darling <3. I hope you know that and get a warm and cozy day and all the good things you deserve in your lil corner of the world ! Keep it up, you’re a gem, honestly, and as always, I’m proud of you !

Now let me get into a rant because. BECAUSE. Because I love loving people.

@maddiesup MADDIE ILU. I  cannot express how lucky I feel to be able to just. Kick in your  messages and just ramble or scream or. You know. Ilu ilu.

@gay-impressionist   hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. hhhhhhh. Les meilleures soirées de l’univers  rohlalala. Tellement contente de pouvoir te parler je. Je sais pas quoi  dire. <3 <3  

@megabadbunny my love my beauty my darling I am so very gay for you and your bunnies and your face and the light you shine and hhhh I don’t know how we evolved from tumblr once in a while cutie comments to I’M GONNA BONK YOU IN THE HEAD AND You’RE GONNA FEEL BETTER and I really, really love you and you’re so dear to me.

@sparklingwaterbabie can you believe we got to see each other in 2020 ? It seems so far away----. But what an incredible wonderful moment I had with you, I really really had the time of my life. I’ll def never see a kermit the same way :’).

@gingerteaonthetardis  HHHHHHHHHH oh boi. What can I say ? You’re so. Such a wonderful person ?  And I adore you ? And the way you seem to FEEL things and I vibe so  much with it and and and. You’re so bright. I really really really love  to see you around and listen to you talk about things and. Sending you  cute mushroom stickers. You’re forever linked to cute forest stuff in my  mind now. You’re trapped.

@i-lost-a-flip-flop i love you ??? so much ???? what I can I say ??????? I just do ???? Like, it’s so easy to talk and share and open up and. Yeah. I’m really, really so happy I met you (even if it wasn’t strictly in 2020 but you’ve been a soothing presence all throughout this year so YEAH).

@smallblueandloud honestly same I just. Really really love having you around. You’re spirited and clever and witted and I can just barge in and scream about my feelings and that’s so precious you have no idea. You’re a comforting presence and a safe person.

@galiifreyrose listen I’m not gonna say anything. You’re safe and musically galaxy brain and I feel like I share so much and you’re a new person to me and I’m not coherent but I don’t care. Yo’ure. Everything. 2020 would not have looked this way without you. I fucking love you so much and timezones and geography have never been so punitive. I. Just. Want to hug you and spend time with you and. Just be with you. (Guess I did say something...)

@effervescentdragon ooooh now I know you’re in your exam and I get to write this. Listen Aki. I’m. Beyond grateful that I’ve been able to meet you. And scream with you. And then vibe and share and talk and discover you and. It’s been a very few month, and a very few eventful month, so I guess there’s still a lot of things to be said and a lot of things we could disagree on, but honestly ? I just feel like we match ? And. You told me once “I don’t care, just talk to me about the emotions”. Well that’s this kind of moment, when I don’t have sentences, just emotions. Full of them. I’m sure you’re killing your exam. I send you all the best hugs you like. (I didn’t even start on how many freaking qualities you’re full of but it’s already getting a bit long and sappy...)

@goneadrift always such a pleasure to see you around honestly <3. It’s been a few years now that we’re mutuals and I couldn’t imagine my dash without you. And your fma viewing gave me LIFE.

@demoiselledefortune always a familiar presence on my dash, it would be v weird without you honestly, and I love seeing all those passionate reblog I don’t understand a thing about, like. Really. There’s a whole aesthetic that I love.

@skyler10fic listen Skyler I  absolutely adore you ok ? You’re such a bright spirit and. I really  vibe with everything you say ? haha. ALL THE HUGS TO YOU.

@elialys I’m ? So grateful ? For you ? I don’t know how to express it ? You’re so smart and talented and a good friend and and and. How are you you ? I wish I was able to TALK MORE but you know, stuff. I’m really grateful for you.

@booksandwoollysocks you’re so precious ? And I can’t wait to post this letter ? hhhhhh I’m really impatient. I love everything about what you blog and your opinions and everything. <3

@yellowsuedeshoes I’m shit at talking and I WILL have to try Destiny at one point because there’s no reason we’re the two europeans connected late at night and not making the most of it. I’m so glad I met you and got to talk to you so much in vc !

@melusine0811 Oh wow how my life changed since you messaged me on tumblr haha ! I’ll never thank you enough to show you gratitude. You’re so brave and so strong and I love being around you and don’t ever think I don’t appreciate you to the moon and back whaveter dumb brain says !

@crazyrose912 meeting you was such luck. You’re lovely and caring and strong and I can’t think of someone more peaceful than you. You really are the calm presence around here for me <3.

@cleverlittlejay you’re a gem and even if I’m shit at talking I really love every little message we exchange and fandom we don’t share and I wish I could just come and hug you !

@emjee I like following you so much because I discover SO MANY THINGS thanks to you and I. Just love seeing people being passionnate and. Yeah. So many hugs your way.

@elwenn-dreaming listen I always love seeing all your lil comments about stuff and posts and good providing of lotr meme and I’m sending you all the strenght I think you need to go through these 2 (maybe +) years because they can be good and I really hope they will be for you, you deserve it !!

@lastbluetardis hfsdgdkjfghdfjgflhg. All the love. And the vibing. And the video games. And the reading. And the sharing. And the feelings. I. You know. Still the “how are we the same age you’re so much more EVERYTHING”/”NO YOU” and I really love you and I wish I could just. Be more with you.

@doctorrosetennant oooooh you’re so sweet and precious and I’m so glad I got to meet you this year and we’re able to get each others back. Honestly this year would have been very different if I hadn’t met you all, really <3.

@timeladyofthesith I know we don’t talk much and everything but. I first met you through your writing and it. Really did something to me. And now I know you a little and you’re such a bright and spirited person and I really admire you ? And your cosplaying is gold ? And you’re so funny ? uuuuh we don’t deserve you.

@tardisinateapot meeting you was a gift and I’m grateful I can exist in your orbit and your wise and funny words and. Thanks for your grounding presence. You’re a gem and I love you <3.

@temporary-dysphoria I discovered your writing this years and WOW. It did something to me. And I’m very, very grateful for that, and thank you for your stories and for all your good content and opinions and I’d send you hugs if I knew if you’re comfortable with them, but without that knowledge let’s just say I wish it’s getting better your way !

@naromoreau (typing your @ I just discovered that I’ve always called you naNomoreau.... SORRY) I also discovered your writing this years and it’s so special and I’m so happy I did. Thank you for all your stories <3 <3.

@chocolatequeennk you’re a gem you’re a treasure I feel so safe and seen with you and I hope I can provide something good too and you make me so happy and just. Seeing you everyday. And your smiles. And the bad days. You’re just. hhhhhhhhhhh <3 <3.

@wildchildamandaa you know what ? Meeting you has been a gift. A real true gift because you’re so kind and soft and gentle and funny and adorable and I just want to hang out more because I’m just. Blown away by how cool and great and nice and strong you are. Iluvmuch.

@pellaaearien mgngngnngngn I really adore you and you being so NICE and I really don’t want it to be in the bad way because I know it can be a struggle but you’re really gentle and kind and generous and. Thanks for being around <3.

@sunnibits WELCOME TO TOLKIEN FANDOM you’re so smart and funny and I don’t really know you but you always me smile >w< !

@xyloophones lrehfdgdfkjg I LOVE YOU ? You’RE SO SPECIAL AND PERFECT AND YOU just. Get it when I’m screaming stuff and. I really really love talking to you and you’re such a warm person to be around. All cozy <3.

Other people I’m grateful for ! @tolkien-understands @turtle-pond-stims @finn-shitposts @hinamie @oreliel-from-valinor @charlottemadison42 @cleowho @letters-to-lgbt-kids @obiwanobi @eccleston @smolshoma1 @narootos and I’m forgetting a ton of people but. YEAH.

[smallestclowninthecircus]

Season 3 notes popping off

due to my desire to not completely fail all my classes this year i made myself slow down significantly while listening to this season, and the fact that the other person i'm listening along with had to catch up. We've managed to convert several other people to start listening and its pretty great.

ep 81: what does it even mean to be chosen by one of them? And if he was chosen by the eye. we know Gertrude wasnt? Because she cut the eyes out of the magazines?

ep 82: elias lmao. I understand why people like him so much bahshdhdk i thought he was gonna snitch on Jon but he didnt so he's fine. Ok but how do we think he knew all that stuff. Idk probably just institute connections. I love the fact that the recorder just wants to record stuff randomly bjahsjdhd. Elias feels a lot like Michael in the sense that he knows more than he should and talks in a way that implies he just wants to wait and see how things play out for his own benefit. I understand him knowing the things that happened but his description of her emotions implies something paranormal. Maybe he's connected to one of the entities. Which one I cannot guess.

ep 83: did a file get delivered randomly to the place he's staying at? Probably elias lmao. He thinks the mannequin is related to the stranger. Idk I would believe it.

ep 84: worms? I know he says earth worms but idk. Again? Is she making gordon golems out of trash? Martin popping off. You can tell the statements get to him more that they get to Jon. How come martin is so mad about it? I want to assume he just doesnt want her to get stuck there but idk. Jude Perry. The calliope organ. Jon heard a circus in one of the last episodes

ep 89: he's talking to perry? Like jude Perry? He says ... God? Is that what it is? Lmao. The Desolation. Jon is tired of ppl being vague and not telling him stuff lmao. Oh God Jon is so confused. Compel her? Is she assuming he has some kind of power? Does he have powers? Hmm. im agreeing with jon here please jesus christ why does everyone have to be so cryptic. Just say what you mean. "maybe you get an itchy eye" bahasjkdfklsjdf girl what. Agnes saved her? Oh this is the girl from the cafe story? So theres the Cult of the Lightless Flame? They worship whatever entity this is? The Desolation? Why do they all seem like they sorta worship her then? Is Gretchen gonna die oh god. fuckin michael. a different michael aaah. i see. dont do it shes gonna burn you. sir. please. sir dont you dare do- WHAT DID I SAY what did you think was gonna happen hhh.

ep 90: try to make it less obvious you're trying to get fired big T. Elias that doesnt sound like the most healthy thing to do. oh dear is this gonna be triggering for me. uuuuuh. uuuuuuuuuh. doesnt seem like it ok gonna keep listening. Jared. hmmmmm. Ok we've seen Keay and hotner or whatever his name was.

ep 91: Michael Crew. Oh is this the lightning scar guy. Mister jon sir did you just die. No? God everyone is so fuckin cryptic. Say normal things please. They all just like to go on about pain and agony and j e s u s c h r i s t we get it you got hurted by whatever thing. So theyre avatars? question mark? Jude Perry is an avatar of The Desolation? hhhh fractals. thats a spiral thing innit. Yup. messing with your perceptions. God they all talk about feeding their god and feeding that which feeds them and. hh what does that meann. Leave big J. please. uh oh. is it daisy? how come he has the web lighter still? the tape recorder just turns on sometimes you know how it is. So he can compel people? not that he knows it obviously but. a bit wack. powers go brr i guess? If the eye just wants knowledge i guess he feeds it by getting the statements? b/c i doubt it wants him to murder ppl or whatever.

ep 92: elias you all knowing fuck what do you know. (i guess all given what i just said) Lukas. Heard of them before. Mordecai Lukas. Loneliness. The lonely even. Jonah Magnus. Elias ur sounding like a bit of a dickhead rn. lmao jon's just like "i dont care" elias what is ur deal. Why does he want to tie her in. ohh i see. lmao theyre all just like "elias why" The Unknowing lol seems very much like something the eye wouldnt like. lol elias is gettin all philosophical. what does it really mean to be human. this still doesnt answer why gertrude wanted to destroy the archives tho.

ep 93: bahsjdfh he seems so dead inside rip. awww admiral. i love him already. ghh breacon and hope. purple mold. doesnt sound like anything we've seen so far. I think the funniest explanation for breacon and hope is that they dont actually serve the stranger they just kinda happen to be a random neutral party that cart around random spooky entity related stuff. ooooh. when we hear the slight static of the tape recorder it's cuz he's compelling ppl.

ep 94: the end! listen man they were all just grayed up for 4/13.

ep 95: the end also? death but also savagery/ animalistic shit. aww martin. lmao becerra. she's just been chillin in the corner.

ep 96: return to sender. haha minecraft go brr. prediction: breacon and hope? yup there we go. jon why is there an echo. are you in a stairwell? is he gonna eat it- yup. how did i call it. unsure abt what theyre talking about but ok. they kidnapped someone? Sarah Baldwin. ooooh that guy.

ok im just putting this here so i have notes for when nicholas gets to this part. It seems like (from jon's conversation with jude perry) that the desolation and the eye are kinda at odds with eachother? like i guess not directly but it seems like they dont really vibe? so how could be with both. Cuz if he has the heat powers and shit then we know he's an avatar of the desolation. but then why does he have so much eye imagery. also he got burned intentionally? like jude did when she went on her monologue about the feeling of burning? but then why did he wear the eye pendant. it stops him from being burned all the way which seems like he's not fully accepting the fire or whatever.

Nooooo I lost like a bunch of my notes rip. I keep forgetting to save.

Ep 104: tim gives a coherent statement without jon even being there. Ugh. Fucking robert smirk. Dont like him. Joey. Dont recognize the name. The show must go on. Clown. The spooky circus?

ep 105: total war... shogun 2? jon is just understanding languages again. "if i understood mandarin or cantonese" are you sure you dont big man?

ep 106: havent we heard this one already? mans in space? oh no this is just another episode in space. fairchild... uuuh. cant remember. oh! this is related to that! this is one of the ppl from the other side. sounds like a Vast thing. oh he's the one that the dude saw? but that guy didnt have a face... she's sorta like jon. wanting to dismiss the statements. lmao i love the workplace gossip. ace jon for the win! oh cmon elias dont be a dick. sunny meadows or whatever. thats the place we heard about.

ep 107: oh great is it jude perry again. Third Degree. bahahsdkfj she was arrested. sorry but imagining this old british lady getting arrested is funny. she was trying to resurrect him. using the skin book. he's not feeling well. jon take a nap. i wonder if this is what happens when he uses his powers too much. He gets into The Zone when he reads statements lol. didn't we have a burning train car in anothre statement? is it julia fairchild? bahahahs "kidnapped. Again." poor jon honestly. julia... about her dad. daughter of the murder shed guy? hunting like your dad liked to hunt or normal people hunting. oh hunting vampires!

ep 108: melanie has been suffering. poor martin peter lukas why do you have to be like this. can he not just use the front door? does he have to bother the ppl doing statements?

ep 109: how come he cut her off? kinda rude tbh. its either jon's influence or there was smth he didnt want her saying. is it gerard on the table? this sounds kinda like smth from one of the university episodes. is it the closed eye on the hand? yup. he's like one of the students! if the thing listening in is elias then... he can do that without the tape recorder yknow. plus who's to say it wont just turn itself on again

110: who wants to bet its a leitner?

111: Lukas related to The Lonely. I used to not like Gerard that much but i like him more now. but i thought there were 15? ohhh thats right isnt flesh newer? gerry for the win honestly. finally telling jon things.

112: lol "again" no one ever tells any of these ppl anything. tim and basira are just out of the loop constantly. music, like the war episodes. The hunt or the slaughter? probably the hunt. so Daisy is related to the hunt right? basira likes the reading, she's doing fine at the institute. daisy's getting worried...

113: it just turned on randomly. what is it lol. explossives! oh boy. why do they always assume he turned it on intentionally. melanie youre not making me like you that much. which entity is this about i cant tell. lol he was disappointed it was just the end. The title Breathing Room made me think it was gonna be about the buried but i guess not. So many of these entities deal with death but the end is one that deals in just death. it has no need for fancy deaths, just death is enough

114: more hilltop road statements? the tree. oh boy. ok the tree has 8 arms obviously theres the spider parallels. was she taken into an alternate universe? oh no. jon tries to phrase things so he's not asking questions. thats honestly good. "sometimes i was kidnapped" oh dear. they got gertrude. daisy ur so odd lmao. who wants to bet they dont know the tape recorder's running?

115: silaca? or whatever? antique man? meat grinder... related to the meat is meat episode? oh wow. they buy antiques from him. maybe dont antagonize this creature which can kill you?

116: lol theyre all just so done with elias. music? is it like the one band that if you hear them you die or wtvr. oh its chess? i am very much confused. mmm stranger go brr. gorilla skin? oh shit the dance. woah. this is so good. this is so gender. the words are wonderful. "you can just say tim" lmao trying to fool elias never feels like a good idea.

117: except elias lmaoo. oh shit. leitner getting some use for once idk. bruuh poor melanie she has been thru so much shit. martin you can just say youre worried about jon. lol he's so accurate in his jon impression. lol who was that. was that daisy? lmaoo. oop hi tim. oh god i hope tim doesnt die. i feel like i wouldve heard about that? but im not sure. destroying the source of knowledge is gonna be hard for jon. yay jon! you did a good thing. let him rest.

118: go off martin lmao. awww poor martin. oh god the tape gets that squealy quality and its awful.

119: woah. lots of things happening. uhh. POP OFF TIM!!

120: lmao elias giving a statement about jon's dreams lol. damn jon doesnt even get his own dreams? has to stay Watching even when he's asleep? f in the chat this man goes thru so much shit. oh boy its peter. lol martin my beloved. idk i dont trust peter.

[seijorhi]

asks :)

sorry for being a little mia yesterday/today - i’m bad at answering stuff :(

Were the team like "Meian we have an idea for a team bonding exercise hear us out" or was Meian's idea? A way to get their manager undercontrol before they got the team in deeper trouble? Did Meian get his turn??

I love your stories!

people seem to have fundamentally misunderstood the ending of unprofessional. when meian said the others were coming, he meant they were comin’ for their turn with their pretty lil manager 👀asdfgfcghjhjkl no, but meian was definitely on board with the plan - it might not have been his idea, but he certainly wasn’t objecting. it’s for the good of the team, after all. 

and thank you!

Sakusa walking alone with manager-chan: it’s free real estate

where is the lie??

IM INLOVE WITH THE NEW FIC😭 I JUST FINISHED MY EXAMS AND IT WAS GOOD REWARD I LOVE I LOVE ITTTT😭😭😭

ahhh thank you bby!! and i hope your exams went well!! i’m sure you kicked ass!

POOR LITTLE MANAGER CHAN. I never thought anything could make MSBY boys hotter, but mean!Meian takes the cake~ I want him to act like the good guy after all this is over, to pretend to be the one looking out for their dear sweet manager, all the while he conspires with the boys behind our back 😊

y’all should know better than to trust any man in my fics. meian would 100% stay back to ‘clean you up’ and take care of you. he’ll be the one making sure you don’t neglect your duties, while also making sure you’re not being treated too roughly by his boys. mostly. well, you can take it.

THE MSBY FIC IS SO GOOIID. Would u mind me asking what’s gonna be ur next fic?

bold of you to assume i know the answer to that

I love the idea of Sakusa getting to stake his claim first. Sending the rest of the boys a couple of pics. You snooze you lose! It was the perfect opportunity, how could he not take advantage? I for one would have probably got in his car like a naive idiot!

This is one thing about your fics I love. There is so much side plot and nuances we can explore. I dont know how to describe it, I just love the depth! Plus the smut is hot as hell 💕

sakusa might not film it, but he sure as hell ain’t against sending some pics of the aftermath, just as a less than friendly reminder of who you really belong to. out of all of them, i definitely think he’s the most possessive. 

and i’ve joked with some of my moots before that i am incapable of writing anything, much less smut, without throwing in a fuckton of backstory, even if i don’t actually write it all in. it’s always fun to write about tho, and i get super excited when somebody picks up on a little thing and i get the excuse to ramble on about it a little more! anyway ily, thanks for the ask!

not me laying in bed, staring at the ceiling, thinking about Tomas, Inunaki and Meian having their turn with me 🧎🏼‍♀️

i was tired and wanted the fic posted but rest assured anon, it happened

I just wanna say your protectivecop!Daichi makes me feel things I didn't know I had but also physician!Ennoshita getting quite handsy during the hour where he's helping you stretch and I'm just .... whoa like I would love to have Ennoshita look after me and also Daichi 🥰🥰- @itishebihime-samaforyou

hhhh i don’t write nearly enough ennoshita.... or actually... none at all, which is a disgrace! because yes!! he’s just so sweet and calming isn’t he? you trust him. even when his hands touch places you don’t think they’re supposed to, even when they linger, squeezing, he’s just doing his job, right?

Settle Oikawa bringing his perfect little family to his games and showing them off before the crowd and his opponents 🥺

he’d have to trust you to behave before he’d let you do that ;)

On the wiki page it says Osamu, with enough provocation, gets angry and physical, and spews profanity. Led to me thinking Osamu's poor gf trying to break up with him for some reason, she's moving away for school, he's getting too clingy, or letting atsumu's hang around too much and being a bit creepy, or what ever. Just GF saying enough is enough we should move on and Osamu, sweet chill Osamu just going apeshit. It would be terrifying!

angry atsumu is one thing, angry osamu is a whole other ballgame! but yes, he’d lose his shit, you’re not going anywhere and you’re sure as fuck not leaving him.

rhiiiii 🥺 would the soulmate nastyboy miyas ever show you a smidgen of kindness? like the thing thats coming to mind for me is if reader was delirious and sick with a fever or something and she was in a lot of pain and they like 🥺 did one ☝️ nice thing in their horrible little miya lives

(I ask this because I have an infection in my jaw thats making my wholeass head hurt and I’m pretty mmmmm sick rn, so I’m mindlessly daydreaming about evil miyas being Nice™ to my heavily-medicated ass AHFIAHHD)

first of all, i hope you’re doing okay bby! please take care of yourself, gets lots of rest - i’m sending you all the love!!!

secondly, absolutely! don’t get me wrong, no matter how good you are, how much of yourself you give them, they’re never gonna be soft and sweet with you all the time, but they do love you. if you did get sick, osamu’s gonna take time off work to stay at home and cook for you, trading off with atsumu over who looks after you. and i think if you were heavily drugged out of it, they might just let their guard down a little - you’re not fighting back against their ‘affection’ so they don’t have to act so harsh about it. there’s just something about you being all soft and pliant that’s almost domestic. expect a lot of smothering cuddling.

Hi! I just read Final Girl, (absolutely loved it btw 💖) but I was curious, if she was pregnant but in the tent with her boyfriend did he assume it was his or did he know? I was just curious and thinking about the back story! Thank you :)

so there’s actually like a few months that pass between when the reader’s campsite is attacked (and her friends/boyfriend are all hunted down and killed) and the scene where she’s pregnant and running through the woods - so the baby daddy’s one of the trio 👀

Bless your brain and all its glorious lewd genius UwU - @beany-goes-dark

ahh bby, you give me far too much credit but ily!!

Please take of yourself and stay safe ily we can wait 💖✨

on a physical level i understand this, but my monkey brain drives me to write until 4am in the morning i am not the one in control here (but shgjhjkfgjkl thank you you’re so sweet!)

Hey! I was wondering if it's okay if I talked to you about my kin list and showed it to ya? I've never made one and I genuinely have no one to talk to about it or show😅 thank you in advance

w-what is a kin list?? 👀

[that-gt-and-vore-stuffs]

A Glass of Root-beer to Quench Your Thirst

Ok so this isn’t the story I’ve been teasing but it’s something to hold y’all over till then! For now, have some boyes being dumbasses and one of em doing a nom. More to come hopefully and sorry for disappearing! I’m still here I swear!

This was also a bit of a Colab with @thefanciestborrower so have the beautiful arts by them for the story!! (which will be under the cut)

As always, Vore under the cut :)

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Air rushed in and out, burning the dry surface of his throat as his legs pumped underneath him to propel his small form across the blazing rooftop. Fuck. Nonono. This- this was bad. Bad bad bad. This was NOT what he intended to happen on his one trip to Manhattan. His single trip to Manhattan. Now this was happening. He skidded to a stop, turning to rush behind a crate. Dear-

-clink-

“Heheheheheh. Heya Spotty. Miss me~?”

Oh good god….

Soon the glass moved, sending him tumbling to the bottom as the world moved to drop out underneath him. Sweet mother of-! His eyes remained trained on the ground underneath him as it fell further further down through the paint stained glass of the cup. Then they snapped up. Up to stare through the cloudy walls of the stolen cup at the smug face of none other than Jack Kelly.

“Aw. Why the long face, Spot? Something wrong~?” Jack cooed, licking over his teeth as he stared down the rather scared looking Spot. Heh. Imagine that. Spot Conlon, the most feared Newsie in New York, scared of him. He grinned, dragging his tongue up the outside of the cup and drinking in the fear radiating off the tiny boy inside.

Spot gulped watching as the long wet muscle was pulled up the wall of the glass, leaving a trail of saliva in its wake. Ohhhh no. This was even worse. He scrambled to his feet against the side of the glass, trying not to show the instinctual fear in his eyes. Just as he found his balance in the slippery terrain though his world shifted again, sending him tumbling into the palm that moved to crush him in the fist of the boy he held their petty rivalry with.

“Well well well. Look what we’s got here,” Jack started, a thick drop of saliva already dripping from his lips to his chin. “A little stain thinkin’ he can get away that easily. Oh but how wrong he is~” His voice as smooth as the smirk that spreads across his face, revealing the pearly white fangs that sat in his jaws, he locked his eyes on the poor tiny.

“I’m gonna keep this brief seeing as I’s tired as all hell and in need of a nap. I, however, cannot do that with my belly as empty as it is. So, You’s is gonna help me wit’ that, and no it ain’t a choice. Now before you say anything please consider-“ Jack stopped his speaking to grin wider for a second, dragging his tongue this time straight up Spot’s front. He pulled it away, proud of the spit soaked boy in his fist. “There. Can’t argue with that can you? Nah, didn’t think so~” he said, not giving Spot time to speak.

Spot wasn’t given any time to respond at all. Not before he was thrown into Jack’s maw, his yelp cut off by the snapping of Kelly’s teeth. Trapping him in. No….nonono. He wanted to deny that this was real. Tell himself it couldn’t be right. However he knew it was true. It was all too real as he was licked over and soaked to the bone in warm, sticky, thick saliva. Gross. But that was really the least of his worries.

Especially when it all began to shift back…..

Jack’s smirk stood strong as he licked over the boy in his mouth. His fizzy root beer flavor exploded across his tongue and down his throat. Oh boy that was good. So so good. His stomach growled at him, urging him on. It wasn’t like he could say no so he closed his eyes and began to tilt his head further back back back until-

Ulp~

Down went the squirmy lump in his throat.

Spot screamed. Not a high pitch one. But one that showed his anger. His fear. Showed it all as he was sucked down into the tight pathway of Jack’s throat. And from there? It was only a minute or two before he slipped into the empty and churning room of Jack’s stomach, his arrival being met with a pleased gurgle. Oh no….

A pleased sigh sounded from Jack as he felt the small body slip into his belly, the organ giving a pleased rumble under his hand as it settled around his filling meal. His meal that began to squirm within his first minute being a meal. He lowered himself down to his makeshift bed that he slept on the nights that came after days that the sun scorched down from the sky above. His smile sat on his face still as he settled down, patting his belly and the squirmy boy inside.

“Mmm….ey. Thanks fer this, Spotty. I really….mm….needed this pick me up~” He cooed, ignoring the yelling from inside as his eyes began to droop. Sleep pulled hard at him as he found himself in a comfortable position, a comfortable temperature, full of a squirmy meal, and sleepy from staying up so late the night before. Within mere minutes he had passed out,

Leaving poor Spot all alone….

— — — — — — — — — —

“Jack? Spot?” Race called, peeking his head over the edge of the roof from the fire escape. As the sun set he swung himself onto the roof and walked over to the sleeping form laying all sprawled out on the rooftop under the sun’s merciless rays. Jack seemed just fine though. He seemed more than fine….

“Jack? Jack, what did you do?” He asked, kicking the boy’s arm. Nothing. He tried again. Nothing. He tried a third time, this time hearing Jack’s stomach give a little gurgle as the boy tried to snuggle back down. Now his little tummy was obvious. His stomach was so….full- oh god.

“Really? Really Jack??” He asked, narrowing his eyes at the sleeping boy. “You just had to go and eat Spot?”

Nothing.

“Hhhh fine. Be like that.” Race turned around, walking towards the fire escape. He had things to do, after all. He had to track down Davey and have a little….chat with him…..

And who knew how long that was gonna take.

[mothric]

tagged by @entrusted-with-mysteries​, thanks friend!

RULES: answer the following 22 questions and then tag however many people you’d like!

Name: Bry

Nickname: Bry

Zodiac sign: Sagittarius

Height: smol

Hogwarts house: Pottermore says Ravenclaw and I’m just fine with that, but I’ve also tested as Gryffindor and once upon a time I really wanted to be Hufflepuff so long story short is I don’t know ;-;

Last thing I googled: 'lord of the rings grimly’ (people were laughing at my spelling and it turns out I got his name wrong hhhh sorry I don’t know things)

Favorite musician(s): They Might Be Giants, Five Iron Frenzy, Caravan Palace, Bill Wurtz, Louis Cole, Lemon Demon, Tally Hall, Cosmo Sheldrake, Kings of Convenience, Pogo, NAK

Last song I listened to: Dear Evan Hansen | Waving Through a Window

Song stuck in my head right now: there isn’t one as I am currently listening to music

Followers: 1812

Following:  475 Amount of sleep: sporadic

Lucky number: I like 3, 5, and 7 

What I’m wearing: black jeans, cat astronaut shirt, long grey sweater

Dream job: cat cafe

Dream trip(s): China, Thailand, Iceland, Canada, Japan

Favorite food(s): country-fried steak; milanesa; sushi; sweet potato fries; restaurant-quality ramen; mushrooms; genuine Chinese food

Instruments: this is vaguely worded but I’m assuming it’s asking what I play? piano and baritone ukulele

Languages: English, I have studied German and Mandarin but only a little

Favorite song(s): currently whatever’s in this plalylist

Random fact: I’m a creature of habit who tends to get ‘stuck’ on things. for example, I have been wearing the same two necklaces (not at the same time) every day for an entire semester and I have been drinking iced tea at almost every meal for a least a month

Aesthetic: I have an aesthetic tag specifically for this 

tagging: @igetanxiousoverusernames @extraordinary-arbiter-bluebird @elucubrare @manda-kat @bee-friend (only if you want to!)

[jannahjackson]

*After Thor & Before Avengers Story* ☆Chapter 1☆ "I could have done it, Father. I could have done it. For you. For all of us!" Loki cried. "No Loki." was the reply he got from Odin. Loki immediately shut his mouth. It dawn to him that there is no point anymore. It is useless. Shattered and heartbroken, Loki knew there was no point in staying and holding on so he let himself fall into the wormhole. He is so full of sadness and grief that he could not even hear Thor screamed his name. Loki just stared at Odin while falling all the while realisilng that Odin showed no compassion. Not a scream. Not a movement. No action at all. No thoughts about saving him. Odin remained still and expressionless. 'Then it's true. He does'nt care about me at all.' thought Loki. Loki is pulled all the way into the wormhole. He saw it closing above him and Loki close his eyes in relief. He kept on falling and falling. He does not care where he is going as long as it is anywhere but Asgard. He was prepared to die or be lost in space alone in his miserable life for eternity. Loki is still dwelling in his thoughts when he unexpectedly crash landed hard which force him out of his despair state. "Owww. Uggh hhhh.. wha what where am I? " Loki groggily said as he slowly sit up trying to take in his surroundings. It was all dark menancing looking rocks. "This is definitely not Valhalla."Loki said to himself. "You've come a long way from home Jotunheimian." a deep mysterious villainous voice said. Loki was startled and he quickly turned around. No one was there. "Who..who are you?" Loki asked. "Your ally. If you would regard me so. I sense that you arrived here after a great struggle. You need time to sort things out. I can help you. I can help you discover your true potential" the voice replied. "If I refuse?" Loki questioned still looking around. The voice seem to come from everywhere yet nowhere at the same time. "Good luck having a life alone for all eternity with no love from anyone. As far as everyone thinks, you are already dead." the voice coolly replied. "They are already dead to me. What difference does it make? Besides there is someone who can see where I am now. He guards my realm. As much as I hate to return, I can always go back home." Loki replied sarcastically. "Your Heimdall may have great power but this is beyond him. He cannot see you now while your here in my realm. You also found ways to conceal yourself from him many a times already. Your secret exits don't work from here in case you have plans escaping. I control all here" said the voice. "I have magic. I can always outdo you." Loki shot back. "You tresspass into my home and now you plan to overthrow me? Such intense indeed. You could be useful afterall."the voice said considering. "What do you want from me?" Loki asked. "What I said before. Your ally. I see you are deeply hurt, sad, grief and confuse. You always yearn for approval but is never granted. A second class in the eyes of your Father. Overshadowed by your Brother. A mischievious boy to all. " the voice said. "Enough!!" Loki yelled pain and anger building in his heart. "Silence Asgardian." "Do not refer me as that. I do not wish to associate myself with them...with him anymore." Loki gritted his teeth. "Very well then Jotunheimian. I see you have a lot to offer. I can help you reach your fullest potential and see much more. More than anyone has ever known. Come now, one of my Men will guide you. Your training starts now." Loki took a deep breath in. He hated being control but what he hated most now was Odin. The lies and betrayel. All his life he tried to please the man. What he got in return.... Loki shurgged it off. He will now focus on ahead. At least here is someone who values him. Who believes he is worth a chance. Now Loki can prove to Odin that he is indeed worthwhile even more than his own son, Thor. Loki heard footsteps amd glanced up to see a hooded creature staring at him. "Follow me God of Mischief, Lies and Trickery. Master of Illusions and Magic." it said creepily. Loki smiled. At least here, he is appreciated. ☆Chapter 2☆ "Show me what you can do." the creepy hooded guy said. Loki began to create multiple illusions of himself. Loki also created other forms of illusions. He even showed other forms of magic he could do. Even though they were impressive, the hooded guy remained unmoved. "Your illusions need work. We need to make them more solid and real. We will work on them. I will teach you other spells and enchantments to boost your skills. We will work on your combat training too. Asgard trained you well but we are better." the Hooded guy said. Loki rolled his eyes. It still stings to hear Asgard but at least here he is learning much more things. Hours turn into days. Days turned into months. Months turn into years. Loki excell in his trainings even though it was never easy. He mastered in the Art of Dark Magic and Spells. His powers grew stronger. He learnt to harness energies and power sources. He visited worlds he never knew about for his trainings. One of them was The Dark World. Loki saw Malekith and his minions in their cacoons and told by the Master that they will rise soon. Loki was trained how to defeat them and use their weapons. Aside from that, Loki now knew how to deceive people better. His mind became more cunning and deceiving. He also finally knew how to combat better. He even drank the potion of death to ensure he won't be affected by it. What is better is that he receive war and battle training. He had learnt of his Master's plan and was extremely interested in it. The Master had explained it to him. He wishes to gather all 6 Infinity Stones so he can be powerful enough to wage his dream for Infinity War on all Worlds. To emerge victorious as ruler of them all. Loki will be hugely rewarded and will get to rule Asgard as its legitimate ruler. Out of those 6, 2 of them are the Tessaract and the Ether. The Master said one of them is close to being discovered. Loki never wanted the throne. He only merely wanted to be his brother's equal. He was never power hungry. He only wanted fairness and approval. However, knowing he was lied to and denied of his actual birthright made him extremely piss off thus his sights were the throne as payback to Odin and to prove to Thor that he is just as good or even better. ☆Chapter 3☆ "Jotunheimian. Before we send you on the mission we have in mind, we would like to show you something." the Master's voice said. "Yes Master?" Loki asked puzzled. "Follow the light. It will guide you and it will answer questions that still remain in your mind." the Master monotoneously said. Loki was pulled into the light. What he saw next changed his life drastically. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "Waaaaa waaaahhh waaahhh" the sound of a baby crying. "Sssshhh. Hush now my Baby. Be still now don't cry. Sleep while dream of good dreams. I'm sorry my son I have nothing left to give but there's a chance that you may live. I pray we meet again. I love you my Son." the Woman sang to her son softly before kissing him as she put him in a basket. The baby slept. Laufey staggered into the room. " My Dear, they are coming! You need to leave now. You need to escape Now!" Laufey cried. He was severely injured. Crash and running sounds are heard from a distance. " No!" "Leave it!! You are worth much more!" "He's our Son, Laufey! He is sick. I would never abandon him!" "He is deformed! He's never going to make it. Abandon it!" "I know you don't care for our son Laufey but I do." "I ..I ..a deformed son. I love our son but I cannot accept a deformed son. We would be the laughing stock." "Tell me Laufey. Why are they attacking us? What did we ever do? We did nothing wrong. We just need a new place to live. The Women are dying. Our place is dying." "I'm Sorry, my Dear" Laufey said. The main place door to the throne room was busted open. Odin stormed in. Laufey looked at his wife with tears in his eyes. She held his face with her hands. "I have to go. Stay safe. If I die, we will still be together." "I love you Laufey."she said and kissed him. "You are my strength. I love you more Leandra." Laufey went to the nursery front door leading to the throne room to face Odin. "Allfather. This has gone far enough." "Not until you learn your lesson Laufey." Odin cried before advancing towards him. They fought. Laufey was about to lose. Odin would kill him. Leandra saw this from the nursery room. So she did the only thing she could do. She run throw herself to shield her husband as Odin gave the death blow. The beam from the scepter hit her heart. "Aaaahhhhh!!!" "Leandra!!!!" Laufey yelled in suprise and hurt. He tried his best to get towards her but was stop by Odin. "Laufey" Leandra said softly before she gave her last breath. "Nooo." Laufey said before glancing up at Odin with eyes of intense hatred. Odin had his sceptre to Laufey's heart. Laufey struggled to move. "Waahh waahh" cried the baby. Odin glanced towards the sound and followed it. "NOOOOOO!!!" Laufey yelled. Odin came out with Laufey's baby in his arms. "Consider this an act of diplomacy. This child shall remain with me where he shall learn to be good and not get corrupted by you. Farewell Laufey." Odin turned and left. Laufey was left to struggle with his wounds alone long before help came. All this while he lay with his decease wife, crying. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Teaes form in Loki's eyes as he watched this. It's been long time since he cried. The likes of his birth mother were exactly the same with Frigga. Loki would not admit but he missed her greatly. He instantly regretted killing Laufey. He's hatred for Odin reached the maximum level. Loki then said "Let me see her." Loki was brought to Jotunheim Cemetery. He knelt his his mother's grave and stayed that way for a while fighting back tears. He magically conjured up a red rose and place it on her grave. "Let go home" Loki struggled hard to say. Odin had to pay. ☆Chapter 4☆ One day, Loki was still in training when his Master said "Jotunheimian, one of the stones is on earth and has recently resurface. Go now to observe and when the time is right, strike." "Yes Master" Loki smile deviously, his face bruised and battered. His voice deeper and meaner and his hair was wild. He had changed alot throughout his time there. One, his hair had grown longer something he would not dare do on Asgard. At Asgard, he is suppose to follow the rules and be obediant. The life of a prince especially under the shade of his brother's greatness. But now, he had become more rugged and strong. He had visited worlds that he never knew before, for his trainings. He learnt to adapt in dangerous situations and to think on his feet. Loki felt free. Free from his brother, Thor. Free from needing the approval from Odin. Free from his ownself. He felt independent and completely different person. He especially felt more evil. Loki teletransported his illusion onto Earth down into the the depths of the secured Headquarters of S.H.E.I.L.D. where he felt the strong power of the Tessaract. Being a Frost Giant has its perks. Since the Tessaract was Frost Giant's property that was lost in the last Great War, Loki was able to detect it with ease. "Power Doctor. Maybe unlimited Power." Director Nick Fury said. Loki appeared in the glass surface smiling. "While that's worth a look" he whispered to entrance the Scientist nearby. "Well that's worth a look" the Scientist repeated to Nick Fury. Loki smirked. The Scientist and Nick Fury shook hands and left. Loki followed them to the place where they kept the Tessaract. Lots of Scientists around. Some were trying to study the Tessaract but fail since the it was very reactive. Loki laughed. 'Foolish mortals. You will never be able to learn, understand nor harness that amount of Power' Loki thought to himself. Lokie then transported back and reported it. "You have done well, my Prodigy. Go now. Rest. I'll have word with your mentor. I'll summon you soon. The time has come. Be prepared, my Prodigy." the Master's voice said. "Very well Master." Loki said. ☆Chapter 5☆ "The Tessaract has awaken. It is on a little world. A human world. They would will its power but our ally knows its workings as they never will. He is ready to lead. And our Force, our Chitauri will follow. The world his. The universe yours. And the humans, what can they do but burn." Loki was handed the scepter by his Mentor and was made to run through the plan. Loki smiled. It was his moment to shine. He used his powers to connect to the Tessaract in order to create a portal. When he felt the connection and see the opening of the portal from his end, Loki step through it. Loki is ready to take on the world and nothing can stop him.

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Alexander  pt.5 [BTS Jungkook ] (M)

jungkook x reader (y/N)

bts members

Genre : angst/smut/fluff

Mature contents: this is not a fairy tale leave if you don’t like it,

Summary: he gave me fire and i need to find him ;with him i saw stars ,i wasn’t scared i felt safe.. i liked his kisses and i wish we meet again …

part 1 2 3 4

MASTERLIST

note i’m not a therapist or a doctor i tried to match this few real information with the plot so please don’t judge me this is a link to know more about woman orgasm and sex therapy 

https://www.sharecare.com/health/sex-orgasm/how-sex-therapy-orgasm-problems

your dear home was busy and crowded  and how not when it’s taehyung engagement you were here finally after a busy week to see your beloved oppa finally engaged 

jungkook and his elder brother got an invitation from Kim taehyung but as jungkook’s brother was out in a work trip it seemed like jungkook will be the one who will be there 

his mother just came to korea from her last visit to her Deutsche family and it was really a dream come true seeing her son deciding to stay in Korea for three months , 

jungkook was never some one who liked to stay there as he lived in Japan and Germany it didn’t bother him not being around his family , also he didn’t got friends 

Min yoongi was his korean friend and both now could never remember how they got that close maybe because Yoongi was someone who treated jungkook like a brother , helping him out so he could be successful in his work  advising and guiding him 

yoongi was there for him since years jungkook could never forget how much yoongi took care of him secretly every time he fucked up something ,for some one meeting yoongi for first time he could look like a cold bastard and maybe that’s why jungkook liked him he was a real brother who know his ups and downs his big crush on a girl since a year 

it was finally Saturday , you stood maybe for a whole hour looking at your wardrobe and you didn’t understand why it looks strange , you hate being confused when it comes to dresses 

you got a lot of dresses from different designers as gifts and all looked extremely amazing and could hit the goal of being such an elegant and sexy pretty girl in this occasion 

your eyes fell on a black dress and  you took it out it seemed really great , the sweetheart top was what you liked the most it was simple but sexy 

you were done choosing your dress and heels so you just went to your mom’s room to check her ,you didn’t even feel the time of notice that Albert was calling you for so many times 

“shit Albert hung up for the sixth time the lecture will start soon and of course you weren’t there yet like always 

“Doctor Albert ?” 

the man turned around so he could meet who was calling for him and from his appearance he looked a young rich heir 

“yes it’s me “ 

jungkook smirk appeared “i got some information about today lecture if i’m not confusing things this lecture is about sex therapy 

Albert grinned “yeah it’s for women who had a trouble or problems reaching orgasms , if i’m not wrong do you have some one that you need to help ?

“what do you mean “jungkook asked frowning

“you; as a young man being here means you are interested to someone who had some troubles

“fine; maybe your guess work is fine ! 

“see you after the lecture jungkook entered the room  , well it was an amphitheater so he chose a corner where he could understand what was going on , he wanted to know  

it seemed like the therapist was popular or maybe there are a lot of patients from centers or whatever because the place was crowded ,jungkook spotted Albert sitting with some other people and he could guess they were doctors 

he grinned it wasn’t difficult knowing him after checking his picture in your phone 

the lecture started and as Albert said it was a therapy for women with some problems of having a good sex life but what made jungkook confused it seemed like the women were in their forties and more , some of them talked and shared her story ,they kept asking question about the causes of inability to reach orgasms , the difference they felt with different partners 

for a young man like him he couldn’t ignore how sorry he was for some people to get this kind of problems it must be difficult to have sex without releasing all the tension he learnt a lot but still couldn’t get what kind of problems you maybe have 

the therapist took some time showing videos and others consults opinions and finally Albert left his sit and came to the stage it seemed like this part was his now 

jungkook looked up 

“well i’m happy we were able to organize this meeting today i almost know you all and as we told you today is just an add i know a lot of you stopped taking their medicines ;stopping go to  their therapist or even their psychologist but i’m happy today i was able to invite the amount of women who had this problems 

you all need to know you’re not alone ,and it’s just something you can pass if you believed that you can 

just talk ;spell out what you have on your chest , talk to your partner to your husband and even to your friends try to find where it doesn’t work so we together could work it 

i fell an honor that i saw a lot of my patients went over it and break the walls and i just wished my satisfaction completed but unfortunately not yet , i know it’s hard when you lose hope and i know it’s harder when you don’t find a result but just try again 

me my self even i achieved a lot i’m still trying i still have a patient who never want to obey the rules and it’s not easy when you have this kind of problems when you’re 22 years old 

jungkook eyes grew in chock 

“how could a young girl have this problems “ the ladies were suddenly reacting 

“ when you’ve never had an orgasm,  me as a therapist explore issues in your past such as sexual abuse or negative messages and attitudes about sex or masturbation. i will also encourage you to become more familiar with your body and accept your past so what i wanted to explain is it’s not related to your age even pretty and young woman could have this problems as the chemical reaction in their mind isn’t working correctly    

“sexual abuse …dark past ..negative jungkook hands dropped on the desk his lips parted hearing what was ALBERT expressing if he got it right he was talking about you and now you’re not here because you’re not able to accept this problems!!! 

jungkook brushed his head how the hell did you reach a climax that night in the club he was the one who saw that ! it was confused and he needed to know the truth 

jungkook left the lecture minutes after he didn’t know how he reached his dorm and his room , he didn’t even know how could he just sleep all that hours after his bad day until yoongi broke into his room 

“dude are still sleeping get your ass out we need to reach the engagement party in an hour 

jungkook sat on his bed trying to register yoongi words he cursed thinking about you being there he wanted to took you into his arms 

fuck !!

-

“she is really pretty “ See Na let out sipping her drink while talking to Haneul and two other girls , Haneul bit her lips looking at you from her place she couldn’t forget that day any way it was a huge mistake and if not her parents brought her by force she will never show up 

“yeah she‘s been always “ she responded her friends turning to look to other parts 

the hall was crowded and any coming one would easily guess kim taehyung was a sweetheart ,he and his pretty fiancé were there too greeting their guests 

Min young was wearing a pretty beige dress she was gorgeous and taehyung looked happy 

“look at him oppa , i think you need a girl too you sweetly teased Namjoon who was walking with you in between the crowd he was wearing a blue tuxedo and you have to admit that he was hot and sexy but he was a little bit cold around girls and maybe your grandpa was the blamed one as Namjoon joined the group since he was 20 

“good evening” you turned hearing jimin cute tone feeling that your mood lightened up all of sudden as you saw him in front of your eyes 

you look pretty y/N he said kissing your hand “

“well, i ‘ve been always 

“can’t you live like a bashful girl !!” jimin punched your cheeks and you giggled 

“well you know me ! emm tell me did you see tae oppa!

“how can’t i when i’m here to finally see him and Minyoung ssi engaged 

“great “

c’mon let’s bring something to drink jimin suggested and you excused your self from Namjoon as he went to greet some elders 

“so why were avoiding me in the dorm ! something happened “jimin sudden question made the memories came again you acted cool grinning sweetly 

“i’m sorry if this is what it looked like but i didn’t you already know me “

“yeah it’s just i wanted to help and i thought that you were pissed off because me asking kook to switch 

“no but it would be better if you asked me first,actually we both may hurt Haneul by this so please keep your teammate  i know right how to play with jungkook 

“fine “

“i think she and See Na are here too “

“go greet them if you want i will check Namjoon oppa you know i’m his date tonight 

“hhhh great 

“oppa you called you brother when you saw him grabbing a champagne glass again 

“are you done with your sweet friend 

you chuckled “sorry 

let’s have a dance he invited you and you rested your hands on his chest enjoying his warmness you parents too were dancing and of course taehyung was the one who asked for to join too you all were laughing as the sweet couple were making a romantic atmosphere 

“y/N ah look at that girl in the corner , she is one my friends in golf club 

“she looks pretty you said noticing how much your brother looked fascinated by her 

“oppa go and greet her and why not ask her for a dance you released him “fighting! you hissed in his ear pushing him secretly so he will take a chance and he did stepped to where she was 

“you look gorgeous ! “ 

you gulped feeling a vibration in your body as you heard the voice turning around you met jungkook eyes from your place your eyes fell on yoongi talking to the fiances and it seemed like he came with jungkook 

“thank you you look handsome too 

and god he was!! jungkook was wearing all black his satin shirt and velvet tuxedo every thing about him made you nervous 

“can i ask you to dance with me? he asked and you magically gave him your hand 

“how do you come here ?”

“i have a car and believe me it’s not the only one 

you pouted as he was smirking 

“i got to know your brother in old days and he invited me , well he didn’t inform me you are his sister before 

“you know tae oppa you looked fascinated not because of their meeting actually jungkook was freaking handsome and that fact shook your heart you gulped trying to be realistic ,you promised your self not to have any kind of relations but love so you need to control your self 

you smoothly danced following his steps his hands on your bare back burned your skin for sure tomorrow you will find his fingers marks in there 

“i love how we understand each other he whispered in your ear you were sure a lot of eyes were on you so you kept calm trying to digest his way to flirt with you 

you sighed resting your chin in his shoulder  when you noticed Jimin was also dancing your smile grew when you saw the girl face 

“why are you giggling”? jungkook asked as he noticed that

and you slightly turned so he could look “i hope they hook up soon 

“so aren’t you in love with him ! 

“jimin oppa??  god  no ! he is a dear friend 

jungkook chuckled cutely and you kept dancing together until taehyung came near you 

“can i dance with my sister jungkookie “

“sure huyng 

you looked astonished at how close they look 

taehuyng finally exchanged rings with Min young they were in the middle and you were holding the platinum sea shell it was a a gift from your grandpa for the bride even the rose petals were made from gem and jewels 

the cheers and claps were echoing and you felt happy 

“they look great together!” jungkook who stepped near to you said you didn’t know since when he was standing by your side but you gulped nervously 

“yeah relation ships can succeed when you find the right partner 

“do you believe in love his sudden question made you turn a little bit to look at him 

“ i think all of us should, don’t we?

jungkook looked deeply to you he didn’t answer he seemed a man who have no feelings or emotions just sarcasm running through his veins … and since the engagement party both didn’t met for days ..

-

“i’m sorry Albert you know i was busy the previous day i know it will be rude sending you just a text so i preferred to come visit you 

“i tried to help you i want you to stop struggle alone but i don’t get why so stubborn 

“i think i’m hallucinating you finally let out , i think my big obsession about Alexander is attacking my brain cells 

“how tell me ?

“lately i got to know a guy .. and i ; i don’t know how to say this but he looks like him he had the same scent and the same voice tone when he whispers

you bit your lips looking to the ceiling the dim light in the cabinet was really relaxing 

“i think it’s not hallucination y/N it’s just you’re getting over him 

“how am i getting over him when i feel i’m talking to him every time to the guy i told you about 

“it’s been a year you didn’t meet Alex and you never feel this with others men so either you like him or 

“or 

he’s Alexander !

“it’s impossible you responded him firmly as you tried to think of that possibility 

“i can’t know i’m not sure actually and that what drove me insane but i’m sure if he was Alex and he got to recognize me i’m sure he will do something 

“tell me about this guy more

you looked to your therapist eyes he never ask about your partners 

“he is really handsome and hot like any girl could drool to have a night in his arms 

he is tall and had dark brown eyes he is cool and cold and he smelled like Alexander !! you see ! i can’t be over him every thing look he fucked my mind and i hate it i feel attached to him for god sake 

“calm down please shall we stop today 

you felt dizzy and all your body went numb the need to cry hit you and you just felt uneasy and you sobbed 

Albert didn’t let you go home before you were ok you barely convinced him that you were ok and drove to the dorm 

-

you totally forgot about Yoongi organizing a dinner meeting outside that night so you just came in the dorm was quiet and you could guess all of them were out having drinks and talks 

“where have you been? jungkook came closer to your door when you were about to enter the room 

your hand fell from the knob and trying to grin and end this conversation 

“do you need something before i go to sleep you asked 

“we were supposed to go to the center today to talk with some responsible and the director 

“i’m sorry i forgot  you felt guilty actually as you were busy about your self and you own problems and you forgot about your project 

“let’s talk jungkook gently grabbed your arm “

“i’m tired i’m sorry jungkook let’s talk later 

you came in and took your shower and finally put on an over-sized shirt 

it was hell and you know it, this feeling coming again wasn’t good you were scared of going back to past you hated those days you were laying with unknown men not able to remember how the hell you were there 

you laid down under your blanket hugging your pillow tears were soaking it and you couldn’t stop 

jungkook slowly made his way to your room as yoongi and the others were out and it seemed like they were enjoyed their time

“y/Nah he whispered sitting in the other side of your bed you chocked in your tears and fortunately you were covering your face 

wiping the tears and took a long breath you turned to meet his worried eyes”what are you doing here ??”

“i want to know why are you crying he let out looking at your puffy eyes 

“look at you how much did you just cry fool 

“please go out i’m ok you harshly said sitting in your bed 

you hated that he was the one making you confused and he was there 

“i’m not going out until i know why are you crying jungkook was feeling worry he was scared that you were suffering alone

you sighed as you couldn’t find a proper lie to tell him so he will go out 

“i’m tired that’s all please jungkook you said half whispering closing your eyes when you felt a slight pick in your cheek your eyes widely opened when you met jungkook eager look before he captured your lips 

your world fell and you felt it was building again but with a beautiful pink colors jungkook was smooching your lips just like Alexander did 

you felt wet every time he nibble in your lower lip you couldn’t stop he didn’t stop he managed to lighten your mood and you managed to feel aroused 

his hands ran to your arms and he hugged you closer you wanted more so you just wrapped his neck both trying to catch a breath jungkook nose was brushing yours and your eyes locked 

“ you want more “he hissed massaging your back 

you bit your lips for few seconds before sitting in his lap jungkook grabbed your hips and dag you in the mattress 

jungkook gently kissed your lips and your ear plenting butterfliy kiss in your neck and collarbone you moaned feeling the hit in your core growing more

 “stop! your breath hitched and the fear was dominating you 

“please you begged him and he looked up and hovered around you 

“i’m sorry he showed and implant a warm long kiss in your fore head 

“don’t feel scared of me 

“i’m  not scared of you jungkook but i can’t tell you please understand me 

“if it’s something about your body i will be here to help you out i’m ready to fight with you  

you didn’t believe what you just heard and before you even could replay jungkook was leaving the bed 

“stay “

you immediately regret what you asked as he looked at you his look stabbed your soul “ i mean well you’re warm i mean your body is 

he chuckled 

“fine i’m staying here with you 

jungkook pulled you closer and you just felt safe ,you slept immediately in his arms 

and he followed you to sleep hoping one day you will open up to him