#sorry about the long post i didnt want any of these to be overlooked bc they were hidden by a cut

[stinkrascal]

I think no one likes my tav :( I love that simblrs began to share other games like bg3! And the small amount that does it sticks together! They reblog each other's bg3 posts, do art for them, put cute tags to support each other, so nice to see!! I really want to be part of that, but no one seems to actually like the bg3 stuff I post🥹 do you have any advice for me?

hi anon, i'm sorry you're feeling this way :( to be honest i don't really know what could be causing ppl to overlook your posts. idk what advice i could give you bc some of my bg3 posts do really really well, and some of them get like maybe 5 notes depending on what time and what day i post 🙈 but please dm me if you like i'd love to follow u if i don't already!! i love rbing bg3 posts on my blog i'd love to rb your posts too! i want everyone to feel included in this community you know ;-; even if you don't feel like your posts get enough attention i promise that isn't an indication of you not being wanted in this community!! it just means you haven't found your audience yet, and that's totally ok. it took me many years of posting consistently on simblr before i found ppl who were interested in my silly video game screenshots and tbh i feel major imposter syndrome for even saying that like jade stfu what do u mean ppl care about your screenshots no they dont😭 so like idk. for me when i get really worked up about feeling like nobody cares about what i post i just try to like......... make a circle of a few mutuals whose opinions i really cherish and every time they interact with my posts in any capacity, liking, commenting, reblogging, etc, i consider that post a win lol. be like "oh well my circle of elite mutuals all liked this post that means this post is pretty cool isnt it!!" lol that sounds silly but it helped a lot for me, bc i was really prone to getting myself in these cycles where i felt like if my posts didnt hit a certain note count that means i suck and nobody likes my stuff and thats a sucky way to feel you know!! and like i don't really know how i can optimze your note count for you, idek how i optimize my own, at this point ive given up on that endeavor bc it just puts too much weird pressure on myself to live up to an arbitrary and unreachable standard. but i think trying 2 reframe the way you think about this situation is just as helpful, it was really helpful for me at least. obv i think tumblr is a place where our posts SHOULD be shared ie reblogging stuff!! and i always always always encourage people to reblog posts bc thats how our community grows and flourishes, thats literally how tumblr has to function to survive so DO IT!! but also with all that being said, it will be better for u in the long run if you don't put a lot of pressure on yourself to hit a certain note count to be a valid participant in this community, instead make it about the love of sharing your creations online, and being content w the fact that your creations are still cool even if it didn't hit a certain level of engagement u desired!! and you know what, when you start loving and passionately posting about your creations, ppl pick up on that excitement. they get excited too!! and then before you know it you do have a community of support! so please dont unduly stress yourself my friend. does this make any sense. idk. YOU GOT THIS ANON I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!!

[wild-oats-and-cornflowers]

today I am going to share my favorite Les Mis fics with the class

All are set in canon era unless otherwise specified. Not presented in any specific order.

Mysterious Tongues by kvikindi. Rating: M. archive warning: None apply.

This is the fic that singlehandedly made Combeferre/Prouvaire my Les Mis OTP. First you get to know them and their initial friendship, then you see them get together; sounds simple, but it's put together in a complex and deeply satisfying way. The characterization is so damn vibrant and and the prose is simply masterful. It comes across as a very intellectual fic, for lack of better adjective; you can't rush through it, you have to go slowly and thoroughly so as to pick up on every nuance and absorb every detail. But you like doing that, because it's the fic equivalent of a gourmet dinner. Has a one-shot sequel, All Seasons Shall be Sweet To Thee.

A Passion for the Absolute by AMarguerite. Rating: T. Archive warning: Contains depictions of violence.

I won't lie to you folks, this is a LONG fic, but every bit of it is important to the story and worth reading. This is a slow-burn Enjolras/Courfeyrac fic, and is the only fic to ever make me ship it, which I usually do not do at all. It deals carefully and period-accurately with cultural prejudices, as well as character development and interpersonal matters both between the primary pairing and the other characters. Everyone who shows up in this fic is fleshed out and fully realized, as is the historical setting in general, and the slow-burn is just fabulous (and agonizing.)

I Have Come to Sleep with You and its sequel Je Me Souviendrai by eirenical. Rating: T (both.) Archive warning: Major character death (the first), depictions of violence (the second is tagged as such, but the first also depicts aftermath of violence.)

It's hard to explain this pair of fics without giving spoilers, and I don't want to spoil it, because the most effective way to experience the complete narrative is a) not to know how the first fic ends and then b) to go into the second fic not knowing how it continues from the first. What I will say is that Feuilly and Courfeyrac are the major characters involved, and it's an AU of the aftermath of the barricades, and platonic love is a major aspect of the story here, although there is another very, very significant angle to the story that I refuse to spoil. I'll also say that this two-part story is of the most fascinating and heart-ruining fics I've ever read.

The Fakest Fake-Dating AU, a series comprised of a 4 chapter "main" fic and a one-shot sequel/companion fic, by Elenchus. Rating: G. archive warning: None apply.

This is possibly the funniest Les Mis fic I've ever read. It's a "loosely canon-era" fake-dating AU, wherein Bahorel and Grantaire come up with an outrageous plan to help Marius secure his grandfather's permission to marry Cosette. Cousin Theodule also makes a few appearances. It's chaotic and ridiculous and surprisingly in-character and the prose is delightful. I won't explain the exact details of the aforementioned outrageous plan (though the title may give some hints!) but it's a fic that has to be experienced to be appreciated; descriptions don't do it justice.

But Better is Beer if Drink We Lack by Dinglechen. Rating: G. Archive warnings: None apply.

A LOTR-crossover fic wherein Les Amis, post-barricade, find themselves in Hobbiton rather than in whatever afterlife they might have been expecting. No major LOTR characters appear; I'm not sure what Middle Earth era this is set in, though I would guess it's probably set at some point post-ROTK. The fic is told from Bahorel's POV, and it's just a simple vignette of them adjusting to life among the hobbits, learning the language and culture etc., but so unbelievably cute I want to make everyone read it.

And last: A very special fic, Blood and Wine are Red by chasingtides. Rating: T. Archive warnings: None apply.

This is one hell of a longfic, folks. It's a 17th century England historical AU where Les Amis, led by Enjolras, have formed a commune as an offshoot of the Levellers, who were an early sort of religion-based proto-socialist movement. You don't need to be super up on all the historical background to read the fic; things are explained pretty well therein. Among other things, it's an ExR fic, but not of a sort that I have ever seen before; I won't give details, as part of the interest of this particular depiction is watching it develop. The primary POV character is Grantaire, who comes into the commune as a sort of new recruit who doesn't buy the commune's beliefs and who struggles with mental health issues that are dealt with really well. This is essentially a full-on AU novel that takes on period social issues, mental health issues, and religious matters, and a fairly obscure historical background and does it very, very well. It made me believe that these were actual alternate-setting versions of the Les Mis characters, who had developed to be the way that they're depicted due to differences in their lived experiences, rather than mostly-OCs with the same names.

[langst-wins]

the last thing i'm gonna say about voltron, unintentional queerbaiting, and major s8 plotholes, and then imma shut up and let y'all be free from my long bitch ass s8 posts so we can get back to regularly scheduled klance fanfics & fanarts

yes, they queerbaited us with shiro as rep. not in the sense that he wasn't queer but in the sense that they hyped us up for his relationship with adam, made us think we were gonna see an adashi reunion, and we ended up getting like 90 seconds top of LGBT content over the entire series.

no, I highly doubt they did it intentionally. yes, they did admit they fucked up and apologized several times. yes, I appreciate the apology and I understand that they're human beings and people make mistakes and overlook things sometimes. like they said, they never meant to make anyone feel baited. they really thought they were going to get a good response. lauren called voltron a "learning experience" in the open letter to the fandom after s7. I think she meant learning experience in general ofc but I think she also meant they've learned how to and how not to do LGBT rep in a show.

but I will absolutely be taking any promises of LGBT rep from lm and jds with a grain of salt. i will absolutely be watching their future works from afar and not getting myself too invested until the series ends and I can watch it as a whole while knowing what to expect.

I dont think they MEANT harm but y'all...they fucked up. they know it, and they apologized. it shows maturity that they apologized in that open letter after s7 and at the final nycc panel, and again, I appreciate that.

but I would rather they have not said anything about LGBT rep, ever, and just let gay shiro be a nice surprise. then, the minimal rep we received would have been wonderful and a nice warm surprise instead of a huge disappointment. it was only a disappointment because it didn't live up to the hype they made for it. and I know the hype was partially due to marketing they had no control over, but it was absolutely partially them, too.

they didn't promise LGBT content in LoK and canon korrassami ended up being a nice surprise even though it was minimal. that was how they SHOULD have done shiro's sexuality if they knew it was going to be a small thing. I would rather they have kept their lips zipped about LGBT, not announced gay shiro ahead of time, and just it be what it was when seasons 7 and 8 came out.

again, I dont think the bait was intentional, but it was bait all the same.

you are not crazy or too sensitive if your feelings are hurt/you feel baited by this show. you are not a shitty person if you just dont trust them right now. dont let people tell you otherwise. it's okay to take a step back from their work and wait to see how their next show plays out before you get involved.

i really do love voltron, even though s8 was confusing af, seasons 1-7 were LIT. I enjoy bits and pieces of s8 but mostly it was a let down. not only because of rep, just because a lot of things didn't make sense to me and a lot of the problem solving just felt way too convenient.

like I feel like every conflict in the plot was resolved way too easily and/or in ways that didnt make sense. and I feel like most of the characters' futures in the credits didnt really match up to those characters personalities. specifically lance, hunk, and keith.

lance staying on earth with his family, spreading allura's message to carry on her legacy? makes perfect sense, valid af. lance becoming a farmer? not so much. I feel like he would have been better suited as teaching classes as a pilot instructor at the garrison or smth similar. altean lance still gave me whiplash and left me confused af but he looks so damn 👌👌👀👀🙌🙌😭 with his cute ass altean marks that I'm just gonna let that one go for the sake of aesthetic.

hunk becoming a chef? not ooc necessarily but I feel like he would have been better suited as a diplomat. y'know. ambassador to earth sort of thing.

keith aiding in recovery efforts and being a humanitarian (...alien-itarian...? idk). okay let's be real we all knew this edgy boi has a soft ass heart. I think hes just mature enough now to let his walls come down and not be afraid of caring ig. which is sweet and nice and all. but I feel like he wouldnt...JUST be doing that. like he would still want the battle and the adrenaline and the badass mf fight sequences. that's kinda his Thing.

shiro marrying a rando? I would have preferred adam to not die and them end up getting back together once shiro returned to earth. i just feel like there was no reason to kill off adam? shiro has already suffered so much, what was the point? but i'm not gonna hate on curtis bc we dont know jackshit about him and for all we know he could be a bombass dude. shiro looked happy tho and it's better than him being forever alone so I can hesitantly accept that ig. but on one condition and one condition only: their ship name must be shirts. if their ship name is not shirts then I dont want it

allura's death was pointless. i havent seen anyone disagree with this one so far. her life was full of suffering and then she died. like can we all just agree she was done dirty and it was entirely unnecessary.

dont come @ me with "you just dont like s8 bc your ship wasnt canon"

that's not it at all.

they could have made this season so amazing and still not have made klance canon. they could have left me disappointed in no klance but still happy because the finale made my heart go dynamite BOOM. I could have ended the last episode with no canon klance and still been smiling because the plot was bitchin' and the characters were all alive and happy.

but they didnt, so I wasnt. it just...wasnt a good season. it had good aspects, yes, but as a whole? meh.

season 8 was poorly handled. it really was. it had so much potential to end with EVERY character having a positive ending and still have an actual satisfying conclusion to the war. I know they wanted to show how heavy and serious and heartbreaking the war actually was, but you can make an emotional, heavy finale without killing off a main character and leaving her main character love interest lonely and grieving. like im sorry killing allura and leaving lance sad and lonely was not necessary at all to the plot it just flat out wasnt. they did those characters dirty and they did allurance shippers even dirtier.

allurancers cheered seeing their ship canon then had it ripped out from under them and my heart honestly grieves worse for my allurance and allura stan fam than my klance fam. they did y'all so wrong and i'm sorry it had to go down like that.

sheith shippers got fucked over when all that development and relationship and growth culminated into basically nothing in the final season. like as a broganes stan even i was taken aback by the sudden radio silence between them so I cant imagine how let down actual sheith shippers feel.

us adashi shippers? obvious. adam's death was not necessary. and dont tell me it was to show the heaviness and realness of death in war because vld does NOT have a track record of dead characters staying dead. they could have at least gave us some mild development with shirts (lmfao im so sorry but shirts) and let us see more of curtis as a character. like...literally just two 60 second scenes would have been nice. they could have easily fit that in.

us klancers got fucked over by unnecessary parallels to canon ships. they could have made it a cute platonic friendship in s8 and let us enjoy it and proceed to enjoy fanon klance without all those blatant parallels to shay/hunk that just left us confused. and the parallels in earlier seasons. like why did you have to make so many parallels to romantic moments and romantic tropes if it was platonic. why did you have to go and do that. what was the point.

s8 could have ended in such a way that shippers of every ship in the fandom were satisfied with the finale because their faves were treated right and the plot was fire. it had so much potential in the first half and could have been so damn good.

it wasnt though. the entire thing was so confusing and nothing about it felt like vld. It feels like a spin off or a reboot. I dont like s8 as a whole and I doubt I ever will. it might grow on me in time but I'll never fully like it, y'know. everything about it felt so tilted and off and just wrong.

but it really just be like that sometimes ig.

[movie-reviewer-perhaps]

AVENGERS: ENDGAME (MAJOR SPOILERS AHEAD)

Yes ladies and gents tonight we are reviewing the hottest ticket in town...Avengers:Endgame, ok to be fair this isn’t gonna be like my regular stuff where i talk about the nerdy things because frankly i didnt pay attention to that; however, i will be watching this a few more times and then ill be able to talk about the more technical things but today instead of a formal review you're getting a sort of my experience/ emotions about Endgame. 

FIRST THING IS FIRST, let me just say that this movie was the definition of masterful. the Russo brothers handled this so beautifully and i honestly couldn't have asked for a better conclusion to the saga. nothing felt rushed or overlooked or glossed over, all of the emotions were explored and developed so we as an audience could feel them too. i really got a lot of the emotional impact with this one that i didnt get as much during infinity war,and i gotta say endgame was pretty much perfect on surface level. it felt like an ending it felt like we were saying goodbye to an era. i have grown up with the avengers so endgame had a lot to live up to and it did that. it delivered witty humor and emotional punches and bittersweet moments and gratifying payoffs. every single thing that i couldve ever thought of...endgame delivered. it feels so strange to say goodbye to characters ive known for so long, but, as they put it, it was the most honorable goodbye ever. i went to an 11oclock showing at night so im currently writing this at like 3am so forgive me if this is a bit dramatic bc im still all up in my feels but i guess now we should start with the discussion of what actually happened. LAST CHANCE TO GO AWAY IF YOU HAVENT SEEN IT. I was really hoping my girl black widow would make it. shes been waiting in the shadows for so long but shes such a badass character that it surprises me how underrated she is. regardless, i understand why she had to die. from a character perspective, this was the end for her. this was the end of her arch, she had served her purpose. and that act of self sacrifice for family and for her partner, it was how it was supposed to end. i dont see a better way for her death to have been handled. im sad to see scarlett go from the cast but black widow got her proper goodbye and she will always hold a place in my heart. same applies to Tony, its gonna seem like im glossing it over, but Tony’s death was what it had to be. him realizing that theres more to it than being a playboy or superhero, him relizing that he is doing this for his child and for peter, him accepting that it only goes so far, it was the perfect end to his arch, and peter telling him sorry, calling him tony, and assuring him its ok was the perfect full circle moment. as for steve, even though it isnt an official death, it was a goodbye and yet again, a perfect ending to his character arc. he got what he wanted, it was bittersweet but in the end, he realized being a soldier was the life he wanted but not needed. and seeing him be with betty at last made it absolutely perfect. Banner, although not an official death, wont be joining us in any movies with at arm but mark ruffalo still has one more movie left so heres to hoping for a buddy-cop with natasha. and just like with everyone else he wrapped up very nicely and learned to embrace the hulk. now im really curious about what theyre gonna do with thor because they left him in a sort of odd position so i wonder what thats about. all of the new characters were sprinkled in nicely but this movie wasn’t about them so im not gonna talk about it too much.and as for thanos, he remains the best villain of the MCU fit for a movie event like this (eventhough he wasnt really a main villain in this move???its wierd and ill talk about it more later) one last full circle goodbye moment i wanted to mention was the last fight against thanos with all of the people from all of the movies. that really brought it over that top for me and i realized that this was truly what it was all building up to. also captain america can handle thors hammer now?? that was pretty cool and like my whole theater gasped and cheered when it happened including me, im just sad that it wont come into play anymore because his arch is over. anyway yeah i definitely cried tons at all those moments, which was what i mainly wanted to talk about and if i dont stop talking this is gonna be wayyyy to long, it kinda already is oops. 

im gonna hold off on a score till i see it a few more times but right now it stands wayyyyy high like a 9.8/10. ill be back with a technical review and ill probably make a few more posts about my favorite moments, talking more about interesting characters ect. so stay tuned. until then, i think those are my initial thoughts on endgame. 

[evilpuppyboy]

I am aware of the political theory that a major crisis makes people more fiercely defensive of their country and the people in charge but i can not see any reason that people would actually really seriously vote for trump?

If i can ennumerate a few reasons why its a bad idea for any person to support him. He is a huge asshole. He takes every opportunity to be as unlikeable as possible. He is actively transphobic and wants to pass anti trans laws as seen from the trans bathroom laws. He purposefully seperated more than 500 immigrant children ( CHILDREN. Like. Not even close to being able to take care of themselves. In most cases these kids arent going to be able to advocate for themselves because they are too young literally how did so many people overlook this um? Pls think abt the implications for like 1 second) from their parents and detained them in inhumane conditions. Has a track record of provably racist beleifs and actions. Openly discussed his collusion and bragged about corruption. Has given ice more power and in some cases, has deported actual citizens. Had complete knowledge about the pandemic and just didnt say shit as the situation gets worse and worse. Has, in the past, vocally advocated against wearing masks to protect people from uh. The virus. Which it is so easy u can just wear a mask like. Really no clue why he made that choice. Supports white supremacist militia groups (and before someone clowns and says “well he denounced them at some point” the fact that it could be questioned that he could be in support for violent hate groups really should be enough of a concern as well as the many times he has refused to do so stfu) Even if you dont givw a shit about people and u only give a shit about the economy bcs ur a fucking moron then if u ACTUALLY READ his economic policies u would realize that not only are his statements about his economic plans incongruous with the actual written policies, but also that they in no way help middle or lower class people. Literally if u are a middle or lower class pwrson and u vote for him ur playing yourself. Not only has he passed tax bills causing more heavy taxing for the middle class, it also included major tax cuts for rich people. Also he supports rolling back government regulations on like. Everything good. The anti monopoly laws have basically been functionally useless. This means big companies can continue vertical and horizontal integration to grow larger and dominate the marketplace which makes class mobility impossible (if you are not a billionare ur fucked) and the lessez faire approach (lower government regulations of economics) has been provably a fucked up idea, just look at the great depression era policies like.

Ok rant over sorry long post i figured i should use my relative knowledge of political science and basic economics to do some good. Also all this stuff is easily googleable pls no one ask for sources it is so easy to find this. Anyway. If you voted for trump ur a fucking moron who either doesnt give a shit about human rights or you have the reading comprehension of a bent spoon and do not follow me lmao

[shiny-craboo-blog]

@rockformed​ replied to your post : i keep goin away for a long time but theres a good...

what asshole?? 👀👀👀👀👀

WHOOO lemme tell you this is a long one (sorry about any spelling errors i was tryna get this done quickly)

it was actually that guy that we played overwatch with together once.

ive known him since about december, but he was saying lots of homophobic and racist shit, so i was like eh might as well try to make him a better person, but to do that, you gotta get close, and i started liking him (literally @ past me why?????)

so i flirt a little here, giggle a little there, and he falls in love with me. i liked him too, but he liked me to a point where it was obsessive. he was telling me i saved his life and that out of everyone on earth im his favorite. i come out to him as trans one day, and after a lot of thinking, he was like “okay yeah im okay with this” and i was happy

however, like i said, he was really obsessive. he wouldnt let me play games with anyone else unless he was there, and when i tried to watch a show with one of our mutual friends, he gets all upset about it.

eventally, even though he liked me, he started being a real ass. i told him that i didnt really like him anymore and that i wanted to stay friends, and he turned it into this huge fight and ended it with “Forget it... Good night.” - and he used that phrase every (and “goodbye”) every time he wanted a conversation to sound final or like he was going to die if i didnt give him all my attention right then and there.

the fighting continued for a few months, during which he called me a sociopath, narcissistic, not worthy off being called a human being, and all that typa stuff. he started feeling suicidal - even though he felt that way before i met him, he started feeling it stronger because he didnt have me constantly fawning over him to ease it out - and he straight up told me that he blamed me for his feelings.

the fights got reaaalllll bad, and eventually he had a set day and time, and every time i said i was going to call his mom about it, he got really defensive and acted like i was attacking him, saying “dont test me” and shit

he became really emotionally manipulative and just flat out malicious tbh

the day came around and i blocked him because i didnt want to hear about it, and he started yet another fight. he didnt do anything though because half an hour later he came crawling back saying that he needed someone to talk to and that he had this whole change of heart and that he realized what his friends were worth and how he acted really shitty and that he was sorry

but he didnt change his behavior at all lmao

he kept arguing with me, so i started just. not joining as much and not talking to him as often and he got really pissy, asking me if i was talking to other people and accusing me of talking with this guy who he hates (the guy he hates left to make another server with all the people this guy was an asshole to so they could have a place where he wasnt there being a dick and the guy im telling you about acts like the victim whenever he talks about it like?? literally if u were a better friend they wouldnt have felt the need to?) (and i totally was talking to the guy bc the enemy of your enemy is your friend and all that) but he was a real ass about it. 

and saturday!! this saturday!!! he was an ass the moment i joined the call so i left and he got mad saying like “you know how i get upset when you leave the call” and i was like “i just??? dont wanna be there if ur gonna be mean to me the moment i join??” and he said

THIS BITCH

said

“its a guy thing to be mean to your friends. but i guess you wouldn’t know about that ;)”

so i blocked him. he texts me saying that hes been mean because his dads been on his back about college, and i said it wasnt an excuse. a few minutes later, someone from the server messages me sayin that nick said if i dont unblock him hes gonna ban me. so i unblocked him and asked for a reason why i should stay. this bitch. this ass. says “because i thought we were friends” LIKE BIIIIIIITCH PLEAAAAAAASE YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WE AINT

anyway we fought for 3 hours and rather than giving me any good reasons to stay he called me stupid and said i misinterpreted the message like?? how else am i supposed to interpret it????????

so im staying, making him fall in love with me again, then leaving.

bonus: i made a list of the highlights of some of the shit things hes said to me

"Forget it... good night." "i used to trust everyone then the thing happened with my cousin so i stopped sharing myself or exposing myself. then i did over the years with kii then she backstabbed me. then ness and it happened again. i didnt trust anyone and still wasnt ok with sharing myself. then u stepped in and made me feel happy and wanted and like i could trust people. then you said you loved me like you did. i opened up and pursued and got lead on for 15 hours a day for a month up until i got enough courage to try to stand and speak open heartedly and with courage and the next day you lose all interest." "you know what? you obviously dont like me anymore. im over it you win. im done chasing. the goalposts always change. its over." "i cant stop chasing you. you are literally my favorite person on earth." "im doing this once a day from now on. wanna go out" "1 reason i got on ow. *1 reason i got on ow off my psych. guess it doesnt matter to you." “For the record the reason im mad all the time is because im fucking pissed at you but cant take it out for some reason.” “reason im so shit ight now is caught i thought i was at rock bottom and you took me up the mountain just to fling me off. forget it. good night." "youre still online. just gonna pretend im not here?" "hope this doesnt wake you up but sorry for being a cunt." "i still want to die haha. life sucks" "im sorry." me: you purposely did something to make me mad and then get upset when i get mad "im hald zoned in rn im getting killed by bad vibes but im not gonna make you mad ever again." "why did you fool me. i fight with you a lot now and its because of what you did to me and how ive lost my sense of self and all emotions because of you. but then i remember this is just how i usually am and being happy is what people are supposed to be like and im not so this is normal and only my fault so. i forgot where i was going with this but take care friend." "if it was the concept thing then why do i still love you." "i get upset because i have to actively avoid falling for you." "im only angry and mean to you because i dont understand my emotions." "im gonna kill myself saturday at 7:32 pm" (<<<this was two weeks ago hes fine now) "im not gonna do it i just want attention" "to keep it 100 i just said that so you wouldnt call anyone." "dont test me" "eat shit" "if youre trying to make me unfriend you its working" "actual human beings dont pull that bullshit. they suck it up and stick to their word or break the news to the other and dont drag them along." me: every humans a human regardless of whether or not they feel "theyre a human. not an actual human. theyre a human but not worthy of being called one." "in 3 months you managed to fuck with my emotions and make me want to kill myself more than kii did in 3 years." "i think this is the last conversation were gonna have. if you got anything important to say speak now or forever hold your peace. alright youre in overwatch and missed your chance." "have fun with your game hope its worth losing me over."

me: im going to call your mom and tell her right now "and say what? 'im a bad friend and now nick wont talk to me?'"

me: no. 'nicks planning on killing himself.' "and ill just say its someone im amd at trying to get revenge on me" "im not convinced that its not a whole thing made specifically to drive me to suicide." "in queue rather than fixing problems. typical. goodbye, asshole." "what if by trying to stop the outcome u saw you just pushed me away from one of the only people i trusted and now im on a path that ends in my inevitable self destruction." "no thats the depression but i am saying u took away what made me happy." "forget it, ill catch you later. apparently no goodbyes either lol." "bye oats." "the only thing you will ever love besides yourself is overwatch. bye." "are you there i just got back and i really need someone." "beause youre the middle man i guess and it was a test of allegiance i think in my mind." "idk i just feel like not many people actually like me deep down and its a shit thing of me to put that on others." "hows ness doing" "because im done walking on eggshells for you, snowflake. "its a guy thing to be a dick to your friends. guess u wouldnt understand ;)" "sorry for being a jerk. dad has been riding me all week and im mad all the time." "maybe you would get it if your dad ever punched you or woke you up by throwing shit at you." (i know for a fact his dad doesnt do this. there was a whole week where we were in a call 24/7 to see how long we could get one to last and his dad brings him dinner and plays xbox in the same room sometimes. i get that from an outside perspective this may seem mean to overlook, but if you knew this guy, you wouldnt put it past him to lie about shit like this just for attention.) "youre being such a baby over this. its not a big deal, its an argument." "considering you didnt write it id consider it awful stupid of you to think you can interpret it better than the author." "you dont know me"

[leo-asshole]

1-85!! 😜

1. Are looks important in a relationship?Yes.2. Are relationships ever worth it?Yes.3. Are you a virgin?No.4. Are you in a relationship?Yes.5. Are you in love?Yes.6. Are you single this year?No.7. Can you commit to one person?Yes.8. Describe your crushHe is tall, handsome, always knows how to cheer me up and make me laugh.9. Describe your perfect mateSense of humor, isn't afraid to be vulnerable, puts me first, and always tries to pick me up when Im down.10. Do you believe in love at first sight?Nope.11. Do you ever want to get married?Yes.12. Do you forgive betrayal?Not easily.13. Do you get jealous easily?YUP.14. Do you have a crush on anyone?Meh15. Do you have any piercings?Yes.16. Do you have any tattoos?Yes.17. Do you like kissing in public?Haven't ever kissed in public lol20. Do you shower every day?Nope.21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?I know.22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?Yes.23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?Yes.24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?Hoepfully.25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?Already am 😂26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?Yes.27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?I think so. Didn't get to read it tho.28. Have you ever been cheated on?Probably, lol I suck29. Have you ever cheated on someone?Technically?? I cheated on him with my then ex who is now my current bf.30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?Yes. My nose and downstairs.31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?Yes32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?Not sure.33. Have you ever had sex with a man?Yes 34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?Nope but Ive always wanted to 35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?Yes.36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?Yes.37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?Yup 38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?Yuuuup39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have????40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?Yes 41. Have you had sex so far this year?NOPE42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?Not sure. Haven't done that in years 43. How long was your longest relationship?Currently in it and its 7 years44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?Like 3?45. How many people did you kiss in 2012/2013?Long sad time ago but I think 246. How many times did you have sex last year?047. How old are you?2048. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?Bitch, bye.49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?He's a goofball.50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?Why is he apologizing? He didnt do anything.51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?Yup.52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?I don't really give up on people53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?😶54. Is there someone you will never forget?Yes 55. Share a relationship story.Too long to do rn im so sorry i have a short attention span and this is a lot 😂56. State 8 facts about your bodyI have scars on my face from running into a rose bush when I was young, my eyes are blue, my cup size is C or D, I'm short, my hair is naturally blonde, my feet are way too big, my thighs are thicc, and my arm is tattooed!57. Things you want to say to an exI'm sorry. 58. What are five ways to win your heart?Just honestly be nice amd honest with me59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)Refer to my selfie page lol60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?My dad is 44 years older than me61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?Eyes and hair 62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?APPRECIATE ME63. What is your definition of “having sex”?Um... Doing the WooHoo in The Sims64. What is your definition of cheating?Having something to hide and being emotionally attached to someone else65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?Idk66. What is your favourite roleplay?Ima sit on your face67. What is your idea of the perfect date?Ordering take out from a fancy restaurant and then taking it to an overlook and having a sort of picnic68. What is your sexual orientation?Nysync's Bye-Bye-Bye69. What turns you off?Grunting.. Talking to much70. What turns you on?Biting, scratching, teasing.71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?Oh god i couldnt tell ya72. What words do you like to hear during sex?I don't really like hearing stuff. I guess "fuck"? Lol73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?Take me out and buy me flowers 74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?Nice hair and you gotta be 6 foot or taller75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?I can't remember im too hungry rn76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?When I met my bf for the first time, i lined my fence with string lights and led him to a tent that had candles and a mattress inside. Needless to say we were in there for a while 🙊77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?That shoe size trick thing78. What’s your dirtiest secret?Idk79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?Like last night bc im childish80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?Like 5 minutes ago81. Who are five people you find attractive?Hayley Williams, Natalie Portman, Andy Biersack, Davey Havok, and Jensen Ackles.82. Who is the last person you hugged?My bf83. Who was your first kiss with?This kid named Chase in sixth grade, lol.84. Why did your last relationship fail?Bc I ended it85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?Literally met my bf on Xbox Live playing Halo 3 lol.JESUS I AM DRAINED THAT WAS A LOT