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wonysugar · 1 year

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keep talking | aeri uchinaga

synopsis : your best friend, aeri, was on tour with her fellow aespa members. she missed you a whole lot though, so you guys get on call and she asks you to talk about your day, to ramble, and to just keep on talking<3

pairing : idol!giselle x fem!reader

genre : best friends to fwb, phone call, smut!!

tags : phone sex, giselle is pretty subby in this, so yknow reader is kinda dommy, long distance, bffs to fwb, fingering, clit rubbing, dirty talk, you talk her through it ehehehe, aeri is still an aespa member, they’re on tour, and aeri has practice later help, what a bummer :((

warning : none just horny smut lol

word count : around 1.2k

a/n: this has been in my drafts since july,,, SO sorry,, but anyways i hope you enjoy this :] thank you

“a-s-a-p, babyy, hurry up, don’t be lazyy”

you heard the ringtone from your cellphone, immediately jumping on your bed from excitement as you quickly accepted the anticipated call, not even bothering to read the contact name. you’ve been planning to call her ever since she’s left the country, but she’s just been so endlessly busy recently, you couldn’t help but miss her.

immediately greeted by the voice of your best friend, aeri, a playful “heyyyy.” is what came out of your speaker.

“heyyyyy.” you sang back just as playfully, earning a giggle from her. “how is it in the uk? you having fun?” you ask, occupying your fingers by twirling and playing with your hair as she hummed. her and her band, aespa, were currently on tour. today, they landed in london, and were now getting ready for their concert tomorrow.

“it’s fun!! we landed only a few hours ago but i’m already loving the city so farrr. i went grocery shopping with ning earlier and, it was like.. so fun for no reason??” she told you, you could visualize her smile just from the way she spoke. “it would be so much more fun if you were here though, y/n..” she added, now probably pouting.

you chucked, “it’s okay, aeriii. it’s not like we’re completely separated, we have each other’s number. worst case scenario, we text a couple of times in a day.”

“but it’s not the sameee.” she whined, “seeing your best friend in person and seeing them through a screen is not the same thing at all.”

you tried reassuring her that the tour wasn’t gonna last that long, and that you both were gonna hang out as soon as it was over. she eventually agreed and shrugged the feeling off, asking about your day and how you’ve been.

“to be honest, it’s also been kinda lonely without you so i’ve just been at home in my freetime, sometimes going on walks. though i should say! listening to your music while i’m at work does help, like girl.. that shit gets me so hyped up like m-m-mamba-“ you rambled on and on, confident that she was listening to everything you were saying due to the responsive mhms she let out.

they progressively became less frequent, however, and then, at some point, they just completely stopped. you started worrying, wondering if the signal was gone or something..

“you there?” you ask.

“h-huh? y-yeah i’m still here.” she replied with a slightly shaky voice.

that didn’t sound very convincing.. was she feeling okay? before you could ask, a small noise escaped her lips. a noise that sounded like… a whimper. a whimper that was trying to held back.

“you know, we can call some other time if you don’t feel too well right no-“

“fuck y/n please don’t hang up… keep talking about whatever i don’t care but just.. please k-keep talking. i’m sorry, i’m listening i p-promise.” she interrupted in such a desperate voice, kinda whining in the process as she was breathing heavily into the mic.

you were dumbfounded. this was all so strange.. was she in danger or something? why would she ask you to just keep talking if she was, though? you just sat there for a moment, silent, a confused look plastered on your face.

until it clicked. oh.

oh.

the heavy panting.. the shake in her voice.. begging for you to keep talking.. the slight whimpering??? your stomach pleasantly twisted at the thought, was she actually..?

a smirk began to form.

“aeri..” you pause, contemplating actually asking the question. then,

“are you touching yourself right now?”

no response, just a desperate sigh. she was probably trying to think of an excuse. oh that poor girl. “oh my god you totally are.” you said, feeling like teasing her some more.

“i’m sorry y/n, i - fuck - i just missed you so- mmh..so much i couldn’t help it i’m sorry-.” she whined out.. you were imagining the look she had on her face right now, head probably buried in the pillow.

yet in another whiny voice, “this was a bad i-idea i have practice later and.. fuckfuckfuck-“ is what comes out of her mouth, almost inaudible due to how quiet she was being, careful as to not let the other members next door overhear.

you couldn’t lie, you weren’t expecting her to act like this. she never would say kinky shit to you directly, let alone do it in your company. you guys were close, so you talked about sexual things sometimes, but it was all in good fun. having her masturbate on a call got you unexpectedly and indescribably turned on.

“fuck practice aeri, describe what you’re doing.” you asked, getting undeniably hornier by every small noise she let out.

she exhaled, “i’m - ah - fingering m-myself..”

you slowly unbuttoned your jeans as you were listening to her response, “with how many fingers?” you add.

“t-two..” she panted yet again, your hand already getting into your panties and closer to your cunt.

“are you imagining they’re mine?” you spread apart your pussy lips, gently rubbing on your folds, feeling how wet you already were from her. you exhaled from relief.

she whimpered and squirmed at your words, knowing her, she was most definitely feeling embarrassed right now. then, she let out a needy mhm in response to your question as she was pumping her fingers in and out of herself.

“words, baby.” you added.

“fuck y/n - yes i am..” she quietly moaned out.

“good girl.” you praise, earning a cute little whimper from her. fuck, you couldn’t help it, hearing her pretty moans and knowing that she was touching herself to your voice made you lose it.

you inserted your own fingers into your aroused cunt, letting out a sigh of relief as you were finally doing something about the pool that was growing in between your legs ever since you figured out that your best friend was masturbating to your voice. holy shit, not even the greatest porno ever made could get you this aroused.

then, you heard a chuckle from the other side of the line. “d-did i get you horny?” she teased.

“no shit you did.” you shakily confessed as you could hear her quietly moan, “you sound so good.” you added.

“fuuck i wish i was there with you right now.” she confessed back, her voice obviously still very shaky.

“what would you - mmh - do if y-you were?” you wanted her to explain every little detail, to ramble on and on about what she was thinking of right now.

she slowed down on the fingering, as if it was really going to maximize her thinking, “w-well.. for starters..

i’d probably pin down you on the bed.. get on top of you and m-make out with you, slowly letting my - god - hands roam your entire body as i move my mouth further down. feeling the pressure from your knee in between my thighs..”

her voice started getting shakier while your cunt got just as wet hearing her describe the scene, god you needed to see her face, you needed to see how she was probably squirming at the sensation, how desperate she was getting just from imagining all of it. you needed to see it for yourself.

“aeri.” you shakily let out.

before she could even choke out a response,

“can you get on facetime?”

#smut #kpop gg #female reader #aespa smut #aeri uchinaga #aeri uchinaga x female reader #aespa x female reader #aespa giselle #aespa giselle smut #giselle x reader #aespa giselle x reader #aespa

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its-vannah · 2 years

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Surprise | Eddie Roundtree x Reader

A/N: This easily became one of my favorites I've ever written. Hope you all enjoy it 💕

Warnings: Please scroll down to the bottom of the fic as it contains heavy spoilers

Daisy Jones and The Six Masterlist

Eddie paced around your apartment, waving his hands in the air while he rattled on about Billy's treatment of him during one of their latest concerts.

The two of them weren't exactly cordial to each other, with one usually down the others throat, but you understood how Eddie felt. He had finally gotten the chance to have a minute in the spotlight while Daisy sang—and Billy ripped the opportunity out of his hands.

As soon as he got back from the tour, he went straight home to vent to you about it.

"I mean, who the fuck does he think he is?" Eddie exclaimed, his slapping his sides, "If he's not the center of attention, then he's not happy!"

He rambled on, "And his whole obsession with Daisy? Don't get me started. They don't even let us write for the albums—at all. You know, Graham wrote a song. A fucking great song. And you know what Billy said?"

"What did he say?" You hummed.

"He said no, we don't want your damn song on the album because it's not your job to write the songs."

You tilted your head to the side, "Verbatim?"

"Well, no, but that's what he meant," Eddie groaned, bracing himself against one of the barstools in the kitchen, "He's got a stick permanently shoved up his ass."

You got up from your spot on the couch and walked to stand behind him. Once your fingers found his shoulders, you began moving them in circles to loosen up the tension in his upper body.

He relaxed a bit, leaning into your touch.

"Eddie, I'm sorry that happened at the concert," You said, pressing a kiss to his shoulder blade, "Next time, stand your ground. Tell him if it's been decided you'll go out there, then you're going to go. To hell with what he thinks. It's not just his band, it's all of yours."

A sigh escaped his lips as he nodded, "It feels like shit being on his bad side. He always wants to be in control."

"Then let him," You said as he turned to face you, "It'll catch up with him eventually."

Eddie pressed his lips to your temple, wrapping his arms around you, "I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"I was a dick when I got home," He explained, "Didn't even ask how my girl's day was."

Your hand moved to cup his cheek, rubbing his cheekbone with your thumb, "It's okay, Ed, you had a shitty day with Billy. You know I'm here if you need someone to talk to. You should, anyway, I'm your wife."

Your teasing tone caused a slight smile to appear on his face as he leaned in to kiss you—properly, as he said, this time.

He pulled away not long after, "So, how were you while I was gone?"

"About that," You said, taking a step back towards the living room to grab something from beneath the side table, "I have a surprise for you."

"For me?" He questioned, confusion washing over his face before he raised his eyebrows, "I mean, if you're in the mood, I am. How long has it been? Since the day before the tour?"

Playfully glaring back at Eddie, you picked the small box up and carried it over to him, "Put your hands out

"I feel like a kid all over again," He admitted as he stuck his hands out, "Don't tell me I have to close my eyes."

"You don't."

"Is it a pony?" He teased, causing you to laugh in response.

You shrugged, "Let's just hope I got the right kind."

He held the box in his hands, confused as to what it could be.

"Open it."

He undid the ribbon, sliding it off the box before lifting the lid. The bassist was left with more tissue paper, something he was never fond of.

Once he lifted back the layers and saw the contents, his eyes widened.

Inside was a pair of little baby boots and a small guitar pick. Unlike some of his bandmates who would've stared at it wondering what it meant until they had to be told, it clicked in his head right away.

In a small, soft voice, his eyes met yours, "You're pregnant?"

You nodded as he set the box down on the coffee table, gently taking you in his arms and weaving his hands through your hair, pressing your head to his chest.

"God, I'm gonna be a dad."

Smiling into his chest, you inhaled the lingerinf scent of his cologne, "The best."

The two of you stood there for a while, living in the world you had created on your own. In that moment, there was no Billy, no band, and no way in hell anything could ever tear you away from eachother.

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Warnings: Pregnancy, marriage, Billy Dunne SLANDER

#fanfiction #daisy jones and the six fanfic #daisy jones fanfic #daisy jones & the six #daisy jones and the six #dj&ts #djats #eddie loving #eddie #eddie roundtree x reader #edward roundtree #eddie roundtree #eddieroundtree #eddie x y/n #eddie x you #eddie roundtree x y/n #eddie Roundtree x you #taylor reid #taylor jenkins reid

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simping4-2manyppl · 2 months

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Hello, how r u? I had this request, and I was wondering if you could write it please? It's abt Bill (maybe during 2008) who goes to yn's concert with the rest of the band (yn is Bill's n°1 celebrity crush) and they meet for the first time after the concert during an after party and it's just really cute, yn and Bill are shy and obviously like each other etc plus paparazzis took pictures of the two talking with each other... Have a nice day

Bill Kaulitz 🎤

Crush

Hii im goodd tysm for asking!! Id love to do this request its been sitting here for a while but i finally got the motivation to finish this! hope you enjoy it, sorry for the wait xx

Bill x reader

Not proof read!!!!

Bill had been a big fan of yours for quite some time, so when he found out you were going on tour he was so excited, he made sure to get his assistant to buy some tickets right away!

Once bill was there with the rest of the band he was amazed by hearing you sing live, but he enjoyed his time along with the others, bill had gotten them to like your music aswell!

After you had gotten off the stage you had learned that tokio hotel had attended your concert, you had known about them from them being all over tabloids, as they were currently doing really good in the music world.

You smiled at this info and had been rushed to get ready for your after party that a lot of people were gonna be at.

You had made sure to pick out an outfit beforehand so you got dressed and got your makeup redone by the awesome makeup artists you had, you thanked them and went out backstage with your bodyguards getting into the car and making your way to the after party.

Once you got there you greeted everybody, waving and making small talk until you approached another guest, bill kaulitz.

You were quite nervous but excited to meet him, you had heard some of their songs which you loved.

“Hi..” you said putting your hand out for him to shake, a blush creeping over your face. “Hello..” he said, also blushing but shaking your hand.

You felt as if time was going by really slow as you both stood there, hands still connected but both looking down too shy to say anything.

You felt a small spark once you connected hands, butterflies immediately rumbling in your stomach as you realized your hands were still together.

You pulled away softly, “sorry about that!..” you said nervously, “o-oh! No dont worry about it! Its okay..” he said as you both still stood close, faces extremely red.

It wasnt anything to get flustered over since you had just greeted about a million people before him but you had just shut down completely, and in a good way.

You decided to shake off the shyness you felt and invited him over to sit down, also offering him a drink.

He accepted and you quickly got two drinks for the both of you, sitting down on the couch and handing his drink over to him.

You took a small sip, trying to figure out what to say, but you were taken out of your thoughts when he spoke up.

“You did really good today! At your concert i mean, haha.. Anyway, i also really liked your outfits. Everything was great i can see why you’re becoming famous very fast!” He said with a smile, taking a sip of his drink.

You blushed and smiled back, “thank you! Ive seen you perform aswell, not live but from what ive seen you and your band are great! I love how you really go off and do your best in every show! I know its tiring but you really do amazing.” You said rambling, the pink tint on your cheeks becoming more visible.

He chuckled and mumbled a thank you, the both of you finally warming up to eachother and talking more, it really felt like it was only you two there but unfortunately you hadnt noticed the paparazzi taking pictures from the window behind the couch you both were sat in.

Too focused on conversation, that you didnt even noticed bills band members show up infront of you.

You had quickly greeted them, blushing as you felt embarrassed that you hadnt noticed anyone standing there, possibly listening to your conversation with bill.

Although you got lucky because they eventually left to some other part of the party and you stayed talking all night long with bill, too engrossed in the conversation and by the way he would tell you stories with such detail that you didnt even realize your phone buzzing constantly from messages and random people tagging you in the new pictures of you and bill.

After you spent all night talking you had accidentally fallen asleep on the couch, your head layed on bills shoulder as you rubbed your eyes at the sunlight, finally waking up.

You had grabbed your cellphone to check the time but had seen your phone blown up with the thousands of messages instead.

You rubbed your eyes as you got up looking at the pictures you had been tagged in shocked.

The paparazzi had released the pictures of you and bill talking, some were just of you and him laughing and smiling or just being too close to eachother.

You groaned, annoyed that the media had taken something so innocent into something it wasnt, but thats what they did best right?

Bill had woken up, putting his hand on your shoulder, “are you okay?..” he said with a raspy voice, as he had just woken up.

You frowned and showed him your phone, handing it to him. “Sorry they had to ruin this, all we did was talk, they’re saying crazy things.” You said rolling your eyes.

He chuckled, handing the phone back to you, “doesnt matter, i enjoyed last night. Getting to know you was the best part of my day.” He said smiling, “and if they like to assume things well.. maybe we should make what they say true.” He said smirking, grabbing your chin.

Your breath hitched as you felt nervous, the butterflies in your stomach suddenly returning. He had leaned closer in to you and placed his lips onto yours.

Your worries had all gone away as you closed your eyes kissing him back. Your lips moving in sync as he suddenly placed his hand on your cheek, deepening the kiss.

You broke apart, taking in breaths of air completely flustered, as he swiped your lip giving you a smile, his cheeks also red.

You both chuckled as you placed another kiss on his lips, smiling.

What a great After Party.

#tokio hotel #tokio hotel x reader #bill kaulitz #bill kaulitz x reader #bill kaulitz x you #bill kaulitz fluff #2008

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lets-laughagain · 4 months

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Hi! I saw that you were in 3 shows of Louis in Brasil. Do you mind sharing your favorite moments of each show? If you do mind ignore my ask, I just love reading fan experiences of Louis' shows.

I hope you have a nice day!

hiii i'm sorry it took so long, i was enjoying the rest of my vacation then i got sick due to the different weathers in every city 😬, but anyways here we gooo

i know you asked for my favorite moments but i talk too much and rambled about everything kjsdnadsk

RIO I got to the venue at 7pm, after a lot of traffic and anxiety 🫠, and there was still a big line to get in making giant rooks go on stage 15 minutes later than expected. I had listened a bit to them when the opening acts were announced but i loooved seeing them live, their concert was so much fun, i had a lot on my mind that day but as soon as they started playing my worries were gone like, music is everything really.

The venue's capacity is for 18k people, but i guess there were about 12k there? I'm not sure but, the chairs around me were half empty (a lot of people moved to closer seats), the floor was full but the stands not so much yk. It makes sense when you think it was on a wednesday and a lot of people couldn't make it.

As I went alone to this one and there weren't many people around me it was like me and louis and just letting out all of my emotions. Idk if it happens to anyone else, but I get a lot more emotional when I'm alone at shows. I don't even have much to say here cause I was really there in the moment giving my all, screaming my lungs out to hoth and feeling all this time deep in my soul (the drama lmao).

SÃO PAULO I was really tired after barely a day of rest at home, then packing another bag to curitiba, it was hectic, but thank god i had stands tickets again and my friends got there ealier and saved a seat for me.

Not to paraphrase harry but, that show was loud, loud and LOUD. Seriously, I've never seen so many people scream and jump for an opening act?? I was actually kinda shocked at how full the stadium was, its full capacity is 60k but as they were using only half the space i guess there were about 25k-30k people, it was really packed. Like, that video from outside the stadium that you can hear the screams is kinda crazy if you think it wasn't at full capacity.

This concert left me so proud of him, of how far he has come, like he said with no radio support or anything, seeing him in my favorite venue in my city with so many people screaming for him was something really special. This one was really about US, the fans and louis, i can't say it enough but the crowd was like part of the show too. Also, the big stage, the catwalk, the fireworks, those things made it all so much bigger, like a celebration for where he is now. I'll never forget his face impressed by the crowd like every five seconds, he deserves it all, i love this man to death.

His only wrongs that day tho were wearing that ugly outfit and not singing saturdays on a saturday!!!!

CURITIBA I had slept for like 4 hours, took a flight in the morning and spent the whole day kinda sick and anxious, I really do not know were i took forces to this concert but i did and i gave 200% of myself. I had floor tickets this time so i let myself go and jump around like crazy.

We stayed in the left side of the stage were it was a lot more chill and we could walk around. Most of the time I stayed a bit close to the stage but not so much cause i like having my own space to breath, sometimes I'd get closer to record something. By the encore I found an empty space in the far left of the barricade to see him better during silver tongues.

For me it was the most fun concert, you could see louis was happy, there was a group in front of me dancing and having so much fun together, like he said no one will stand still in a brazilian crowd that's for sure! Also, there was this girl who was talking to us before the concert who found me during the encore and we literally just screamed wdbhg at each other lmao i don't even know her name, but i can't stop thinking about it, it was really funny.

Oh and that outfit!!!! The way i screamed when i saw him in all black, i kept looking at my friends like why the fuck does this man look so good!!! WE WON!!!!

When the barricade moment happened I was only looking at him so I didn't understand what was going on, then by the end my friends said he was with a kid, but only when i got to the apartment we were staying i saw the full context and video, that broke me. He so sweet and precious, it makes everything i did for him so much more worth it than it already was, this plus the donations for Rio Grande do Sul filled my heart with so much love for him.

Also, after the concert we were trying to buy merch, but most sizes were sold out, the line was huge and security was hushing people out of the stadium 🙃 then 10 minutes later we found out louis was playing football at the pitch lmao

Some other points - I absolutely LOVE the stage design, the lights and screens going up and down work so great, it's amazing to witness it live - THE BAND, i don't even need to say anything right? his band is fucking incredible, i live for every single guitar solo from michael - The 2 seconds that takes people to realize that he is singing night changes and wdbhg are the funniest shit istg kskdnkll - People will ask me why I would go to the same concert 3 times, and just istg it IS different, they are all different experiences and i'd do it all over again (which i actually did, cause i saw louis twice and harry 3 times in 2022)

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Last but not least, i will to speak in portuguese to thank my friends skjndkjsan

Eu sei que ela não vai ler, mas muito obrigada @hiddlestomlinson por aceitar fazer essa maluquice comigo, por vir até SP, ir pra Curitiba e me aturar por 5 dias seguidos, mesmo com tanto cansaço e doença foi tudo maravilhoso 🥹💜

@delicatepointofview de novo, muito obrigada por me ajudar tanto no Rio e pelo ingresso de última hora, mesmo passando por tanta coisa você foi um anjo 🥹 só conseguimos nos ver de longe, desse 🤏 tamanho, mas da proxima vem aí!!

@somuchstrdst e @icouldbeluckyagain amei encontrar e curtir um pouco do show com vocês!! NÓS VENCEMOS MUITO!!! ste, eu ate tava vendo seu recap hoje tomando café da tarde ajksndkjs

#savebylou #i'm sorry i talk too much #fitfwt #louis #my show

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berryunho · 1 month

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how were ur ateez shows!! where did you end up seeing them? I went to both LA dates (ran into yunho at a smoothie shop while walking to work, I did not approach him I was scared)

they were so amazing!!! I really liked the setlist this tour and the obvs production was insane and literally my only qualm with the whole thing is the first HOUR of the concert going without a VCR like I was dying each night idk how they were doing all that 😭

i saw them in tacoma and then both chicago days hehe I thought it was very fun to see the first and the last shows of tour like a perfect little sandwich of a month !!! I got to go to the chicago shows w a bunch of my irls which I haven't done since korea so it was so nice to have a group to hang out and scream with LOLLL and I actually talked to a lot of random people this time around and just felt very outgoing idk but it was a lot of fun getting to be w atinys 😌 like I'm still feeling very sentimental about the whole thing like how amazing that we all love these same guys and we all do all these silly little things when we see them just to make each other happy 🥺

BUT !!! omg the videos I've seen from LA ... phew ... I hope you had so much fun pls feel free to gush about them w me !!!! and ..... literally why did everyone and their mother see yunho in public this tour like im convinced he spent every waking moment being a tourist but that is LITERALLY CRAZY !!!! I would've done the exact same thing lol trust we had this discussion i was w my friends like "if we see yunho and or anyone else I'm stopping and turning in the opposite direction IMMEDIATELY" LMAO I could neverrrrrrrrr approach lol BUT GJSNFOSFJS SORRY THIS REPLY IS SO LONG I JUST BE RAMBLING BUT YEAH RAAAAAAA THANKS FOR ASKING KISS KISS HUG HUG SMOOCH

#wooyoluvrr #answered #already counting the days until i can see them again huuu

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hologramcowboy · 2 years

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To me I think if Danneel & Steve did have an affair Jensen doesn’t know about it. He may be clueless on what happened between them. So that is how he can continue to make music with Steve cause he doesn’t know. I mean think about it with Jensen in Vancouver for most of the year filming Danneel had the perfect opportunity to sneak around. Steve could have came to their house while Jensen was away. Although if Steve came to the house while Jensen was away I wonder how Danneel got the nanny to be quiet about it? I will say though as much as I love Jensen if that did indeed happen it’s karma getting him for him doing it to Riley. If he ever finds out he will definitely know how Riley felt and that is karma. Although I do believe not all of it was Jensen’s doings. I sometimes think Jensen never wanted to get married that he was never interested in marriage with anyone. I think Jensen wanted to stay a bachelor. But because Jared got engaged the network was pressuring Jensen to do it as well. I mean it’s pretty telling when on his wedding day he had to be talked into marrying her. Yeah people get nervous on wedding days but it’s usually what if I can’t remember my vows, what if I trip, what if something goes wrong, and so on you know that stuff. They usually don’t have to be convinced to do it. But he was young and Danneel actually looked beautiful before she started getting into plastic surgery. Of course it is obvious their wedding photo was heavily edited to where she looked like a wax figure. But still Jensen thought why not? Then soon as that ring went on he saw her for who she really is and couldn’t back out. Sorry for rambling here but they basically have a marriage like my mom’s friend has a marriage of convenience. Whatever between Steve & Danneel you can tell it’s over now as Steve put so much distance between them. I do think he did that cause Lana threatened to tell Jensen & the world what he did. So Steve decided to end things with Danneel and distance himself from her. He rarely or never interacts with her. Since Lana never said anything we will truly never know what fully happened. But I am glad she was able to move on to find happiness and success. Although in that picture you can tell there is tension there between her & Elta. But glad Lana found happiness and success.

Sorry for the long ask wanted to share my insight on the situation.

Thank you for taking the time to share your insight, Anon.

I've never seen a picture of Steve and Danneel that didn't make me go "these two are together" whereas I've never seen a picture of Danneel and Jensen that ever made me believe they were together or shared feelings. They all look forced and off. Something is terribly off, whereas with Steve, Danneel always looks like herself and relaxed, infatuated, flirty, she gives off all the signals of a woman in love, it's truly odd. So I've always suspected they have deep history. Lana's comments seem to very much confirm this and also imply an affair so my question is how was this completely ignored by Jensen? I find it highly suspicious. You're right Steve and Danneel had plenty of opportunity to get together behind Jensen's back and there were rumors of them kissing at a concert, it was at that time that Cliffy poo (sorry but calling him that makes me crack up) took to Instagram to make that ridiculous post complaining about the people who were talking about a J/D divorce. Conveniently, the Steve/ Danneel rumors stopped and ever since Steve and Elta have kept their distance. I too, like you, believe the Ackles are in a mere arrangement marriage, that Jensen is clearly highly unhappy in and he is, in his own way, sending signals of this. I think the kids are the only reason the is currently clinging to Danneel, he is sticking to his duties as a father but he's not in love with her and he is extremely dissatisfied with his life. Even the comments he makes about casting clue us in to his mental and emotional state, he is not a happy man.

#anti danneel #anti jenneel

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formeandanycuriousmind · 11 months

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I went to the Eras Tour!!

So... these days I rarely use tumblr, because I'm pretty busy with adult life and on my free time I like to do other things, but I posted about this in every other social media I have (twitter, facebook instagram), and I really wanted to do a long post talking about it in here.

Two months ago, on august 24th 2023 I made one of my dreams come true, and that dream was seeing @taylorswift live. There's a whole story time about this, I got wailisted by ticketmaster and I didn't get my tickets until two days before the concert, and I got them through twitter! A lot of things happened to me both before and after the concert it was such an eventful day.

But getting to see the eras tour live was one of the greatest experiences of my life, I'm a fan of Taylor since I was thirteen years old, and I consider myself to be a swiftie since the age of seventeen. When I was thirteen and my sister introduced me to Taylor's music, we DREAMED to go to the speak now world tour and saw the DVD multiple times.

I could ramble for hours about my experience but I just wanted to say and post in here that august 24th 2023 was one of the best nights of my life, this has been a pretty shitty years, but those three hours and a half make it all worth it. I laughed, cried, danced, and healed, and it makes it so special to me because it was my first concert ever, and the first concert Taylor ever did in my country. Thank you Taylor Swift, I truly love you, that night was so special

P.S. English is not my first language, sorry if this has mistakes in its redaction, I wrote it in english because I feel like it's the predominant language in here (or anywhere on the internet tbh).

#the eras tour #taylor swift #the eras tour mexico #eras tour mexico city night 1 #me #my face

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lovingseventeen · 1 year

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i have a question and ik it’s kinda weird. But how do u make close friends at school that are comfortable to hang out with? like I have a lot of friends from different friend groups and it’s awkward to hang with all of them at the same time cuz different things that made us friends and one on one is weird cuz it’s like what do we rly do? also like I feel awkward and am kinda socially awkward but I feel i’ve gotten better yk. and idk like it’s hard finding kpop stans who stan my ult group.

and idk I just want advice for it cuz I feel a lil awkward and like I lost my friends that made up a friend group for me cuz we were just toxic for each other like one was shit talking behind my back and they both were talking abt some of my private rants I said to each one of them and I was kinda toxic too. sorry for this being long and kinda uncomfortable/awkward.

hi hi! i’m honestly kind of flattered you trusted me through this account enough to ask this question. i hope my humble opinion can give a little insight, though i am not perfect lol.

first off, i myself am not an extrovert so i understand the struggle to make friends a bit. it’s not so easy to just walk up to anyone and suddenly act like you’re close when you’ve just met. i don’t know how old you are but i’m in college and it’s become significantly harder to make friends just because everyone tends to be much more independent. plus, everyone has their individual majors and schedules they have to work around so it’s less likely that all of our free times line up, you know?

that said, the only way i’ve made friends in college is by going to club events and by luck. i’m fortunate that a lot of my friends and acquaintances were more extroverted than me and they initially started reaching out by a follow on instagram because we all knew we went to the same college. so even if we weren’t super close at the start, we were familiar faces. then this one time i went to a club event i knew one person there and by the mercy of the universe someone saw me standing awkwardly by myself and pulled me into their group! this saved my night even though i was at the brink of leaving the event altogether because i felt so awkward. now i’ve met these faces i’ve only seen online and they’re very lovely people.

as for finding people who like the same kpop groups, once again i could suggest going to a school club because that’s probably where fellow stans will congregate lol. OR if where you live has them, try looking for kpop events! maybe you can get involved in the events in organizing them or vendor in or donating freebies.. i am fortunate enough to live in a city where for certain groups, an event might be hosted for a member’s birthday or the group’s anniversary. sometimes there’s cup-sleeve events in general too. most people now are multi-stans too so even if it isn’t your ult group, chances are someone there will adore your group too. (once, i was talking to my friend at an agust d concert and i mentioned dino and it caught someone near me’s attention very fast!)

this was a bit of a ramble and i really hope this might’ve helped even a little. i know advice tends to be easier said than done but i really do wish you luck in finding some friends with common ground and adoration for kpop. it really is fun to ramble about idols and i have a problem of talking about these idols as if i know them HAHA. if ever, please feel free to reach out anonymously again or even dm me privately if you want too!

hope you have a lovely day and thank you again <3

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frenchibi · 1 year

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I hope it’s not too much but! For the ask game: 1 9 15 39 50 53 70 84 99 100 Hope you have a nice day!~

Hahaha, not at all, anon, I don't mind! Thank you for asking :D I'm going to put these under a cut though, since I like to ramble and this will be quite long to scroll past otherwise :)

What’s your middle name, and do you like it?

It's Johanna, after my grandmother, who passed away ten years ago. I do like the name, and I like that it connects me to her :) I also recently learned that my first name is the "female version" of my grandfather's legal first name (he went by his middle name, and I only learned that when he passed away this year), so that's pretty cool too :)

9. Do you have any cool talents?

So... I think I am pretty good at a fair number of things, but. I am really good at parking. I enjoy driving a lot, and as an Oldest Sister(TM) I was (and sometimes still am) always driving my siblings places, so I got a lot of practice - and I have always lived in places with very limited parking, so I have gotten very good at it by necessity. I can parallel park anywhere, and have literally squeezed into spots with five centimeters to spare. I am very confident in this ability and I think it's a very useful talent lmao

15. What’s the best dream you’ve had?

I... don't really remember my dreams, and most of my dreams are kind of stressful and confusing xD Sorry, don't have a cool story here ^^

39. Favourite singer?

Oooh, ooh, a juicy question - and one I find really difficult to answer! I always feels so... unprepared, when people ask me about music, even though I do have lots of opinions...? I feel like this also depends on the genre, if it's opera or musical theater or pop or rock music... I definitely have more than one. I'd probably find it easier to talk about bands I currently am into, or something? Sorry, I know this is a non-answer dhfhhkdfk feel free to ask a more specific question and I will do my best to actually find people to respond with :'D

50. How are you doing today?

I'm alright! I just got home from tech rehearsal for our choir concert tomorrow (it went really badly hahaha - but they say if the final rehearsal sucks, the concert will be good, so, eh?) so I'm quite exhausted... but I had a nice morning, my partner and I made French toast for breakfast and went to the gym even though we were both feeling pretty groggy - I'm glad we went though, I felt better afterwards ^^

53. Is there anything you do that you can’t remember ever not doing?

Singing! And talking. I was apparently THE chattiest baby - I was speaking way earlier than kids normally do (but refused to crawl at all lmao just. lots to say but no places to be apparently) and was super interesed in words from before I can remember :) Also learned to read really early, and to write! Which I have always loved, and still do. Singing has always been a thing in the home I grew up in - and now I'm getting qualifications to be a voice teacher, so I'm coming full-circle I think :)

70. What would you change about your life if you knew you would never die?

Oh, that depends - am I the only one who will never die? What about my family? My friends? I'm sorry I need to know more about this hypothetical hsadjfklahsdjk does my back pain also stay forever? My allergies? My dizziness? Seriously though, I don't think knowing when I'll die or even if I'll die would not change much about my behavior. I generally try to do more good than I do harm, and I like to tell people honestly how I feel, especially if I appreciate them. And that's it xD

84. If you could time travel, would you go to the past or the future?

Not to be a boring square here but... the idea of time travel terrifies me. Like, as a narrative device or plot point? Cool. But I personally would not want to go anywhere. If I HAD to - as close as possible to now. I'd go back to last week, or ahead one week. I don't think I would do well in the distant past, and the future I don't want to know about until I get there. What if I go to the future and find out something horrible will happen, but I can't stop it? No. No no no no thanks :')

99. Is there a feeling you are trying to ignore? What is it?

I am always, always, always worrying. I can't really turn it off, I think worrying is natural when you care about things (and I notoriously care way too much about way too many things. It is what it is) so I am mainly trying to get stuff done without being overwhelmed :') It sounds a lot worse than it is, though.

100. Do you live or do you just exist?

I am for sure living, not just existing. I like being an active agent in my own life, and bringing positive things to the lives of people I care about. When I am at my worst, it is because I feel I am just existing and letting things pass me by. Sometimes I get overwhelmed, but I am also always trying to find beauty in things, focus on small joys on purpose, and be kind to myself.

These were really fun, thank you!!

Prompt list here - send me an ask!

#French speaks #ask game #answered #anon #These were so fun!!!#Ask me stuff :D #It really has been so long since I've been chatty on tumblr haahah

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pashterlengkap · 1 year

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Carlos Santana compares himself to Dave Chappelle & tells trans people to go back in the closet

Rock musician Carlos Santana has apologized for anti-trans comments he made at a recent concert. Video from one of Santana’s two July shows in Atlantic City, New Jersey, went viral this week. The clip shows the 76-year-old musician onstage rambling about “reality.” --- Related Stories Alice Cooper repeats just about every anti-trans talking point in vile rant He really covered everything on the anti-trans bingo card in a recent interview. --- “When God made you and me, before we came out of the womb, you know who you are and what you are,” he said. “Later on, when you grow out up and you see things, and you start believing that you could be something that… that sounds good, but you know it ain’t right. Because a woman is a woman and a man is a man — that’s it. Whatever you wanna do in the closet, that’s your business. I’m OK with that.” Get the Daily Brief The news you care about, reported on by the people who care about you. “I am like this with my brother Dave Chappelle,” Santana continued, making a hand gesture apparently signaling his solidarity with the comedian who has become notorious in recent years for his anti-trans comedy. On Thursday, Santana posted a statement on Facebook apologizing the comments. “I am sorry for my insensitive comments,” he wrote. “They don’t reflect that I want to honor and respect all person’s ideals and beliefs. I realize that what I said hurt people and that was not my intent. I sincerely apologize to the transgender community and everyone I offended.” “Here is my personal goal that I strive to achieve every day,” he continued. “I want to honor and respect all person’s ideals and beliefs whether they are LGBTQ or not. This is the planet of free will and we have all been given this gift. I will now pursue this goal to be happy and have fun, and for everyone to believe what they want and follow in your hearts without fear. It takes courage to grow and glow in the light that you are and to be true, genuine, and authentic. We grow and learn to shine our light with Love and compliments. Have a glorious existence. Peace.” Santana joins a growing list of aging rock stars who have made anti-trans comments recently. Earlier this year, Kiss frontman Paul Stanley and Twisted Sister’s Dee Snider both made headlines for anti-trans comments they made on social media, questioning whether parents should affirm their trans and nonbinary children’s gender identities. Both rockers later attempted to walk back their statements, which perpetuated the current moral panic around transgender youth that has led to Republican efforts to ban gender-affirming care for young people in states across the country. In an interview published earlier this week, shock rocker Alice Cooper went on a vile rant, parroting dangerous anti-trans misinformation and right-wing talking points. Update: Santana appears to have deleted his apology. http://dlvr.it/SvC5Tq

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beeindaclouds · 2 years

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hello! so, i’m kind of new at requesting stuff at all so this is my first request to anyone basically so sorry if i don’t really get this well or anything

but i’ve been wondering, how would they react to being with their high school sweetheart for so long and how they are now? you don’t need to if you don’t want to but i hope you have a great day! and again, sorry if it was confusing!

( btw, can i be a anon?? if so, 🎟 anon? )

Hallo, thanks for requesting!

I saw that you requested this a second time, I'm sorry it took a while but as soon as I opened my request I was bombarded with them :'D

Anyways, I hope you enjoy and welcome to the family 🎟️ anon <3

DSMP react to being high school sweethearts for so long

Includes: Dream, Georgenotfound, Sapnap, Badboyhalo, Quackity, Karl Jacobs, Wilbur Soot, C!Technoblade, Nihachu, Eret, Punz, FoolishGamers, Awesamdude, Aimsey

Click Here before requesting, please ^^

Reader: GN - They/Them

You did so much for Dream during highschool; you were with him through thick and thin, so he is happy to still be able to spend his life with you. Especially now that he can give you whatever you ask, even if you feel guilty;

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George will sometimes just stare at you, especially when you're happily talking to chat. He just can't believe how lucky he got, and chat always makes sure to remind him of how love sick he is;

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I feel like Sapnap is already a lovesick puppy with you 24/7. He is literally stuck to you like glue and has been for years now. But whenever he's reminded of how long you've been togheter it just makes him randomly very happy and gives him the need to shower you in kisses;

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Bad gets a bit emotional when he's reminded of all those years you've spent togheter. You never judged him and always supported this career of his and he couldn't be more happy;

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Kind of like George, Quackity goes in a trance as he remembers all your happy moments togheter. He sometimes questions just how someone like you could stay with someone like him, but you are quick to change his mind about those questions;

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You and Karl have always had those "how did I get so lucky?" conversation. Once a month, one of you would look at the other and start going on a sweet spiral of compliments and happiness. It might me very cheesy, but you two don't really care;

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Wilbur realized how longs you've been togheter when he saw you screaming your lungs out at one of his concerts. To him seeing you in the crowd was like reliving all those moments where you were there for him, just like you are now and just like you would be in the future;

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[For Techno is since you joined the SMP] the voices love to remind Techno about all the times he went soft or was "simping" for you. So he is constantly thinking of how longs it's been and how happy you make him. But most importantly, how he wants to protect you from all those who would try to hurt you to get to him;

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Niki had been through a lot during her entire childhood, that's why she loves to relive her highschool days once in a while. Because there is where she met you, the best thing that happened to her;

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From time to time, Eret will tell you he loves you. Just out of no where, with no context. He just likes to see you go all shy and blushy, just like you did when he first asked you out

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Punz always acts tough around his friends, but whenever you are mentioned he cannot help but get soft. He'll sometimes even start rambling about your high school days to chat, and he won't stop for HOURS

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You'll sometimes see Foolish randomly smiling happily at absolutely nothing. And 90% of the time, when you ask him what got him smiling like that, he'll answer that he was thinking about all the years you've spent togheter and how he never wants this to end because he is so happy

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Sam gets cuddly whenever he's thinking about you. All those high school memories flood his head when he looks at you, and he feels like he's falling in love all over again; so he holds you close and whispers small "I love you's" that send chills down your spine

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Aimsey absolutely loves to have you around them, and will sometimes bring up moments you two had togheter just to see you get shy and and demand them to stop. They've always found this side of you to be very cute

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eddieandbird · 2 years

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Part 3 - Dove

Part 2 | Eddie & Bird | Part 4

Robin groaned and shook her fingers through her messy brown hair in frustration. She knew that this wasn’t going to be an easy thing to explain to the boys. She hated how vulnerable she had to be in this moment, but she took a deep breath and began speaking.

“She’s my older sister, Dove. She moved out of the house because she wanted to become a famous model or actress or something and my parents refused to help her get to Hollywood. Now she’s living in some shitty little house right outside of Indianapolis working a 9 to 5 in the city,”

Robin kept her eyes away, staring outside the car window as she thought about Dove. She loved her sister, but things were very strained after Dove decided to leave.

It was the summer of Robin’s sophomore year, Dove had just graduated. They were sitting side to side on Robin’s twin bed, Forever Young by Alphaville played on her radio. Dove’s arm was reached over Robin’s shoulder, rubbing her arm. Robin’s body was stiff against her sister's touch as she clutched onto a decorative throw pillow.

“Why would you do this? How could you leave me?” Robin sobbed.

“Rob, please don’t say that, you know I am not trying to hurt you,” Dove cooed as she wiped the tears off of her face. “I just want to follow my dreams. Don’t you want me to be happy?”

“You don’t get to say that shit okay! What you’re doing is absolutely unfair, you realize that? I’m going to spend the rest of high school alone, I’ll probably never find a girlfriend, and I won’t go out of the house unless it’s for a stupid band concert,” Robin shot up from the bed and faced Dove. Her hands were balled up into fists and her face was red from all her crying. “And for what to be the next Molly Ringwald or some shit? News flash, Bird, we’re not movie stars, we’re Buckleys. Poor, hand-me-down wearing, no pennies to their name Buckleys. It’s a pipe dream to think you’ll ever make it out there!-“ Robin’s rambling suddenly halted when she saw Dove crying. She got back down on the bed to hold her hand. “Bird… Bird I’m so sorry. That was so so so stupid to say. Bird please don’t cr-“

“It’s okay, Robin. I get it,” Dove said flatly, trying to fight back her tears. “It’s okay, cuz I’m sorry too… I’m sorry because I’m still going,” she let out a harsh chuckle. “You wanna know what’s funny. I knew Mom and Dad were going to be mad about this, but I thought you of all people would be supportive Rob, I-“ Dove noticed her breathing, watching her chest puff up and down from how worked up she was getting.

“C’mon Birdy. It’s okay, calm down,” Robin reached out to hug Dove but she pulled away.

“I’m fine Robin. I’m going to bed,” Dove slammed the door behind her and stomped off to her room.

Robin and Dove hardly spoke a word to each other after that. A month went by and Dove left the house in silence. She shoved all the belongings she could into her car, drove off and never came back. With the lack of closure, Robin’s feelings came in waves. One day she would hate Dove and secretly blame her for every pain she went through, the next she would miss her so much she would actually pray to any higher being out there for her sister to return.

“Earth to Robin, you there?” Steve snapped in her face

“Huh? Yeah, I’m fine,” Robin fidgeted in her seat.

“Okay I’ll go grab Eddie from inside. Be right back,” Dustin hardly waited for Steve to bring the car to a full stop before he ran into the house.

There was a thick silence inside the car between Steve and Robin, before Steve finally asked “Hey are you alright?”

“Hm? Me? Yeah, I’m good, why? I don’t seem good?” Robin answered defensively.

“How come you never told me about your sister? I thought we agreed, no secrets,” Steve’s eyes looked down on Robin in disappointment.

“I don’t like talking about her. We’re like not on the best terms,” She snapped at Steve, rubbing her forehead.

“So then how do you know if she’ll even let Munson bunk with her?” Steve groaned as he smacked the steering wheel.

“I don’t know, dude! We’ll figure it out. We needed a quick plan and this was the best I could do on short notice,” Robin cheeks flushed red in anger.

“Hey Harrington!” The two whipped their heads around to see Eddie walking up to the car, sticking his tongue out and playing air guitar.

“Could you be any louder?” Steve replied, his frustration clear in his voice. “We are trying to be lowkey, Munson,”

“Ah, missed you too bud,” Eddie grunted as he and Dustin got into the car. “So where are we off to, gang?”

#eddie munson #eddie munson fanfic #robin buckley #steve harrington #dustin henderson #stranger things #stranger things fanfic

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vocaimagines · 3 years

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F.I.L.A (FALL IN LOVE AGAIN)

Luka Megurine x G!N Reader word count: 2.3k

Every time, without skipping a beat, you would always end up running into this pink-haired girl. Childhood, at the age of six years old. She was the one who pushed you off the slide, causing you to scrap your knee. Letting out the loudest and most embarrassing cry you could ever recall back to. Middle school, you met again, a hint of anger still lingering as she paid you no mind at all. After all, who would remember something as trivial as this? Well, other than you of course. So with you and your group of friends, you did your best to avoid her for as long as you could. Praying and hoping that one day she would move away so she wouldn’t remind you of your constant embarrassment.

Luck wasn’t always on your side, however. By the time high school started- you realized that in most of your classes you were with her. Either sitting right in front of you, or even worse- sitting right next to you. You cursed the God that you prayed to, wishing that whatever sick joke that she was playing on you would stop. For the most part, she was completely chill. Paying you no mind as she mindlessly scribbled sorry excuses of notes down. As the months progressed and you accepted the new girl as your classroom neighbor, your small hate of her slowly dissolved into a neutral feeling. You even finally decided to learn the name of the girl you “hated” once and for all.

Luka Megurine. It was a pretty name for a girl you considered cute.

Wait.

What.

You scratched that thought from your head. No time for generic school crushes, after all.

By the time your second year of high school started, your classes with her drastically decreased. You only had three classes with Luka Megurine. It was fine for the most part, still a bit strange that you would turn around to work with someone- only for them to not be the pink-haired girl like usual. You did well enough in your classes, had the same group of friends, ate the same school lunches as you always did. A normal, monotonous life that you didn’t mind at all.

Well, that all changed when you had the smart idea of walking to your chorus class to talk to your teacher during lunch. You hadn’t even heard her coming behind you, the song was so loud in your ear as you fell face first into the floor. You groaned against the floor as you slowly raised your body from off the ground. You went to take a headphone out from your ear, only to realize that it had fallen out. You turned to the person who bumped into you.

“Shit, have you seen my-”

Why was Luka Megurine using your headphone?

“You listen to this song too? It’s from my favorite group!” Luka exclaimed as she looped her arm with yours. “Fall in Love Again'' is their best song. We’re best friends now.”

“Hey, you can’t just-”

“Momoi Airi is one of the best in the group to me. She has pink hair just like me! Could you believe that she’s only two years older than us too? I really wanna be like her when I get older too- I’ve been practicing guitar and singing in my free time-” Luka said, her rambling continuing on as you listened. You couldn’t deny it felt nice to know someone else who always was a fan of “More! More Jump!” You could wait to see your chorus teacher for now-

By the time the bell rang, you both had managed to end up in the class hallway sitting in front of her locker. Luka was showing you all of the photo cards and videos of the concerts she had gone to. Telling you story after story of all the times she was so close to meeting Momoi. You wouldn’t deny that she was rather weird. Bumping into a random classmate before dragging them around the school to gush about a girl group. However, you also couldn’t lie that it was all rather charming. By the second bell, she followed you to your locker as she continued on and on about the group. You listened intently, replying with your own comments here and there as you headed to your own class.

“Ah, wait, wait! I never learned who your bias was in the group!”

“Hinomori Shizuku. I like her the most.” You replied with a smile.

“Oh, that makes a lot of sense! See you in class, tomorrow.”

The rest of the school day went in a flash. You barely could remember what your teachers bothered to teach you and all you could think about was Luka Megurine. She was cute, she had a fun personality, and really knew what she was talking about. You went home watching more dance clips of Momoi then you did before- after all, Luka had mentioned that she was one of the best dancers in the group which you just had to argue that Hanasato was a much stronger dancer. It was an interesting back and forth that you two had, neither of you had made points, just reciting comments that you had read and taken as fact.

“Sweetie, were you able to talk to your teacher about dropping out of that group?”

Well, that was an issue for you to deal with tomorrow, before you spent another lunch talking to Luka that is.

By the third year of high school, you could officially say that you and Luka were “besties” ; the two of you were nearly inseparable. She naturally blended in with the rest of your friends as she was always there. Liting up the room with her smile and always giving you the latest news of Momoi, and sometimes Hinomori if you were lucky. It became a trend that halfway through the lunch period, she would pull you away from your friends to walk around the school together and talk alone. As if Luka wanted to honor that “special day” as much as she could. Of course, it wasn’t complete if you two didn’t listen to the same song as well. Despite listening to it everyday for 30 minutes each time. It never got old, and you enjoyed every second of it.

“I still can’t believe I made the group. Mrs.Yowane was so excited when I went to audition and she accepted me on the spot! I still can’t believe you left to begin with, this is the best thing that could happen to me.”

“Well, if I hadn’t left, I don’t think she would have another free spot. So, maybe it was just fate that it didn't work out.”

“I just hope fate lets us be together forever. I really like you, will you-” Luka stopped for a second as her face grew red. She grabbed onto your hands as she bowed. “Will you go out with me?”

You didn’t even stop for a second to think, before shouting out a “yes!”

The last year of high school was filled with the sweetest of memories. The days that were surrounded with childish glee, the more you two learned of each other. The more attached you got. Luka was growing so fast as an artist. Her guitar skills were amazing and her vocals were perfect. You even got to reconnect with your old group members: Meiko, Gumi, Lily, Flower! They were all here and you got to even watch their practice stages before anyone else. Luka and you were so happy.

So why.

Why did she just leave you without saying goodbye?

Halfway through the school year, she was just gone. No call or text-backs, no one in your friend group ever found out where she went, and her locker was now just empty. You were so scared that something had happened to her, that you even went to her house, hoping that someone would answer. You were so glad to see that her mom was there, but Luka was gone. She had moved halfway across the country with her father to pursue her dreams.

“Had she not told you dear?”

No, no she hadn’t. You choked on the tears that fell down as you cried into the older woman. You tried to hold back the pain that you were holding onto. To pretend that you were just happy that she was able to do this! She was going to accomplish everything she wanted to do. The cry was the loudest you ever sobbed. When you went home, you couldn’t eat for days as you cried yourself to sleep.

That was five years ago. For the most part you were doing much better now! You managed to get a pretty decent job working in journaling and your roommate, Yuezheng Longya, was a generously well-off man who didn’t mind paying for most of the rent. As long as you made sure not to make the apartment a complete pigsty like his previous roommate. You couldn’t deny that you were slowly harboring feelings for him. He was handsome, straight forward, quiet. The opposite of the person who had broken your heart years ago. You could tell him eventually how you felt when you were more certain of your emotions, for now, you were content with having a close friend.

Of course, all things from your past always come back to haunt you. As you scrolled through your phone, a certain face came back. The same long pink hair and blue eyes that were once full of life, looked dull and empty in the photo. She would be returning back to this old city for a concert before going on hiatus.

“Oh, so she can tell others where she’ll be going, but she couldn’t even bother telling me?” You said out loud. Anger lingered in your voice as you shut your phone off. The pain nearly threatened to return as you got up off the couch and headed to your room. You slammed the door as you tried to sleep it off.

You heard a knock on your door.

“Hn, you alright in there?”

“I’m just pissed off, Longya. I just need to sleep it off.”

“I’ll make you dinner, rest up now.”

“Thank you.”

You finally passed out that afternoon, waking up at 8pm. Panic almost overtook you before you realized that it was still the same day and that you didn’t miss work. On top of that, it was your day off. You checked your phone, noticing that you had three missed calls. One of them being from your own mother. Before you called her back, you saw that you had a text that simply read: ‘come over, it’s important.’ without any more questions. You got dressed and dashed out of your room.

“Oi, dinner will be ready soon. Don’t stay out too late.”

“I shouldn’t be long.” You said as you grabbed the door and slammed the door on your way out.

“I really need them to stop slamming my door.”

You didn’t live too far from your mother’s house, it was a 30 minute walk from yours to hers. 25 minutes if you speed walk, and currently, 20 minutes if you straight up run. You were exhausted and had to catch your breath when you finally arrived. You looked up slowly, shock filled your body as you noticed a familiar figure who sat on your old stairs.

“Why the hell are you here?”

“I’m sorry.”

“Why the hell are you here?” You said again, not letting up your feelings.

“I really messed up big time, and I’m so sorry. I just want to go back to what things used to be.”

“Do you really think that you can just walk back into my life? Think a “sorry” is just going to cut it? You walked away from everyone, all of your friends. Without even bothering to say goodbye.” You tried to steady your breathing as you continued. “Even when you were gone, you couldn’t even bother to contact any of us and you just think coming back with that is enough?”

“I- I was wrong, I was so scared to tell anyone. I couldn’t even have the courage to contact you guys to tell you what happened. I was a coward during all of this.”

“Coward is an understatement.”

“Mo-Momoi, I talked to her,”

Wow, congratulations. She accomplished all her dreams after abandoning everyone.

“She told me how wrong I was and that if I wanted to keep being an idol I had to set things straight. B-but, I realized that I didn’t want to be an idol if it meant that I could never meet you again. I just wish I did things differently, I’m so sorry. I wish I wasn’t selfish towards you and treated you better.”

You didn’t say anything else. You sat next to her and leaned your head against her shoulder. You pulled out your earphones, placing one in your ear, one in her own. She was confused but relaxed as an old song played.

“I don’t think we can ever go back to the way things used to be, but.” You started. Her apology was genuine, but you didn’t trust her yet. Not after what she did. “I really want you to prove that you really mean it.”

She looped her arm around yours, just like she did before.

“I promise.”

You both stayed quiet, letting the song play.

Tonight the stars out, lights flash. Thinking I was gonna dance, but rewind, playback. Now you got me in a trance.

Sometimes you wish you weren’t so hopeful and naive when it came to Luka. Your heart pounded a familiar beat as you placed your hand on hers.

Tonight we, tonight we Fall In Love Again.

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