#sorry I haven't been as active as usual for these past two-ish weeks
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#hey y'all#sorry I haven't been as active as usual for these past two-ish weeks#i've been going through it#the guy i've been seeing lost interest in me i'm almost 100% sure#like we hung out twice last week (4/18 and 4/20) and it was only to see that movie and we played pool at our campus rec center#and he hasn't reached out to talk since last sat. i've been the one to reach out. I feel like i'm watering a dead plant.#he's been slow to respond with short curt messages if he responds at all#and the last time he texted first was 4/23 at 1 am bc he wanted to sext. made me feel kinda yucky. i havent seen him in person since 4/20#he said was busy this past week and that he wouldnt be able to hang - but it does only take like 2 seconds to send a quick text yk?#i just. am fucking heartbroken. I got too fucking attached.#and today was our campus's biggest “block party” event of the year and he is just. partying with god knows who doing god knows what rn#and he's literally going to Spain to study abroad in may and is going to Princeton in the fall for grad school (very far from here.)#so I know the next time I see him will be the last time ever. i wrote him a long ass letter explaining all my feels and saying goodbye#i've cried everyday :( i'm so sick of feeling like this.#can't wait for this semester to be over.#personal
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