#sooooo many thougths all nb tamaki.

[tamaharu]

I...........omg i sent that t4t harutama ask, worried so much that it was too long and wordy and cringy but not only did you answer enthusiastically you also gave a long answer too........i wanna get that tattooed in the back of my eyelids tumblr user selkiecoded.............i shall leave you with this parting image; harutama on a cute little picnic date, tamaki in the strawberry dress that he initially bought for haruhi but “accidentally” ordered too large—oh well, we cant let a strawberry dress for a strawberry themed picnic go to waste now, can we! Haruhi helps zip up the back and pecks the nape of his neck and now theyre both blushing and trying to act cool about it! And then they go on the picnic and eat cute little cakes and fresh fruit and such. At one point haruhi gets dirt on the dress but tamaki cant even be mad about it. Yea i love them................STRAWBERRY DRESS TAMAKI AND STRAWBERRY SHIRT HARUHI SUPREMACY.............and eventually hopefully tamaki stops building a whole scheme before participating in even the barest crumbs of gnc behaviour and just! Feels comfortable without the pretense of accidents and coincidents and such! Just comfortable! Being their fully confident, beautiful nb gnc self!

anyways thanks again for ur answer 🥺 ive been letting online transphobes get to me recently but trans positivity is like a soothing balm to that hurt! Yea

omg thank YOU. i was so excited to answer it last night. the greatest update tumblr has ever done is getting rid of the character limit in asks. im so sorry that transphobes have been being assholes to you, im glad i could help even a little bit lol.

AND YESSSSS. STRAWBERRY DRESS4STRAWBERRY SHIRT!!

i also agree that a lot of tamakis gender nonconformity will take a minute to really get into w/out pretenses, and i really think haruhi will be the one to help him through it. insert my whole thing abt haruhis skirt in my fic. there was also a thing that ive never written (but wanted to) along the lines of like, tamaki and haruhi going shopping and pretending to shop for girls clothes for haruhi while tamaki is actually the one dictating what needs to be bought. bc it is weird and terrifying to shop in the 'wrong' clothing section w/out plausible deniability!

BUT! he will grow! he will learn to be comfortable! he will wear that dress, he will wear that lipgloss, he will grow his hair out! he will wear what he wants w/out fear! i am manifesting this until either i get to write the ouran reboot or tamaki suoh becomes real in real life.