#song: coward by hayden calnin

[writers-dilemma]

The Coup - A Yennaia Playlist for S U F F E R I N G

This has been knocking around in my head for so long, but I wanted to make a Yennaia playlist about The Coup and what happens to Tissaia and Yennefer's Feelings™ so without further ado, here's the list. It's in a specific order, both narratively, and for flow. I will also include who's perspective I imagine the song is coming from (the majority of them are from Yennefer following track 08):

The Conversation - Motion City Soundtrack - Tissaia

So Soon - Marianas Trench - Tissaia

For My Help - Hayden Calnin - Yennefer

Run To You - Pentatonix - Yennefer

Somebody To Die For - Hurts - Tissaia

When It Rains - Paramore - Yennefer

The Enemy - Andrew Belle - Tissaia

Wrong Victory - MS MR - Tissaia

Funeral Bell - Phildel - Yennefer

Winter '05 - Ra Ra Riot - Yennefer

Coward - Hayden Calnin - Yennefer

You Are A Memory - Message to Bears - Yennefer

The Night We Met - Lord Huron - Yennefer

Waves That Rolled You Under - Young Summer - Yennefer

Your Ghost - Marianas Trench - Yennefer

No Rest for The Wicked - Lykke Li - Yennefer

Echoes of You - Marianas Trench - Yennefer

Saw You in A Dream - The Japanese House - Yennefer

Just Like My Heart - Fault Lines - Yennefer

Dying Is Fine - Ra Ra Riot - Yennefer (could be a Tissaia read too)

We Are Broken - Paramore - Yennefer

Winter Never Comes - Paper Aeroplanes - Yennefer

Dancing With Your Ghost - Sasha Alex Sloan - Yennefer

The Orchard - Ra Ra Riot - Tissaia

Ghost on The Shore - Lord Huron - Tissaia

Ghost Story - Charming Disaster - Both

The last one is meant to end on a happier note, I made a fic for it and everything. Cheers!

[tinyhistory]

What songs did you listen to while writing ROA?

Thanks for waiting so long for a reply. I typed out a huge playlist and then tumblr ate the post and I got very angry and had to leave it alone for a bit.

I was listening to The Jezabels’ album Prisoner on repeat at the time, and a healthy dose of their EP Cherry Pie too. If I could pick just five songs which really wrote Running on Air for me, they would all be from The Jezabels: Long Highway, Endless Summer, Deep Wide Ocean, City Girl, and Catch Me.

I got my old laptop up and running again so I could check my old playlists, and this one is from around the time I was writing Running on Air:

Song — Artist

Ages, Places — Wildlife Control

All I Know — Washed Out

All Eyes On You — St Lucia

An Ending (Ascent) — Brian Eno

Away We Go — Silver Firs

Breakers — Gem Club

Change of Time — Josh Ritter

Clair de Lune — Flight Facilities

Conductor — We Were Promised Jetpacks

Coward — Hayden Calnin

Daylight Hours — Infusion

Deserters — Rachel Zeffira

Duet — Everything Everything

Dust — Little May

Embrace — Pnau

Epilogue — The Shape of the Earth

Fall At Your Feet — Boy & Bear

Flashed Junk Mind — Milky Chance

Goodbye Serenade — The Rebel Light

Hey Now — London Grammar

Homage — Feist & Timbre Timbre

Honey (Sam La More Remix)— Lovers Electric

I Will Wait For You — Lowing

Idea for Strings — Gem Club

Into the Thicket — U.S. Royalty

Invisible — Infusion

Lullaby — Dark Mean

Marathon (In Roses) — Gem Club

Old Pine — Ben Howard

On the Nature of Daylight — Max Richter

Outro — M83

Particles — Josh Pyke

Piano & Beat — Dark Mean

Pink Rabbits — The National

Plans — Birds of Tokyo

Quiet — This Will Destroy You

Staring at the Ceiling — Arrange

Sun Showers — Arrange

The Last Day on Earth — Kate Miller-Heidke

The Miles and the Hours — Benjamin Morsberger

The Summer — Josh Pyke

The Way You Remember Me — St Lucia

They Don’t Know — White Sea

Torrent — Ásgeir

Trembling Hands — Temper Trap

We Own the Sky — M83

Wide Eyed, Legless — Laura Veirs

Waves — Magic Man

Note: I’ve done a few playlists for RoA and I know my music taste is all over the place. Most people skip the electro-rock and drum-and-bass tracks I add — I guess people don’t associate synth-pop and electro-rock with Running on Air. But if you give these songs a go, you’ll see a lot of inspiration in the lyrics. ‘Honey’ has the lyric, “We can’t accept what we do not get to choose.” And EDM song Embrace begins with, “On a night like tonight, you saved my life.” Experimental electronica song Daylight Hours has amazing lyrics: “This is the third trip in the back of your car, filled with memories flashing by like liquid sky, like electric stars that define everything we are…I’m trying too hard, I’ve gone too far, now everything keeps shifting in and out of time.” Lots of RoA inspiration!

[wosollichsonsthin]

Herzlak x Songs I adore

No one asked for this but I gotta sum it up somewhere for future uses and things...

Heile Welt

Yellow by Coldplay

Sick World by Joel Adams

Oh What A Mess I'm In by Hayden Calnin

Candles by Daughter

Yellow Light by Of Monsters and Men

Masken

Silence by Marshmello

idfc by Blackbear

Jealous by Eyedress

Dünnes Eis by STANOVSKY

Mama's Gun by Glass Animals

Gier und Angst

Comatose by Hayden Calnin

The Enemy by Andrew Belle

Die Sonne in deinem Zimmer by Edwin Rosen

Bring mich nach Hause by Betterov

i walk this earth all by myself by EKKSTACY

Scared of You by Bobby, I miss you

Liebe mich

Coward by Hayden Calnin

Black Out Days by Phantogram

Someone Else by Duncan Laurence

Vertigo by Edwin Rosen

Where's My Love by SYML

Let You Down by NF

Revenge by XXXTENTACION

Youth by Daughter

Gallowdance by Lebanon Hanover

Endless Sea by Sam Airey

Random (or maybe Du bleibst hier?)

Magpie by Khushi

Somebody Else by The 1975

You & I by RHODES

Tissues by Finn

Verschwende deine Zeit by Edwin Rosen

Stuck with Me by The Neighbourhood

Wonderful Life by Smith & Burrows

Fallingforyou by The 1975

Heart to Heart by James Blunt

Je te laisserai des mots by Patrick Watson

Looking Too Closely by Fink

Enemy by Imagine Dragons

Love Lost by Mac Miller

[thefandomlesbian]

And if I also may ask (bc I love your stuff <333)🎶 🤪 Aaron and/or Spencer for both? Please and thank you! You re thr best. Again. V v proud of you, El! XOXO - Em

🎶: Oh, the untapped well that is my HotchReid playlist--allow me to share a selection with you. “Draw Your Swords” by Angus and Julia Stone; “Fireproof” by Coleman Hell; “Nowhere to Go” by Melissa Etheridge; “The World to Me” by Freddy and Francine; “My Number” by Tegan and Sara; “Don’t Be Careful” by Meg and Dia; “Recovery” by Broods; “Arms” by Paper Kites; “Coward” by Hayden Calnin; “Volcano” by Damien Rice.

🤪: Aaron plays the guitar. He took it up as a teenager to impress Haley and ended up using it in the pit at musicals when he turned out to not like performing too much. He still plays pretty regularly. In the summer, Aaron stokes a fire in the backyard to roast marshmallows and make smores. Jack runs around catching fireflies. The scent of the grill is still dying down, and their bellies are full, and sitting down on those logs, Aaron will pick his fingers along the strings and will sing songs for Spencer. Aaron is a sap; he starts with “Can’t Help Falling in Love.” But Spencer’s personal favorite is “You and Me,” and he asks Aaron to play it all the time. 

[mathewmurdocks]

you can usually tell a lot about a person by the type of music they listen to. put your favourite playlist on shuffle and list the first ten songs then tag ten people! no skipping!

shrines - echos intuition - foxtrott fallout - unsecret & neoni young - vallis alps coward - hayden calnin headlights - meadowlark lose myself - seven lions runninf with the wolves - aurora compass - zella day afterlife - illenium

tagged by @maddieschaoticblog thankies 💞☺️

[renegadepack]

Coward by Hayden Calnin

Leaving her was the worst mistake he would ever, could ever, make. Everyone had tried to tell him, but he didn’t listen. He knew now, and would give anything to go back and change it. But now it was too late. Far, far too late. If he had known she would do something like this, he would have stayed. But he left, and so did she.

Edward always said that he refused to live in a world without Bella. But he couldn’t bear to leave again. He found himself back in their town, staring at the water that had claimed her, wading into it, as if to find her again. The water was so cold. It was the first time he felt cold in a century. Nothing made sense anymore.

But he had a family that needed him, others that relied on him. Somehow, someway, he had to find a way to be whole again. Even if half of him was gone. He owed her that much.

send me a song title (include artist please) and i’ll write a summary of a twilight fanfic based on the song

[aislinnamongwonders]

Lovely @fatimamx and @stylesseason tagged me 😘😘

RULES: list ten songs you listen to the most, then tag ten people

Lately these ones:

1. Indigo Night - Tamino

2. Coward - Hayden Calnin

3. Lights up - Harry Styles

4. Missing home - Flora Cash

5. Glad he's gone - Tove Lo

6. I will - Mitski

7. Take what you want from me - Post Malone ft. Ozzy Osborne, Travis Scott

8. Nightmare - Halsey

9. Trampoline - Shaed, Zayn

10. Good as hell - Lizzo ft. Ariana Grande

I tag @harrybasquiat @aslongasitsrealtoyou @hstylesbakery @haaarry @harrystylesgotmefuckedup @smirkzarreh @harrysstyleseyes @babbbyspice @silveredsound @theyellowgrassgrows

Feel free to ignore this 🙂

[nicolasnelson]

Hi 😘

Break down / They closed the parkway late last night / Polly, won’t you kick in my teeth? / Oh, to see without my eyes / Hide the sun / 

A little angsty but still cute. Thank you!!

Here are the songs 🎶

“Coward” - Hayden Calnin

“Wild Heart” - Bleachers

“Polyhymnia” - Keaton Henson

“Mystery of Love” - Sufjan Stevens

“Black Out Days” - Phantogram

send me a ‘hi’ and I will put my playlist on shuffle, write down the first line of five songs and give it to you as a poem.

[scratchybeardsweetmouth]

music

tagged by @jorahssquire​ (sorry for the major delay, dear. am finally looking through my bookmarks and getting most of these done)

Rules: You can tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. Put your mp3 player, itunes, Spotify, etc. on shuffle, list the first 10 songs and tag 10 people.

1. Without You Here -- The Goo Goo Dolls 2. 21st Century Heartbeat -- Luke Sital-Singh 3. Miles Away -- Finnegan Bell 4. Forever -- Vertical Horizon 5. Bloom -- The Paper Kites 6. To Love Someone -- Ben Abraham 7. Take On Me -- Aqualung (Grey Anatomy’s Version) 8. Coward -- Hayden Calnin 9. Know Me Well -- Roo Panes 10. I Would Trade -- Clarensau Tagging: @motherhenna, @mindykahling, @infinity8tattoo, @iain-glen, @missing-my-socks, @timmyisokay, @avatarquake, @ramalcocer, @jestersmuses, @kingroberto (at your discretion, dearies)

[dontdowhatisayandnobodygetshurt]

😅 awesome because I’m super curious atm and was worried i was bothering you! what are your top 10 favorite songs?

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OKAY GET READY, CURIOUS BEAN!!!

The songs I’m currently obsessed with (shoutout to steverogershield for getting me addicted to like 6/10 of these songs XD):

Expensive Mistakes by Fall Out Boy

Anybody Else by JP Saxe 

House Wren by Owl City

Back Again by Flor

Something To Believe In by Young The Giant

Guillotine by Jon Bellion 

Oh Devil by Electric Guest

Ashes by Celine Dion

House of Memories by Panic! at the Disco

Void by The Neighbourhood

My trusty favorites that never disappoint/Hall of Fame: 

Somebody Else by the 1975

Coward by Hayden Calnin

Forbidden Friendship from the How to Train Your Dragon soundtrack

Dust and Light by Twelve Titans Music

Smile by Mikky Ekko

Mr Blue Sky by Electric Light Orchestra

Mountain Sound by Of Monsters and Men

Give It Up by KC and the Sunshine Band (I have no shame. Absolutely none. Zero. I regret nothing.)

I’m Still Here by John Rzeznik (kinda My Song™ if you know what I mean XD)

Little Wonders by Rob Thomas (IF YOU’RE GONNA LISTEN TO ONE OF THESE SONGS, LISTEN TO THIS ONE)

AND MY FAVOURITE SONG OF ALL TIME EVER, NEVER TO BE REPLACED, MY PERFECTLY HAPPY CALM PLACE :’)

[pourmyselfoverhim]

I made this for Nygmobblepot Week but I never ended up posting it. It was for the ‘Regret’ day so that may give you an idea what kind of songs to expect.

Ten tracks full of late/post S3 Nygmobblepot feels.  I’ll put the full track list under the break for those who don’t want to listen through Spotify.

Enjoy and let me know what you think! I wouldn’t mind making more playlists in the future if people like them.  

Youth - Daughter

You Loved me, You Killed Me - Odina

Alone Made of Ice - Maldito

If You Went Away - Daniel Wilson

Feels Like We’re Dying - Johnny Goth

Drifting - On An On

Soaked Through - Sara

Coward - Hayden Calnin

Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex

Once Upon A Dream - Lana Del Ray

[momentarilyhere]

OTP Song Meme

Rules: Sum up your OTP in a three-song playlist.

I was tagged by @storyknitter Thanks!! I had fun with this :D

Theron/Khairiyah (It was so hard to narrow it down to 3 songs!)

The National - This Is The Last Time 

Flume - Never Be Like You (5.4)

P!nk - Blow Me (One Last Kiss) (5.4 again)

Taziri/Vector

The National - Don't Swallow the Cap

Daughter - Medicine

Hayden Calnin - Coward

Andronikos/Tilelli

Snow Patrol - I Won't Let You Go

Lana Del Rey - Serial Killer

Halsey - Not Afraid Anymore

Tomyris/Felix

Lana Del Rey - Once Upon A Dream 

Daughter - Run

Maroon 5 - Sugar

Tagging: @diabeticjedi @tracinyad @lumielles @consular-sevasy @meatbag-status @casialegacy @brietopia & @alenkosx

[lateforjianghu]

10 OC Songs

Rules: Post 10 songs you associate with the OC(s) of your choice. Linking the song is up to you. Tagged by @wise-mage. Thank you hon <3 I’m sure I already posted some of these but I still love them. 

1. Charlie Chaplin - Smile  (Vaxus Trevelyan)

Light up your face with gladness; Hide every trace of sadness; Although a tear may be ever so near; That’s the time you must keep on trying.

2. Hayden Calnin - Coward (Vaxus, Valerin from Dorian POV)

And he knows she sees him; So he smiles as he walks, he; He thinks of her cheeky grin; While faking being happy; He's so cold at night; As cold as her last breath.

3. Fleurie - Soldier (Vaxus Trevelyan)

Careful son, you got dreamer's plans; But it gets hard to stand; Soldier keep on marchin' on; Head down til the work is done.  

4.  Daughter - Human (Valerin Trevelyan feat. Vax)

and he's lost faith, he'll ever see again. So may he once thought of me then...

and despite everything I'm still human, but I think I'm dying here.

5.  Katy Perry - Unconditionally (Cover) (Dorxus)

Acceptance is the key to be; To be truly free; Will you do the same for me?

6.  Seafret - Missing (Dorxus trespasser feels)

Tell me, what is a life, if it is not shared? I keep falling asleep pretending that you're there; you gave me something to live for, something to die for.

7.  Calvin Harris - This Is What You Came For (Cover) (Fenfel)

Lightning strikes every time she moves; And everybody's watching her; But she's looking at you.

8.  Celldweller - Against the Tide (Felix Pavus)

Oh father, why have they forsaken me? You warned me that they would; Because it's passing down the bloodline; It's spoken and misunderstood.

9.  Mountain Bird - Dream (Dorian x Luther)

I'm still dreaming about your hands;  Your Lies; Our Love; The Love, The Love.  

10. MaJLo - Escape (Solas x Keela)

Fading memories; Complicated dreams; 

Above the trees we met; We are not happy yet.

It was really hard to choose only 10 since I have oc playlist for every possible occasion not only for my but also for my friends.

tagging: @bisexualryder, @elidoo, @jessicapendragon, @lafaiette, @littlemissfundip, @sharp-sparks, @eruphadriel, @mureh, @dziewanna and @kauriart if you have a free moment ;D

[thefandomlesbian]

wait what songs are already on the playlist??? I wanna know the vibes

Okay so I had a pretty big one on Amazon music but I swapped for Spotify and now I can't view the old one so I can? Only remember a handful of the songs but these are some of the ones I recall:

-Strong Enough by Sheryl Crow

-Fireproof by Coleman Hell

-The World to Me by Freddy and Francine

-Draw Your Swords by Angus and Julia Stone (I think)

-Long Live by Taylor Swift

-Youth by Troye Sivan

-Nowhere to Go by Melissa Etheridge (...I think)

-My Number by Tegan and Sara

-Nineteen Stars by Meg and Dia/Don't Be Careful by Meg and Dia

-Recovery by the Broods (I think)

-Arms by the Paper Kites

-Oblivions by the National

-There was at least one song from Laura Marling, Fleet Foxes, First Aid Kit, and Sea Wolf respectively, but I can't recall the titles.

-Coward by Hayden Calnin

-Like Real People Do by Hozier

-(big maybe on this one I remember it was on a ship playlist but I don't remember which one?) Rabbit Will Run by Iron and Wine

-(another big maybe) Ava by Famy

-(MAYBE) Southern Man by Caitlin Canty

-Volcano by Damien Rice

-There was a Keaton Henson song but it was just? Just maybe? 10 Am Gare Du Nord or maybe it was You

-The Scientist by Coldplay

-Your Heart Is An Empty Room by Death Can for Cutie

-and I think there was a song by Amber Run but no idea which one.

-also that really popular Lord Huron song might've been on it

So there was no clear theme, I don't have a set taste in music and clearly the original was alllllll over the place and I'm open to any suggestions to recreate the world's most chaotic playlist.

[skullinacowboyhat]

10 Songs 10 Mutuals

tagged by: @delavairesslegacy

tagging: well I think everyone has been tagged but if you haven’t and you want to do it, just say I tagged you. :)

Rules: put your music on shuffle and list the first 10 songs that play

Running with the Wolves - Aurora

Car Radio - Twenty-One Pilots

Coward - Hayden Calnin

The Honour in Her Efforts - Phil Lober 

Believer - Imagine Dragons 

Sacred Pool of Tears - Hans Zimmer (the Kung Fu Panda soundtrack is a masterpiece)

Way Down We Go - Kaleo

Black Clouds - Hidden Citizens

Ignite - Imagine Dragons

I Found - Amber Run

[yoongiahs]

Shuffle Tag

Rules: Put your music on shuffle, list the first 9 songs and your favorite lyrics from each, then tag 9 people to participate

Tagged by: @agustd-enthusiast, Thank you dear!

1. Calling Me - Aquilo

How could I misstep? Trouble might speak back How could I misstep? Trouble might speak back

2. 9 Crimes - Damien Rice

Is that alright? Give my gun away when it's loaded Is that alright? If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it Is that alright? Give my gun away when it's loaded Is that alright Is that alright with you?

3. Begin - BTS

아무것도 없던 열다섯의 나 세상은 참 컸어 너무 작은 나 이제 난 상상할 수도 없어 향기가 없던 텅 비어있던 나 나 I pray

Love you my brother 형들이 있어 감정이 생겼어 나 내가 됐어 So I’m me Now I’m me

(English)

The fifteen year old me who didn’t have anything The world was so big, I was so small Now I can’t even imagine it Now I can’t even imagine myself who used to have no scent, who used to be empty

Love you my brother, thanks to my brothers I now have emotions I became me So I’m me Now I’m me

4. 24/7=heaven - BTS

내일은 꿈꾸던 데이트 날 참 예쁜 별과 예쁜 달 날 비추는 빛, 오늘따라 더 모든 세상이 날 위한 것 같아 right?

(English)

Tomorrow is the date I’ve only dreamed about The stars are so pretty and the moon is so pretty The light that shines on me, the world seems like it’s made for me even more today, right?

5. Baby Baby - Winner

Baby baby 이 밤이 싫어요 Baby baby 혼자가 싫어요

(English)

Baby baby I hate this night Baby baby I hate being alone

6. Coward - Hayden Calnin

And she goes when he's ready And I know he feels heavy But she knows that he's dirty To make her feel worthy, she; She cries like a drama queen While dying next to me, he; He'll hold her closely While she falls asleep

7. Cold and Clear - Cajsa Siik

Somehow you seem so alive by my side

8. Ferrari - The Neighbourhood

Don't tell me about the rules and break them And don't tell me about mistakes And make the same ones I have made before Don't say you love me more Better not say it I met her at church But she could be satan

9. Silver Spoon - BTS

노력��령 좀 그만둬 아 오그라들어 내 두 손발도 아 노력 노력 아 노력 노력 아 노랗구나 싹수가

(English)

Ah, stop going on about ‘effort’. Ah, it makes my skin crawl. Ah, try harder, ah, try harder. Ah, you really don’t have a chance.