#song lyrics: kikuo “i'll forgive you even if you die”

[chumbyy]

Just wandering over

a city with no place

that I belong to

[tatiejosie]

📻 A Donald Ferguson playlist

A couple of songs that I associate with Donald, along with the lyrics that remind me of him. The lyric bits are translated to English for practical purposes, but please be curious and check the entirety of the songs!

📼 I suggest clicking on the playlist in the title to have everything at the same place, but each song is linked under the readmore.▼

▶ 万有ヱレキテル / The UniversaL ElekiteL - sasakure.UK

[no lyrics]

▶ Delirious - 照井順政

[no lyrics]

▶ L’enfer - Stromae

Everything I’ve thought about To say that plenty of others thought about it too Nevertheless, I feel alone So I’ve sometimes had suicidal thoughts / And I’m not proud Sometimes we believe it’s the only way to shut them out These thoughts that put us through hell These thoughts that put me through hell

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You know, I’ve reflected a lot And I don’t know what to do with you That’s the point - reflecting That’s the problem with you

▶ ムーア - sasakure. UK × メゾネットメゾン

I clawed at what lay behind this world An abnormality in the dot-dash frequency Chasing after a formless signal A nonsensical love song Signals the coming of a sad farewell A strange uttering and a love for reform The end is quaking

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The experimental body that rejected that wish for resonance Distress and dissection, thunder and solution An empty grace The mutant weeping in this darkened world The automata's repentant response, these horrid feelings The end is quaking

▶ Being human - Steven Universe Future

Just a little time Just a little something that I need Just a little time Just a little feeling gaining speed I'm dreaming of going going going Going somewhere and Being being being Being human

▶ Body Terror Song - AJJ

I'm very sorry that you have to have a body One that will hurt you, and be the subject of so much of your fear It will betray you, be used against you, then it'll fail on you my dear But before that, you'll be a doormat, for every vicious narcissist in the world Oh how they'll screw you, all up and over, then feed you silence for dessert

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Eyes and hands, sometimes bullets, Uninvited, passing through us Uninvited, passing through us I'm sorry that you have to have a body

▶ 幽霊みたい - 歌愛ユキ

From a dark pedestrian bridge where the streetlights have been cut off I'm almost sucked into the intersection overlooking it Even if I disappear from the world No one will notice As I drift and roam around Like a ghost I wish I could live like her In a city where bodies are transparent

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Can I talk to you for a minute? (Forgive me) I hear you really want to live (Though life feels pointless) You're a selfish ghost (I felt like jumping in)

▶ 愛を探して / Searching for your love - Kikuo

Where is this place? How long have I been wandering in a dream? Where are you? Where is that place? How long have I been lost in the fog? I'll wait for you in my dream as long as it takes, you with your broken skull. Hold me tight / hold me close. I'll wait for you to come hold me / stuck in my child state. As long as it takes...

▶ Jinzou Enemy - じん

“When your dreams have disappeared, you can keep going through your daily routine, but what's the point?” What an incredible thing to say.

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You feel something connecting you to people without faces or voices, but I'm sure that's not really love for one another. Today is coming to an end, but as usual you just pretend and pretend to live, and then sleep.

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Hey, if you've been crushed under it all, why are you still focusing on what's out there and looking at me so coldly?

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Even you must know that that's not the best plan. At the end of it, there's only a bottomless loneliness In this room where no light shines on every repeating day, I start breaking down and my noise is echoing.

[borderline Decil coded!!!!! where my KagePro fans at!!!]

▶ dogdog - 虻瀬

I want to die, look, I want to die, if it's going to hurt this much I want to die, I really want to die And yet I can't die I can't die I can't die My body just freezes up and doesn't move an inch Do I want to live? Do I want to die? My skin screams out At the very least, let me scream too

▶ 🔪、🔪、🔪 - Kikuo

Taking the flying bullets will make me HIGH I don't have hands to hold you with anymore Aa, aa, aa

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When I was brought into this world I screamed for this to be a dream At the moment when I realize my life will end today I come to wonder, what the point, what the point, what the point in all this was But y'know, a philosophical question like that will only be left hanging in hanging in hanging in-

▶ バツ猫 - Kikuo

Let’s crush the ears and the mouth. I can’t make it sound sad, The sound of my crying just sounds so stupid. Every day, every day, I’m trying to forget myself, Myself, myself, myself, myself…

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I can't see or hear, I won't speak of or smell The happy things or the painful things. Another day where I forget everything, Here at the darkness of a moonless night. Another day where I’m living without a care. Alas.

▶ Don’t - Persona 3 Reload FES

Leave me out I don't want to fight But if you insist There will be consequences It's like I'm Getting stomped on my face While I'm down on the ground, though I / Survived the worst but the worst is yet to come Don't do this to me now I've gone numb

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Win or defeat / It's empty, gonna feel incomplete Feeling half awake and half asleep Would rather be asleep and dream the days of peace Unbecoming / Everything that I wanted to be Someone tell me / What should I do next?

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Trapped in time Forever in remorse How could I ever be In peace when nothing else matters to me

▶ La panique mécanique - Dionysos

When I panic, my heart’s mechanic derails to the point where I feel like an old train Loco-locomotive doing wheelies on the rails of my own fears What am I afraid of? I’m afraid of you - I mean you without me - watch, As you can see the steam filter underneath the rails

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At this point I am stunned like an abandoned bell tower In a desert of blue smoke Just like the fear of leaving, Come on, come on, the hazards of round-trips are causing me to rattle Which I will learn not to - another time, Now, you see, it’s starting to clatter - my heart is filled with popcorn

▶ INVISIBLE - Duran Duran

When you can't even say my name Has the memory gone? Are you feeling numb? Go and call my name I can't play this game, so I ask again Will you say my name? Has the memory gone? Are you feeling numb? Or have I become invisible?

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When you don't hear a word I say As the talking goes, it's a one-way flow No fault, no blame Has the memory gone? Are you feeling numb? And have I become invisible?

▶ La menuiserie - Stupéflip

Pick up bits of things Pick-up-pick-up Pick up bits of things and then piece them together

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Mommy please don’t send me to the hospital / I can’t take it, I feel bad there / not the hospital not the hospital / people are too strange there / when I think of them I have nightmares / mentally I am not challenged / mommy I don’t want to see them anymore I swear I am not insane anymore / that was before, when I was insane / last time they wanted to hit me / and I can’t stand the anti-lice / I’m begging you, don’t call them / they’ll suck my brains out / No mommy no, don’t do it I’ll be sweet like a lamb They hit me with a rod / Say I deserved it / They stuff me with barbiturates even when I’ve done nothing Please, please / you know they’ll tie me up Mommy I’m begging you I don’t want to go back

[translating Stupéflip is an ordeal pls have patience and listen]

Here we are! My Donald playlist! Maybe I'll do a Decil playlist????? because i sure have a bunch of songs in the drafts for that

[astro-on-the-tracks]

my birthday art from yesterday!! the lyrics are from a Kikuo song, "I'll forgive you even if you die."