#sometimesijustwanttodisappearcompletely

[1eyedstar]

plz ignore this just venting 😵‍💫

I blame myself for distancing myself from everybody then I feel like an awkward mess when we talk again. The stress I feel when im trying type my reply. Everyday I feel like don't deserve friendship even if they always reassure me that's its ok. I just feel like a bad friend and they deserve better than me.

minus that disaster above I'm kinda being active on twt. like retwt/liking stuff. Idk why but I like my time I've spent on Tumblr so I'm happy to be active here. Still haven't decided to go back to my IG acc. I kinda miss it...