#sometimes your flaws and blind spots catch up w you in the worst way
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Waiting for someone to accept your apology is such a specific kind of agony
#especially when you know you done fucked up#and every minute they stay mad you have to remind yourself that you deserve it#the hardest thing about being autistic is knowing#that there is no medication nor amount of therapy#that will keep you from fucking up in stupid ways#part of being human is having to live with the fact that#sometimes your flaws and blind spots catch up w you in the worst way#and all you can do is be sorry and hope#that people will love you enough to forgive and move forward#but by god these moments test my sense of self worth#it's so hard to keep myself from spiraling#so easy to just drown in guilt and shame#I really just wish I didn't have such poor impulse control sometimes#acornposting#personal
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