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I'm tired so y'all get angsty Nimona headcanons
So apparently since Iâm a masochist I was thinking about how Nimona would react to the boys dyingÂ
Specifically the order cause I feel like that would contribute to how they would reactÂ
If Bal died first he would be crushed and kind of just shut down and close himself off
After a while he would start taking longer trips and meeting new people and the hurt would lessen year after yearÂ
After a while they kind of notice that they left Ambrosius alone
They didnât mean to it was never their intention to recede into themselfÂ
But thatâs what happened and when they rejoined his life he didnât miss a beatÂ
He just acted like they never left and that hurt ten times worseÂ
Especially when she realized that Ambrosius never fully dealt with his deathÂ
At least not in a proper way
Ambrosius passing soon after they reconnected was just another gut punchÂ
It was like she finally started to recover just to be thrown back down
And a small part of her just a teeny tiny part of her was bitter about itÂ
And she fucking hated it
If Ambrosius died first I think she would still be angryÂ
She wouldnât shut down like Bal she would lash outÂ
She would act like his passing away was just another betrayal by someone she trustedÂ
And again it would take a very long time for her to stop viewing it as that
They would never lash out at Bal though
They saw the effects and noticed how deep the sadness ran so they would always hold their tongue around him
One day Nimona made an offhanded joke about how Balâs eyes should be studied cause they should be able to get even bigger with ageÂ
And Bal just starts laughingÂ
And he doesnât stop
Even as heâs bent over sobbing there are still laughs sprinkled in
He asks Bal what was wrong and he says âoh nothing starlightâ he keeps pestering him until he finally saysÂ
âYou know I donât think I ever had a chance to miss him because I see him every day when I look at youâÂ
And they just sit on the couch and seemingly go through every stage of grief 24-hour periodÂ
When Bal dies a couple of years later itâs still like a gut punch
And he wants more than anything to dig himself into a hole and never come back outÂ
But he doesnâtÂ
It takes a long time for him to start letting people in again
So I donât know if the boys were living together or if they were still living in the dorms before the knighting ceremonyÂ
But there in either situation there is something so utterly heartbreaking about the idea of Ambrosius having to rummage through the destruction of people barely knighted Â
Desperately trying to pick out the undamaged bits of Bal and clinging to them
I can also just imagine him searching through his phone frantically looking for old photos videos and voicemailsÂ
Trying to figure out if he was genuine or if he was talking with a mask for a decadeÂ
He goes back and forth between knowing those are his genuine smiles and laughs and thatâs really love in his eyesÂ
But then he also has moments when he remembers that he might not know what his real smile looks like or what his real laugh sounds likeÂ
And how can he know what love looks like when he might have been faking it this whole timeÂ
He stops looking through his phone for a while
#nimona 2023#nimona movie#nimona headcanon#nimona#ballister boldheart#ambrosius goldenloin#ballister x ambrosius#goldenheart#these dorks make me so sad#happy but sad#I still believe in the whole rebirth headcanon#she sees them again#and again#sometimes it's not at the same time#which breaks their heart because they know the boys miss each other#but they see each other again#eventually#they make jokes about it too#very âyou made me wait 100 years you dick so you're doing the dishes for the next 30â
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going to chb must be crazy like imagine sharing a camp with
-one of the strongest demigods ever who's saved the world like at least 3 times, fought multiple gods & titans and WON (and is a tartarus survivor)
-the literal main architect of OLYMPUS who's also saved the world multiple times (also tartarus survivor)
-THE lord of the wild who's also close friends with the first two (and has helped save the world multiple times)
-an emo kid from the 1930s who again helped save the world and is also a tartarus survivor (TWICE)
-a son of apollo who survived tartarus with nothing but cargo shorts and sheer will (pun intended)
-the main designer and builder for the argo II, also the first hephaestus kid to have fire powers since hundreds of years ago (did i mention killed gaea? no? yeah he did that too)
-a girl who somehow charmspeak-ed gaea into falling back asleep (also side note daughter of super famous actor because why not)
-pretty much everybody is a two-time war veteran
-THE GOD APOLLO who just sometimes comes down to visit in the form of a teenage boy
-did i mention dionysus, god of wine madness and theatre
-also chiron, trainer of pretty much every greek hero ever
#shit's crazy#theyre basically living history#percy is kinda the new hercules except less macho manly man#'oh who's killed this guy before' 'percy jackson'#like can you imagine playing capture the flag with rhese bastards#ur scaling the wall and you see these mfs make it up there in like 2 jumps#they arent allowed to be in the same team for any of the games because you KNOW theyd beat everyone else's asses#people are fighting to have percy on their team#not to mention the gods that just pop in for a visit every now and then#like at this point the fact that DIONYSUS is their camp counselor isnr even that surprising anymore#some scrawny teen dude shows up and will's just 'oh hey dad'#'YOU MEAN APOLLO????' 'yeah lol he just visits sometimes'#pretty much everyone there has survived at least one war#the background characters must feel hella overshadowed bcs what does it matter if u won a game when the guy in the cabin across has like#saved the world. 3 different times. like wtf#pjo books#leo valdez#trials of apollo#lester papadopoulos#pjo fandom#percy jackson#grover underwood#nico di angelo#annabeth chase#pjo hoo toa#heroes of olympus#piper mclean#chiron#camp half blood#pjo text post
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Every FNAF night guard are kindaâŠ.
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#michael afton#vanessa afton#fnaf vanessa#fnaf vanny#mike schmidt#security breach#these guys literally have no time to think about themselves#they got animatronics and killers after them#and sometimes on the same time#and sometimes itâs their dad#so these dudes are too busy to figure that all out BAHAH
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fortunately, or unfortunately, they only see each other like 3 times a yearâŠ
#danny phantom#danny fenton#valerie gray#college au#blood#gore#grayghost#they have a situationship for sure#but are so not on the same page#danny would have really liked this to go differently#but he lost track of time and his opponent got bored of waiting#Valerie hunts ghosts for the government#sheâs more targeted and efficient than the giw#and travels a lot#but her home base is amity#where sometimes she sees fenton on weekends heâs home from school#he revealed his identity right before leaving for college#and sheâs had a minute to sit with it#sheâs very against the bridge thing#but keeps his identity secret#on the off chance she figures out how to get rid of phantom without harming danny#donât worry tho sheâll get his ass for this#pheeeeew#this is probably (definitely) the most involved comic Iâve ever done#enjoy!
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the best commission client you can ever get is always going to be this specific guy: he wants you to draw an oc he's had for like 16 years, he has a folder of references, she's like a catgirl who is also a magician or something, he has 3 paragraphs of her lore that he gives you + an exact pose, he's extremely polite and tells you to take as long as you need, and then he tips like $160 on top of the asking price at the end. and he always looks exactly like this
#HAVE YOU BEEN COMMISSIONED BY THIS MAN? you may be entitled to: no compensation actually bc he paid double#IT'S HIM. TIMOTHY COMMISSION#i have encountered a few copies of this man and it's always a pleasure#justin tim theodore jacob gabe. are all his name at the same time#sergle.txt#HE ALWAYS TIPS!!!! this guy. jacob or whatever his name is in whatever iteration#sometimes it's a cowgirl but usually it is a kitty cat... i don't care either way babygirl it could be anything. i am happy to take#this kind of order whenever it floats along towards me.
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None of our hands are clean
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jin guangshan#mianmian#The secret meaning behind one of the jin members scuttling off is:#I couldn't make three people work out in the remaining panels and per my rule of '3 attempts and take a different approach' he had to go.#Sometimes there are meaningful reasons why something happens in the background. And sometimes it is like this.#Let's just say he saw what was about to happen and got out of there before mianmian started throwing hands.#Okay no more delay. The sheer boldness to call WWX a killer in a room full of people who wear their war body count as a badge...#It's about hypocrisy yes - but it is also about how the narrative shifts on the same action depending on the frame.#Because at the end of the day...the blood on our hands is still blood on our hands.#Both the deaths on the battlefield and the deaths of the Jin's abusing the Wen remnants are still deaths caused by another.#They are also deaths that - depending who holds the frame - are noble acts to protect others.#But it isn't supposed to be about who was right and who was wrong.#It is about the need to be seen as the victim to avoid culpability.#Because if you aren't responsible you don't have to be held accountable. You don't have to grow or change.#If someone takes all the blame then there is no need to reflect on your own faults.#We have to protect our fragile ego from the mirror lest it shatter and we have to remake it anew.#Horrifically enough...even if WWX spared the Jin guards or even never ran into Wen Qing#He wouldn't have been able to escape being the scapegoat. He downfall was set into motion a long time ago.#My goodness...What a deliciously tragic story Wei Wuxian's first life was.
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anybody still deeply enjoy the aesthetics of early 2000's tech? this pup certainly does!
đ«§đ â»ïž đ SB - $70 đ MI - $5 đ AB - TBA
- comment to bid! - winner will get transparent moodboard, anthro idog, chibi idog gif, and the image above, unwatermarked. - payment due 48 hours after last bid placed - feel free to DM me any questions!
SOLD!
#this is my favorite adopt i've made in a rlly long time#frutiger aero idoggy......... <3 <3 <3#there's also a base for these lines on my patreon! i'll be posting a Sale link to it tomorrow probably#frutiger aero#aesthetic#moodboard#adoptable#adopts#furry#tech#robot#dog#pup#blue#green#water#ik it feels silly to tag like that << but my ass DOES look things up like. green furry. sometimes. shoutout to anyone who does the same bc#really hope im not the only one#webcore#internetcore#y2k#2000's#2010's#anthro#my art#fursona
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get these boys summer uniforms and cold beverages Stat
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#fushiguro megumi#itafushi#megumi#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#missed opportunity keeping them in the same uniforms year round :// we could have had suns out guns out yuuji smh#also i am continually perplexed by yuuji's uniform in particular#is he wearing a hoodie underneath ??? is the red Attached to the rest of it????#like. during sukuna's shibuya rampage when it shows the back ripped (vibes btw)#there is No trace of red tht would indicate there being another layer#so i am ??????#i actually dont know if Any of them wear their own shirts under their uniforms. sometimes it looks like megumi is ???#other times ???????#pls i need answers this dilemma takes up so much mental real estate#whatever . /I/ want them to have another layer. fr ~flavour~#anyway . summer my beloathed <3 my enemy <333#at least i can draw itfs cooling off to cope#i do NOt want hot weather . neither does megumi. look at him hes dying
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once more around the sun!! :3
#mine#cats#happy new year!!! a little late but alas#i didnt like th colours here but now i love them hehehehehheheh#i hope everyone had a good holidays life development for me is i now like ice hockey#in my sports fan era...these greasy sweaty bloody white men...intrigue me#also i got a new diary!! im using th hobonichi cousin in kinda alarmed by it ngl a5 is a lot of space to fill#i tried the hobonichi techo a couple years ago n found it a rlly weird size 2 work in but now.........big page scawwy#im trying not 2 b too insane about it . like relax who cares#if i do cute spreads i will share them :3#also in th same vein im not setting a book goal this year !! tbh i surpassed my goal last year by a lot and wasnt stressed about it at All#but i get so guilty about not reading sometimes like girl . guilty to who? god? are we catholic now? get a grip#anyway anway im going to toot on my flute and then eat my weight in mac n cheese#love how i had to get a new cork in my flute bc i didnt play for like 10 months n th guy was like play regularly! n i was like yeh will do!#and then did not do that#alas...time escapes me
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Prompt in Memes 5
Once more, have a prompt entirely in memes because I'm too lazy to properly write one right now lol.
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#De aged dan#de aged ellie#dad danny#mom danny#Fuck it make this a Hazmat Au too with a hint of eldritch Phantom form#Hence why no one realizes Danny Fenton & Phantom Dark are different people#No Danny is not ghost king he's just a little shit#Jazz is in Metropolis & Danny is around depending on where the âfield tripsâ are#Sometimes he's in Gotham because Scarecrow or Ivy offers a lecture#Most of the time they're in Central though because it's safest for the baby villains in the making lol#Danny is taking classes for both medical stuff (thx Frostbite) and engineering#A couple of time travelling villains ADORE him and his kids lol#âSo u a monsterfucker?â âWhatâ âI mean I saw that ghost hero & I'm just sayin that's not human y'know-â#Tucker stop laughing at him#Tucker and Sam and Val are also in the same villain school but taking different classes#Save for Tucker also being in an engineering class#Sam is fighting for that Ivy internship#Val is in the specialized Anti-Hero course that focuses on teen heroes who are done with that bs#She got in by telling them (not lying) that she's going to take down a branch of government even if she has to blow the whole thing up#Evil College Au#Danny made a mistake & now everyone thinks that he Val Sam AND Tuck were in a relationship with Phantom at some point#Eveery other student now refers to them as the Petty Exes#memes#meme
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people being shocked and frustrated by Alicent not comforting Aegon is funny because they clearly haven't been following the same "child bride, married by 14, two kids by 18, routinely martially raped, emotionally repressed, guilt-ridden" character that I've been following for the past two years.
#âShe didn't comfort him!â#have we...considered that she literally doesn't know how to??#âShe could've just hugged him!â#are we talking about the same woman who is approached by physical touch as a sexual/abusive transaction??#âShe's a bad parent!â#yes?? we know??#sometimes the cycle wins guys. sometimes. the fucking cycle wins.#Alicent Hightower couldn't get out. and now she's stuck looking at the mirror every time she looks at Aegon.#and so. she won't look at Aegon.#hotd#house of the dragon#alicent hightower#aegon ii targaryen#text#team green
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Jung Wooyoung for GQ Korea (2024)
#jung wooyoung#wooyoung#ateez#he doesn't post a lot#but when he does#he makes it count#full offence to GQ but Wooyoung could edit better shots than this#but i like that they understand his vibe#and didn't put him in some ugly abstract outfit#fashion people honestly do not live in the real world sometimes#but at the same time#i do appreciate weird art
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she would've told them unlike her canon! version who decided not to be an ally smh
#one piece#trans!sanji#sanji#kiku#yamato#ăŻăłăăŒăč#I'm practicing my japanese shhhhhh#ïŒæ„æŹèȘăźăă©ăă©äșșïŒäżșăŻææłăšăæžăæčăšăééăŁăăæăăŠăă ăăđ
ăăăăšăăăăăŸăïŒ#translation:#Yamato: I'll be able to get as strong as Oden?#Sanji: Probably... đ€#[meanwhile Kiku is remembering the time in the hot spring]#(Sanji: Nami-chan!!!)#(Nami: Shut up!! The women's bath is supposed to be a peaceful place!)#Kiku: I am also â§ïž ... o.o#(y'all english speakers had me all to yourselves for a decade it's about time I start to also sometimes make stuff in my next language lol#notably for media *from* that language#same as it made sense to make fan content in english for [american superhero franchise we don't talk abt anymore] back in the day#(happy seasonal reminder that Ren Is Not A Native English Speaker and This Is My 5th Language hi đ
))#while looking up reference for this I learnt that the straps to tie back the kimono sleeves are called tasuki#also I decided yamato get big muscles cause he got them kaido genes in im (I also gave him his dad's young-man-facial hair)#the more I do transition projections for one piece characters while tryna adhere to the style the more I learn that sometimes stylisation#uses bones less as literal determinants for where things go and just kinda exaggerates shapes based on vibes alone instead#meaning trans characters' bones wouldn't literally stay looking the same in that stylisation in the way they do irl#they'd get exaggerated differently based on what the surrounding stuff is doing#I still think oda's transition demonstration when we first met iva was unreasonable even with that in mind tho
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english translation book 5 baby we are in the âpeople assuming kid form hua cheng is xie lianâs sonâ era đ„đ„đ„ / follow for more hualian silliness
#so the part of the book where kid hua cheng suddenly sits bolt upright#because he senses something in the room#and this 7 year old is just đïžđïž and radiating immense killing intent#hes so fucking funny đ#i love him being weird and strange and offputting#âdianxia why does the high schooler that hangs around your house sometimes have glowing red eyes and know things he definitely shouldnt#and crush things into dust with his bare hands and seem to hate the sun an-â mind your own fucking business#drawing baby hc was so much fun i hope i do it again soon#the secret is that xie lian is JUST as deeply weird as his husband but in a less obvious and threatening manner.#guy who has to keep his internal monologue internal because he is thinking things like âwouldnt wanna get choked by those hands!â#out of every god character he is the one who seems to have changed the most from immortality#dying presumably hundreds of times and being alone for hundreds of years does something to your brain#âxiao hua why does your cultivator talk weird and wear the same clothes and eat the same food and-â HE IS AUTISTIC!!!! AND JADED BY THE#PASSAGE OF CENTURIES!!! YOULL NEVER KNOW WHICH IS WHICH!!#my art#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#hualian#hua cheng#xie lian#art#tgcf meme#mxtx#怩ćźè”çŠ#lmao#hob#heaven official's blessing#the people have spoken...
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What moment [in All of Us Strangers] is it for you that just gets you every time?
#they're so hard to transcribe sometimes like u gotta stop talking at the same time lads ;;#andrew scott#paul mescal#all of us strangers#edits
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I'm a doctor, not a miracle worker.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen ning#wei wuxian#wen qing#jiang cheng#Truly Massive disclaimer here: I am a Jiang Cheng enjoyer. I like his character. I enjoy that he is very flawed and volatile.#This episode of the audio drama has a lot of great breakdown scenes featuring JC - and they all deserve a feature.#But underlying this comic is a small meta comment of 'ah man I have too many comics of JC just wailing sadly'#My goal is to draw 6-8 comics per episode - I sometimes have to truncate and cut good scenes out.#Especially when a large majority is just different flavours of trauma and toxic relationships to your self-worth.#I would also like to make a note here that just because you lose the ability to do something that is very tied to your core identity-#-does not mean your life is over. It will feel like the end of the world. It will send you into a spiral of grief. It will hurt so badly.#Sometimes we do not realize how tied up our identities can be in certain things until we are cut loose.#You don't lose yourself. I promise the pain will fade in time. I promise you will find other things to tether you. I promise you will be ok#Life moves forwards. Time moves forwards. You move forwards.#Ego death just means an opportunity for ego rebirth. You are never committed to being the same person forever.#To wrap this around to JC: Yeah I love the twist with the core transfer but man I would have loved to see JC accept the loss.#Obviously it happens for a reason (story) but I can have my AUs. I can have these 'what-ifs'.#described in alt text#I'm trying it out! *please* give me feedback - I want to eventually Add image ID to all of these comics one day
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