#sometimes i'd want to be aro instead but i'm not aro. i experience every aspect and every form of love | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

themagical1sa · 2 years ago

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Go write a love letter for him! Then you can give it on valentine's day! I think it's pretty obvious that you both like eachother, why not confess first?

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Well, you see– [loud construction noises from the neighboring house making my speech incoherent /j]

#[ 🗣️ | the magical girl replies ]#[ 🫂 | hug anon ]#the last time i sent a crushie a v-day letter they confessed they kind of. cheated on me #we were mutual crushies (they did the 'crush-back' to me as we Filipinos would say) and we were basically in a mutual understanding #friends with feelings fr #feb 14 2021 i write him a poem like i did my friends #feb 15 2021 he confesses he'd been s/xting one of my now ex-bestie.#lmao imagine making a cute hand-written card and origami and it gets set on fire by accident #and to top it all off: my ex-bestie went like 'dont blame him. blame me. but im not apologizing because u two arent even a thing yet'#what in the disrespect of my friendship and trust #the worst part of feb 15 2021 was that *it was an exam day*#so i get heartbroken and then gaslit and i end up with a headspace so bad i couldn't do my practical writing exam #i'd never felt so angry before. my blood went warm to hot and i was shaking #i was screaming so much in my head it hurt too much #i hated my crush i hated my bestie i hated ME because who else let this happen? who introduced one to the other?#well it's about to be two years since anyways and i like to think i'm over them lol #my main concern is *how my crush trauma now affects current crush feelings* HAHAHHAHAHhahahaha. ha.#sometimes i'd want to be aro instead but i'm not aro. i experience every aspect and every form of love #the scope of how i feel love also happens to include romantic love #like ik how there's love for family & friends & creators & craft & people & also romantic love. ykw i mean right #so there's... that going on haha #new person new time different outcomes right?

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