#sometimes i lowkey wish we had socities like brave new world or the matrix
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actually as i was ranting i realized something... it's an interesting concept discussed in parts in the novel 'shantaram' i like. but it's like, humanity's destiny is to excellerate this existence's end. everything moves in cycles, and even if earth is destroyed, the rest of the galaxy will live on. everything has a start. everything has an end. is started with the big bang, a violent thing. earth will not continue on forever. just as we all, humans and animals and flora, are born and die and rot, so will earth. and as dostoevsky portrays in a ridiculous man's dream.. humanity is doomed to repeat everything. or no.. history doesnt repeat. never exactly. it rhymes. everything will come back, it always does. even if society now changes, tears down capitalism, resets everything... centuries will pass, and humans will again revert to capitalism. maybe the entire reason why humans exist is to exacerbate the earth's inevitable end. why else would all this happen? why else would humans not just stop? to me it seems so easy. maybe i am an anomality. humans could never simply exist in harmony and peace. that is nothing but an utopia, and utopias never last. because at its core humanity is greedy. cruel. violent. in our fragile "civilized" societies, we like to pretend otherwise. but it's not true. only a small amount of people who were born different would be satisfied with simply existing without harming eachother or the planet or its creatures. most humans get bored and restless and start the cycle of destruction. humanity as we know it will end. but something new will be born.
#i find so much comfort in knowing that humans will ruin themselves#and maybe 99% of the earth will disappear#but it will never truly die#it will be reborn into something else something new and hopefully better#also i know literally no one cares im just going crazy bc#truly.... i am such a freak i dont feel human connection with anyone#and i hate it.... i want to be like everyone else i wanna be like y'all so bad#being different means pain and suffering and a slow cruel death#i've realized that now#changing humans' nature is impossible. this is what we are and always will be#i wish i could reset my brain and be like everyone else and not care because caring isnt good#caring is pain#i think i understand all the dystopias now#sometimes i lowkey wish we had socities like brave new world or the matrix#let me not know. let me become indifferent and ignorant#i dont wanna know. i dont wanna care. please reset my brain please let me become dead inside like everyone else are i cannot stand this
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