#sometimearoundmidnight

[gorilliani]

🦍'iani #yeat #dj #mixing #sometimearoundmidnight #theairborntoxicevent #banger #lofi #edm #rock #tumblr #gorilliani #feoteam #universe #music #collab

[cambriomusic]

Anyone remember this band? I think this show got moved to the #modclub. . . . . . #theairbornetoxicevent #dondelillo #mikeljollett #annabulbrook #gasoline #sometimearoundmidnight (at Mod Club Theatre) https://www.instagram.com/p/CC3lNG5AACk/?igshid=15ucfeojvd2ez

[kwang-wook]

#Repost @hippytokki with @get_repost ・・・ 🐇☮️ 07.10금 Sometime Around Midnight ⏰ 8:30 PM 부터 입장 🔥 8:40 미드나잇블루 @band_midnightblue 🔥 9:20 쓰다선 @xeuda.sun 🔥 10:00~10:40 nier @nier.official 🐁 현매 15,000원 🥕 예매 10,000원 👉 bit.ly/tokki10 . . 📍 오시는 길 Venue #고인물 마포구 와우산로29길 66 #Goinmool Mapo-gu Wausan-ro 29gil 66 (Level B1, closest metro #홍대역 Hongik Univ Exit 8) . . ⚠ 관람객 준수사항 🌡 출입구에서 발열, 호흡기 증상 여부 확인 및 최근 2주 사이 해외여행력 있는 사람, 발열 또는 호흡기 등 유증상자, 고위험군 출입 금지입니다. 📋 입장 시 성함 및 전화번호 포함한 [코로나-19 역학조사 시 협조용] 대장 작성합니다. 😷 종사자 및 이용자 전원 마스크 착용. 마스크 미착용 시 입장 금지, 입장 후에도 음식물 섭취를 제외하고 원칙적으로 마스크 착용 🦄 시설 외부에서 줄 서는 경우 및 시설 내 이용자 간 최소 1~2m 거리 유지 🧴 카운터에 손소독제 준비해두었으니 필요시 편하게 사용하시면 됩니다 :) . 🚫 공연장 내 지정석 및 물품 보관소 없습니다. 🚫 외부 음식 반입 금지입니다. 🚽 화장실은 1층에 있습니다. . ⚠ 주의사항 흡연자는 꼭 1층 고인물 바로 앞 길쪽에 있는 라바콘 사이(옆 건물 아닌 장소)에서 담배를 피우시면 감사하겠습니다. 외부에서 용무가 있으신분은 고인물 옆건물(신의주 순대국) 또는 옆집(쟁반집 8292 고깃집)에 피해를 주지 않도록 옆가게 앞에서 대기를 삼가하시고 길막지 않도록 주의해주시면 감사하겠습니다 :) . 🌈 즐겁게 관람하시기 바라며 모두 건강 유의하시길 바랍니다. . . . #SometimeAroundMidnight #미드나잇블루 #쓰다선 #nier #히피토끼 #hippytokki #홍대놀거리 #복합문화공간 #홍대이색데이트 #홍대데이트코스 #홍대파티 #홍대 https://www.instagram.com/p/CCTbhqGFXcE/?igshid=55jm5s0v8ytr

[blushoseoks]

sometimearoundmidnight.

april 07 2017 (drafts) 11:45 pm to: you

the words i said that night.. i meant them.

“So.. this is your life now?” Taehyung asks from beside you. His back is leaning against the cocktail bar, and there’s a fancy alcoholic drink in the martini glass he’s holding. Keeping your lips pursed you refuse to even glance in his general direction. Instead, you keep your gaze focused straight ahead to where Jeongguk stands with a group of people you don’t recognize. Something deep inside of you tells you that he probably doesn’t know any of them afar from the fact that they are worth some sort of significance to his parents.

You don’t need to look towards him to know that Taehyung is staring at you, you can feel his gaze as it burns holes into the side of your face. You had felt the intensity of his attention on you throughout the entire night, and had generally decided to refuse his longing stare.

You wish you could deny this, but the moment Taehyung had arrived you had known - it was hard for that level of beauty to go unnoticed. Even at an event as elegant as the one you were attending  - people stopped what they were doing to sneak a glance at him, conversation’s ceased and were suddenly hushed when he walked by.

You had been one of those people, once upon a time - who had melted underneath the attention of one, Kim Taehyung. At one point in your life, you would have done just about anything to make him happy - but that was two years ago. Nearly eight hundred days had passed since you had seen or spoken to him, and a lot had transpired in the course of those two long, hard, years that he was away.

No longer did you feel the need to drop everything for him, no longer were you compelled to give him all of your unwanted attention - your unrequited love. Although, your fingers do itch at the thought of reaching out to touch him. (But you’ll ignore what that means for now, tuck it away and store it for another time -- a more appropriate one)

Just then you notice the way Jeongguk’s eyes slowly trail from the men surrounding him, how his head bobs along the room until he finally finds where you’ve resided. The smile forming on his lips, dies instantly when his eyes trail from you and to Taehyung.

His eyebrows contort, lips parting - probably to excuse himself from his guests but the slightest shake of your head stops him. There’s a question there - in his stare, one that you’ll answer properly later. Jeongguk straightens the blazer that covers his white button up before he returns his attention - though, now even more uninterested - back to his many admirers.

Taehyung lets out a silent whistle, a token that he had witnessed the daggers Jeongguk had just sent him. “You managed to wrap him around your little finger, now didn’t you Y/n?” He asks, venom obvious in his voice. “Was it easy?”

You let out a sigh, your eyes rolling mentally. You bring the untouched wineglass you had been nursing to the surface of your lips and don’t hesitate before downing the rest of the liquid. You had expected this - the anger that would surely be directed at not only you, but Jeongguk, when Taehyung found out about your relationship. (Not that he didn’t know by now, you were all over every social media account Jeongguk had, but seeing it on screen and in person were two entirely different things)

Perhaps it being the wine you had drank throughout the entirety of the night, or maybe just the anger that had slowly been brimming since he had arrived that evening, whatever it may be - you finally do decide to speak, there’s a light humor in your tone. “Careful now Taehyung, jealousy never did look good on you.”

You make the mistake of turning to him then, and perhaps your statement was entirely incorrect because Taehyung looked just as good as the day he had left you, if not better.

He had abandoned his red hair in favor of a more natural tone of brunette, the lip ring he had worn so eloquently was long gone, and any traces of baby fat that had remained on his cheeks in his late teenage years, had disappeared when he had transitioned into the young ages of adulthood.

After recovering from the unexpected, you’re able to pull yourself back together and return to your facade - hoping to god that Taehyung hadn’t noticed your slight change in demeanor.

Trailing your eyes to his, you recognize the glazed over look to the otherwise clear blue. He was, if not drunk, on the brinks of it.

For half a second you find yourself wondering what could have made Taehyung oh-so-nervous to push him towards downing the devil’s juice.

“Why him?” He asks, voice cold as it fills the tense air that sits between the both of you.

Your thin fingers curl around your wine glass tighter in attempt to calm the roaring waves that suddenly thrash beneath your skin. You maintain eye contact with him, refusing your stare to wander for fear of what feelings may ignite inside, if you were to see the tremble of his bottom lip - the pinched together furrow of his eyebrows.

You take in a deep breath, slowly and through your nose - not wanting Taehyung to notice that he has the ability to make you unravel, even if just in the slightest.

And suddenly the events of the night he had left you so easily replay like a mantra in your head. He had whispered the words you had so desperately longed to hear into your ear as he pushed himself into you for the first time in something that simply could not qualify as just a fuck.

“I love you.”

You can still hear him say it - even after two years.

You had thought you had meant something to him, had let yourself believe that you had somehow managed to tame the untamable, that you could call Taehyung - breaker of hearts and collector of names, yours.

But when you woke up the next morning to him missing from your bed, no note, no text, or call, explaining his departure to France for two years - you had realized, in your lonely shared apartment bedroom that you had been another nothing, another notch on his belt, another name he would eventually forget.

You shake your head once to try to rid the thoughts, swallow the bile attempting to rise in your throat.

“Out of everyone, why my bestfriend?” He asks, and the way it comes out has you wondering if he’s pleading for an answer. Doing the same thing you had done for the first nine months he was away.

Unlike him - you decide you won’t be as rude as to not grant him one.

Your shoulders lift up into a slow shrug, as your teeth move down to scrape across the skin of your bottom lip. You snap the cherry from his now unwanted drink, deeming that he had lost his lust for it, and into your waiting mouth. Taking a moment, as if to dwell on your answer, you suck on it, rub the fruit across your bottom lip before biting into it.

You have the audacity to return the stem to the liquid going flat in his glass.

There’s something you can’t quite depict in his stare - something you don’t recognize.

You take a step forward then, hand moving to press against his chest. And when you do speak, it’s low and in a whisper. “Because..” You say, eyes not daring to move from his. “...out of all of your friend’s, he was the one who fucked the best.”

You pretend you don’t see his crestfallen expression as you offer him a gentle smile. You nod slowly, heel turning as you retreat from him to accompany Jeongguk from across the room.

july 19th 2019 (drafts) 12:05 am to: you

i still do.

[adapwulf]

Here we lay again, on two separate beds. Riding phone lines, to meet a familiar voice, and pictures drawn from memory. We reflect on miscommunication, and misunderstandings, and missing each other too much to have had to let go.... . . . . . . . #thestartingline #dreamssuck #sometimearoundmidnight https://www.instagram.com/p/BpOkwtVFc4V/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1bhyrkhgbfhr3

[smittenforawhile-blog]

...Your blood boiling Your stomach in ropes...

[jess-i-caca]

These guys ALWAYS blow my mind. Playing the last show of their tour in their home town... 🙌🏼🎶🎤❤️ #thewiltern #theairbornetoxicevent #sometimearoundmidnight

[adapwulf]

Life is hard sometimes. I feel very unlovable and lonely. This is raw. Sometimes memories come rushing back. I miss everything about a relationship. It’s been over two years, I’m not sure I even remember how to go on a date. Sometime Around Midnight by The Airborne Toxic Event. . . . . . . #sometimearoundmidnight #rawness #somuchtruth #loneliness

[lafilledemusique-blog]

My boyfriend got me obsessed with this song! Just so filled with emotions. Its now being played on a loop. 

[kelseythemelody]

there’s a change in your emotions

and all of these memories come rushing like feral waves to your mind

[muzak-ish]

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@airborne_toxic @thejointlv at Holiday Havoc #sometimearoundmidnight #airbornetoxicevent #thejoint #holidayhavoc #vegas #hardrock

[la-la-la-loser]

And it starts Sometime around midnight Or at least that's when you lose yourself For a minute or two As you stand Under the bar lights And the band plays some song about forgetting yourself for a while And the piano's this melancholy soundtrack to her smile And that white dress she's wearing, you haven't seen her For a while But you know That she's watching She's laughing, she's turning She's holding her tonic like a cross The room suddenly spinning, she walks up and asks how you are So you can smell her perfume You can see her lying naked in your arms And so there's a change In your emotions And all of these memories come rushing like feral waves to your mind Of the curl of your bodies, like two perfect circles entwined And you feel hopeless, and homeless, and lost in the haze of the wine And she leaves With someone you don't know But she makes sure you saw her, she looks right at you and bolts As she walks out the door Your blood boiling, your stomach in ropes And then your friends say "What is it? You look like you've seen a ghost." And you walk Under the streetlights And you're too drunk to notice that everyone's staring at you You don't care what you look like The world is falling around you You just have to see her You just have to see her You just have to see her You just have to see her You just have to see her You know that she'll break you in two

The Airborne Toxic Event Whenever this song comes on the radio on my drive home I yell it at the top of my lungs

[adapwulf]

And so there's a change, in your emotions, and all of these memories come rushing like feral waves to your mind. Of the curl of your bodies, like two perfect circles entwined. And you feel hopeless, and homeless, and lost in the haze of the wine. Then she leaves, with someone you don't know. But she makes sure you saw her, she looks right at you and bolts. . . . . . . #thedapwolf #sometimearoundmidnight #airbornetoxicevent #nighttime #vibes #soreal #nostalgia #goodnight🌙 #wine #missingthat #transguy #transman #ftm #sendmeloveagain #xxboy #guyslikeus

[coloredlightcity]

Emotions

Fuck. I would post all my tweets but then you would know who I was. I don't know how tumblr works, or if anyone will see this, and I may not use it ever again but I'm so anxiety-ridden (I actually went to a quack) and I sent her a text and I can't stand being back in my house because my things still smell like her and I tore down her email and lay in the fetal position and bawled. 

Shit could be worse is not a good way towards thinking better, especially at the expense of everything going down politically. I hope this shit gets out of hand. Maybe then things will work. 

I can no longer believe that things are just going to be okay.

Other family shit has me worried. Like really fucking bad. 

My Mexico plan has gone to shit in one day because of circumstances. I really wanted to move there. 

I can't be self-sustaining. I am trying, and I have made improvements. I have some self-respecting choices. Most not. 

I called a friend so I could cry on her shoulder, and she said that I should write a book. Fuck that noise. I can barely look at the notebook I filled out on the plane.

Yes I stalked. Im really in a bad place. Im so sorry about it all. The strawberries, that was such a key peaceful memory. I didn't know

I am becoming everything I never wanted to be., another story character that can't let go/Not wanting to move on/unable to fall asleep

I can't even activist shit because she might think its too much. And I am so tired of things going to shit. I used to jump straight in.

Don't fall completely out of love with me yet. I miss my friend. SO fucking much. 

The way you looked at your card. It's really all gone. All of it.

Help.