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#ninjago#kai smith#kai jiang#kai ninjago#saw both a comic and a post today about kai being red and that being the villain color#and the only two times kai's eyes are red is when he's getting over taken by the staff#and when his powers come back in the never realm#something something red as the color of determination and with garmadon it's to get the golden weapons/shape the world#with kai it's to protect at any cost#kai's villain arc about the lengths he'll go to protect what matters to him WHEN#Kai looking at his own eyes#i dunno how to feel about that#proceeds to buy a million colored contacts#they Are Red tho#kai's favorite joke is to say the eyes are how you know lloyd and he are related#my art#only a small essay#my tags got MESSED UP AGAIN UGH
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any port in a storm
Pixal and Lloyd and the evolving nature of friendship, as highlighted by the regular burning down of your city.
(desperately trying to break through writer’s block and classes again, this was supposed to be under 2k and it is...very much not hdfjkgh but! i’ve been meaning to write for Pixal and Lloyd for a while so here are a whole bunch of feelings about the two of them and s8)
Pixal meets — truly meets — Lloyd Garmadon shortly after his brother’s been blown to pieces.
She says truly, because if you ask her, Pixal will tell you she met Lloyd Garmadon at exactly 8:48 in the evening outside his father’s monastery, moments before a horde of nindroids led there by Pixal herself descended upon them.
But Lloyd argues that since they said about two words total to each other, it doesn’t really count as meeting, and by the time Pixal’s spending the better part of her day with him running high and low around Ninjago City, she’s learned that it’s easier not to press the point.
Lloyd can be stubborn, like that.
She’d first learned that when she’d met him, just after they’d lost Zane. That loss hadn’t lasted long, especially for Pixal, but the immediate aftermath of it had been devastating. She’d watched with blank eyes as the team had fractured, splitting at the seams as they all fled their separate ways, too heartsore and dizzy with grief to do much otherwise.
All of them had fled, save Lloyd. She hadn’t paid him much attention before that point, the surprisingly small bearer of the Golden Power. Of course, he wasn’t the bearer of that power anymore, but his eyes alone had shown the experience of it. There’d been a brief, lost look that had crossed his face as the others had mentioned leaving, before it had been swept under a mask of stubborn, determined blankness. He wouldn’t be leaving. Someone had to stay behind and watch out for things, he’d claimed, even as the loss had bled through his voice.
Pixal hadn’t quite grasped the concept of empathy at that point, but she’d felt something dangerously close to it.
At any rate, the only interaction they’d had alone was brief. In fact, the only one Pixal can truly remember — and her memory never fails — is the quick exchange they’d had in the hospital lobby directly after the battle. The hospital was for Mr. Borg, and for the ninja’s minor injuries.
There was nothing any hospital on earth could do for Zane.
Pixal had found herself next to Lloyd in the waiting room, trying to distract herself from those thoughts while Lloyd stared at the stark white tiling with dull eyes.
“They never mentioned what your power was,” she’d asked him, almost absently. Collecting data, processing information — anything she could do to distract from the crushing grief.
“Oh.” Lloyd had blinked, startling back into awareness. He’d suddenly looked painfully young. “It’s, ah, I guess it’s just green, now.”
It had been Pixal’s turn to blink. “Green.”
“Yeah.” Lloyd had bit his lip, rubbing the back of his head awkwardly, two habits he’ll never quite lose. “I mean — it’s more than that, but it’s like — energy, I guess, is the best way to put it?”
“Interesting,” Pixal had remarked.
“Yeah.”
They’d stared at each other in silence after that, before they’d both been called off to other errands — and then they were having Zane’s funeral and then Pixal was making realizations she never got to tell anyone, and that had been that in her early introductions to Lloyd Garmadon. Quiet, awkward, and possessing an incredible power he hardly even knew the name of.
Looking back, Pixal figures her introduction hadn’t gone much better.
They’d continued as passing acquaintances as time went on, separated by danger and the confines of Zane’s head, and Pixal had figured that’s all they’d ever be. But then their Sensei goes missing and, despite Pixal’s increasing disappearances on Zane as she rebuilds her own body, she’s been given the role of watching out for Ninjago city along with Lloyd.
She quickly learns that quiet is not a term fit for Lloyd Garmadon when you’re trapped alone with him.
************
“How is there not a single station playing actual music?” Lloyd seethes, flicking through the channels almost manically. “It’s two am, who’s gonna be listening to your stupid commercial for toothpaste now, are you kidding me?”
“Statistically speaking, this is the prime time for long-distance driving near Ninjago City,” Pixal supplies, her voice a hint scratchy where it comes through the his car’s radio speakers. “Or, if you factor in the construction in the east district, there could still be traffic from late-night bars.”
Lloyd groans, thunking his head against the steering wheel as another ad screeches through the small space. “Wonderful.”
“Your vocal tones suggest you find it otherwise.”
“Dont trust ‘em, my vocal tones are traitors.” As if to solidify his point, Lloyd’s voice cracks in the middle of his sentence, shooting up an octave higher. Lloyd goes bright red, and thunks his head against the steering wheel again.
Taking pity on him, Pixal aims for reassurance. “It is normal for your voice to break, Lloyd. It shouldn’t last too long.” She pauses, momentarily scanning through another article. “On second thought, this one suggests it could also take two to three years for your voice to stabilize.”
Lloyd gives a strangled moan. “End me.”
“Unfortunately, that would defeat the purpose of why I’m here in the first place.”
Lloyd tilts his head, cracking an eye open as he glances at the camera feed he knows she’s watching him from. “Unfortunately, huh,” he muses. “So you��re saying if Zane hadn’t made you promise to look out for me, you would end me?”
“That — no, that is not — of course I wouldn’t end you,” Pixal backtracks. An odd feeling flickers through her, almost as if she’s lost her place, floundering.
Or embarrassed might be more accurate, she thinks wryly. She briefly considers projecting a a glaring face at Lloyd from the monitor. This is his fault. She rarely stuttered before Lloyd started teasing her at all hours of the morning.
“I mean, you wouldn’t be the first,” Lloyd continues, conversationally. “And if we’re being honest, I’d definitely rather you be the one to off me, instead of like, random bad guy number eighty-five—”
“I know you think you are funny,” Pixal cuts over him. “But casually planning for your death is something Kai listed I was not to let you do. Also, it is not nearly as funny as you think it is.”
“Ouch,” Lloyd mutters, though he looks chastised. “Never mind, you just took me out in one sentence.”
Chastised might be the wrong term.
Pixal studies him through the monitor, then sighs. “I am, however, honored you think highly enough of me to offer the right to murder you,” she gives in.
She’s rewarded as Lloyd breaks into a bright grin.
He still looks painfully young these days, but it’s less obvious. His voice is pitching lower and he wears his hair different, and he’s gained a whip-like tendency to quip at people, as Pixal’s experienced firsthand. Kai calls it sass in grumbling but fond tones, and Nya calls it snark somewhere between the fourth book series she’s sent for Pixal to try.
The ninja have been kind like that, sharing the interests they have in an attempt to make her feel…well, more human, she supposes. Less confined to a voice in a computer. Of course, Pixal isn’t confined to a voice in a computer anymore, but they don’t know that yet. She’ll tell them someday soon, she promises herself. Any day now.
In the meantime, it’s easy enough to keep up with Lloyd by lurking in his car radio, as he spends half his time in there anyways.
************
“You’d think we’d have found their hideout by now,” Lloyd notes, as they wait in a darkened alleyway again. It gives them an excellent view of the major highways, so if the rumored biker gang does show up, they won’t miss it.
If they show up being the key point.
“Whoever their leader is, they certainly know how to keep a low profile,” Pixal answers, closing out another dead end police report in frustration.
“It’s weird,” Lloyd says, propping the notebook he’s sketching in on his knee as he squints at the paper. “Normally the boss types aren’t this quiet. They like to show off, y’know? Make a big scene, dramatic speeches and all.”
“Are you referring to the villains, or yourselves?”
“Touché,” Lloyd snorts. “But still, you gotta admit it’s weird they haven’t even made any demands. What’s their end game here, elaborate advertising for motorcycle design?”
“I would hope not,” Pixal says. “Their color coordination is lacking.”
Lloyd fights back a smile, his pencil scratching as he shifts his notebook again. “I don’t know, I kinda like the punk look.”
“I noticed that, when you tried to redecorate the car.”
“Hey, skulls are cool.”
“They are also conspicuous, especially when they come in acid green colors.”
“Everyone’s a critic,” Lloyd sighs, making a face as he scrubs the eraser across the paper. Pixal tries to tilt the camera further, to see what he’s drawing tonight, but the angle he’s holding it at remains just out of sight.
She could probably guess what he’s drawing, if she tried. The notebook is one they’ve been steadily working their way through on these late-night patrols, the pages filled with little hangman games and Lloyd’s sketches of animals and his teammates. He’s drawn her a few times from memory, and she’s been tempted to ask him to draw her in the new Samurai X armor more than once.
Soon, she tells herself.
“What are you drawing?” she finally asks, curiosity getting the better of her.
Lloyd’s cheeks tinge pink, and he quickly plasters the notebook to his chest, hiding it entirely from view. “Nothing.”
Pixal waits, letting the silence fill with her judgement. “Lloyd, I have seen your drawings before.”
He doesn’t reply, and Pixal tries again. “It gets boring, being stuck with the car monitors for eyes.”
“I know you can hack other cameras,” Lloyd mutters, but he sighs, relenting as he turns the notebook over. Pixal’s eyes rake over the detailed sketch — it’s a comical little thing of her and Lloyd, jammed together on a tiny lifeboat in the middle of a darkening ocean. She can spot the smudges where he’s redrawn her head several times, and the numerous attempts he’s made at his own hair. Pixal studies Lloyd’s portrayal of himself, which is noticeably lacking in facial features. While Lloyd draws the others plenty, it’s a rare occasion that he draws himself, and she can’t help but be curious.
“I thought you were drawing the others again,” she admits.
“They’re on the ship,” Lloyd says, absently. “I’ll draw them when they remember to pull us back in.”
There’s nothing bitter in his tone to suggest it has any bearing on their actual lives, but the lost expressions Lloyd ends up giving their tiny caricatures feel familiar nonetheless.
“Zane has assured me they will be back as soon as they can,” Pixal speaks ups quietly.
Lloyd finally looks up fully, and flashes the monitor a smile. “I know,” he says. “So we better have this thing busted by the time they do, or they’ll never let us run a city on our own again.”
“If only we were truly running the city,” Pixal grumbles. “I could do a better job in two days than the current leaders could do in a year.”
“I’d vote for you,” Lloyd says, sincerely.
It’s a sweet gesture, but Pixal is unable to resist. “You don’t know how to vote.”
“Yes I do, it’s not hard!”
“Really? Then why are you not currently registered in the Ninjago voting system?”
Lloyd makes a strangled noise. “That’s a thing?”
She’s unable to keep the smugness from her voice. “I make my point.” Lloyd scowls, and scribbles a mustache on his drawing of her in revenge.
Pixal thinks it looks nice nonetheless.
************
She can’t really hold it against Lloyd for talking as much as he does, considering she does the same. It gets dull, sitting on patrol for hours on end, and there are only so many hours of light reading they can do before the silence begins to drive them both insane.
Pixal finds herself talking about more useless things with Lloyd than she has in her existence, pointless conversations in circles with each other. She also finds she doesn’t entirely mind. She’s become quite good at quipping back and forth with him, at least. It’s different than the kind of talk she has with Zane, lacking in the depth of feeling with the love they share. Her exchanges with Lloyd are lighter, though that’s not to say they’re less sincere.
For example, Zane hasn’t tried to teach her how to redesign a gi in poor lighting in the early hours of the morning because he’s bored out of his mind, that’s for sure.
“I’m teaching you how to sew,” Lloyd corrects, wincing as he accidentally stabs himself with the needle. “And I’m not redesigning the whole thing, I’m just adding some designs to spice it up.”
“I did not know you were allowed to wear colors other than green,” Pixal comments.
Lloyd pauses, squinting at the monitor. “You’re teasing me,” he finally says. “You’re making fun of how much green this gi has in it.”
“I would never,” Pixal replies, her tone flat and even. “The intricacies of your human humor evade me—”
“Human humor, nice—”
“—unlike the unusually bright shade of green you’ve chosen will fail to evade any eyes of your enemies.”
“I knew you were making fun of me!” Lloyd accuses, then flinches as he stabs his finger again trying to point at her. “And bright colors are our thing. Being subtle is, uh…not. Usually.”
Pixal is losing the battle to laugh at his expression by the minute. “I am shocked.”
Lloyd glares at the monitor, shifting his sewing to rest on his knees as he slouches in the car seat. “How’d you even get so good at sarcasm, anyways,” he mutters. “Zane still doesn’t get it half the time.”
“Perhaps it is part of my glowing personality,” Pixal says. Lloyd gives a huff of laughter, relenting.
“Fair enough,” he says, shifting in his seat again. “Fine, you win. The green is probably too bright, but that’s not the point. I’m gonna show you how to do a backstitch."
Pixal falls quiet, letting Lloyd gesture with the needle as he explains. There are a hundred, a thousand tutorials she could pull up online, digitized knowledge instantly learned on all the countless types of stitches she could use, sorted and categorized in neat columns of use and effectiveness. All of them more detailed, more easily understood than Lloyd’s absent rambling and unsteady hands as he struggles with the end of a knot.
Not one of them will care whether or not Pixal learns the odd way Zane likes to loop his stitches, or will quietly add which stitches knit skin back together quickest.
So Pixal ignores her programming, and does her best to follow Lloyd’s rambling instructions, watching as his scarred fingers tug another thread of dull gold through the green mess of fabric, the city quiet around them.
“You never did tell me where you learned how to sew,” Pixal says, as Lloyd starts up a new thread of black on the other side of the gi. “Was that something the others taught you in training?”
“They’d have to know how to be able to teach it,” Lloyd snickers. “And, uh, no. I taught myself to back at Darkley’s.”
“Oh,” Pixal falters. She’s heard about Darkley’s, both from Zane and the legal reports she’s read online. Neither gave a positive impression of the place. Her mind is suddenly filled with images of a younger Lloyd trying to give himself stitches, and her heart twists.
Lloyd starts, seemingly having picked up on her train of thought. “I mean, I did it for fun, mostly. I like sewing,” he explains. “It’s useful. You can pull things back together, and fix ‘em.”
Pixal is quiet, but she hopes Lloyd takes her silence as agreement with his motive. She likes to think he knows her well enough for that, by now.
************
Pixal finds, somewhere during their fourth month alone, that she’s glad the team elected to stick her and Lloyd together. Not because she doesn’t want to be with Zane — there’s never a moment she doesn’t miss him, and with every day that passes her resolve to keep her secret from him grows weaker, as the longing for actual connection grows stronger.
But there are conversations she can have with Lloyd that she can never have with Zane, and the dangerous thing about spending time with Lloyd, Pixal finds, is that they’re more similar than she’s realized.
“Sometimes I think I’m jealous,” Lloyd whispers to her one night. It’s one of the bad ones, the ones where their enemies struck too sudden to stop, and the mission ends in the hospital. “I think I’m jealous of Zane, and I hate myself for it.”
Pixal is quiet, trying to pick apart the tone of his voice in the words he’s just spoken, and factors in the victims they’ve just left behind at the hospital. She finds herself no closer to an answer.
“Is it the metal skin part?” she finally asks, though she knows that’s wrong. “The, what was it, technical immortality?”
“No,” Lloyd shakes his head. “I’m not afraid of dying,” he says emphatically, his fingers fluttering at over the steering wheel, tapping incessantly with unspent energy. “I don’t want to, but that’s — it’s not what I’m scared of. I’m more scared of how I go out.”
He swallows, and his fingers move to dance over the woven bracelet on his wrist instead, twisting at the tiny beads and tracing senseless designs in constant, steady movement. It’s a motion he does often, and it had puzzled Pixal at first. She’d decided to write it off as an odd tick, a way to spend excess energy.
Now, she recognizes the desperate kind of reassurance that movement gives. She understands too well the need to remind yourself that you can move — that your body will obey you and you alone.
Pixal thinks back to the other factors in tonight’s accident, of the way the drugged man’s eyes had cleared when they’d finally turned him over to the police, the way he’d sworn he’d never do such a thing in his right mind. She thinks of the way the first victim had thrown themselves over their companion.
That victim hadn’t made it to the hospital.
“Ah,” Pixal says, quietly.
She’s silent again, and she thinks back to when she’d met him, the very first time. She recalls the way her programming had rebelled against her in favor of the Overlord, corrupting her body and forcing it against her, twisting everything she was and wanted to be into something different.
She thinks back again, to the searing-hot anger, the terror, the despair as she was torn apart, piece by piece like a machine, burning out at the whims of another. Her end purposeless, her demise belonging to someone else, just like every other part of her.
She thinks of the last glimpse she’d caught of Zane, bright and beautiful as a supernova. Burning with the terrible brilliance of his own, determined choice. Terrible, because the death of something always is. Beautiful, because it was his own. Zane died, not a machine, not a weapon, not a tool of anyone or anything, but as himself. Zane died to save the ones he loves. Pixal could’ve died for spare parts.
Never again, she promises herself. If she goes out, she goes out on her own terms. This time, they choose the end of their own destiny themselves.
In hindsight, it’s the kind of promise they’re both too young to make, but neither of them have ever seen themselves as such, and promises like that are easy.
“Love can be terrible, sometimes,” Lloyd murmurs. Pixal watches him scrub at the blood on his uniform, and thinks how ironically well-timed it is that he finished the stitching on his new gi this morning. “Sometimes I forget how ugly it can be.”
************
The end of their nighttime stakeouts begins with a break-in at Mr. Borg’s tower. Lloyd argues that she should get to call it her father’s tower, if she wants, but the ninja aren’t the only ones Pixal’s hiding herself from.
And then Lloyd gets very tense at the thought of fathers very fast, and they never finish the conversation.
They stay at the edge of the bridge long after the parachute, emblazoned with the unmistakable visage of Lloyd’s father, disappears from sight. Pixal wonders if it’s burned into Lloyd’s eyes, like the way she’s read black spots linger in humans’ vision after they’ve looked at something too bright. The way Lloyd stares at the river, his shoulders tense and his teeth worrying at his lip, she thinks she might be right.
They’re waiting on the report from the commissioner —they’re waiting for anything, anyone who can offer them any explanation of what’s going on. Pixal’s reminded of how much she loathes this kind of waiting.
“It could be—” Lloyd begins, then breaks off, his voice wavering. He swallows, and Pixal can see the way his fists clench tightly from the cameras they’ve put in his car. There’s a fierce part of her that longs to reveal herself, to meet his eyes herself and offer some semblance of comfort. But there’s a time and place for things, and Pixal isn’t ready.
“It could be anything,” Lloyd finally continues, his voice small. “It could — it doesn’t mean anything. It could mean nothing, right?”
Pixal is silent, her mind racing. She’s run the calculations over and over in her head already, scouring the internet for anything related to the bikers. She’s been foolish, she realizes — they both have. Letting the gang go unnamed for so long, thinking nothing of it. Now, with the name flashing vibrant across Pixal’s vision, a part of her wants to let them go nameless just a bit longer.
Before she can answer, Lloyds phone goes off with a sharp ping, just as Pixal’s sensors alert her to the message from the commissioner. Lloyd snatches for his phone like it’s on fire, and Pixal’s already scanning the message frantically, as if she can salvage this if she’s fast enough, save Lloyd from this one pain.
Lloyd’s gotten much better at reading quickly though, these days.
She can pinpoint the moment he reaches the last paragraph, because his breath hitches. There’s a long, pressing pause of silence, Lloyd’s hands trembling as they clutch weakly at his phone. Then it’s punctured by a reedy, wheezing gasp, and Pixal’s suddenly wishing she’d revealed herself after all.
Instead, all she has is her voice as Lloyd crumples, crouching over in visible distress. Pixal’s mind races, recalling everything Zane’s ever told her about his team, the way their panic manifests in different shades. Lloyd’s is quiet but desperate, rapid breathes that stutter as his eyes slide more and more into a frightening kind of blankness.
“Lloyd, please, listen to my voice,” she begs, trying to reach him in the only way she can. “Please, you have to breathe—”
“He’s gone,” Lloyd rasps, unhearing of her words. “He’s s’posed to be gone, it’s supposed to be over, I’m supposed to be done—”
Pixal fights back the sense of overwhelming helplessness. She knows loss. She knows how to finish his sentence. He’s supposed to be done grieving, done mourning, done clinging to false scraps of hope that his father isn’t lost forever only to be met with heartbreak.
And now, to be met with the possibility of something so much worse.
“We’ll stop them,” she tells him, unflinching. “We won’t let it happen.”
Lloyd’s eyes are a vivid green where they stare at her through the monitor, almost ghostly in the misting light reflecting from the river.
He’s silent, but Pixal is, too.
Pixal remembers the way her head had spun when she’d first picked up the traces of Zane in the system, how the world had rushed then steadied, flooding with color as she’d realized he might not be lost after all. She remembers the surging, overwhelming flood of joy, that someone she’d thought she lost might live after all. She remembers being so happy, at even the smallest chance to get him back, because the voice was Zane’s, without a doubt.
She watches the color seep from Lloyd’s expression as his shoulders shudder, the words from the commissioner’s message almost echoing through the air. Watches the terror as the both of them fill the silence.
Will we?
The radio scratches, as if echoing Pixal’s anxiety. Love can be terrible, sometimes. She’s underestimated how it also be so cruel.
************
She’s also, apparently, underestimated how the universe on the whole could be so cruel.
She should’ve revealed herself to them from day one. That way, when Harumi’s corrupted programming suddenly ravages through her like an electric shock, she could be reassured they’d at least be familiar with the person they were fighting.
Instead, she doesn’t even get to scream. Pixal’s only able to force out a desperate, broken warning before she’s lost again, drowning in her own body as she’s forced under. Furious panic grips her as she screams without lungs, bashing herself against the overwhelming helplessness that’s taken over her.
Not again, not again, not again—
Her limbs creak and jolt against her will, lashing out at the people she cares most about, and Pixal can’t even rage back in her own voice. She’s sworn, she’s promised herself she’d never let anyone do this to her again — she’s sworn she’d die before she let someone reach into her head and snatch control away, and yet here she is, frozen as her body’s used to target her friends.
If she could cry, she might.
There’s not much more to say than that. She breaks free, her body her own once again, but by then it’s too late.
************
If Pixal had the same gift of foresight that Zane did, maybe she would have seen it coming. Maybe she’d have remembered how similar her and Lloyd are, and that this kind of pained desperation always yields impulsiveness and mistakes.
She doesn’t, though. She barely even manages to do what she’s trying to, which is convincing Lloyd to join the others while they celebrate their victory. Their off-key singing is something he normally wouldn’t hesitate to join in on, she thinks, and she hates Harumi a little more.
Maybe she’ll try his mother next. The expression on Lloyd’s face screams unapproachable, and remains fixedly sullen.
Almost to her surprise, he meets her eyes as she draws near— it’s odd, being able to meet his back — and his own eyes are dark, from despair over Harumi or despair over his father, Pixal isn’t sure. She’s thinking it might be both, when his eyebrows crease, and a flicker of concern cuts through them instead.
“You good?”
It takes her a moment to realize why he’s asking, but the answer is obvious. Her head tilts downward, and she watches as her fingers curl and uncurl. Her movements, her choices. She lets out an even breath.
“As I can be,” she replies. Lloyd nods, and his eyes are understanding. His lips twist in a scowl.
“She shouldn’t have done that to you. That was a low blow.”
Pixal’s mouth curves into a humorless smile. “That it was. She’s rather good at those, isn’t she.”
Lloyd’s eyes shadow again, and he looks away, crossing his arms. “This isn’t supposed to be about me,” he mutters.
“Yes, it is,” Pixal counters. “It is why I came over here, in the first place. She hurt—”
“All of us, and who’s fault is that,” Lloyd snaps, his arms crossing tighter.
“I would hope you know it’s hers,” she says, holding firm.
Lloyd looks away again, biting his lip, and Pixal shifts anxiously, rolling her wrists. The sensation of control sliding away still haunts her, worse than it had the first time. She should be better than this, she tells herself hotly. She’s lived without a body long enough that losing it so briefly shouldn’t effect her this much.
Curse her programming, she thinks, tapping agitatedly at the banister. She knew she should have reinforce it sooner.
“Hey, um.” Lloyd is looking at her again, hesitant. He twists at his bracelet, and his eyes lose a fraction of that darkness. “Kai made this for me, after Morro,” he says. “I kept shredding the sleeves of my uniform, so he told me to mess with this instead, when I needed to remember that…that I was in control.”
He shrugs, hesitant. “We could make you one too, if you wanted. It helps, having something.”
Pixal lets out a steady breath, despite not actually needing to. The action is grounding, she’s found. “I would like that.”
Lloyd gives her a ghost of a smile in return. “Soon as this is over, then.”
There’s a heavy weight to his words, and Pixal’s eyes narrow.
“Lloyd,” she says. He looks at her, his eyes dark. “Don’t do anything foolish.”
He’s quiet, not meeting her eyes, and this is where Pixal should stop him. This is when she should see the end of the road they’ve been on since they started this, and force him to turn before it’s too late.
“I know what I’m doing.”
She doesn’t.
************
Lloyd is battered and bleeding by the time they drag him onto the ship, a gruesome portrait of cruelty. Pixal is frozen as she watches him writhe in Kai’s hold, his screams cracked and wet as he thrashes erratically like a broken thing.
Nya is already barking orders before they’ve even gotten Lloyd fully on the ship, and Zane is running scans with a horrified, wavering focus. Pixal follows Cole as he carries Lloyd to the medbay with a blank numbness, the rush of wind streaming past the Bounty sails thunderously loud in her ears.
This isn’t Lloyd, she thinks, staring at his crumpled form. Lloyd isn’t this battered, broken shell of a person. Lloyd isn’t hazy eyes that fail to recognize them and frantic murmuring through bloody lips. Lloyd is bright-eyed and gentle and would rather die before he screams the way he does when Cole moves him to the table.
Lloyd is her friend, and this is where that promise they made has led them. She knows why Lloyd set out for the prison, hot on the collapse of his own star. She also knows he wouldn’t have chosen to burn out like this.
Cole calls out for Zane, his voice ringing in panic as Lloyd screeches in pain again. Pixal thinks of quiet words in the safety of his car, and she feels sick. This is the ugliness of love, the terrible, hideous side of it.
And Lloyd would hate it, if he could see himself, if he were any semblance of lucid. He’d hate to know just how much better he was at breaking himself than Morro ever was.
Zane is gentle as he pushes past her, but Pixal can feel the tremble in his hands. He’s every bit as rattled as she is, if not more so — Zane’s heart is larger and softer than hers has ever been, and he cares about each and every one of them with a painful intensity. It’s a cruel thing, to have to pull those same people back together with your own hands.
Kai’s eyes are streaming as he clutches at Lloyd’s wrists, pinning him in place. Zane’s hands waver again over one of the jagged wounds near Lloyd’s ribcage, the green of his uniform already dyed dark in blood, soaking over the careful stitches Pixal watched him put in himself.
Pixal finally finds her footing, reminding herself of the solid wood beneath her feet. She recalls the steady, smooth stitch Lloyd’s scarred fingers traced out for her.
“Here.” She takes the needle from Zane’s hands, squeezing his briefly before letting go. “I can do it.”
She sets the needle against Lloyd’s skin and wonders what kind of stitch it’d take to pull your heart back together.
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Pixal cannot cry. It’s one of the features Mr. Borg spent hours debating, weighing the pros and cons of giving her the ability before he was truly sure how rust-proof she was. He’d never gotten the chance to, as the Overlord had interrupted him, then Pixal had lost any body to give the ability to cry to, which had eliminated the need entirely.
She cannot cry, but she can hurt, and the rain that streams through her hair, dripping down her forehead spotting raindrops on her cheeks, could be tears if she pretended.
She doesn’t, though, because tears are a waste of water and overall useless in the grand scheme of things. She doubts they’d have helped her fare any better in the battle with Colossi, either.
Tears won’t bring anyone back.
Lloyd cries anyways. She can’t see him, but she can hear it in his voice, the way it wavers and breaks over the radio, nasally tones pronounced.
He’s barely able to gasp a few coordinates to her before he cuts the radio off abruptly. Pixal’s spent enough time with him to envision his scarred fingers snapping it off with a particular desperation, green sparking from his hands in distress.
She reminds herself those sparks are gone, now, bled away into nothing like the vivid green of Lloyd’s eyes had. The thought makes her sadder than she’d expected. She had a joke, about his eyes, she had wanted to make. Now that she has a body, and her own set of glowing green eyes, she’d — there was something he would’ve laughed at, she thought —
It doesn’t matter, now. Neither of them are likely to laugh anytime soon.
The coordinates blink brightly in her vision, and she’s almost surprised she managed to key them in. She’s running on autopilot, she supposes. It could be ironic — she’s been so desperate for control, it’s been so important that she’s the one feeling. Now, she’d give anything not to feel at all.
She lets out a shaky breath, dispelling the mist in her vision left from the rain. She leans forward, just over the edge of the building she’s crouched on, and her loose hair falls forward, silvery and synthetic and horribly tangled. Irritated, she reaches for another hair tie, and her hands falter around her wrist.
Lloyd had promised her a bracelet there. But he’d promised Kai would make the bracelet, hadn’t he, and Kai couldn’t make the bracelet if he was dead, could he.
Pixal blinks, her breath hitching. She’s been so numb to the pain of Zane’s loss, it hasn’t yet occurred to her that she’s losing Kai, too. And Jay, and Cole, and—
She sucks in the same shuddery kind of breath she’s seen Lloyd do, and carefully fists her hand in the area of her uniform above her chest. Her fingers dig in tightly, clutching in a hopeless attempt to feel some sort of comfort she knows she’ll never find.
But perhaps, for these few seconds, she can pretend the action is holding her together.
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“It was inevitable,” Pixal tells Lloyd blankly, as he rasps out his third apology in the dark cover of their small hideout. “That one of us would fall, eventually. It had nothing to do with you.”
Lloyd swallows thickly. “It could’ve — it should’ve been—”
He doesn’t finish, but he doesn’t need to. Pixal’s hand shoots out, clamping tightly around his wrist, and there’s a beat of gratitude that she doesn’t need to rely on her voice alone anymore.
“Don’t.” Her voice is strung tighter than the tension in their shoulders. “You cannot change anything. You can’t, Lloyd, and you should not wish to — to change it that way.”
Lloyd jerks his hand free, wiping miserably at his eyes. He sets it back down within her reach, though, and if Pixal were any different, she’d take it.
But Pixal isn’t that different from Lloyd at all in the end, and neither of them reach for the other’s hand, no matter how desperately they crave the contact. Fear is more familiar, and it’s easier to give into it than it is the clawing need for comfort in your chest, after all.
“Still,” Lloyd finally whispers. “Still.”
Pixal swallows. She doesn’t disagree. If one of them had to fall, she knows she gladly would have taken it upon herself. She knows the others care for her, certainly, but she also knows her place in the grand scheme of things. They were six before she came along, and even now she’s kept far too many secrets to be fully counted among them.
She listens to Lloyd’s quiet, cracked voice, and she wonders if he’s thinking that they were five before he came along, younger than Pixal got to know him as.
Now they’re three, hollow and heartbroken. Though counting herself as one whole feels like cheating, right now.
Pixal squeezes her eyes shut, and wonders what it’s like to cry. Perhaps it helps, though Lloyd doesn’t look any less miserable.
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“I was thinking,” Lloyd tells her, during one of the precious few quiet moments they have while trying to overthrow Garmadon and Harumi. Pixal’s turning the tiny tea flower he’d given her over in her hands, a part of her mind already marking articles about flower-pressing, another part wondering if it’s already too late to save the blossom. “About that promise we made, before all this.”
Pixal finally tucks the flower into the pocket of her uniform, pressed close to her chest. If anything, it can be a reminder of the lives that are safe — the life that’s coming back to her, if she has to drag him back from another realm herself. “And?”
Lloyd’s hands twist together. “Maybe we should focus more on staying alive.”
Pixal coughs out a laugh, breathless and startled. Lloyd wrinkles his nose at her, but his eyes are amused, even with their light lost. “I mean, the emphasis would be on keeping everyone else alive, but it’s kinda hard to do that if we’re dead, so…yeah. Priorities.”
“Staying alive should always be a priority,” Pixal corrects him, but she tugs the edge of his armor out of place with a smile.
“Why didn’t you teach me how to graffiti?” she nods at the designs on the green leather. “Or was this another Darkley’s tradition.”
“This is a refined art, called whatever I had on me that showed up on dark green,” Lloyd grumbles, fixing his armor. “I’ll teach it to you when we get out of this.”
“Another reason why staying alive would be a more productive focus,” Pixal points out. “I’ve heard teaching is easier when you’re alive.”
“And I’ve heard you’re a real riot,” Lloyd mutters. “It’s a promise, okay? I promise to teach you how to do cool armor design if you promise not to disappear into another realm on me.”
Pixal nods, adjusting her own armor tighter as screams ring out from a street nearby. “A promise, then.”
She keeps both the promise and the flower, the tiny blossom dried and faded by the time she’s escaped from the prison, heart racing with leftover adrenaline as Zane sweeps her into his arms. She clutches back every bit as tight, listening to his breathless laughter as cheers rise from the streets behind them, the smoke drifting across the early morning sky above them pale against the lightening blue. Pixal buries her face in his shoulder and breathes, tucking the moment away in her heart where it won’t fade. There’s a future stretching out before her, and she’s got the limbs to walk her path on her own, but all she wants right now is the steady ground beneath her feet and the bright laughter of what she’s managed to keep.
Lloyd meets them shortly after, his own promise kept as he tears his gaze from his father, handing him off to the authorities before sprinting for the others. Pixal barely snags a moment alone with him, and even then no one’s particularly keen on letting him out of their sights.
He meets her eyes as they pick their way through the wrecked streets, the city more alive around them than it’s been in weeks. In the dark of the early morning, Pixal’s eyes glow a bright green, reflecting oddly in the windows they pass. It’s always been her preferred color, in contrast to Zane’s bright blue. Lloyd glances at her, his own eerily green eyes glowing back. He bites his lip, but it’s to hold back real laughter this time.
“My eyes were green first,” she tells him.
“Sue me,” he shoots back, before Kai’s throwing an arm over his shoulders again, tucking Lloyd neatly in between him and Nya. Pixal smothers a laugh at the look on his face, and tightens her own arm further where it’s linked firmly in Zane’s.
It’s going to be an easy promise to keep, she thinks.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#lloyd garmadon#ninjago lloyd#pixal#there was a point to this but it got lost in pix and lloyd do arts and crafts#either way i'd die for both these characters#ninjago where is the pixal love i miss her#my fic
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Ninjago Hogwarts houses because I felt like it
Cole: hardworking? Check. Patient? Check. Loyal? Double check. Cole is Hufflepuff
Zane: Intelligent? Wise? Witty? Oh, yeah, Zane's a Ravenclaw
Jay: I've said it before, I'll say it again. Jay is pure, concentrated Hufflepuff. So sweet, so pure, so loyal, he's a Hufflepuff
For all y'all who are gonna say he's a Ravenclaw, I see where you're coming from, but I think his Hufflepuff traits outweigh his Ravenclaw traits, though if he weren't a Hufflepuff, he'd be a Ravenclaw
Kai: Brave like nobody's business? Yup. Proud and reckless? You bet. Courageous and kind? Absolutely. His animal is a lion and his color scheme is red and gold. Kai is, without a doubt, Gryffindor
Lloyd: loyal, hardworking, kind? Yes. Brave and chivalrous? Yes. Wise and thinks things through? Yes. Determined? Yes. Where does Lloyd go?? I think he's a Hufflepuff. He's just a bit too trusting, like with Harumi, and he's very, very loyal. He's Hufflepuff, but honestly, it wouldn't take much to convince me otherwise
Nya: let's see; strives for greatness and success in all that she does, loves to win, incredibly determined, and her weakness is being bad at something. Nya is a Slytherin
Wu: lots of experiences have made Wu a tough nut to crack, but with the tea, the advice, and the old, crazy wisdom, I gotta put Wu in Ravenclaw even though he could probably be Gryffindor or Slytherin
Lord Garmadon: hm, let's see. "I want to recreate Ninjago in my own image." "Life is only about survival." This guy screams Slytherin
Senseii Garmadon: wise and kindhearted, I'm putting this dude in Hufflepuff. I mean, even as Lord Garmadon he still wouldn't hurt Lloyd. If that ain't true loyalty, I don't know what is
Pixal: okay, I know y'all think this is plain as day Ravenclaw, but I think she's a Slytherin. Lemme explain. She's determined at heck, resourceful, cunning. I mean, she literally got sick of being in the computer and said "Screw it. Imma be the new Samurai X. Try and stop me." She's got a lot of Ravenclaw qualities, don't get me wrong, but she is totally a Slytherin
Skylor: this...this was hard. I think she's brave, hardworking, and determined. She could honestly be any of them, but I think she's a Hufflepuff. She always listens, gives great advice, stuck through with the resistance to the end, stayed loyal to Kai over her own evil father, yeah, she's Hufflepuff
Darreth: Hufflepuff. Duh
Ronin: ho, boy, this guy is such a Slytherpuff. I think on the outside he's a hardcore Slytherin who would do anything to yet what he wants, but once you get through his shell, he's one of the most loyal people. But if I had to choose, Slytherin
#ninjago headcanons#ninjago jay#ninjago#ninjago kai#ninjago cole#ninjago zane#ninjago nya#zane julien#nya smith#jay walker#ninjago hogwarts#ninjago hogwarts au#harry potter#ninjago headcanon
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Ninjago Movie: The Master of....Green?
I was the first one to get chosen by Master Wu. He knew my mom or something? I figured my dad was a part of it too, he always is a part of it. Master Wu wanted to train me to fight. I was in elementary school, so of course - that sounded awesome! It was hard work, but everyday after school I would train for hours while Mom was finishing up at her work. I was a really fast learner, and was never afraid to try something new. I learned a little bit later that this Master Wu guy was actually my uncle-on my dads side. It didn't make sense, how could this man be so good when my dad was so evil? Master Wu didn't say much about my dad, but he did say that the world needed to be protected from his wrath. I didn't make sense of that at all too. Then again, I was only 12. Then the others started to come. First were the siblings, Kai and Nya. Master Wu began to train them, and they only stayed because they wanted to be ninja. They wouldn't even talk to me for a few months. Then Zane came, a cyborg robot who seeked a purpose, quickly followed by a tall, strong, and quiet kid named Cole, and finally a scrawny curly haired junk boy named Jay. They all began their training together, but none of them wanted to train with me. They knew who I was...everyone knew who I was. I kept my distance during every training session. Master Wu would keep telling them that I was just as innocent as they were, but I knew they didn't hate me. They were all scared of me. I'm early eighth grade we all had the same class in school. I didn't expect anything to change, but I was hilariously wrong. The teacher called for everyone to pair up. That was my greatest nightmare. Immediately everyone turned away from me, looking for a partner that was not the terrible Lloyd Garmadon. I was slouching in my seat when someone patted my shoulder. I flinched; I was not expecting anyone to touch me. I turned and looked up to see Kai looking down at me. We stared at each other for a second, and he looked as if he betrayed himself. But then, he smiled at me. "Uh, do you wanna pair up?" Those were the words that changed my life. That day at practice, Kai and Nya invited me to join in their training. Soon, Cole, Jay, and Zane began to enjoy my company. Sure, they were all still uneasy around me, but at least they were around me. It didn't take long to realize I was by far the best ninja in the group. I had more experience, and I yearned to share it. Soon I found myself being a teacher, and the others didn't mind it at all. Finally, we were all in high school. I once dreaded going to school every day, but now? I had company to look forward too. They liked hanging out with me because I was "cool," according to Cole. "It's a shame other people don't realize how cool you are." I'll never forget the first time I was ever called something I never imagined I'd ever be. Jay was the one, when talking to his parents on his phone, said, "I'm at practice...yeah Lloyd is here...don't worry mom! He's my friend." As the months passed, it was like they forgot who my father was. We bonded as friends-really, really, really good friends-and it was the best time of my life. We weren't just a team-we were brothers. And sister.
One day, Master Wu told us we were "ready." He came out with some colorful gi's and began to hand them out. Kai got a red one, becoming the Fire Ninja; Nya got a silver gi making her the Water Ninja; Cole got the black one, so he was the Earth Ninja; Zane got a gi of snow white, the Ice Ninja; and Jay surprised us all with the blue gi, making him the Lightning Ninja. Finally, Master Wu approached me with a special gleam in his eyes. It was silently evident that he was proud of me most of all. "Lloyd, you are experienced enough to hold the title of master, but I will give you the title of one who is greater. You have earned this through your years of training and determination. Lloyd Garmadon-" I flinched when I heard my full name. "You are the Green Ninja- The Master of-" I took in a deep breath, ready to hear my awesome element. "-Green." There was a long pause as I stared back at my master. "Wait, that's it?" I finally asked. "The Master of...Green?" "Yes!" Master Wu almost squealed in delight. "Isn't it great?" I took the prophesied gi and look at it. "Yeeeaaaaaaa....." I replied with a squeak. I felt cheated. "Master, why do they all get powerful elements and not me?" Wu rested his hand on my shoulder and gazed deep into my green eyes. "The most powerful ninja are not determined by the strength of their powers, but the strength of their heart." He tapped my chest before stepping back, leaving me a bit more heartbroken than before. "Also, this ninja team will need a leader." Master Wu continued as he paced around his pupils. "I have decided that the best leader for this team will be the Green Ninja." Now I tensed up in shock. It couldn't be me. Master Wu chose me?? Okay, I was overjoyed to be chosen as the leader, but I feared what the others would say. Would they accept me, the son of Lord Garmadon, to lead their ninja team against the forces of evil? They all paused, and I felt like I was about to loose all of my friends. But then they all turned and smiled at me. "I wouldn't of chosen anyone else!" Nya agreed as they all came to give me a high five. "This is gonna be the best team ever!" Jay agreed with a huge grin. Cole nodded in agreement. I couldn't stop smiling. I had found it-the missing piece in my life that I had yearned for all my years. I had found others who loved me, in a way, and I had formed a family with pure strangers. Something that I once thought was impossible was proven possible. But only one thing bothered me. My teammates were all ninjas of elements...and if I was the same, then what in Ninjago is a Master of Green?
#Ninjago#tlnm#cinemajago#master of green#the Lego Ninjago movie#countdown2ninjago#lego ninjago movie
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Ninja’s Undertale souls
I decided to figure out what the Ninja’s Undertale soul colors are. After considering things like their personalities and character arcs, I think I’ve figured out all of them! But first, an very brief explanation of souls and the different colors and meanings.
The soul is the very essence of your being. They are what guide us and our actions. Monster souls are made of love, hope, and compassion. Human souls, on the other hand, are made of different traits. There are seven, and each has a different color.
Red: Determination
Orange: Bravery
Yellow: Justice
Green: Kindness
Cyan: Patience
Dark Blue: Integrity
Purple: Perseverance
Now let’s go over the different Ninja’s soul colors.
Kai: Bravery
This one was obvious. Kai is certainly bravery. He dives into action, sometimes without thinking, and can be reckless. He’s also a daredevil at times, and no matter how dangerous something is, he is not afraid to save those he cares about. We can see this in the pilot episodes, when he faces Lord Garmadon in the Fire Temple and tries to fight the shadows, even though he knows he’s probably not going to win.
Nya: Justice
This one took a little digging, but it wasn’t too hard to figure out. Nya is justice because she wants to be treated the same way as the guys are. She’s proven multiple times to be just as strong (if not stronger) than the other Ninja. She became a samurai because the boys wouldn’t let her fight with them. Once she becomes a Ninja, we can see her fight for equal treatment grow. Two examples are her reply when Dareth makes a sexist comment (”You’re gonna need makeup when I rearrange your face!”) and when she’s talking to Misako in the same episode (”I just want to be given a fair shot.”)
Lloyd: Perseverance
With all this poor baby has been through, I find it hard to believe he can’t be perseverance. I mean, look at everything that’s happened to him. He’s been kidnapped more times than he wants to count, he’s been hunted like an animal for his powers, he’s been forced to grow up too fast, he’s been burdened with responsibility he never asked for, he’s lost his father, heck, he’s been possessed for crying out loud. And he’s still sane. He’s still standing, even though he’s been through more than anyone should have to bear. If that’s not perseverance, I don’t know what is.
Zane: Kindness
Zane is a sweet cinnamon roll who is incredibly selfless. He’d do anything for his friends and loved ones. Other people’s happiness is more important than his own. Heck, he sacrifices himself to defeat the Overlord for good, saving Ninjago, and setting an example for society.
Cole: Integrity
I had to get help on this one. Mostly because Cole is hard to place, since his personality seems bland on the outside, but when you look deep inside, you can eventually see it. Cole is guided by his own moral compass and what he believes is right. He uses these qualities to guide others in the right direction as well. Plus, in Undertale, integrity is associated with music and dancing, so there’s that, too.
Jay: Determination
Jay was also hard to place, and I had to get help on him too. It was kind of process of elimination, when I was figuring it out. I had to look at the soul color wheel thing that I had posted earlier, and Jay seemed closest to the determination hybrids, especially dedication. He was hard to place because he has very low self-confidence, and he relies on the other Ninja, especially Nya, to keep him standing. They are the ones who basically charge his determination.
Morro: Determination
I felt like I had to do this, because he was just begging to be analyzed. Without a shadow of a doubt, Morro is determination. You don’t even have to look very far for it. Once he was told he might be the green ninja, he became so determined to prove himself that even when he was told no, he still didn’t give up. He literally died trying to prove he was the green ninja, and he still didn’t stop there. Even after death, as a ghost he was still doing everything because he believed he was the chosen one.
Tl:dr, Kai is Bravery, Nya is Justice, Lloyd is Perseverance, Zane is Kindness, Cole is Integrity, Jay and Morro are Determination. That’s all I’ve got! Feel free to give me your opinion!
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glass walls and waterfalls
Listen sometimes you just have to write shameless, sappy romantic fluff, and no one’s better deserving of it than @speedythecat and her wonderful OC Rain so! Here we go. I’ve been wanting to write something about Rain for a while because she’s a really cool character - if you don’t know who she is hit up Speedy’s tag here (which you should do anyways) but long story short she’s the elemental master of glass, Lloyd’s girlfriend, and a dork in this fic :’D
“You’re supposed to fold the left part, first.”
Lloyd gives a muffled groan, unfolding the delicate paper in his hands once again. “Right. So it’s gonna be a deranged mutant swan, then.”
Rain stifles a giggle, reaching down to grab the paper from Lloyd’s hands. She has to strain a bit, as Lloyd’s lying in her lap right now - which is a comfortable position, but perhaps not the best for teaching someone to properly fold an origami swan.
“Here,” she says, gently taking the paper from him. “You just have to be patient with it.”
She presses the paper against his shoulder, smoothing out the creases before handing it back to him. “There. Start with the left fold, this time.”
“Should’ve been the elemental master of paper,” he mutters. “Could give people paper cuts all the time, annoy them to death…”
Rain just smiles, looking up at the horizon. The cliff they’ve flown to just overlooks the ocean, so the sweeping coastal winds blow wildly around them, rustling through their gis and tangling Rain’s white hair in a billowing cloud behind her back. The sun is on its way down, late in the afternoon as it is, and casts the ocean beneath them in a deep blue-ish purple, like the glassy scales on her dragon at dusk.
Rain closes her eyes, letting the warmth of the sun wash over her, her fingers resting in absently in Lloyd’s hair, his own warmth a comfort where he lies half-sprawled with his head in her lap. She twirls the end of a blond strand in her fingers lazily, letting the tension of the past few weeks ease from her shoulders. They’ve been…well. The past few weeks haven’t been the nicest. That goes, perhaps, as the greatest understatement of the century, but Rain doesn’t like thinking about it that much. Doesn’t like the reminder of how it felt to lose, and to lose so much. How defeated they were, how hollow Lloyd’s eyes looked, the shake of his shoulders the rare night he’d let himself break down, the suffocating fear as she was dragged away to the prison, useless at saving herself as she’d been her brother-
Rain swallows, her fingers tightening briefly. Let the past slide off you, she reminds herself. The teachings of her old Sensei. She can keep them alive, even if the man she learned from is lost to her.
(Lost to them all, now.)
Rain’s never been very good at that particular lesson. Her past seems to seep into her powers in the worst of ways, as much as she tries to fight it. It’s tied to her being, she supposes, the way Lloyd’s seems to be tied to his. Letting go the past is a lesson neither of them ever really learned right.
“Okay,” Lloyd’s voice interrupts her thoughts, pulling her back to the windy cliff. She opens her eyes again, blinking briefly at the brightness. “What was the last part, again?”
“Two more of the edge folds,” Rain says, reaching down to tug Lloyd’s hand a little to the left. “Like this.”
“M’kay.” Lloyd’s expression furrows in concentration. Rain tries not to laugh at the determined look on his face, not unlike the expression he wears when sparring with her in training.
“There. Ta-da.” Lloyd finally hands her a slightly-crumpled swan, grinning a bit. “For you. Your own mutant origami swan.”
“I love it,” Rain laughs lightly, taking the swan and gently tucking in inside the folds of her gi, sheltering it from the winds. “Much better than flowers.”
Lloyd flushes. “I tried to make one, but there’s so many folds, you saw the monstrosity I ended up with-“
“I’m kidding,” Rain giggles, leaning down and bumping his nose. Lloyd wrinkles his nose, then grins back up at her.
“I’ll just make you 9,999 more swans then,” he says. “Then you’ll have a million, so you can make a wish for actual flowers.”
“I think that’s just a thousand cranes, but I appreciate your devotion,” Rain grins.
“It’s origami cranes?” Lloyd frowns. “Aw man, I wasted all that time on a swan, too.”
“And you’d need 999,999 more to make a million, by the way,” she whispers teasingly. Lloyd’s forehead scrunches up, counting the numbers in his head.
“Oh yeah,” he finally mutters. “Math.”
“Yeah, that useless stuff."
Lloyd snickers quietly, tilting his head back a bit and staring at the sunset-orange sky. Rain falls into quiet, looking up where the sun glows a fiery red over the horizon. White strands of hair fall loose over her face, beating with the wind.
She finally sighs, brushing the hair away and blinking spots from her eyes left by the blinding intensity of the sun. She returns her attention to another snarl in Lloyd’s hair, fingers gently carding through the tangled blond curls, dyed gold in the setting sun.
“You should brush your hair sometime.”
“I’m not Kai, I don’t carry a hairbrush in my gi.”
“Well, you should,” Rain says. “Your hair looks nice when it’s not all tangled and messy.”
Lloyd’s cheeks flush, tinged a dark pink, and Rain feels her mouth pull in amusement. “I’ll…consider it,” he says.
Rain shakes her head, eyes flicking briefly skyward. She pushes her own billowing hair behind her ears again, her fingers lingering briefly over a lock. She’s always liked her hair, its unusual color reminding her of puffy clouds, or the first snowfall of the season.
Harumi had no business sporting hair the same color.
Lloyd reaches up, catching her loose hair in his hand, the silky strands a snowy white against his tanned skin as they slip through his fingers. “I like yours better,” he says, quietly.
“Stop reading my mind.”
“It’s part of my psychic powers,” he says. “The psychic powers of love.”
Rain flicks him on the forehead. “You’re hopeless,” she huffs, as Lloyd makes a face.
“Here,” Lloyd says, flicking her own forehead. “You’ve got a bug there, and wait — there’s one here too, lemme get that-“
“Stop, Lloyd-“ Rain giggles, pulling back from his merciless poking. “I know I don’t have - stop!”
Lloyd dissolves into snickers, and she jabs him in the side, immediately turning his snickering into a high-pitched giggle. “No, Rain, stoppit, that’s low-“
Lloyd’s phone suddenly vibrates, catching them both off guard. Lloyd sighs, pulling his phone out and glancing at it. His laughter dies quickly. Rain goes quiet, watching the way his jaw goes tight, the light in his eyes sputtering out.
“Is everything alright?” she voices, concerned.
Lloyd tucks his phone back in his gi, blowing his breath out. “S’fine,” he says, the waver in his voice letting her know it’s clearly not. “The high security cell’s ready, so they’re moving him. Um, Garmadon.”
“Oh,” Rain says, quietly. She runs her hand through his hair again, hoping it’s more of a comforting gesture this time.
“It’s just — he’s—“ Lloyd’s breath hitches, and his eyes close tightly. Rain bites her lip, and lets her other hand drift an inch lower on his chest, just to the left, so she can feel the steady pulse of his heart. Her hand rests there for a beat, as if she can protect it — as if she can fix what’s broken.
Rain’s never been very good at that, unfortunately. She tends to be better at breaking things.
“Do you think you’ll ever be able to make peace with him?” Rain finally asks, softly.
Lloyd looks up at the darkening, dusky sky, blinking slowly. He echoes her, his voice tinged in a hollow sort of despair. “Do you think you’ll ever make peace with your brother?”
Rain stiffens briefly, before her shoulders slump. “Touché,” she murmurs.
Lloyd’s hand reaches up, finding hers where it rests against his shoulder. He squeezes tightly, and she returns it. She lifts her head back up, staring at the sun where it’s started to sink below the horizon. Her heart feels as if it’s sinking along with it, and she shuts her eyes, wishing she could recapture the carefree feeling from earlier, the quiet happiness.
“Hey.”
Rain feels a warm hand cup her cheek, shaking her head lightly when she doesn’t immediately open her eyes. “Rain, hey.”
She finally exhales, opening her eyes in fond exasperation. “What?”
“Your eyes look really pretty right now,” Lloyd says, earnestly. Rain feels her cheeks heat. “They look like sea glass,” he continues, with a grin. “You get it? Sea glass, ‘cause you’re-“
Rain groans, dipping her head down so her hair falls in his face, cutting Lloyd’s bad joke off with a sputtering.
“Gross, Rain, your hair tastes awful-“
“I thought you said you liked the way it smells.”
“Smells, yeah, but shampoo tastes awful.”
“Speaking from experience?” Rain rolls her eyes, but she tucks her hair back behind her ear, leaving the ends to just dangle in reach of Lloyd.
It’s nice having her hair played with, alright? It’s pleasant, like the taste of spearmint tea in the evenings, or the feel of ocean-worn seashells washed up on the coast beneath her fingers.
She pulls her hand through Lloyd’s thick hair again, her fingers sliding through the soft strands easily this time. Lloyd hums in contentment, his eyes fluttering closed. Rain watches as the space between his eyebrows smooths out, harsh lines relaxing, leaving him looking younger, like he used to before all — this.
She’s grown up since then too, Rain reminds herself.
Lloyd’s hand reaches up to rest against her cheek again, his thumb briefly following the path of her freckles. Rain returns the gesture, her own fingers gently tracing the healing edge of a cut on his cheek.
“Love you,” Lloyd murmurs.
“Love you back,” Rain returns, smiling slightly.
The sun finally dips completely behind the horizon, and Rain watches Lloyd’s eyes grow darker with the sky, the bright scarlet turning a deep red.
Both their phones vibrate this time, and Lloyd groans. “How much you wanna bet that’s our come-home call.”
“Nothing,” Rain says, glancing at her phone. “Because I know it is.”
“Hooray,” Lloyd says, flatly. He sighs, then finally pushes himself up, shaking his head as he stands up. Rain briefly laments the loss of warmth.
“You ready?” he says, reaching a hand down to her. Rain grabs it, pulling herself up and nodding.
“Yeah,” she says, grimacing briefly as she stretches. “Want to take the detour through the coves?”
Lloyd grins, already heading toward the cliff edge. “Kai can wait twenty more minutes, I guess.” He gives her a jaunty salute, before stepping straight off the edge, letting himself drop. “Race you there-!”
Rain shakes her head, fighting back a smile as she runs, jumping from the cliff after him. She lets herself fall for a beat, the wind rushing past her as the ocean grows closer. There’s a bright flash of green below her, and Lloyd’s dragon materializes just before he hits the sea, pulling up with a roar and a beat of wings. Rain is soon to follow, her own dragon erupting beneath her in a burst of multi-colored glass, glimmering in kaleidoscope colors under the rising light of the moon.
Her dragon shoots up, wings pulsing in a steady beat as Rain lets her hair fly freely behind her, and she glances up at the star-studded sky. She takes a deep breath, letting the salt-tinged night air flood her senses, before turning her attention back to the glow of green racing ahead of her.
Perhaps, Rain thinks — as her dragon ducks down by the sea, racing after him — sea glass isn’t such a terrible comparison after all. Broken but still worthwhile, beaten by the relentless waves of the sea but emerging as something stronger, something more beautiful. Something with softer edges, that doesn’t cut what it touches.
Maybe she’ll try her hand at creating some when they get back to the monastery, Rain thinks, running her fingers briefly over the paper edges of the origami swan. It’s been a while since she’s used her powers for something soft.
#sorry speedy i made them both hopeless dorks#lloyd garmadon#ninjago#rain#my deep dark secret most of the first fic i wrote was all disgustingly sappy romance#my fic
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#saw both a comic and a post today about kai being red and that being the villain color
#and the only two times kai's eyes are red is when he's getting over taken by the staff
#and when his powers come back in the never realm
#something something red as the color of determination and with garmadon it's to get the golden weapons/shape the world
#with kai it's to protect at any cost
#kai's villain arc about the lengths he'll go to protect what matters to him WHEN
#Kai looking at his own eyes
#i dunno how to feel about that
#proceeds to buy a million colored contacts
#they Are Red tho
#kai's favorite joke is to say the eyes are how you know lloyd and he are related
(tags via op)
Morning Routine/that villainous color
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