#something insane happens rest of the week (🧿)

[patrice-bergerons]

Comments (but also equally community interaction) are my lifeblood at any time but man this week has been kind of hectic and stressful at work and words fail to express how grateful I am and how much it has helped that multiple brilliant people left comments on my fics, geeked out over the terror in post replies and dms, and even made art for the law au!! And same also with the brilliant fitzier fic i have been reading. You guys are truly pulling me thru this week 💕❤️🥰❣️

[ministryoffeeling]

Uncomfortable Spots

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I always stress introspection and meditation. I sometimes take council from my long time spiritual friends. But more often than not just do the work with spirit and myself. I asked spirit to remove me from blockages and things that do not serve me.

When you ask for, or quest for something greater, shifts happen in a real gnarly way. And they can burn the whole proverbial house down. It is needed.

For example: Until recently (Im talking the last 5 years) I had not fully accepted that I needed to either get out of dodge, or figure out a new path to solidify freedom in a move later on. I have been insanely uncomfortable in many aspects of my life not understanding that. Many opportunities have presented themselves over the years, and I failed to see the possibilities. Those same opportunities didn’t look comfortable either. Yet I didn’t take the risks.

I say that, to say this…Always, without the aid of others, trust your intuition. If people, places, and things feel funny? They are. You find yourself speaking to someone and it’s sus? Then it’s sus. If shit just don’t fit? It just doesn’t. This road will seem so easy to navigate at first. Then you realize you are directed through and around people. Not everything and everyone is a part of the path. Sometimes there are dead ends, road blocks, and construction. Know the difference.

I don’t know how many posts about the laws of separation I have to post for people to understand that my greatest freedom came from letting things be as they are. Knowing I’m only in control of self. How many things I say about shadow work and healing that go out past ears and minds back into the universe.

That leads to another great lesson I learned: “If they are not listening. Stop talking.” A lot of people will definitely hear you, but fail to actually listen. That is ok. Not everything needs to be discussed with everyone. It is very important to know that on your journey. More often than not we waste time trying to explain self to people who don’t even know how to navigate that space. Then we realize that it was wasted time. There were already beings around you who understood that from jump.

In recent weeks I have been somewhat of a hermit. I have drawn a thick line of secrecy around myself that I felt was necessary. If you feel compelled to do this, know that this too is ok. We go back to the post about respite on this one. Knowing when to rest yourself and replenish your energy. No matter how you look at it, it is always a priority. Because you will find yourself exhausted if you exude this shit around the wrong forces. Take that as a sign. This too is a part of that discomfort. When you separate from things to properly see them, it is not always something of beauty. But that is the lesson. It jars you to know that part of your journey has ended, or needs to be rerouted.

Not everyone wants to deal with this and so they stay. That’s them. But you as a spiritual person needs to learn when to peep that and adjust. I’m assertive when it comes to protecting myself and my energy. I cut at the quick when tested. People DO NOT like that. And I DO NOT care. Neither should you. Stand for yourself and your practice. Change for no one. Keep moving queens and kings. Fight through these uncomfortable spots with grace. They are here for a reason.

-Ase 🧿

4.9.22