#someone asking if we've passed a certain stop like. wait u think i know that? u dont think im an idiot? youre not going to belittle me ?
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sometimes i wonder if i really am ugly or if i just am incapable as seeing myself as human or attractive in any way and nothing but a nuisance but then i remember how muhc people stare at me in public
#and always have#& thats a lot btw#i will get triple takes#and full dead on stares#but mostly where i live for some reason#ive always loved cities in particular because no one gives a fuck#everyone treats me just like . a part of them#one time i sat on the ground while waiting for the bus n people saw me n ?? sat down next to me ???#like i am just. one of them. they can b me too#little things like that actually make such a wild difference in my mental state LMAO#the tiniest sense of community literally the bare CRUMBS less than a crumb even will get me on the floor sobbing#being isolated ur whole life except family treating u like shit will do that to a mf#even just people asking me for things#someone asking if we've passed a certain stop like. wait u think i know that? u dont think im an idiot? youre not going to belittle me ?#youre not going to ask me a question and immediately cut me off to tell me i dont know anything?
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Chapter 6 WDYM Attached?
Now, when I said that I'd have to start sleeping in my own tent I meant by myself. I'm not really complaining but he hasn't even asked about being a couple yet. Then again I don't know where I stand with him and the whole Mary thing. I never voiced anything because he is entitled to still have feelings for her. When I woke up 1 morning and didn't see him bringing me coffee or seeing if I was awake, it filled me with a bit of jealousy. Not in a bad way where I resent her but where I kinda wish I was her. I think he noticed I was upset because when he came back he was trying to offer to go do something. Hell, he was even gonna let me look in his journal. I declined and told him I don't want to look at his journal just so we can be on good terms again. He was moping and nothing but grouchy for a week. I filled my time with getting to know the other members by doing some chores or hunting with Charles. When the time came to go to Valentine Dutch asked me to ride with him I obliged.
Dutch: "We're gonna meet Strauss, John and Arthur there. They should be finishing up with some business there." My heart twinged when he mentioned Arthur.
Dutch: "What has been going on between you and Arthur?" I roll my eyes and let out an exasperated sigh.
Y/n: "To be entirely honest I'm frustrated. He's the most gentlest giant I could ask for and I love the way he treats me, but I'm frustrated because he went to see Mary."
Dutch: "Ahh. Have you tried talking to him?"
Y/n: "Well, no. It's not my business and I don't wanna pry on a matter that doesn't concern me. I mean I know they loved once and true but I don't know I thought that we had something in the bit we've known eachother?"
Dutch: "Oh darlin, it concerns you. We've all noticed how he's been with you. You have every right to be upset. Please talk to him about it. I'm sure he's willing to do anything to fix his mistake." We slow up and trot once we pass the post office. The smell of sheep shit fills my nostils.
Y/n: "I suppose. I think I've ignored him enough."
Dutch: "We're also done with watching him mope around. Come on now, I think you deserve a drink." He holds open the door for me. Once we sit he orders a whole bottle of Brandy a few glasses. He toasts to relationships. That's when Strauss walks in like a greedy cockroach and sits down and begins rambling about closing on certain debtors.
'Thank god I took care of the Downes debt...which basically consists of a few robberies to give them a little extra money and putting there debt money into the collection box. But at least I can have piece of mind, Arthur won't die from this.'
I keep downing some shots of Brandy as Dutch keeps pouring offering me a few smiles as he does so. Not to long after I hear the door open and 2 sets of footsteps walk in. I snap my head and see a grumpy Arthur and annoyed looking John make there way over to us.
Strauss: "Gentlemen."
Arthur: "Dutch, Leopold...Y/n." He greets as we avoid eye contact. The air seemed to fill with tension.
Dutch: "Where have you been?"
Arthur: "Working... Marston's thing."
Dutch: "Good....And?"
Arthur: "We're just waiting to get some pay on... a few sheep." I snort as I take another shot.
Dutch: "Y/n, Strauss, why don't you go along with John and ensure there ain't no funny business." I throw back another shot before standing up.
Y/n: "Yeah, sure." I stand up and glance at Arthur as he looked down and make my way out the door, John and Strauss right behind me. We begin to make our way back over to the sheep pen.
John: "What's goin on between you 2?"
Y/n: "What do you mean?"
John: "I mean he's been worse than his usual self since you stopped giving him attention."
Y/n: "I don't know, I'll talk to him when-" That's when I feel someone yank my arm and twist it behind my back.
'I forgot all about this part. Leviticus.' I try to scream and throw up a struggle when I feel a cold metal barrel get pressed to my temple.
'Shit.' I see the same thing has happened with Strauss and John. They drag us back over to the front of the bar. That's when I see Cornwall on his horse as he looks to the 3 of us and adjusts in his saddle seat.
Cornwall: "Van der Linde! Get out here. Get out here now!" The man holding a gun to my temple moves my hair to the side exposing my ear.
??: "I hear that the right hand man has a sweet spot for you." I focus my eyes and see Arthur peaking out the window and Dutch take a swig out of the brandy.
??: "I don't blame him, you sure are a pretty little thing." I begin to try and yank my arm free which causes him to click the barrel of the gun.
??: "I wouldn't do that when I have this gun so close to your head." He chuckles slightly in my ear. That's when I see Arthur and Dutch make there way out of the bar with there hands up. I have never seen Arthur's eye's fill with such rage and disgust as he did towards the man holding me.
Dutch: "Please, gentlemen, this is a terrible mistake. This is a case... of mistaken identity. What is worse... than admonishing a man... for the sins... of another? Who wants to be the Messiah? Not me... Nor do I want to be this "Dutch van der Linde," whomever he may be. I am Archibald Smith."
As if I could feel time itself slow I could see Arthur slowly yet skillfully pull out his gun and aim at each of the men holding us hostage. I could hear the bullet whizz my my head and into the man's skull as blood splattered on my backside. I stand in shock for a moment. That's when I reach for my revolver and start shooting in the madness. I run back behind a crate but not fast enough as a bullet whizzed by and grazed my thigh. I drop when I get to the crate. A burning feeling erupts from the open wound as blood begins to rush out. I whimper as I clutch my leg. That's when I see Arthur rush up to me.
Y/n: "This shit fucking hurts." I try to laugh out.
Y/n: "I've never been shot before." I laugh as the pain causes tears to brim my eyes.
Arthur: "It's okay girl!" He tries to pull me up which fails as I plop back in the mud with a shooting pain. Arthur mutters and curses to himself. I look around before my eyes meet his worried ones.
Y/n: "Put me on your shoulder and I'll cover you as you put me on that wagon!" He nods as he hoists me on his shoulder with ease and puts his hand on my thigh to keep my in place. I unholster 1 of his gun's and duel wield. He makes his way to the wagon with ease as bullets skim by us. I slide off him as he puts his hand on my waist and helps me sit on the carriage. That's when I notice Strauss has also been shot and John griping and telling him to shut up. I laugh. I grip my leg as the shooting pain returns. I push my self up against the side of the carriage and begin to shoot people on the roofs.
Once we make it past the stables I hop off and limp my way over to the horses. Arthur carries Strauss and stows him on the back of John's.
Arthur: "You ain't ridin with that leg."
Y/n: "Well, I'm also not leaving you, so we better get this area cleared out before we hightail it out of here." I shift my weight on my legs to avoid the throbbing immense pressure.
Dutch: "Y/n's got a point, we need to leave and fast, we'll meet you both back in camp and we'll get everyone to move." We both nod our heads as they mount up and ride off.
Arthur: "Your the most stubborn person I have ever-"
Y/n: "Yeah, yeah let's just finish this up and leave." I switch to my carbine and begin to take aim and firing away. Takes us about 5 minutes before we created an opening for us to escape. He picks me up bridlestyle and carries me to his horse which causes a deep red blush to make it appearance on my face as my heart begins to flutter. He hoists me on his horse before he climbs in it. I clench my hands on his jacket. I feel a fat migraine make it's way as it gets hard to keep my eyes open.
Y/n: "I know this is a bad time, but I'm not mad at you." I sigh as I bury my face in his backside.
Arthur: "You are most definitely right about it being a bad time, but what do you mean?" He kicks his horse to go faster.
Y/n: "The way I've been treating you. It's because of Mary." He yanked back on the reins causing the horse to come to a skidding halt.
Arthur: "What?" He pants out moving in his saddle so he can look at me.
Y/n: "I'm upset you went to see her, but I feel I have no right." I look up at him.
Arthur: "We loved once, I won't deny it, but what we had has long since ended. I do still have feelings and I'm sorry I can't get rid of them. But I like what we have or had." He says.
Y/n: "I do too... I still feel horrible. Your the last person to have been treated that way. I like the way you make me feel and how you treat me."
Arthur: "How do I make you feel?"
Y/n: "Let's get to camp." I groan out holding my leg.
Arthur: "Y/n? You don't look so goo-" That's when I feel his hand grab me as I was beginning to slide off.
I was in and out for a while as I heard voices mainly his. Mainly Arthur cursing at people to hurry up as he paced back and forth with my and his belongings. Before I knew it I felt someone begin to take off my pants which caused me to flush red and sit up in a rush and grab there hands. I could barely focus as my head felt dizzy.
Tilly: "It's just me." I sigh and drop my entire weight back into the bed.
Y/n: "I'm sorry. I just don't feel so good." As if Tilly was some fairy god mother she had a bucket ready as she scoots it closer to where my head was resting. That's when every bit of alcohol I consumed came right up as a mix of heartburn and bread. She kept rolling my pants off and applying a wet cloth to my leg. The cooling feeling like an instant relief to my body that seemed to be roasting over an open volcano. She soon replaced the cool rag with new bandages and wrapped my leg.
Tilly: "Your leg will have a scar, but I'm sure it'll make for a cool story." She tries to lighten the mood by saying. I wipe my mouth and offer her a grin.
Y/n: "Thank you." I swing my leg over my bottom half.
Y/n: "Where's Arthur?"
Tilly: "Grumpy but him and Charles went to go scout out a new camping ground."
Y/n: "When isn't he? Does anyone need any help?"
Tilly: "Nothing we can't handle. Arthur will bite our heads off if we let you help with anything." I chuckle.
Y/n: "I'm sorry."
Tilly: "If...Well...He seems pretty attached to you." My heart flutters and my stomach does flips when she says that.
'Attached?'
Y/n: "What do you mean attached?" I look at her questioningly
Tilly: "I don't know what you guys have been going through, but he has been short fused since you started ignoring him."
Y/n: "I-"
Tilly: "Whatever it is, get over it." And with that she stands up and walks off, leaving me there to ponder.
'I never meant to upset him?'
That's when I see Javier come over to me.
Javier: "Let's get a move on, amor." He scoops me up in his arms.
Y/n: "I got to be honest, I love getting picked up like this." We both chuckle with each other. He sets me down right before the wagon seat. He keeps both hands on my hips as he boosts me up and I grip on to Dutch's hands as he pulls and then readjusts my leg as gently as he can. I wince a bit from the pain. With that Dutch talks to me a bit while everyone loads up and makes a few finishing touches and then we head out to Clemen's Point.
Once we pull up to Clemen's Point, Arthur was the first 1 over to me as he held out his hand to help me down. The air nothing but muggy and scornfully hot. I smile and grasp his rough hands tightly as I slowly begin to make my way down. Once my feet hit the ground I keep old of Arthur's hand even the they begin to clam up and my face turns a bright red. He helps me limp over to a log so that I can sit.
Y/n: "I owe you an apology." I say staring at the ground.
Arthur: "No..You don't. I know the way I've been treatin ya. I'm a fool. I think you'd be better off with someone who can treat you better." I squeeze his hand and turn to him.
Y/n: "Arthur, I don't want anyone else. I truly enjoy being around you. I'd be a dick if I told you that I don't want you to see her...I'm just frustrated because I'm jealous." Arthur cocks his head to the side.
Arthur: "Jealous? Of what?" My eyes widen as I stand up, but Arthur just yanks me down.
Y/n: "Jealous that she was able to steal your attention with just a letter." I mutter.
Arthur: "Okay..I thought I made it clear that you've had my attention since you joined." His gruff voice words out softly. My face flushes again as I look at him. His face did the same but he looked away from me.
Y/n: "Yeah?" We both chuckle.
Y/n: "Fine, I will refrain from ignoring you."
Arthur: "And I'll refrain from making you feel the way ya did."
Micah: "How come the lovebird's get to slouch while we all have to set the camp up.
Karen, Tilly, Mary-Beth: "Shut up, Micah!
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Honey
Paring: Mina Ashido x reader
Synopsis: Where Y/n secretly crushes on her fellow classmate, Mina Ashido.
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Earthy warm, rich, with a hint of sour components along with heaviness of a cocoa.
The aroma of a simple yet delectable coffee wafted into the nose of the (hair color) as she inhaled its exotic scent. A warm feeling growing in her stomach region as she sipped said drink from her favorite one-of-a-kind mug.
She snuggled into her jacket as she sat outside on the chair that was placed on the deck. With the sun barely rising, the air was perfectly warm and gentle, flowers beginning to bloom and birds chirping, typical for spring weather.
As she sat there with a smile on her face daydreaming away the sound of a door opening brought her back to reality.
"Jeez it's barley 6:30 and you're already up? You're the opposite of Aizawa-sensei I swear, always up while everyone is asleep! Have you even eaten yet?" Said the red-head as he walked into the view line of the coffee-filled (hair color) as a chuckle escaped past her lips. "We've lived in the dorms for a month and a half and every single time you catch me out here it's always the same questions Kiri."
The gentle blow of a breeze passed by as the sound of a busy buzzing bee was faintly heard.
Kirishima smiled. "Do you have any plans for today? I'm trying to see if Bakubro, Sero and Denki are down to go to the arcade. If you're not doing anything then would you like to go with us?" He asked while sitting on the chair next to her. The girl thought for a few seconds before opening her mouth. "I would but I feel like reading today. Besides I'd rather let "the boys" have their fun and do whatever it is that you do."
The sound of an apple being bitten into broke the silence, crispy yet sweet. The second Kirishima swallowed he started talking yet again. "You know, "
"Hm?"
"Mina is also coming. You should take the chance to confess-"
"EH?! I have no idea what you're talking about Kiri! Where did you get that idea that I like her. No wait more importantly how did you find out? Ahhhh I practically just told you I do-" Having out her mug down minutes ago, the girl who was in the middle of freaking out continued talking in a fast speed as images of said female flashed in her mind, making her stumble around with her words.
The poor girl could feel her heart thump in her chest and felt all warm inside. If there's anything that could get her to react in such a way then it was simply by mentioning her crushes name. Oh how easy it was to get her all worked up.
"Woah woah calm down! Forget I said that alright. But seriously hang out with us, you need to get out more often. I mean how is it that you have such good fashion sense yet you never leave your room unless it's for food or classes?" He spoke while rubbing the back of his neck, a smile plastered on his face. The both of them stood up at the same time with him grabbing the apples core in one hand and the girls mug in the other before handing it to her. She nodded.
As they walked into the building, now dubbed as their home, they walked through the lounge past the dining room and into the kitchen. Clearing his voice while walking to the blue sofa he looked back at her, "We're gonna be leaving at around 12 to get lunch and then to the arcade that's in the mall. See ya." "Alrighty! See you in a bit."
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Having been back in her room for just around two hours gaming on her counsel, she got up and looked at the clock on her pastel (favorite color) wall. 'Mm it's only 9:15. I should go shower now so that I have enough time to dress on my very own existence and to choose an outfit.' That means I have two hours and forty-five minutes, which means at least a good hour and thirty minutes to shower and that leaves me with an hour and fifteen minutes which then means I have a good thirty minutes to think about my life while sitting on the corner of my bed in a robe and forty-five minutes to get ready. Perfect.'
And with that she grabbed her towel, bathrobe, shampoo and conditioner, razor (only if you shave, if not then forget that), body soap, deodorant and comb. Taking a quirk look to see if she has everything, she walked to the bathrooms that she shared with the other girls and instantly began her shower. (If you're african american/any other person I didn't include and you wear a wig then instead of shampoo and conditioner you grabbed a shower cap to protect it. I heard it's not supposed to get wet but correct me if I'm wrong.)
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After her shower she made sure to brush her hair to untangle it before it went back to being straight/wavy/curly. (If you're like me and you have curly hair then obviously you have to put curl smoothies, protection sprays, etc.) and young-life crisis thinking, she began to look through her closet. Before picking out two different options.
(Option 1)
(Option 2)
After a minute on deciding what to wear, Y/n choose the (1/2) option and quickly slipped on the clothes before putting on her shoes. Glancing at the clock and seeing that she only had ten minutes before they were gonna meet up she grabbing her phone along with earbuds/airpods and closed her bedroom door before soon heading towards the elevator.
Scrolling through her phone she clicked a song and began humming along to the lyrics.
By the time she arrived in the lounge, a new song started playing. Looking up she soon spotted the group and started to walk to them when she realized a certain person was missing. "Hey guys where's MinaAAA!" She shrieked as a pair of slim arms wrapped around her body and a head full of pink hair and yellow beady eyes peaked freon behind her. "Hey silly. I'm right here and ready too rumble!"
'Thump.. Thump.. Thump..'
Y/n's heart started to beat like crazy again once her brain processed what just happened. Before she could even talk someone started talking. "Let's get going you extras. I'm hungry and I don't wanna wait around all day." Ah yes, Bakugou. "On it bro." Denki replied as Mina stepped from behind me and walked up to Sero and striked a conversation with him. Speeding up a bit Y/n walked next to Kirishima just in time for Denki to start cracking jokes.
"Hey L/n why do bees have sticky hair?" He asked as Bakugou and Kirishima were listening. "I don't know, why?" "B-because they use honeycombs!" He shouted as he busted out laughing while Y/n giggled. "How do you idiots find that funny? Is your humor that broken." Bakugou muttered as he turned his attention to Sero's and Mina's conversation.
Feeling sorta left out from the group due to the fact that she doesn't exactly hang out with them as much (except for Mina and Kirishima), she took out her earbuds/airpods and turned on her music again. This time 'it's not u it's me' by Bea Miller and 6lack started playing.
Smiling to herself she began to sway a bit to the music as they neared the mall. As cliche as it sounds, music was always there to comfort Y/n. No matter what would trouble her, she'd always turn to her favorite playlist. Once they all entered the mall and headed straight to the food court she turned off her music and tuned in the the groups conversation.
"Hey L/n," Sero began as the girl turned her head to gaze at him and hummed quickly to show that she was paying attention. "What are you gonna get to eat?" "The only place I ever go to grab my food. I'm gonna head to (restaurant) to grab my usual." Nodding, he soon turned to Mina and quickly talked. "Mina since you said you wanted to try something new to eat you should totally go with L/n." "Holy cow dude! You're totally right." She said as she pumped her fist in the air and walked towards me. "Let's go L/n, I'm super starving." Grabbing my hand she started dragging me. "H-hey broski you're going the wrong way." She chuckled as the Pinkette stopped in her tracks, said a loud "Oops." And took the girl in the right direction. (Is Pinkette a word? Probably not.)
Once both girls ordered their desired meal and sat down, they began to eat in peace for a good few minutes before Mina's phone rang. Smashing the accept call, she out it on speaker. "Whafs uf-" She managed to say as her mouth was filled with food. "Hey Pinky, tell L/n that me and the guys decided to skip the arcade and headed to Game Stop and grabbed the new Cyberpunk game. We're currently on our way to the fast-food place near the school and then we're heading back to the dorms." A loud Denki said, as we heard grunts and insults from Bakugou from their side of the call.
'Wait wouldn't that mean that Mina and I are now alone... Is this considered a date? Of course not. As if she'd even like you.' She thought as she then asked Mina why they suddenly decided to switch their plans so suddenly without saying a word in the first place until now. Without a word the girl hung up the call and continued eating.
"N/n you know that American movie where the princess and prince turn into a frog for the whole movie and then they fall in love and miss then poof, they're human again?" Mina asked breaking the silence that once stood there. "Hm? Oh yeah! 'Princess and the Frog'. I watched it before. Sucks how African Americans finally got recognition from Disney and instead they get bullshit since the two main characters are frogs for three/fourths of the movie!" The (hair color) shouted angrily as she stabbed her food. Laughing at the girls reply, Mina leaned forward in her seat. "You know that dessert they show in the movie a lot? Beignets? I wanna try one so bad." Both girls sat in silence as they got lost in each other's eyes.
'Thump.. Thump.. Thump..'
Feeling her heart flutter, her gaze shifted back to her food. "How about we buy the ingredients and make it? I made it once for a school fair and everyone seemed to like it. Only if you're down of course!" "Wait for real? Like for real real? Big bet let's hurry up and eat!" And with that the Pink haired girl began scarfing down her food, cho.king a few times.
Once they were both done and cleaned up after themselves, both girls left the area and walked to the supermarket. The duo sparking a conversation about their hobbies and interests, soon made it into the supermarket. Walking down aisle after aisle grabbing ingredients left and right, Mina suddenly grabbed Y/n's hand. "Since it's Saturday me and you should totally have a sleepover in my room. Let's go grab more snacks!" And just like before, she dragged you out of the aisle and into the candy and chips one. 'My poor wallet.' Y/n thought as she silently cried. 'Then again if it means I get to hang out with her more ... Ahh! I need to be more social with her. I mean we do talk a lot but I get so freaking flustered and it messes me up. Then again at least I can talk to females unlike Midoriya. Ha in your face!' Feeling pumped the girl grabbed the snacks that were occupying her friends arms, shoved them in the basket and speed walked to the check out line, payed for everything and with both girls holding two bags in each hand they soon began their journey back to the campus dorms.
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Entering the dorms, both females headed straight to their rooms and quickly changed. Mina wearing blue shirts with a yellow shirt while Y/n wore (f/c) satin shorts along with its matching tank top.
Both now in the kitchen with aprons on, they took out the items they brought for the beignets and placed it on the counter. 'MISS YOU!' by CORPSE was blaring from Y/n's phone as she bopped her head and hummed along to the lyrics while she added the warm water, sugar and active yeast in a bowl and whisked it while Mina measured the other ingredients, which Y/n soon regrets for the face that a mess of flour was all over the counter.
After mixing the rest of the ingredients in the watery liquid and letting it set on a lined baking sheet, Mina took out the fryer and added oil so that it could be ready for later. "Hey n/n can I play a song?" "Of course silly. I wanted to change the song anyways." Laughing like a maniac, Mina grabbed the phone and quickly typed away before placing the phone back on the counter.
"Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was looking kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb
In the shape of an "L" on her forehead"
The voice of both Smash Mouth and Mina's rang out in the air as the girl started singing the lyrics. "Heyyy you should sing with me! Come on." She said as she twirled around the kitchen floor. Giggling as she put the bowl filled with the dough in the fridge, she began shouting the lyrics right along with Mina.
"Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do, so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets?
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow"
Now moving her head to the beat, both girls grabbed each other's hands and began dancing like crazy with not a care to the world, swaying their hips side to side as they sang the next verse with all their heart.
"Hey now, you're an all-star, get your game on, go play
Hey now, you're a rock star, get the show on, get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold"
As they continued singing, they began to clean the dishes and put most of the ingredients they wouldn't be using anymore away and took out a pair of tongs, paper towels, powdered sugar and honey from the cabinets. After a good 30 minutes past Mina turned on the fryer, the familiar 'click' of the knob sounding. Taking out the bowl from the fridge, Y/n placed the soft, glutinous dough on the now flour dusted counter and began following it out with the rolling pin until it was a good quarter inch thick and began to slit the doughy flesh making two inch squares just as Mina grabbed a few pieces and dropped it into the hot oil.
As time went by, they were finally finished frying. All they had left was to dust powdered sugar and drizzle honey to it. The second they did so, they took half the batch with them along with a few drinks and the snacks they brought and went to Mina's room. Closing the door on their way in the brightly pink room, they sat down on the bed and hopped on Mina's laptop to watch 'A Slap On Titan'.
"Armin had broken the silence as the video zoomed to the top of the wall, the starry night sky coming into view. "Do you ever with that humans could photosynthesis?"
Eren surprised with the sudden question, instantly replied. "What? No."
"I do... I think it'd be cool to be a plant." The scene then changed to show the Survey Corps coming back from a mission."
Liquid shooting out of her nose, Mina laughed as she grabbed a tissue and wiped her face, watching as Y/n pressed a pillow against her face to muffle her loud laughter. The now chuckling girl took the pillow from her face and noticed Mina's smile that was directed at her direction. Shooting back a toothy grin, she got lost in her eyes yet again.
'Ah jeez she saw me laugh... She looks so cute.'
"You know the beignets were really good." Mina said as she scooted next to her and leaned her fuzzy head on the girls shoulder. "You think so? I hope the others enjoyed the ones we left for them. I'm so happy we got to spend today together! I would have never expected this to happen ya know?" 'Play it cool Y/n. This is no big deal at all, she's probably just a bit exhausted from all the walking and baking we did earlier. Yeah, that's right-'
"You know, I'm the one who told the boys to leave us alone and to head back to the dorms."
That caught her off guard.
"Excuse me?"
Humming to herself, Mina life's her head slightly to look at the (eye color) girl. "Listen silly, I know when it comes to academics I'm not exactly smart, but when it came to you it was easy to figure you out." Furrowing her eyebrows in confusion, she urged the girl to continue talking. "I know you like me." Y/n's breathing stopped for a second, her heart beating rashly against her chest. How was it possible that the girl she's secretly liked from a distance knew? "Listen I-" She was cut off as a pair of soft pink hands covered her mouth.
"Hold up! Hear me out before you start talking. I sorta found out a few weeks back when I overheard you tell Iida about your feelings. Ever since then I confronted him and I made up this plan for both you and I to hang out alone. Like a date but it's not a date since you wouldn't know? Ahh anyways after I came up with the plan I began noticing how you'd act completely normal around the other girls, but when it came to me you'd barley mutter a word, despite you being super-duper confident." Y/n felt herself breathe again as she stared at the girl, her eyes now filled with curiosity and her head amused at the girls statement. She took the words to heart and found it to be true when she said she'd act differently around her. I mean how could she not when her heart would beat fast, her stomach flutter in nervousness and her brain would completely shut down on her.
"So wait... You like me?" She spoke slowly to make sure her voice wouldn't just randomly give up on her. Now sitting up straight, the pink haired girl nodded as she shyly smiled and rubbed the back of her neck. "I do."
'She likes me..'
The second her brain processed the two words, she locked eyes with her and then shut them down before slowly leaning forward. The feeling of her plump, powdered sugar dusted lips faintly against hers before both girls lips soon meshed into one and began harmonizing as if creating a symphony. It felt passionate and intense, yet delicate and sweet.
Sweet like the honey from the beignets they had moments ago. The floral yet earthy taste now onto her very own lips. Deliciously golden and wild. The strong fragrance drifting slowly to her nose, similar to a white dandelion falling slowly to the ground after being blown by the wind on a vibrant, sun-filled day.
They both soon pulled away, gasping a bit for air. Y/n felt her body get warm as she realized what just happened. "I like you, Mina. A lot. And I'm glad you like me too." She finally confessed. "Finally n/n, I've been dying to hear you say that. Now then let me ask you this, will you be my girlfriend?" Mina asked, her eyes shining as bright as a star in the dark. Y/n leaned forward and kissed the girls nose before speaking. "I'll be happy to be called yours," Both girls soon in each other's arms, held one another until she spoke again.
"Out of all the pretty girls in this world, I'm glad to share this space with you."
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