#somehow i made myself realise that him with his hair down (his default state) IS SO BAD THAT THIS IS ACTUALLY BETTER???
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fudgecake-charlie · 3 months ago
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Because me and @briefle are insane we've both written short fics in the disco hermits universe! Here are some rough drawings of a moment from each of them.
LINK TO BRIE'S AMAZING FIC in which Etho gets a surprise confrontation in the Whirling-in-rags
LINK TO MY SILLY FIC in which Etho does a very dumb thing about his hair in the middle of the night
for the people who read my fic i have a very stupid addendum for you that is. practically canon
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percywinchester27 · 5 years ago
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About a boy (Part-4)
Word count: 2.2K
Warning: Suspense, feels, mention of physical abuse and bullying
Characters: Dean, Cas, Gabriel, Benny, Michael, OCs and… Sam?
Summary: Dean Winchester has a secret. A secret that could really land him in trouble. He never expected to connect with anyone when he walked into the ‘Blue Stone Orphanage for Boys,’ but even then, the walls he has put up are slowly coming down. Now, a series of strange events are threatening to expose him. When everything starts falling apart around him, will he still be able to save the one person that matters the most?
A/N: I have to thank each and everyone of you who’ve taken the time out to read this series, and comment. It truly means the world to me :’)
All my love to @thing-you-do-with-that-thing​ and @deanssweetheart23​ for beta reading this story. You are awesome <3
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"How many Sams can there be?" Dean complained as they walked back from school. "I mean seriously?"
Cas smiled sympathetically. "It's not about how many. It's about the shuffling crowd. Stynes- the family that owns the place - are apparently very influential. They have all sorts of crazy contacts and kids just get adopted all the time."
"Really?" Dean tried to keep a poker face. It wouldn't bode well to let Cas see through him about what he really thought of the Stynes.
"Yeah." Cas said, blissfully ignorant of Dean's tone which was grudgingly challenging. "I mean, it's not like you and me stand a chance, but the little kids are taken up all the time."
"Sam's not a little kid."
"True, but the kids still get shuffled a lot. Foster homes, other orphanages. You could see one face today, and then never see it again." Cas narrowed his eyes.
"You sound weirded out by that," Dean noted.
Cas looked at him, brow furrowed. "But it is weird, isn't it? My earlier orphanage was so sleepy. Barely anything happened there. Then there's this place which is so secretive, doesn't let the kids interact across all age groups. I've been here for 7 years, Dean, and I just never get to know everyone."
Dean stayed quiet. This conversation was dangerously inching towards the subject of how and why Dean had ended up at the orphanage in the first place. And Cas was smart.
"Shit." Cas stopped, eyes wide and panicked. "What if… what if Sam was here and they moved him away? Damn it, Dean. What the hell will we do?"
Dean pursed his lips, trying not to smile. Cas's worry and fear was heartwarming. It was still a task to be careful about what he says because his friends kindness tempted Dean sorely. "My sources were pretty solid. He's here. He was here when I came in. Besides, he's 12. Kids that old don't just get adopted."
Dean could feel Cas looking at him curiously as they started walking again. He was tempted to tell Cas the truth, all of it, but he held back. For now, it was only his burden to carry. He didn't want to put Cas in trouble, or worse, endanger his life. He had avoided all of Cas's questions about where he had come from so far, but dodging the queries had proven to be harder and harder day after day. Then there was the guilt. Cas was going out of his way to help him, and Dean had been as secretive as possible. At least he could draw solace from the fact that it was for Cas's own good.
"What about you?" Dean asked, changing the topic. "You've been here so long. You didn't get tossed around?"
Again, Cas looked uncomfortable. "All of us, from the old orphanage, we've just stayed together."
He didn't say it, but Dean understood. It was Michael. Cas and everyone from the 'Angel names orphanage' as he called it in his head, was somehow protected. He didn't know what Michael's deal was, but he was up to something… something that, by default, provided a protection to everyone under his umbrella, including Cas.
All those angel named kids were settled now. They had a reassurance that they were sticking around till the end. Which explained the pride, bullying and the strut like they owned the place. But not Cas. The privilege embarrassed him.  The idea that he was singled out and treated preferentially was both unpleasant and distressing at some level to him. It made him uneasy.
It made Dean like him more.
They walked in companionable silence for the rest of the way home.
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It had been 3 weeks. Dean was frustrated.
How much more searching could he do? Every minute was spent plotting the next move, trying to squeeze in time to slip into the record room. It took so much of his own patience, that Dean wondered when Cas would snap and cut himself loose from the hunt. After all, Sam meant nothing to him.
Even so, Cas's commitment never faltered. He went about searching the records as dedicatedly as possible. Every day.
They had found six Sams in the records so far. Three of them had already turned 18 and left the boys home. One had been transferred and two more were too young. By nightfall, Dean wanted to fling something at the figurative heaven. He all but yelled at Cas to stop praying in the evening. There was no God up there.
Dean was also tired of counting all the brown haired kids. There were way too many. More than half easily. He soon realised it was about as pointless as finding a needle in a haystack.
After lights out, he slipped out of his room once more. Cas and Gabriel were both out like a light, but Benny, who was reading something in torchlight, gave Dean a look as he passed. Dean had a suspicion that Benny knew where he and Cas sneaked off to in the evenings, but he hadn't said a word about it, neither had he given the impression that it so much as even mattered to him. Dean had learned to ignore Benny. Cas was always absolutely pleasant to him, but Benny never spoke more than a word or two. Even Gabe, who went around chilling with almost everyone, maintained a decent stance with Benny. Not like he was scared, but like he respected him.
Dean just couldn't bring himself to feel anything. And tonight, when he walked out, with Benny's eyes following him, he wondered if one day he was going to land in trouble thanks to Benny's lack of response.
He found himself back at the steps, back to grill, eyes closed in the light breeze flowing through the corridor.
"Back again, I see."
Dean did not jump this time, but his lips pulled up in a half smirk.
"So are you."
There was a soft chuckle from the other side.
"How was the Oly… uh… the thing that you had." Dean scratched his head. "Oh yeah… the Olympiad."
"Okay, I guess," the voice said. The kid sounded pleasant. "I mean, I don't think I'm failing or anything." Then he added in a small voice. "I just don't want to think about the result."
Dean snorted quietly. Normal problems.
Then it hit him.
"You're what? 11? 12? Why're you participating in Olympiads?"
"Seemed like a good exercise for the brain." It was no big deal to him from the way he said it.
Smart and pleasant. That was a rare combination for a kid in an orphanage.
"How long you've been here?" Dean asked.
"About half a year, I guess? Ain't the worst place I've been in."
Dean raised an eyebrow. "Even with all the detention camp treatment? What with the lock-down and no interaction."
The kid laughed, only slightly bitter. "Well, you haven't been in too many orphanages then."
It was true. What did Dean know about that?
"Have you been to too many?"
The boy sighed. "About five, I think. That's not counting the abusive Children's home." He said it as a matter of fact.
"They hurt you?" Dean's heart seemed to be squeezed.
"Ehhh… mostly I ended up hurting myself."
"How?"
A dry scoff. "Can't deal with people who throw weight around like that. If I saw someone getting hit, I'd go stand up to abusive idiots."
"I'm sorry that happened to you," Dean murmured sincerely. It was unfair.
To his surprise, the boy laughed. "Don't be. It's how I learned to fight. I can throw a mean punch."
Dean couldn't help the appreciation he felt.
"What's your name, kid?"
The voice went silent.
Dean waited for a couple of minutes, but no reply came.
"Hey?" He tried again.
"It's against the rules to be out, ya know?"
"You think I'm gonna rat you out?" Dean asked, incredulous. "Look around, kid, I'm breaking the rules, too, here."
At long last the voice sighed. "It's Will. Short for William."
There was some solace in getting to know the kids name after all. At least he had gotten one answer today, as opposed to all the ones he had been searching for.
"I'm Dean. Dean Winchester."
"You have a last name," Will noted.
That clearly meant Will didn't have one. He had been in orphanages since he was too young to have known his real name. Sure he might have a made up last name in the papers, but it was just that, a formality.
Dean couldn't stop himself from asking the question. "Why are you up tonight? Another test?"
Another scoff. "Not really."
"Care to elaborate?"
Another silence.
"Well, aren't you being one secretive bitch today?" Dean grumbled. Will intrigued him, and that annoyed him.
"You're the one to talk, jerk," Will shot back. "Especially after how mysterious you played last time."
It was true. Kid had a point. He had, in fact, disappeared on the boy the last time.
A heavy exhale sounded from the other side. "It's just, I can't stop thinking about what lies beyond these walls. One of the boys I knew was transferred today and I don't know where he's gone. Sometimes I wonder if… if I even have a future."
"What?"
"I know!" Will said, talking fast now. "Most kids just end up on the police roll call, the only place their picture ends up is in mug shots. It's what Andy says."
"Andy's an idiot!" Dean stated.
Will laughed. "Maybe."
More silence - comforting and companionable. 
Out of the blue the idea came to Dean. "Hey, there's something you can help me with?"
"Oh-kay?" Will sounded wary.
"How old are you?"
"I don't see how that helps you with anything, but I'm 11," he replied.
"That's fantastic!" How had he not thought of this before? "Do you know anyone by the name Sam on your floor?"
"Sam?" There was the usual curiosity in his voice.
"Yeah!" Dean had to keep his voice from getting the better of him. "Sam or Samuel or anyone like that?"
There was no reply, just a loud thrumming. As if the boy was tapping his fingers against his lap or the other hand. "There's one kid called Sammy, I think."
Dean's throat constricted, his heart doubled its beat. Could he be? Could it really be?
"No wait… his name is Sandy," Will corrected. "Don't think I know a Sam… but I can't say for sure that I know everyone."
Dean seemed to deflate. He wanted to punch something… someone... for both- the hope and hopelessness. One of it was going to kill him, he was sure.
"What do you want with this Sam, anyway?" Will asked and Dean wanted to slap his head.
"Fine, don't tell me! But don't go back to being the mysterious shadow," Will added quickly, making Dean smile.
"Let's just say it's a personal research project for me. It's my way out of this place… to my future," Dean said. He didn’t know what Will made out of it, but the kid remained quiet for a while.
“There’s twenty new kids on the floor. Came in about a month ago,” Will said, slowly. “I’ll ask around and let you know.”
Dean wanted to ask why. Why was this kid helping him? He had expected the question from Will- that ‘what was in it from him?’ But no such conditions came. Will offered his help freely… willingly. Just like Cas had. Maybe Dean needed to trust people more, see the good in them often, because there was all the good there, that which he couldn’t have possibly hoped for.
“Thanks, man,” he said quietly.
“No problem,” Will chimed. “I’ll keep this hushed.”
Perhaps he understood what hope of a future meant. 
Dean realised that the more he got to know the people here, the more they surprised him with their kindness. Cas, Will… and unexpectedly even Gabriel and Benny in their zealousness and quiet had all helped him in their own way. Dean was starting to care. He didn't like it.
Will yawned abruptly. 
“Get some sleep,” Dean suggested. His was evading him.
There was some scuffling as Will got to his feet. “Night, Dean. I hope you find your Sam.” His voice was soft, both grave and reassuring at the same time. It startled Dean, and he wondered if Will truly understood how much finding Sam meant to Dean.
“Night,” he said.
The feet shuffled away and Dean squinted into the darkness, pointlessly trying to discern the passing shape, trying to get one look at the boy who had selflessly, unconditionally agreed to help him.
That night when he closed his eyes, for a second… or, at least, a fraction of it, Dean felt the strangest urge to send a thought up to heaven, or whatever higher power there was. He finally understood why Cas prayed, understood the urge to want something better for other people. Maybe Cas’s God will listen to Dean.
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A/N 2: I really really hope y’all like this story!! Please let me know what you think… the feedback is what keeps me going :)
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