#some of this is me projecting haha I am so silly 🤪

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Alright I’m gonna post the headcanons cuz I’ve been told that there will be tradsies and that makes me excited :DD

Okay, here are Togaru vent headcanons! How funnn

Anyways here’s the warnings!!! I hope I get everything, I’m gonna try to make this clear and safe ——— anger problems, self harm, bullying, suicide mention, violence, drugs, alcohol, delusions, bad relationship with parents, just a little bit of crime mentions, and bug mentions at the very end

Alright, I think literally everyone who likes Togaru headcanons him as an angry dude but I’m still gonna talk about it - Togaru has HORRIBLE anger problems. Like he gets angry multiple times a day, every single day. He never gets a fucking break. When he’s pissed, he has no filter and will say whatever. Some of it he doesn’t even truly mean and he feels super shitty about saying that

Often times, the anger will get so bad that he will start to destroy stuff or hit himself or even get in a fight with someone, a physical fight mostly

He makes extremely risky choices and lives on pure impulse

Togaru. Smokes. Pot. Nobody can tear that away from me, I know he does. This dude is a pothead and it’s something that he is not willing to give up (unless y’know he really really has to LMAO). He also drinks but it’s mainly just smoking pot

Also just wanna say ummm… being mentally unstable while having a knife quirk is notttt gooood guuuuys 😬

Togaru is the ‘I’ll heal by myself’ type of person so he keeps to himself about his mental health and problems. He doesn’t tell his friends, he doesn’t tell his parents, not the teachers, not the principal, and he doesn’t wanna talk to a therapist cuz “he doesn’t wanna tell a stranger his life story”. But as much as he tries to keep to himself, he can’t cuz of his anger outbursts, episodes, meltdowns, and all that shit

He gets delusional dude, one time he genuinely, with his whole heart, thought that he was the best person in the world and everyone loved him. One time he thought he was just an experiment and his eyes had cameras in them and someone else was in control of his body. One time he thought that everyone, literally everyone, was out to get him and was planning on hurting him

He is absolutely TERRIFIED of being vulnerable. He’s scared people are gonna backstab him or use something against him for blackmail

His mom left when he was young and his dad and him often fight. It’s kind of a love-hate relationship between them, one minute they could be laughing and getting along and the next minute they’re screaming at each other and Togaru is threatening to run away

Togaru was bullied in middle school, the kids knew he had a short temper and thought it would be funny to piss him off. They thought his reactions were so hilarious until one day Togaru fully lost control and beat a kids ass realll baddd. Then most kids got kinda scared of him but some still fucked with him. He didn’t have a good reputation at all and even some of the teachers didn’t like him. He was just the delinquent of the school, people avoided him

Togaru genuinely feels absolutely horrible after lashing out at someone for no reason or for being over dramatic. He feels like a piece of shit person, he hates it that he can’t control his anger, it’s fucking painful dude. He’s cried over it so many times, he’s beat himself up over it, hell he’s even been suicidal because of it

Y’know speaking on that - Togaru just. cannot control his emotions. He can’t control his mood, it’s hard to hold back, it fucking sucks. It changes in literally the snap of a finger multiple times a day, every single day. That’s fucking exhausting

He doesn’t really like affection cuz like,, there’s something off about it. What if they ask to hold his hand only to end up breaking it or what if they hug him and stab him in the back with something. Plus he just generally finds it uncomfortable. BUTTT there are some exceptions for some people, they’re fine to hug him or whatever they wanna do 😌

He also doesn’t really know how to react to compliments so he just kinda gets awkward and goes “thanks” or y’know.. “shut up” LMAO

People are terrified of Togaru driving oml his driving is scaryyy. He speeds, he sometimes swerves through traffic, and he has bad road rage. But y’know some people, like Tetsutetsu and Setsuna, are really scared that one day Togaru is gonna get in a crash or end up killing himself in an episode

He feels like he shouldn’t be too nice cuz then people are gonna start taking advantage of him. That and he’s also just,, kinda a bitchy dude lmaooo

He has 100% cut himself before. Sorry, this might be a little graphic so warning, but because of his quirk, he has a higher pain tolerance and y’know that means,, he fuckin went all out dude, it’s so bad

He genuinely believes that he is a fuck up. Even in his happier moods, he still thinks that he’s good for nothing and he’s a complete fuck up

He has shoplifted, vandalized, fought, drank while underage, done drugs, broken into an abandon building so there’s breaking and entering and most likely trespassing

He is very mentally unstable guys!!! He is!!!

He lowkey sees Vlad as a father figure. He loves him and gets jealous when Neito is around and talking to Vlad cuz he knows that Neito also sees Vlad as a father figure. He’s walked into class one time and the first thing he did was give Vlad a hug and tell him that he’s awesome. It shocked everyone dudeee

One time he genuinely thought Vlad was his secret other father and that he was gonna move in with Vlad soon and they had made plans for it. He was talking to himself as if he was having a conversation with Vlad

I will say something good though! - One way he vents is by making art! Togaru looooves drawing bugs and of course it helps during his break downs and shit. Just tbh ANYTHING bug related helps calm him, watching bug documentaries, drawing/painting bugs, looking at his bug collection and taxidermy items, reading about bugs, and shit like that!