#sol qiao 002.

[llenore-blog]

DATE & TIME: February 5th, 1:40 A.M. LOCATION: The Globe Hotel STATUS: Closed for @knxwsbest

trigger warnings: mentions of violence

The end of the night, the bus ride back to the hotel, is all background noise. Lenore can’t stop thinking about the blood on Metzger’s cheek, how it pales in comparison to the glass shards she had seen Emmeline pulling from her hands, the ghost memory of a hard boot between her shoulder blades. She doesn’t even gaze outside of the windows in wonder at Shanghai’s brilliant skyline—her memory of peering out of the airplane window with Emme at her side, gasping in excitement at its sheer beauty, all feels incredibly far away. 

Lenore’s room key is in her back pocket, but she can’t remember where it is, exactly. Not with the ringing still in her ears. Not when every corner she turns feels like she’s going to run into another fight, more broken glass.

She gets lost somewhere on the fifth floor. Little bird walks with her hands held up slightly in front of her, palms scratched from glass splinters, eyes far away. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid to think the humans would treat them like anything other than what they are: ugly, monstrous—

A familiar form, ever graceful, finds its way into her line of vision. 

“Sol?” Her own voice sounds so childishly small when she calls out to the other woman, desperate for a familiar face. “Do you—this sounds stupid, um—do you know what part of the building this is?” She doesn’t want to say I’m lost, but the look on her face conveys it. 

[anoracle]

002: for any of my messy children wjegjl

are u ready for a monster of a post???

002 | Give me a character & I will tell you

Soren Song:

How I feel about this character: i don’t think i have new ways to tell you how much i love his boy???? and he’s been through so many changes from when you first started playing him in sus, i can’t believe the boy you have now and how much i love him and how much you still put in that childish innocence in him that comes out in bursts in his threads that’s both so soft and heartbreaking all at once bc he’s this giant tragedy of all his wants and fears and not fully able to tell them apart anymore???? and wanting to be loved so much but he still destroys some of his relationships by testing that and wanting to keep up this image he has that’s this plaything that’s destroying himself and being destroyed by others, i hate and love you and some other day i’ll rant AGAIN on how much i love your characterization and writing in general and level of characterization you do, teach me ur ways

All the people I ship romantically with this character: soren x something soft bc i will fight for soft things for this boi u can’t stop me, BUT ALSO, soren/link, soren/noah, lowkey soren/li hua hateship

My non-romantic OTP for this character: soren x lenny, soren x emme, soren x carter, soren x xue, soren x aura, soren x noah

A headcanon with my character: what headcanons don’t we have for emme/soren, but Here We Go Again: so emme having a soft vision of an older soren when she was a young kiddo, imagine a parallel of this when she has another vision of him just before she met him of the soren he will become years from now and just the chaos spiral, and we talked about her knowing the direction he’s heading in, but not fully before they became friends i think? or having a drawing of that too somewhere, one she would try to hide from herself, but not throw away, maybe hidden under her bed, and he could find this one and recognize himself and the person he’s becoming, and the subtle conversations of emme always kind of knowing where he was going and always treating him as she did despite it, or even thinking he could be the one she could finally save/change the future for, and him having not just a hint of what he’s becoming, but a real image and real proof of what he looks like beyond himself, and her having to come to terms with the idea that this isn’t it, him feeling the acceptance from her, but what we talked about too of just him testing that loyalty in Terrible ways

My OTP: I don’t KNow I don’t KNOW, i see u and soj with link and soren, but also where is someone that will not hurt this boy, but Importantly, who this boy won’t hurt and things Longlasting, and everything is hurting my heart

My OT3: if i didn’t say soren/emme/carter i’d be a traitor against myself; soren/li hua/noah even tho i still don’t know really what’s happening???

Sol Qiao:

How I feel about this character: OKAY i know too well about u wanting sol as just this chaos wrecker and turning character development on its head and u are doing so well and this woman is killing me one step further with each thread and headcanon i read????? all while i love everything you do with her characterization and her simply being her, she had this power you can read in your writing of her, this confidence and control she has over everything she does, featuring being so unapologetic about what she’s doing and she’s so manipulative and secretly in control of so much shit around her that she’s this shadow in people’s lives without them knowing, but she Knows and that’s so fun to read and have as a character around, along with her kind of jealousy and want to be this Sole figure in people’s lives sometimes???? keep on killing me with her???

All the people I ship romantically with this character: tbh sol/laurel, i need no explanation. sol/ceydran?? sol and just wrecking shit like she deserves, sol and golden things, sol/me

My non-romantic OTP for this character: sol x li hua, sol x emme, sol x link, sol x lenny, sol x xue, sol x aura, really sol and all these kids she’s mothering or jsut being lovely (Terrible) with, ending my life for

A headcanon with my character: malachi and sol things, when will they not murder me??? i’m still dead at them watching movies together and just those small things we’ve mentioned besides all the shit he does for her just for a taste of blood and at some point for his own wants beyond blood and loss of humanity she’s supporting, and OKAY, but let’s talk about the beyond things and all the little things he does for her bc he could do a lot - lowkey casual bodyguard when they go places even though she doesn’t need it really but the image of a bodyguard helps, reminder of who’s the boss here???? mal and cleaning up her messes that don’t involve blood, it’s just making sure she isn’t bothered where she goes?? mal and sol and him cooking dinners for her and both of them knowing the last time he really cooked it was for a big family and know just him and maybe sol. and just like the movies they watch together, just really pretentious things too 

My OTP: idk yet but i know in my heart, it’s probably a power couple and/or gay 

My OT3: noah/ceydran/sol as what the fuck is happening?? sol/laurel/marci as ladies that could kill me and i’d let them

Theo Nam:

How I feel about this character: i need 10 million rants daily about this boy!! and i know you don’t write softs often and you are doing great my sweet babe this boy!!! theo has killed me everyday since idea of him came up and there’s a really tragic aspect of him that comes up so much in threads and is weaved into how he treats people and how he behaves that’s so nervous and being slightly separated from the world and people, while still being so apart of the world in a way, but really like as roots, as nature and maybe it’s people that don’t understand him and not the other way around bc he’s in this inbetween place of living??? and something that i’ve loved to read too is his possible fall into madness and how he’s facing that or just the way he is around those like nadia and kanta and omari and where that could lead with his character is really interesting bc the questions of what is his mental health with or without these influences around him too

All the people I ship romantically with this character: theo/emme bc u know who i am, theo/aura????, theo x being happy dammit, theo x soft things, theo x sleeping

My non-romantic OTP for this character: theo x cat, theo x kanta, theo x ceydran, theo x omari as terrible things, theo x xue, theo x mal

A headcanon with my character: u know i���m always on my bullshit with softness??? and we’re talking about theo and emme and relearning what family is supposed to be like while they’re both kinda blind together about it?? and pillowtalk of what they think family should feel like - the questions emme’s asking though about what having a big family is like and small stories of living on the farm and only the soft things and stories of emme going through magazines pretending people were her parents and really using tv references for what she thinks family is like, and where this all just develops, from the sad things to the things they idealize about families and silent trying for redefinitions of people that will leave. and then the soft, lowkey sad things of them talking about homes like in the thread now as this dream-like place before maybe they turn real and start to sound like real plans and places bc emme probably associates family too with specific places w/ all their moving around or at least being together, and now their dates in cities but they go stores too just to walk around, casual mention of things they like but know right now they can’t have in any place, before family can be full defined as people and feelings without past pain and having family be something seeming out of reach??

My OTP: theo x emme bc i enjoy nice things for my children

My OT3: nadia/kanta/theo as the worst thing to ever happen in my life??? theo/ceydran/emme as soft funfair things thanks

@fcxxes

[malachileclair]

DATE & TIME: February 22ND, 8:00PM LOCATION: Restaurant in Paris TAG: @knxwsbest​

It's been one year since he's been home. One year of not knowing if his son was still breathing. One year of this heart in his chest, an unfamiliar organ, even as it fits him so well, even as he wears it when a canted neck, think small gods are built in the marrow of rib cages. So many times he's lived different lives, when his son was born, when he drew blood. He entered a different universe before the Menagerie, when blood soils palms. And this isn't a return, more of a new dimension altogether, to hear his son's name again from someone else's lips, more possibly alive than before.

And here he sits before Sol, dinner paid for by him, suit he bought with her in mind, desperation seeping into eyes. (But in desperation, there's lack of care for any blood in his way of one singular thought. Or that's how it should have been, but he does think of the blood, A man with impossibility to live for. But he lives for more now too, lives for something like ichor, became for things wanting in between his end goals, even if what he does in between won't change. Does he cling to her more than before, asking for help, hoping for ichor?) "How many connections can you truly promise to have? If there’s someone to find?" He's the first to ask - knowing it will be held over his head, perhaps wanting it to be, perhaps wanting to see where she wants him to go. “Do you remember my son?” Says it quiet, says it looking her in the eye, says it knowing there was a child too from her, doesn’t expect her to care it’s a boy. Let her drag Malachi still wherever she wishes.