#soicant

[kusundei]

iiii ammmmmm?? tweaking????? sort of but not really. just feeeeling. doooooomed maybe. just a tad bit. earlier was badddd. my hand is still aching i cleaned it and everything but iw ouldnt be shocked ifit was still bleeeeeding.??? idk i did that to myself soicant rlly complain i suppose. she was kind after though so i assume she felt bad. obviously she didnt intend to dothat but?? idk. just feeling verrryyyyy . down. not like tuesday just sorta???? tired and sad?????? i guess ill say sad

its just ughhhhh. still sort of upset w her but i also feelbad for being evil??? but besides that i just have no motivation. i want tosleep but ive also been gone allday regardless. need torespond to the email and pander and be okay,????? iiiiii just do not have time toooo be sad or upset. consumes me too much and i dont rlly wanna feeeel like this rightnowwww. im still hereeeee im living im positive:3 just like. idk. im yearning too which makes me feel a ltitle worseeee. but iam kinddddd.?? icant focus and do my hw rn ill just. lock in tmr morning and panic ab it then. also just worried maybe. a little. i feelbad. but its okay. weeeee r okay iiii am okay. will lay in bed and try not to fall asleep i suppposeee but everything is so slow on my laptop. illtry and cheer ymself up or somethingggg.???????? but we'll beeee okay. willt ry and slepe earlier (which i say all the time but nooo. i never rlly do ^_^) i just wish i could nap agaaaaaaainn. oh to not be evil. im so sorta delirious and ihave been all day but its like. the other type. im functioning but imalso not. cant think. but whatever its night anyway its not like it matters....... i just^_^ missed ajax sososo much^_^ i always always doooo ^_^ perchance nowwwwwww was not a good time but whaaaatever..... i miss himmmm :3 badly ^_^ in an evilway and i mean that not freakily^_^ BUT IMKIND. kind kind kind i am kind. imbeing evil. bound to tweak at the same time asthe poets would say (heh) but noooooo im nottweaking........

[melissa-titanium]

sig;h ithikn ijust accidentally planened htings with like4difernt people for tomorrow FUCK. oenof them is irl soicant. doany thing DO U BL E FUC K . its ok igotta birthday prioritize its ok guys

[perceremade]

I want to say chiaki morisawa cisgender bu he literallthas he him pussy swag soIcant do tjwt to him Its conflicting

[aphroditesdarkhorse-blog]

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[nvjmiami]

I'm trying anything to fall asleep... #imtoobusythinkingboutmylife #soicant #expensiveasswifi #expats #threemorehours #yesigotonshades #lightsdown #businessclass #ibeenupthreedays #maybemore #2017 #wya ✈ #passportsrequired #visaspreferred