#society anxiety go brr

[liyuviq]

*nervously present my twisted wonderland oc*

hiii this is my oc shin. they have been in my basement for months before i finally freed them 😔.

i tried my best to imitate twst art style...

it’s my first time posting my art on the internet so please be respectful and nice! i’ve been lurking on tumblr for months before i finally gathered the courage to start an art blog for my OCs and hyperfixations.

credits: twst character reference template from @/pearlwhitecats r-rank summon card edited with assets from @/100night and @/alchemivich grey card background from @/twstassets

[psychopomparia]

me: a person whose major requires communication.

also me: currently dreading having to go to discussion section because i have to do group work

[adamantiline-blog]

I just think about shapeshifter!techno a lot

So I really love shapeshifter!techno, just a lot and due to personal reasons im gonna write out some thoughts

He's a pig most of the time, thats his natural state of being and he prefers it but he can shift into a mostly human form for being inconspicuous and needing to have proper thumbs reasons.

He'll also involuntarily shift more human as a stress response bc growing up in common human society where hybrid rights are kinda uh questionable will cultivate that kind of a habit

Consider: Right before an AE diplomatic meeting or whatever social anxiety goes brr and so he shrinks like 10 inches and has to go to Phil like "Mr. Minecraft we have to be maybe starting a war in like 15 minutes and none of my clothes fit please help"

Techno wears some of Phil's clothes pog bc his human form is like ~roughly~ the same size.

He just turns into a literal actual pig if he feels safe and calm enough.

That doesn't happen very often rip^

He can't cut his hair because for whatever reason it's directly tied to his fur so if he cuts it too much his pig form just gets kind of awkwardly shaved

He wears heels as a person because mans just is not used to having plantigrade feet and his muscle memory fucks up him while trying to walk and the heels are a lil' bit closer to how he's used to walking

Techno's leg review:

He is significantly clumsier as a person because of that and also not having a tail throws off his balance.

His human body would be less lanky if he actually used it during any kind of combat or training or anything but he more or less chooses to be a pig full time

Techno "if you think being human is the best option you've clearly never been a massive pig man" Blade

This is fluffy pig techno propaganda

Theres a png of the art down here i guess

[cheseyre]

good news, sluts! my brain's no longer being completely stupid (only mostly), i've seen the new asides and...have some thought-y thot thoughts:

*deep inhale*

Okay, first things first: this art style is soooo fucking cUTE and I'm a jealous, squealing bitch. Anyone who knows who the artist is, could you link me to them, stat? I think Thomas mentioned them at the beginning of the ep, but nYeh, brain hurt, doesn't wanna do wooork-

Okay, I'll admit, I was a little...apprehensive when I first saw the thumbnail and title. Part of it's just me being a bitter Remus Stan, but also...okay, deep breaths, controversial opinion time, get ready:

I don't ship Prinxiety.

Like, at all. 

I can see the appeal, and these dorks were so very, VERY cute in this particular ep, but I was honestly turned off by the ship long ago due to how overwhelmingly popular it is and how some fans characterize these two and treat this relationship as if it's the only valid one, y'know, the works—slight tangent, but that's also why I don't ship Logicality or Remile. I honestly vibe much better with ships like Roceit or Analogical, y'know?

Cutting in for another brief tangent: I'm surprisingly okay with Demus/Dukeceit/Receit/Trashnoodle/Whatever-Their-Ship-Name-Is-Oh-God-Why-Do-They-Have-So-Many-Fucking-Names; maybe it's cause they haven't actually interacted in canon and the fan content gives me such good Gay Disney Villain content, idk man im weird—).

Still, their interactions were both hilarious and sweet and like I said, I see the appeal, it's just not my cup of tea. y'all Prinxiety fans got fucking FED and I'm happy for you nerds. Enjoy ze happy boys!

I guess another factor in my...low-key hesitance when I first saw what the ep was about is that...okay, get ready, another controversial opinion, le gasp: well, I'm not a big Virgil fan. In fact, at times, he swaps places with Patton as my least favorite sides—especially with some of his recent behavior in eps like DWIT (the "prohibit your breathing comment" really triggered me, for example). Sometimes, his attitude, especially around other sides like Roman or Janus, reminds me a little too much of my sister, who I don't have...a very good relationship with. Add to that how the more...intense side of the fandom has a disturbing tendency to turn him into the 'uwu precious woobie emo baby who can do no wrong' while unnecessarily villainizing other CERTAIN sides in the process, and...I think you all see where I'm going with this little rant 😅

However, upon actually watching the ep, he wasn't...that bad? I don't think? I enjoyed watching him be a flustered, disaster-y mess and genuinely excited at the end, his interactions with Roman were nice enough, and him literally pushing Thomas to make a move with Nico despite his obvious panic attack was a nice moment of genuine character development. I like seeing that, that's the good shit right there. And him being all flustered and shit, and smiling so much at the end of the vid was just...well, adorable. This man has no fucking right to be this cute, my god

alsoooo 

pURPLE EYESHADOW

PURPLE EYESHADOW HE LOOKS?? SO GOOD?? WTF?? SLAY EMO, SLAAAAAAAY FUCK, DOES THIS MEAN I HAVE TO CHANGE MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME NOW?

alsoooo 

hAPPY ROMAN

YESSSSS~ MAH BOI MAH SON MAH DUMB BITCH HIMBO PRINCE MAH EXTRA MESSY CINNAMON ROLL

ITS  BEEN SO  LONG

AND HIS LITTLE HEART EYES THROUGHOUT THE VID, OH MY GOD-

IMMA JUST IGNORE THAT "ADDING [MISTAKE] TO THE LIST" COMMENT I AM LOOKING AWAY I DO NOT SEE IT LALALALALA

THOMATHY, SIR, YOU HAVE NO RIGHT MAKING THESE TWO GAY IDIOTS SO BAEBY

Okay, but Virgil not realizing that "cyberstalking in real life" is literally just stalking is both a big ass mood and further proof that, yes, Logan is indeed the only one holding the braincell out of this disaster of a lot. God help them all if he ducks out in the next ep.

👀

And Thomas x Trash Can is my new OTP.  I dub thee ✨ "Trashmas" ✨

we sTAN TRASHMAS

Wait, does that mean Remus actually WAS in the ep? Cause, y'know, trash man?

hmmm

👀 👀 

Okay, okay. 

With how much Virgil and Roman were going off about Thomas constantly lying, I was (understandably) a tad bit disappointed my snek son didn't even make a fucking cameo, but y'know what? In hindsight, I'm okay with this it's fineee~

He was just off playing with shadow puppets and stealing money from us desperate, content-starved peasants with his sheer extra-ness and, honestly? Gotta respect the hustle. 

Get that precious, precious coin, dapper snake! Wring us poor losers dryyyy!

*evil snek laugh*

Also, this is a breather ep and adding Janus in probably would've caused unnecessary drama with the Roceit breakup and the constant antagonism between Virgil and him. It probably would've distracted from the point of the ep (flirting with social anxiety, exactly what it says in the tin)—much like it wasn't really Virgil or Remus's place to show up during POF. Does that make sense? I think it makes sense. Sorry, brain going brr-

Still, I can't believe the "Fuck Janus Sanders" Club is actually canon now 😂

God, first Patton in a skirt and now this. 

Thomas Sanders, you delight in fucking feEDING this gremlin nest of a fanbase, don’t you? You RELISH our screams of joy and pain and suffering, dON’T YOU?

What's next, actual canonical Janus and Remus interaction? Patton saying the fuck word? The Dragon Witch comes back? Janus's bowler hat gains sentience and takes over the world, Doris-style? What do you have planned, Thomas? Joan? WHAT ART THOU PLANNING, I MUST KNOW YOU HEATHENS YOU FIENDS-

And Virgil's little "would it be fair to him" comment, tho.

👀

Like, I get in the context of the ep, he was likely talking about Nico and how it wouldn’t be good for a potential relationship with Tomas to be founded on lies, but still...my anxceit heart aches, man. 

Gimme that sweet, sweet angst with a side of mutual regret and possible future reconciliation and maybe something more wink wink nudge nudge on top, pls

...and fries.

Honestly, tho, that entire bathroom monologue was fucking beautiful, man. And relatable, too—i can't tell you how many times I've talked to myself in public restrooms because I just didn't know how to get the words I wanted to say out. It's...kind of embarrassing, tbh

Speaking of embarrassing, uh, crying stall guy.

Just...

Crying Stall Guy

Like, I was expecting someone to come out the bathroom stall after Thomas stopped talking, but...I honestly wasn't expecting that. God, that whole scene was so cringe worthy and fucking hilarious

Honestly, Thomas in the ep in general was a huge ass mOOD and we collective gay/bi disasters ALL related with him, and if you say you don't, you're either lying to yourself or a demon. 

There is no in between 

sorry I don't make the rules

Like, I get this series is literally a gay disaster talking to himself for thirty minutes or longer, but like- EMPHASIS on the 'disaster' part 😂

Like...Thomas, you're lucky you're such a goddamn bean, because GOD, I cringing so hard when he first started talking to Nico

Although, I too have apologized profusely for genuine mistakes and am a flustered bi mess around my crush sooo

😅

And god, Roman's "thirty = old man" jokes made me feel old...and I literally just turned twenty, like, come on, man!

Maybe that's because I was literally watching this ep after finishing my ACT and had been sitting with a bunch of high schoolers, with their tiny fucking desks and tiny fucking water fountains smeh

*clears throat*

Anyways, uh, we STAN Nico Pintrovert Florés in this house

Like

He gives me such big Carlos from WTNV vibes for some reason and this makes me sooo happy

and YESS, he's a WRITER

And he's??? So sweet?? A pure bean?? Just sits on his laptop at the mall food court all day, like a god-fucking iCON?? A Nightmare Before Christmas fan?? weARS GLASSES??

my hEART

*cries*

The fandom seems torn between "Nicomas" and "Karrot Kings" as a ship name atm—personally speaking, I'm casting my vote for the latter

*crosses fingers* please dont be another janus x remus multiple ship name issue guys, please please please I can't keep track of them all-

*clears throat*

On that note, I'm guess I'm gonna go try and whoo over my crush with carrots now. If THIS disaster can do it and make it actually fucking work, god damnit, so cAN I

Meanwhile, in hell, my brain's just screaming "CANON LOVE INTEREST CANON LOVE INTEREST CANON LOVE INTEREST-"

God, I hope Nico isn't just a one-shot character, he's too pure and Thomas and him are adorable gay Disney fans and I stan

Oh, I wonder how the other sides'll react to him.

Wait.

Oh god.

Oh god.

This ep just unleashed a new fresh hell of potential Nico x Sides ships, hasn't it?

Welp, time to prepare for ze incoming flood of fanfics, I guess. I'll get my umbrella and rain boots.

That last shot of Virgil during the endcard was so fucking ominous oh my god mom im scared can you come pick me up-

Goddammit, Thomas and Joan, I'm NOT fucking ready to be traumatized again, fUCK

I wish I wasn't a broke ass university student so I could contribute to Thomas's gloriously extra Patreon—both so I can support my favorite content creators who make this amazing blessed content and also, to join my boi Janus in fucking  destroying society by giving money to the people who actually deserve it, fuck YOU GOVERNMENT-

Okay. 

Okay. 

New headcanon time as to why Patton, Remus, and Logan weren't in the ep: they were helping Jan film that Patreon promotional video. 

Like

Remus directed it, Logan helped with the lighting and script, and Patton was just there as the cheerleader. 

The reason Janus made a dog with shadow puppets wasn't just to flaunt his deity status and prove how he is truly above us mere wretched mortals 

despite that being the absolute truth and we all know it, don't lie to yourselves

No, it was really him trying to do something cute and silly for Patton, because Moceit rights, daMMIT

*inhales*

noww 

guys, gals, and nonbinary pals

it’s time forr

the most wonderful time of the yearrr

WAITING FOR THE NEXT EPISODE

Step right up, folks! Hear ye, hear ye, my prediction for the next episode: Prinxiety v. Moceit! With special guest stars: Karrot Kings vibing in adorable gay and Intrulogical, bitter at being excluded aGAIN

Who will win? Who will lose? 

here’s a hint: we all will because in this sick twisted game they are no winners only losers-

Place your bets, folks! ✨

Haha im not readyyy~

tl;dr

this episode has cleared my skin, watered my crops, and ended my suffering—an adorable calm before the... angsty fucking shitstorm that’s coming far too soon. Prinxiety stans, enjoy your food. Place an 'F' in the chat for me and my fellow grieving Remus stans. Trashmas is the true OTP, but Karrot Kings is cute too I guess. I've only had Nico Florés for 24 minutes, but if anything happens to him, I'll kill everyone in this room and then myself. Purple eyeshadow Virgil makes me question my sexuality aGAIN, and happy gay disney prince rights y'all. Say a big ole 'fuck you' to capitalism by giving your local dapper snake moneys. Concussion makes brain go brr and imma go buy some carrots and be gay now.

psst hey @quarantinevibes2020​ you wanna join me in being disaster-y? i’ll bring my best gay stare and you bring the wine

Until next time, my lovelies! ~ Ches 🖤

[lancasters]

yo hello i’m larissa  i apologise in advance for how lq this intro gonna be

tl;dr

+ phoenix’s real name is jude + he moved from the uk to canada about a two years ago after an incident where he fought one of his friends and believes he might have caused his death + phoenix suffers from rage blackouts where he can’t remember what exactly he did when he gets pissed off +he’s very much a ��”“ guy ”“” typical badboy carries a pocket knife, you know how it is. fuckin cliche + he’s like exclusively gay but he doesn’t really put it out there much you could never tell + he has only been in 1 serious relationship and his partner committed suicide + he wears a rope bracelet around his wrist that his ex used to / you know / in order to remind himself of his sins + he’s a very mean and snarky person v cold v withering + he’s basically like a winter’s day only personified. + brr chills + he’s a loose cannon, don’t piss him off + can’t resist mysteries of any kind though like give him something he can’t figure out and he’ll keep going back (: even though he shouldn’t. + his mental health has only gotten worse and escalated to the point that he’s hearing things, seeing things + he’s uncomf around super religious people + v protective and fiercely loyal with the people he lets in. + resting bitch face + i wish i was a punk rocker with no flowers in my hair.mp3 + was kicked out from his house at age 15 + not on speaking terms with his parents + a literal criminal + very good at lock picking / jacking cars / the like + super paranoid + drugs not hugs +  a ho™ with no feelings

FULL NAME: phoenix (his actual name is jude) lancaster MEANING: to be reborn from the ashes anew NICKNAME: nix AGE: twenty-two years old. DOB: february 1st STAR SIGN: aquarius. SPOKEN LANGUAGES: english, spanish RELIGION: atheist GENDER: demiboy. PRONOUNS: he/him/his ; they/them/theirs. SEXUAL ORIENTATION: homosexual. ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: grayromantic. FROM: sheffield, england. CURRENTLY: blackwood pines, alberta, ca EDUCATION: dropped out of school at 16 (completed his gcses) OCCUPATION: mechanic PERSONALITY TYPE: isfj ALIGNMENT: chaotic good.

appearance and shit !!!! v

HAIR COLOUR: like a honey brown. he has bits of grey in it. he dyes his hair often. HAIR STYLE/LENGTH: longish, past his jaw. EYE COLOUR: very blue, like ice blue like no-doubt-about-it blue. EYESIGHT: 20/20. HEIGHT: he’s 5'9, so not crazy tall but he carries himself like he’s a tol. CLOTHING STYLE: he usually wears ratty jeans and band t-shirts and those loose denim or leather jackets. v typical skaterboy vibe. also lots! of ! beanies! probably not in the summer tho and probably not while he’s at work DISTINGUISHING MARKS: his eyebrows are on point. they’re pretty thick and intense. he has freckles bc why not i always give my characters freckles i love them too much??? they’re kind of a medium brown. he has a lot of beauty marks too uhhh. he has a lot of scars, too. he has a scar on his upper lip and along his jawline that stand out a lot. most of his other scars are below neck. his knuckles are like perpetually red now because they’re been cut open so many times. he has calloused hands. he’s strong. v strong. SELF-CARE: he usually wears some liberal amount of eyeliner. just enough to make his eyes darker. he doesn’t take care of it though, it smudges everywhere. he’s kind of got a damn your life damn your love vibe about him. showers often. he works at a garage so???? idk. SKIN COLOR: uhhhh idk pale sometimes, tan sometimes. just ?? white?? idk BODY TYPE/BUILD: he’s like slim and curvy i guess, he smokes a lot and doesn’t eat all that much. he has a liquor and nicotine diet, you know?? BODY HAIR: sparse body hair. he doesn’t manscape or anything but he just??? hasn’t ever been very hairy. DEFAULT EXPRESSION: pissed off. he kind of has a fuck-off vibe to him like….i’d say he’s good looking and all but most people would be too immediately intimidated by the fact he looks like he wants them dead? you know? he kind of looks like trouble. he kind of is trouble though… so. PIERCINGS: he has a lip piercing and an eyebrow piercing and a bunch of ear piercings as well as non-visible piercings. he’s also like ?? TATTOOS:   pretty heavily tattooed. the only areas that aren’t tattooed are his neck and his ……. neck. that’s it, literally and even then he has a tattoo running down the side of his neck so that’s not actually wholly accurate. he also has tattoos on his face. from prison.

idk backstory about his family and stuff

MOTHER: flora margaret lancaster nee hopkins HOW THEY GET ALONG: phoenix and his mother have never gotten along especially well. his mother is a perfectionist who cares not for aberrations. she would not leave an imperfect flower standing in her garden and so life under her thumb had been filled with anxiety and a need to be perfect that dominated all his thoughts as a youth. he did what he could to make her happy, joined the school football team, excelled at his studies, and yet nothing really seemed to make him shine in her eyes. all she cared for was the fact that he was lovely as a child and wanted by all the neighbourhood’s eligible young ladies.   FATHER: jasper alexander lancaster. HOW THEY GET ALONG: somehow their relationship is even worse than that between phoenix and his mother. his father has always been stiff, aloof and demanding. he sees phoenix and he sees an opportunity to expand on the dreams he could not fulfil. he sees an investment. someone to carry on his legacy and so he pushed, he pushed him into football, he pushed him into lacrosse, he pushed him into young conservatives society, he pushed and he pushed until phoenix pushed back. unfortunately this was the first and last straw, and he was then promptly kicked out of his childhood home. SIBLINGS: daphne lancaster (21) ; violet lancaster (8) HOW THEY GET ALONG: phoenix and daphne have always been rivals of a sort. their parents considered daphne to be perfect and above all criticism. phoenix and daphne also had some friction over the fact they liked the same boy in school, phoenix’s best friend and later daphne’s boyfriend. still, daphne had always wanted a better relationship with her brother. as for violet, he used to dote on her as a baby and he thinks of her all the time, whereas she probably doesn’t remember him and was told she only had a sister. CHILDREN: n/a. OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS: all estranged. PAST LOVER(S):  (tw: suicide) - abby carlise - a girlfriend he had in 8th year before he realised that he was not into girls. -  eden carmichael - LET ME TELL YOU ALL ONE THING……this bastard bitch little faux innocent fucker ruined his life. ahem anyway. so eden and phoenix met when phoenix moved into the same apartment complex eden lived in with his mother. he was homeschooled and sheltered his entire life before meeting phoenix and yeah shit goes down they have 1 fight and eden kills himself. full story here. kind of important to his character,

[lancasters]

yo hello i’m larissa and this is my old old old ancient baby phoenix i haven’t played him in years but here i go //rubs hands together

tl;dr 

+ phoenix’s real name is jude + he moved from the uk about a year ago after an incident where he fought one of his friends and believes he might have caused his death + phoenix suffers from rage blackouts where he can’t remember what exactly he did when he gets pissed off +he's very much a """ guy """ typical badboy carries a pocket knife, you know how it is. fuckin cliche + he’s like exclusively gay but he doesn’t really put it out there much + he has only been in 1 serious relationship and his partner committed suicide + he wears a rope bracelet around his wrist that his ex used to / you know / in order to remind himself of his sins + he’s a very mean and snarky person v cold v withering  + he’s basically like a winter’s day only personified. + brr chills + he’s a loose cannon, don’t piss him off + he’s been trying to keep his head down since coming to bone hill + only bone hill itself seems to be driving him even crazier + his mental health has only gotten worse and escalated to the point that he’s hearing things, seeing things + he’s triggered by christianity + v protective and fiercely loyal with the people he lets in. + resting bitch face + i wish i was a punk rocker with no flowers in my hair.mp3

GENERAL OVERVIEW

FULL NAME: phoenix (his actual name is jude) lancaster MEANING: to be reborn from the ashes anew NICKNAME: nix AGE: twenty-two years old. DOB: february 1st STAR SIGN: aquarius. SPOKEN LANGUAGES: english, spanish RELIGION: atheist GENDER: demiboy. PRONOUNS: he/him/his ; they/them/theirs. SEXUAL ORIENTATION: homosexual. ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: grayromantic. FROM: sheffield, england. CURRENTLY: bone hill, utah. EDUCATION: dropped out of school at 16 (completed his gcses)  OCCUPATION: mechanic PERSONALITY TYPE: isfj ALIGNMENT: chaotic good.

APPEARANCE

HAIR COLOUR: like a honey brown. he has bits of grey in it. he dyes his hair often. HAIR STYLE/LENGTH: longish, past his jaw. EYE COLOUR: very blue, like ice blue like no-doubt-about-it blue. EYESIGHT: 20/20. HEIGHT: he's 5'9, so not crazy tall but he carries himself like he's a tol.  CLOTHING STYLE: he usually wears ratty jeans and band t-shirts and those loose denim or leather jackets. v typical skaterboy vibe. also lots! of ! beanies! probably not in the summer tho and probably not while he's at work DISTINGUISHING MARKS: his eyebrows are on point. they're pretty thick and intense. he has freckles bc why not i always give my characters freckles i love them too much??? they're kind of a medium brown. he has a lot of beauty marks too uhhh. he has a lot of scars, too. he has a scar on his upper lip and along his jawline that stand out a lot. most of his other scars are below neck. his knuckles are like perpetually red now because they're been cut open so many times. he has calloused hands. he’s strong. v strong.  SELF-CARE: he usually wears some liberal amount of eyeliner. just enough to make his eyes darker. he doesn't take care of it though, it smudges everywhere. he's kind of got a damn your life damn your love vibe about him. showers often. he works at a garage so???? idk.  SKIN COLOR: uhhhh idk pale sometimes, tan sometimes. just ?? white?? idk BODY TYPE/BUILD: he's like slim and curvy i guess, he smokes a lot and doesn't eat all that much. he has a liquor and nicotine diet, you know??  BODY HAIR: sparse body hair. he doesn’t manscape or anything but he just??? hasn’t ever been very hairy.  DEFAULT EXPRESSION: pissed off. he kind of has a fuck-off vibe to him like....i’d say he’s good looking and all but most people would be too immediately intimidated by the fact he looks like he wants them dead? you know? he kind of looks like trouble. he kind of is trouble though... so.  PIERCINGS: he has a lip piercing and an eyebrow piercing and a bunch of ear piercings as well as non-visible piercings. he's also like ?? TATTOOS:   pretty heavily tattooed. the only areas that aren't tattooed are his neck and his ....... neck. that's it, literally and even then he has a tattoo running down the side of his neck so that's not actually wholly accurate. he also has tattoos on his face. from prison. 

ILLNESSES/ALLERGIES

PHYSICAL AFFLICTIONS: N/A MENTAL AFFLICTIONS: ptsd, he suffers from rage blackouts. both of these are undiagnosed because phoenix has a distrust of mental health professionals.  ALLERGIES: mushrooms.

RELATIONSHIPS

MOTHER: flora margaret lancaster nee hopkins HOW THEY GET ALONG: phoenix and his mother have never gotten along especially well. his mother is a perfectionist who cares not for aberrations. she would not leave an imperfect flower standing in her garden and so life under her thumb had been filled with anxiety and a need to be perfect that dominated all his thoughts as a youth. he did what he could to make her happy, joined the school football team, excelled at his studies, and yet nothing really seemed to make him shine in her eyes. all she cared for was the fact that he was lovely as a child and wanted by all the neighbourhood’s eligible young ladies.    FATHER: jasper alexander lancaster. HOW THEY GET ALONG: somehow their relationship is even worse than that between phoenix and his mother. his father has always been stiff, aloof and demanding. he sees phoenix and he sees an opportunity to expand on the dreams he could not fulfil. he sees an investment. someone to carry on his legacy and so he pushed, he pushed him into football, he pushed him into lacrosse, he pushed him into young conservatives society, he pushed and he pushed until phoenix pushed back. unfortunately this was the first and last straw, and he was then promptly kicked out of his childhood home. SIBLINGS: daphne lancaster (21) ; violet lancaster (8) HOW THEY GET ALONG: phoenix and daphne have always been rivals of a sort. their parents considered daphne to be perfect and above all criticism. phoenix and daphne also had some friction over the fact they liked the same boy in school, phoenix’s best friend and later daphne’s boyfriend. still, daphne had always wanted a better relationship with her brother. as for violet, he used to dote on her as a baby and he thinks of her all the time, whereas she probably doesn’t remember him and was told she only had a sister.  CHILDREN: n/a.  OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS: all estranged.  PAST LOVER(S):  (tw: suicide) - abby carlise - a girlfriend he had in 8th year before he realised that he was not into girls. -  eden carmichael - LET ME TELL YOU ALL ONE THING......this bastard bitch little faux innocent fucker ruined his life. ahem anyway. so eden and phoenix met when phoenix moved into the same apartment complex eden lived in with his mother. he was homeschooled and sheltered his entire life before meeting phoenix and yeah shit goes down they have 1 fight and eden kills himself. full story here. v important to his character,