#soRRY im listening to ith now

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❨ @devotionconjugale ❩

※  “Have I mentioned that you look gorgeous today? Because you do -- you really do.”

[waaaaytoomuchhomework]

You've heard of 20gayteen, now get ready for

Two thousand aceteen

[fagdykevash]

this one goes out to my friends who have to put up w how i text :/ im unoriginal ik

[f4iryho0n]

The day starts off to waking up with light snores in my ear, Hyunjin was curled into my side, we probably should have gone to sleep earlier, the sheets were still wet from Kkami sleeping there last night, we had given him a bath and he didn’t like it, but Kkami wasn’t there anymore, he was on the floor trying to get the food off my table. I could faintly smell the waffles on my bedside table, and there were some there, along with a little note that said “I made you guys breakfast but didn’t want to wake you -mom.” I guess she thought we were really tired, but I wasn’t tired anymore, and I didn’t want to eat without Hyunjin. I woke him up, and after ten minutes he did get up, hesitantly because I’ve never woken him up with food before, but still waking up nonetheless. We ate breakfast and then he asked me for help washing his hair, or not washing but drying because he didn’t want his arms to be sore. After I spent the next thirty minutes drying his hair we decide to go outside, we thought we were going to go for a walk but we decided that was too much work for us and decided laying under my grandmothers oak tree woud be more fun.

“Kkami is a brat isnt she” “Oh my god, I know right, all we did was try to give her a bath and she got water all over the house,” and I wasnt lying when i said that, we hadnt gotten to dry her off after her bath and she had already escaped the bathroom and was halfway across the house with me and Hyunjin screaming her name like a mantra. “Hey Im gonna listen to music is that okay?” “Yeah its fine, you dont have to ask me” and immediately after he said that i could hear BØRNS “Electric Love” in my headphones. He got up to go play ith Kkami whil I stayed under the tree and watched him. While the warmth of the sun was mixing with the shade the leaves brought, and the cool summer breeze in the wind made the day feel like a coming of age movie, and it was like my body had a mind of its own, so I unplugged my head phones and played the music out loud. Hearing the music Hyunjin looked over and as soon as we made eye contact it seemed like there was a mutual understanding, so I got up and and started walking towards him, and him the same, meeting halfway he said, “May I have this dance m’lady” “Yes you may m’lord” followed by a chorus of laughter as we stumbled around like five year olds high on sugar, and for the next ten or so minutes thats what we were, except instead of five year olds high on sugar we were teenagers high on the love we had for each other.

We stumbled over to the tree again, our laughter and Kkamis’ barking riding in the wind, falling under the tree our bodies relax, the grass tickling our sides and the music in the background fading as my hearing focuses in his laughter, it was slightly high pitched, but nonetheless it as still one of the most beautiful sounds I had ever heard, but his laughter soon faded into light snores and his hair took place of the grass tickling my sides. I turned my head to see his freshly washed hair, he had used my shampoo this morning maing him smell like strawberries, the memory of this morning still fresh in my mind. Curling further into my side his hair was now brushing against the base of my neck.

“You look so pretty and I love this view.”

Maybe it was the music was making my head fuzzy or maybe it was the lack of distance between our bodies but I felt like I could relate to the lyrics. I could hear the chatter of my family increase in the background as they come closer to us in the pasture, the scent of the freshly baked pie flowing through the air. My sister's' footsteps get louder as they come closer, and eventually stop in front of us. “I brought you guys a slice but I guess you don’t need it.” “Yeah just leave It on the table” after I said that she walked away mumbling something about us being two lovesick puppies. “HEY I HEARD THAT YOU BRAT” “Could you guys fight a little quieter im trying to sleep here” he mumbled into the base of my neck, and I could feel my face heating up, the color of it easily competing with a tomato. “Oh yeah sorry just go back to sleep” and as if my words were some sort of lullaby he fell right back to sleep.

“I dont wanna be your friend I wanna kiss your lips”

There itgoes again, the music making my heart feel all fuzzy, but if I tod him he wouldnt hear it right.

“I love you”

“I know”

It took me a couple of minutes to realize what he said but as soon as I did I was too far goen to think of anything else.

“Oh yeah, thats good” I mumbled sleepily.

“Go to sleep idiot”

And now it was like his voice was a lullaby, because as soon as he said that i had succumbed to the darkness of sleep.

[caravaggiosbrushes]

Im DYING bc Im waiting to see the hamilfilm until i finish some exams i have in a couple of days and everytime i see edits and gifs and thing i feel like crying this is the hardest thing ive ever done. You know what I absolutely dont want to watch/see? Eliza's scream. I dont- I cant. Hhhhhhhhhh. What was your favourite full-HD-can-see-over-and-over-again moment? -✨✨

Hello golden star anon!!! Oh I feel you, I had the same plan- I wanted to wait until after my exam on july 9th........ Which lasted for a few hours then i caved and watched it and rewatched it and MY GOD. I still can't believe that we can??? Just??? WaTCH IT????????

I'd say...you can watch it... it's just 2h40 of your time...... [ Dark kermit meme ] watch it.

Jk do what you think it's best but my advice would be to watch it at the end of your day bc you won't be able to think about anything else after. It's- incredible. It doesn't compare to the live experience of course, they're two completely different things. But! It's incredible anyway.

I FEEL YOU ABOUT ELIZA'S SCREAM...........well. brace yourself. Pippa is BEYOND WORDS. but like all of them??? I was SHOCKED at how good LIN is at acting?? I mean I knew it, I've seen the bo*tlegs and ITH and everything but- the closeups. THE CLOSEUPS. The camera does some fucking genius movement oh my god YOU'LL SEE!!!

my favourite moment mmh that's hard. Very hard. It's not just one, I can't choose just one, there are a few of my super favourites:

-when lin enters in the opening number. Not just because it's him but because of what the camera does. I literally made some kind of noises outloud the first time.

-GROFF???? EVERYTHING??? HIS WHOLE NINE MINUTES. because he has so little time compared to everyone else and so his every facial expressions and movements are full of meaning and omg i ADORE his crazy spoiled-child version of king George. He's so good. So pretty and angelic looking yet a crazy bitch.

-pippa's LAST scene. Not the entire song, just her last last moment. You've seen it if you've seen a bo**leg, but this........god it was as if she punched me in the stomach.

-in my shot there is one guy from the ensamble (damn I don't know their names!) who does a CRAZY WONDERFUL dancing number with a book????? I think i never noticed it before but you're gonna notice it here. So good.

-yknow in non-stop when hamilton says "i was chosen for the constitutional convention", while going down from the table to the chairs? LISTEN TO LIN'S VOICE.

HONESTLY EVERYTHING ELSE JESUS LIKE CHRIS IS SO GOOD, ONE LIST TIME ENDED ME. HAMILTON AND LAURENS HAVE SO MANY WONDERFUL MOMENTS. RENEE?????? BRACE YOURSELF. I DON'T EVEN HAVE THE WORDS FOE HER. EVERYTHING- DAVEED. MARIA BEING THE ONE WHO HANDS HAMILTON THE QUILL AT THE TRANSITION OF HURRICANE/PAMPHLET. I DONT KNOW. JEFFERSON HANDING A COPY OF THE PAMPHLET TO: LACAMOIRE.

Also i love that they included the bows and the applause after the end!!!!! LAC!!!!!! I LOVE HIM

Ok I'm sorry im done now i want to rewatch it agAIN

Here's a gif of me throwing my university notes away to go watching hamilton again:

[scribble-fics]

C o u g h

(ACK since im not getting requests i figure i got to write my own ideas lol. So how about some jealous 1-a headcanons!! Because jealousy is fun to write.)

Izuku-

💚- izuku isn't really the jealous type, he's more of an admiration type of deal.

💚- if you get to do something super cool, he'll ask for all the details when your done and admire your experience.

💚- he wont admit it because ge thinks its childish, but when you're paired with someone other than him he gets the tiniest bit jealous. But not like super jelly.

💚- he'll just he like, "dang. Wish i was on their team. Thats okay though good luck!"

💚- he will get slightly uncomfortable if someone is messing with you in a flirty way, and if he needs to will step in politely and ask them to stop.

Katsuki-

🧡- jealousy is his middle name. In most situations if he's not with you/ by your side, and you do something without him. He's full on jealous.

🧡- he's very protective and makes sure that others knows you're his s/o. So they don't try any funny business.

🧡- if it's hanging out with friends, he doesn't care. He's not going to demand that you stop talking to your friends wither they be guy or girl. Because he wouldn't like it if you did that to him.

🧡- but in hero class, if you are ever paired up with one of those other nerds, or for hells sake D E K U then he's fuming with jealousy.

🧡- before you go off to do your pair work, bakugou makes sure to give you a deep, sloppy kiss in front of everyone, "hurry back would you? I dont want their nerdness rubbing off on my s/o"

Shoto-

❤- jesus christ can you say intimidating? Shoto wont be jealous that much, but when he is, look out.

💙- shoto would be pulling you close and glaring at a n y o n e who dared to take your attention away from him.

❤- he won't do this all the time though! Just when he's in a mood and wants time with you.

💙 mainly it's a classmate asking you to lunch or something and shoto just wraps his arm around your shoulders and pulls you closer, "sorry but s/o will be eating with me today.."

❤- he'll apologize to tyem later for his behavior, but right now he just wants to bask in your presences.

Denki-

💛- he's not majority jealous, just pouty and fussy like a kid. I can't see him going off on someone for holding your attention away from him.

💛- i can see him groaning and complaining to his friends though. Them just half way listening half way doing something else.

💛- "god why do they have to be so cool that everyone wants my s/o. Don't they know I need to soend time with them too? I hardly ever get to- guys? Are you listening??"

💛- when enough is enough he'll go out of his way to get food or something and call you over. Making you leave the other person's side and go straight to him.

💛- when you're about to go again, denki will wrap his arms around you and nuzzle his face into yours lightly, "come on, dont leave me s/o."

Eijirou-

❤- eijirou trusts you a whole lot. Thats why he's not really the type to get jealous right off the bat.

❤- it'll take some time for him to get uncomfortable and jealous when you're hanging out with someone else. It would also have to be something like, big happen.

❤- if you and your friend are cuddling, who is he to judge? He makes bro dog piles all the time which is basically a bro cuddle. It would have to be like flirting with you or something.

❤- he still wouldn't step in until he was certain you were uncomfortable with it. Because sometimes friends jokingly flirt. So he needs to just make sure. He's good with reading the atmosphere.

❤- he'll clench his jaw and walk straight up to you, Expression holding a firm gaze at the one making you uncomfortable and his arms wrapping around your waist, "hey babe..what you up to over here."

[lim-lifeinmotion]

I saw you for the first time in almost 6 months last night 6 months It’s crazy to think how much time has flown by It feels only a month has passed But i suppose that’s what it’s like existing in the “in between” the “nothing” zone I’m not going to say something magical or beautifully poetic because it wasn’t It wasn’t that at all We chatted for a bit, the usual small talk It was nice  But I realised quickly that you didn’t want me in your life any longer And that’s cool as well I did a lot of damage to you and me and everything around me really When you walked off after the gig I tried to find you just to say that I am fine Because I saw you glancing at my scars, getting more distant and distressed as the minutes went by Eventually you just ignored me, which is cool You were there for you and I was there for me That is the way it is going to be from here and on I wanted to let you know that I am fine That i was sorry But it shouldn’t make a difference, it probably doesn’t which is good! I realise now how much of a victim you think I am I am not a child  I am just struggling to find any reason to live because I’m just over the world I know thats a stupid thing to say because I haven’t seen every inch of this stone we call earth I haven’t met everyone that resides on / in and/or around it

But you know that feeling when you’re not angry, You’re not sad, you’re not anything, you are just over it ya know? Like listening to a song over and over again until it becomes something that just is It irritates you at some moments and at other times you may sing a lyric or three But you’re just over it and so you turn the song off Thats how I feel, how I have been feeling for quite a  decent chunk of my life But never like this I almost went and did something irreversable last night/this morning I wasn’t sad or angry or even upset, seeing you just gave me that final closure I needed to say goodbye I packed my bags, put them all outside, grabbed my keys off a friend, He asked where I was going and that he hopes im not going to leave or do something stupid I lied and said I was grabbing my laptop to play the sims Seemed believable, I had even planned the line on the off chance he asked tha exact thing I’m glad he did though Because as I got to my things outside I thought of how shit it would feel knowing you could have just not given me the keys To live ith that for the rest of your life I couldn’t do that to anybody But I also did it for me most of all I The above statement didn’t even come into it to be completely honest, It was merely an after thought The final drip of water i needed to stop, I would have done it anyways, how selfish is that? But Im glad I didn’t It’s not my time just yet My angels / spirits / whatever you want to call them They are doing everything they can to keep me here There doing a fucking good job I can tell you that But they can only do so much, it’s up to me to chose to complete this life “without another suicide”, I may be crazy in believing it but I was sent back for some reason, time and time again I just couldn’t figure out what that reason was before it all ended I’d like to find out what that reason is this time around For now I will just continue getting the help i need continue learning to feel good about myself and be content with where i am and what i am, because it is enough I want that more than anything in the world,  Just to feel good about myself again To fall in love with my personality once more and the vessel that contains it I would like that a lot

[my-little-yellowbird]

Fangirl Asks...

I know, I know.  This has taken me 5-ever to complete.  Thank you to @bbcshipper , @elasticmonk , @fourteen-teacups   @thatginchygal and @like-an-officer-and-a-sergeant for tagging me in this fandom questionaire.  I really enjoyed doing it, and got kinda loquacious with my response.  This is definitely worthy of a Reaad More break!

@bbcshipper asked:

1. How much do your real life friends/family know about your fandom life?  My family knows, or think they know.  Friends, nope.  They know I’m a fan, but have no idea of the extent of my madness.  I hold back with “normals.”

2. Have you ever embarrassed yourself fangirling? I’m sure I don’t know what you’re talking about.

3. What’s a recurring theme of fanfictions of you OTP that you find annoying/dislike?  Live and let live, and all, but I avoid nun smut.

4. What are some prompts/ideas you might want explored more in fanfic? (asking this one for some ideas, hope that’s okay!)  I love  fluff, of course, but I really enjoy fics that explore the real-world, ordinary problems and compromises that come with marriage.

5. What’s the meaning behind your tumblr name?  There’s an Everly Brother’s song of the same name, and my Grandmother used to sing it to me.  I commissioned an artist to make a stained-glass yellowbird and its become a sort of talisman.  

6. Favorite moment(s) with your OTP?  The hand kiss, the misty road, “What’s she like?” the so-sexy almost kiss in the tent, Teddy’s birth (I know. Don’t @ me. I complain about the story arc, but I’m not heartless)

7. How far would you travel to meet your OTP in real life?  If I were to meet them IRL, I’d have to pretend I was someone else.  I’m not good with worlds colliding.

8.Do you have a playlist for your OTP? (again, looking for ideas!)  Sorry, not really.  I’m terrible with playlists.  There was an old Youtube video featuring Pink and Nate Ruess of “Just Give Me a Reason” that gets to me.

9. What about your real life would shock your OTP?  Shelagh might find it odd that Patrick looks remarkably like Mr. Birdy.

10. What have you learned from being a part of the fandom?  I’ve learned a great deal about how different people cope with anxieties.  

11. What’s the best thing about your fandom?  My friends.  

@elasticmonk  asked:

1. What was your first fandom?  Call the Midwife is my first true-blue, throw-yourself-into-it fandom.  

2. What’s your favorite thing about your main fandom now?  People get me.

3. What is your main fandom?  Turnadette (sorry--do people actually have others?  jk)

4. Who is your favorite character of all time?  I can’t think of one, honestly, but I’ll say Molly Weasley, because of the next question.

5. What three quality’s do you think you share with your favorite character (of anything)?   Molly Weasley is devoted to her family, not afraid to love them and not let them get away ith nonsense,  and brave enough to stand up for right.

6. Where would you like to see your OTP vacation and why?  I’d like to see them at the beach in Torquay.  If Shelagh could wear the yellow swimsuit with the white band across the top, that would be ideal.  In fact, if they could live out any of my fics, I’d be a very happy bird.

7. What’s your favorite gif from your fandom?  I don’t know how to post an annotated gif mid-post, so I’ll just describe it.  It involves tiptoes, dancing, and a giant hand sprawled across a tiny back.

8. What’s your favorite picture from your fandom?  NGL

9. Who was your first OTP?  I guess I shipped Jo and Prof Bhaer as a kid?  

10. When did you start your main fandom?  I lurked through 2013 and into 2014.  I was very wary of the internet world, so when I finally identified myself, my palms were sweaty!  (My very first post was my first fic ever!)

11. AU or canon complaint fanfiction?  Canon-compliant, but I will read AU if it’s done in a way that sheds a new light on the characters.

@thatginchygal  asked:

1.  What was the first fanfic you ever read?  I can’t remember the first Call the Midwife fic I ever read.  It was all such a blur!! But...I think the first ever fic-like thing I ever read was a published Star Trek novel by A.C. Crispin, entitled Ishmael.  It was a mash-up of Star Trek and Here Come the Brides. So, so right.

2.  What was the first fanfic you ever wrote (if any)? Not Listening

3.  Your last text message is the title of your next fanfic.  What is it (and a brief summary)?

“I got you a glow stick.”  It was for a candlelight march.  I wonder...now i may have to do some research into marches in London in the early 1960′s...Or reinterpret that text for an altogether different purpose...

4.  Do you keep your fandom interests a secret from your RL family/friends?

No, it’s not a secret.  At least, not generally.  My feeling is, I have nothing to be embarrassed about, so if they want to see, then go look.  If they have a problem with anything they see, that would be on them.  Fortunately, their respect for my  right to have something just for myself--added to a little bit of fear of what they might find--keeps them away.

5.  What is one of your favorite scenes between your OTP?  I think Im going to pick the almost kiss in the tent.  It’s SoMarried!! and very sexy.  But you know, add about 100 more scenes and I’m good.

6.  Do you have a playlist for your OTP?  Sorry, no.

7.  Why do I suck at coming up with these questions?? You’re better than I am!

8.  Would you want to live in the ‘world’ of your favorite fandom?  Maybe visit?  Probably not.  I’m content to watch from here.

9.  What is your favorite piece of fandom merchandise? Oh, this is so easy.  I have the companion books to the series, a boatload of Nonnatun Holiday cards, my Yellowbird stained glass statue, but what I love the most are the crocheted Yellowbird my friend Soph made me, and the Yellowbird Christmas card Mushy sent me this year.  It’s framed!

In the fall of 2015, a group of lucky Nonnatuns went to a CtM panel that featured Heidi Thomas, Stephen McGann, Jenny Agutter, Emerald Fennell and Dame Pippa Harris.  A week later I recieved this promotional post card in the mail:

I have to admit, I was a little teary when I saw it, mostly because I was so touched that in the midst of their own fun, two friends had me in their thoughts.  They told the panelists about me, and how their show had helped to build friendships.  Everyone signed messages to me on the back.  I’m pretty sure HT’s message included an invite to tea.

10.  Have you ever drifted away from a fandom only to be sucked back in (perhaps by a new season or change of storyline)? Not really.

11.  Do you prefer canon-compliant fanfic or AUs?  Definitely Canon-compliant.

@fourteen-teacups asked:

1.  How did you come to join your first online fandom? Blame Call the Midwife.

2.  If your first fangirling obsession pre-dates access to fandoms, what was the show and/or your OTP?  In college, a friend was a huge Start Trek fan.  By default, I got interested (alas, not obsessed).

3.  If your OTP came to visit you in your town (in present day) where would you take them?  We have a lot of parks suitable for camping.  I could take them there to see a lovely site, then bring them back to my house for a nice cuppa and fresh sheets.

4.  What three things do you have in common with your favorite character?  

5.  What prop would you most like to have from your favorite show? (I borrowed this question from a behind the scenes CtM interview.)  The photograph of the cricket team on the surgery mantle and Shelagh’s long-lost sunflower brooch. 

6.  Same question but for an article of clothing.  I want the Tan Overcoat of Love.

7.  Where would you like to see your OTP go on vacation and why?  See Elasticmonk q6

8.  Do you have a) multiple OTPs; or are you b) a one-OTP-at-a-time person?  I have a great appreciation for many OTP’s, but for me, there can be only one.

9.  In question 8, if you answered a) list your top three OTPs; if you answered b) what was the OTP you dropped for your current one?

10.  If you lurked in your fandom before joining (or even if you didn’t), is there a fellow fan whom you consider “famous” in the fandom that makes you fangirl whenever they comment on your posts?  I was desperate for @this-unruly-heart to notice me!  One day she messaged me asking if I was the one who wrote a "Letters” fic that she loved. 

11.   Was there a particular person who was especially welcoming and/or helpful when you first joined your current fandom?  Many of the Nonnatuns of old that were supportive of my early efforts have moved on to other things, but the boost they gave to my confidence was immeasurable. Oh, and Sarge, too!

@like-an-officer-and-a-sergeant  asked:

1. When did you start taking part in fandom(s)?  I dipped my toe into the Star Trek fandom back in the late 1980′s.  A dear friend was a huge fan, and her enthusiam was contagious.  Sadly, she died in December 1988, and I had to leave fandoms behind.  Then, in 2005 we moved away from the very close world we had built, and I was lonely.  I started to look around for period dramas to watch and stumbled upon North and South.  I was unbelievably grateful it wasn’t the old Civil War mini-series, and I started to read everything I could find.  I came across C-19, and found fanfic as I now know it.  As much as I enjoyed it though, I wasn’t ready to participate as anything other than a lurker until Call the Midwife came along.

2. Which fandoms? Sorry, I think I answered that in th eprevious response

3. How long did you stay? Ibid

4. Did you write fanfics?  Yes, although sometimes I need a kick in the butt to make sure it doesn’t become a past tense thing.

5. Any memorable funny event in your fandoms?  So many ridiculous things have happenned here.  Hiatus Challenges, Limericks (!!!), Twitter responses (remember when HT used to answer our questions? Flat/house! Names!), Nonnatun Holiday Card Exchanges...It seems that the funniest things would come out of nowhere.

6.  Did you get long-time friends? (even as Real People)?  Definitely.  There are people I have met here that I feel I know as well or better than people IRL.  And one poor soul has had to bear meeting me in person and somehow still continues to be my friend.

So here are my questions.  

How has fangirling made an impact in your life?

What makes fangirling most worthwhile to you?

What have you learned about yourself by being a part of a fandom?

I tag: @elasticmonk @thatginchygal @fourteen-teacups @like-an-officer-and-a-sergeant  @lovetheturners @hihereami  @pellucidthings @gabolange  @missouiser @ilovemushystuff @it-is-bugs @crinklybrownleaves @majsmom   @missbergmans @miss-ute @snoopctm @mg-bsl381 @turnt4turnadette @cooldoyouhaveaflag @eatapinkwafer @weshallc @westcoastwilma @skerri @beatrix-franklin @alice1nwond3rland @sincerelygeertje @silentkw @flyingnonny @anamarialujan @purple-roses-words-and-love @bloghey131313 @poplarpatience @soibhanmannion @kaguyahime1224

and anyone else who sees this. My fingers are tired.