#so. you're getting marmar posting

[sewer-sermon]

my boy. My baby boy. you will look at him? You will look at images of him. i want his presence to last eternal on this wretched web site. If I leave nothing else behind I will leave him.

he's so handsome and he's so perfect and he means so much to me. My boy. my marmar my sweet sweet boy

[heliads]

and here's another conversation 🗣 for you, because my curiosity and love for yapping knows no bounds: cym as the f1 grid? not as pilots on the grid, but who would be teammates with whom and on which team. create a grid with your mutuals basically, i think that could be so fun asfjdjsj

wait this is absolutely incredible. clara your MINDD. moots who don't follow formula one, know that everything about this is positive

red bull racing: @mayfieldss and @musicallisto. you're funny, you're confident, you know what you're about. winners all of the time. world champions of my heart <3

ferrari: @schuvries and @diorsluv. hot girls. we all wish we were you. red is your color and you deserve millions of tifosi supporting you.

mclaren: @faerieroyal and @hiya-itsamber. you're my unproblematic faves. you experience happiness and you look good in bright colors. every day is a joy because you know you have nothing to worry about (my unwavering affection or a contract renewal).

mercedes: @zaypay and @spideyanakin. i have such fond memories of both of you that have lasted for many many months. this is a narrative parallel to the long-lasting success of the mercedes amg petronas formula one team. even if we haven't talked in a little while i will always be happy to see you winning.

aston martin: @retvenkos and @eclliipsed. i see you as responsible people. although fernando is not responsible (known war criminal) his status as one of the most experienced drivers on the grid gives him credit. i see you as experts in your field so this makes sense to me.

williams: @neewtmas and @mxltifxnd0m chaotic but friendly duo. the team i would take on a road trip. irl they gave these two a podcast, which was an incredible move. i wish i could hear you two on a podcast we would have such wonderful things to say.

alpine: @marmar-c and @mystic-writings. you are a classic team even through different themes and different years (similar to how alpine has been renault and lotus in the past). you will always be famous to me.

vcarb: @kobbiesmainoo and @w1shes43. you are people i wish i could talk to in real life. even when we haven't talked in a while i see your posts on my dash and i know that if we ever got dinner together we would have a lovely night, similar to how i could totally get takeout somewhere with yuki or danny and get along splendidly.

sauber: @reinekes-fox and @swanimagines. people from totally different fandoms who i think would get along, quite similar to current sauber drivers zhou guanyu and valterri bottas. the grid goes crazy and you two would simply be living life to the fullest.

haas: @kuromibrainrot and @sirofreak. i trust you two to channel the spirit of kevin magnussen and commit vehicular manslaughter on the daily. plus you two are crucial members of the unwind fandom so i know you'll have the unbreakable bond currently displayed by the members of this team.

[morimakesfanart]

(13) do you read manhwa if you do what is you're favourite? (14) What's the craziest and wildest thing that you've ever done?(15) If you had to live on an island, what 3 things would you take with you? (16) What Pets Did You Have While You Were Growing Up? (17) What’s Your Favorite Day Of The Year? (18) How Do You Relax After A Hard Day Of Work? (19)What's Your Favorite Disney Movie? (20)What’s The Most Useless Talent You Have?

13) OMGOSH I am reading so many!! I've got a favorite for everyday of the week. I'll put whatever is tying for first. (These are the official English Titles) (These are just the manwa. I also read a bunch of comics from other places)

Monday - The Little Rabbit and the Big Bad Leopard (Tapas), A Contract Concubine (Tappytoon)

Tuesday - A Wicked Tale of Cinderella's Stepmother (Tapas),

Wednesday- Touch my Little Brother and You're Dead (Tappytoon), The Villainess Deserves to Die (Tapas)

Thursday - Dutchess of Debauchery (Lezin)

Friday - Waiting Where the Shooting Star Falls (Tapas), I Shall Master this Family (Tapas)

Saturday - Falcon Princess (Tapas), Like Wind on a Branch (Webtoon), Men of the Harem (Webtoon), Your Throne (Webtoon)

Sunday - The Fantasie of a Stepmother (Tapas)

(you guys have no idea how many ads I watch to read some of these. I'll have my phone just running ads while I work on things.)

14) The most dangerous thing I've done was probably give emergency first-aid to a child when I was a counselor. We didn't have enough gloves to protect everyone and I was the only person who could get him to stop crying while we cleaned his gash and put on a temporary bamdage. He ended up needing stitches. It's dangerous because blood carries disease.

The craziest/more shocking things I did were in middle school (ages 11&12). There were a group of boys that were bullies to me and my friends. They would verbally abuse us, and vandalize my things. I ended up fighting back a few times. I even gave one a black eye. I found out years later that at least two of them had a crush on me throughout the years, and were the types of boys "to bully the girl they like." It just made me hate them. Those are stories I wouldn't mind telling at some point but they deserve a post all on their own. -Wait!! Trying to take justice into my own hands was definitely a bad habit I had when I was young. XD

15) If I was going to a deserted island I'd bring a tactical shovel, a pot or something I can cook and boil water in, and benedryl (in case I have an allergic reaction to something).

16) I've had a bunch of cats and one beta fish named Fishy (I'm super good at names UwU).

The cat my parents had when I was born was a long haired taby named Tiger. A year after he passed away, my dad brought home a kitten that looked like he was wearing a tuxedo and gloves. We named him Rascal, but normally called him Ru-ball. When I was 8ish I got a calico kitten that I named Princess. She lives only in my room for the first 6 months, so I could learn to take care of her and so Rascle could get used to her smell. She ended up liking my mom the most and started mimicking her voice, so my cat sounded like a chain-smoker trying to mimc my mom's nasally voice. A few years later my sibling got Shadow, a small black kitten, but he died of feline leukemia about 1.5 years later.

We ended up taking care of some strays: Rusty, Momo, and Memers. Rusty and Momo were both orange boys. Momo was deaf. Memers was a small grey young boy that followed Momo everywhere. Rusty turned out to be a neighbor's cat that spent most of his time outside.

Our current cats are General Coconut (Coco), Captain Neapolitan Anderson (Neo), and Corporal Marzipan (Marmar). We got all of them as kittens at the same time. Coco is younger than the other 2 by about 3 months, and she stayed small even after growing up. Neo is the biggest. Coco and Neo are both black cats with small white tuffs on their chest. Neo and Marmar we're labeled as brothers so we had to get them together. Marmar seems to be a Norwegian Forest Cat.

Coco is the one looking at the camera. The nickname for the group of them is Catfectionaries because their names are all based on dessert food/ingredients.

17) I don't have a specific date that's my favorite. But I like days that are a little cool with warm sunshine. They're really nice for taking walks. I also like to walk in summer rain storms and like sitting on the porch and watch the lightning.

18) When I get stressed I like to drink something vanilla. I like vanilla black tea with a little white sugar, and vanilla chai milk tea with cinnamon the most. Sometimes I make hot chocolate with a scoop of vanilla ice cream. If I need something cold I'll get A&W Root beer or a cream soda and make it a float with vanilla ice cream. The process of making the beverage is a part of what helps me relax. If I'm wound up, I'll start my exercise routine early.

19) When I was a baby my favorite Disney movie was apparently 101 Dalmatians. Then until I was 6 it was Beauty and the Beast. Then Aladdin tied with it for my favorite. Now my favorite might be Tangled.

20) My most useless talent is probably how flexible I am. I did ballet and other forms of dance for 13 years, so I'm very flexible. I still do stretches, but I'm not as flexible as I used to be. I have no use for it now that I have a desk job XD

[peanut-in-the-goal]

So I think you deleted the vent posts but just because something is your fault that doesn't mean you deserve to hurt. I'm assuming that you didn't do anything insanely terrible because that's just not you. You don't deserve to hurt because you made a mistake. That's not how it works. Your an amazing person and amazing people make mistakes. That's doesn't make you any less amazing. And like cal said. I'm always here. And I'm always open. And you're never an annoyance or a burden. Your a good friend in need and that's what friends are for.

I deleted my vent posts and vent blog yes

Also yeah, if I hurt someone I have to deal with the consequences. If they hurt me and I hurt them back then I have to deal with the consequences. Whether it was intentional or not, my decisions and my actions have consequences that I need to deal with because ignoring them is like ignoring that persons feelings.

I regret hurting them and it was my fault. This has also happened before. When I get hurt or if I get scared I distance myself from people. Most of the time I distance myself from everyone.

I’ve hurt people in the past on accident because o can’t ever seem to say or do the correct thing that won’t hurt them or won’t upset them. I’ve been doing this since I was like six in kindergarten and all my friends hated me because I said the wrong thing.

I hurt people a lot without trying to. Never would I try to hurt the people I care about but it always happens. And it’s my fault for not being able to fix me. So yeah I deserve to hurt because if I could just fix it and know how to say the right stuff to the right people then I wouldn’t be in this mess.

And from my old friend group, I have been taught that I was an annoyance or burden. I’m supposed to take care of my friends first then maybe take care of myself after wards when y’all don’t have to deal with me or hear what’s wrong. So venting to y’all makes me feel really guilty because I know I shouldn’t and my friends have taught me I shouldn’t.

Even now if I try to talk to them they tend to makes jokes off of it or just respond with “same lol” and it hurt but I know o shouldn’t have said anything in the first place and wasted their time. So like, thank you to you, cal, and marmars but talking to people is so hard when you grow up with people who say they care and that I can talk to them, before turning their backs and decide that they want someone new to replace me.

It happens a lot where I get replaced but it never stops hurting idk. Plus the one person I believed when I said they cared about me is the one I lost so truly, it’s my fault and I deserve to hurt

And if that means panic attacks and freaking out then we’ll, there’s that for you. 2021 already sucks so why not add onto it a little you know?

[unchecked-unneeded]

Hiii! Just saw your Ehd e Wafa posts, and HAD TO message youuuu, though kaaafi inappropriate timing, but who cares? I'm so gladddddd that you're finally watching the same thing as this friend of yoursss! More thoughts tomorrow, cuz our school suckssss, but YASSS you're watchingggg! Oh, Shariq is not adoptedddd, his father (probably) died and his sister is bearing the financial burden of his family! And apart from his stoopid larkiyon wali line, I like him best of the four....

I have very little memory of his stupid larkyon wali line so I wont talk about it lol, but yah. The fact that it was his sister just made the whole situation ten times more depressing. And it’s okay I figured out who it was (this is for your second message, since you wrote your name in it and I don’t exactly want to publish it online.)

Also, yeahhhh I TRUSTED ISPR toooo and what do they bring up, Obi's UGLYYY hair, and Dua, duaa?(she so whinyyyyy ugh) and her even uglierrr cousin and then Rani (why is no female character in this show well written???? The same writer in Sang e Marmar was SO MUCH BETTTERRRR... Just show me my two babies Shariq and Saaaad (once he gets a haircut though + (minus Duaaaaa)) Watch the OST video, Shariq probs has a potential female lead opposite him...who isn't as pointless as the other two! 

So like, yeah. I’m fine with Obi’s (Shahzain, right?) wack hair. I mean I guess I am. But like actually no. I’m still mad at the fact that none of them look even mildly like actual high schoolers (dark circles, not trimmed barely neat beards or no beards, ugly mustaches?).

(Atleast give me the dark circles? Pretty please? ISPR ARE YOU LISTENING (because I dont trust MD anyway lol) ISPR PLEASE.)

I have seen the ost but never noticed Shariqs potential other. I guess I’m bad at this lol. I wouldn’t call the other two completely pointless until at least another two episodes, but maybe thats just me being too nice.

If you’re talking about the dude cousin then yes, he has the weirdest case of “macho attitude with a baby face” but yah. The female cousin (hah i dont remember any names do i) is still fine but mostly irrelevant.

I have never seen Sang e Marmar (Actually I’ve probably seen very few or none), so idk what to say to that.  

Let’s just hope the drama’s pace actually starts to even out later and soesn’t dramatically shift too often, and that we get plenty of Shariq and Saad content (I’d be happy with content for the other two as well, but I’m still mad at Shahzain for killing the horse. Why the horse? But I guess that’s better because most of zameendars of this kind would be fine offing the rider too.).

Anyway, I’m happy I have someone to talk about this show too, so yaaaah.

Thanks for sending an ask this way! (I hope school goes well! ahaha)

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#sorry that some ppl struggle chris but test me most of them r probably smarter than u if u think a test is all u need to show how smart u r

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

i should probably start posting more here... but i like reblogging more

1 notes • Posted 2021-08-03 23:59:33 GMT

#4

Hi, you reblogged one of my posts and now you're really cool by association

-MarMar <3

nice!! ^^ thank u thank u <3

1 notes • Posted 2021-06-13 16:42:01 GMT

#3

Here is your cow picture!

oh my goodness!!! thank you!! what a majestic moo cow :D 

4 notes • Posted 2021-05-07 11:24:32 GMT

#2

Chapters: 14/? Fandom: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Toby Smith | Tubbo & TommyInnit, Jschlatt & Toby Smith | Tubbo, Ranboo & Toby Smith | Tubbo, Dave | Technoblade & Toby Smith | Tubbo & Wilbur Soot & TommyInnit & Phil Watson, Ranboo & Niki | Nihachu, No Romantic Relationship(s), Eret & Toby Smith | Tubbo Characters: Toby Smith | Tubbo, TommyInnit (Video Blogging RPF), Floris | Fundy, Alexis | Quackity, Wilbur Soot, Jschlatt (Video Blogging RPF), Niki | Nihachu, Ranboo (Video Blogging RPF), Phil Watson (Video Blogging RPF), Eret (Video Blogging RPF), Ghostbur - Character Additional Tags: Parent Jschlatt (Video Blogging RPF), DadSchlatt, Parent AU, Adoption, ghostbur exists, Hybrid Toby Smith | Tubbo, Goat Toby Smith | Tubbo, Hybrid Jschlatt (Video Blogging RPF), Dead Jschlatt (Video Blogging RPF), Mentioned Alexis | Quackity, Mentioned Floris | Fundy, Tubbox, sleepy bois inc - Freeform, sbi, Daddy Issues, Tubbo?? being depressed?? more likely than you may think, Niki and Ranboo sibling supremacy, Older Sibling Niki | Nihachu, enderman ranboo, Swearing, Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Older Sibling Eret, He/Him Pronouns For Eret, Found Family, Dead Wilbur Soot, Ghostbur, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, mother mother, Father-Son Relationship, Dysfunctional Family, no beta we die like Wilbur and Schlatt, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Butcher Army, Tubbo's President of L'Manberg, Medicinal Drug Use, Fainting Summary:

Tubbo starts to question why he feels so submissive to those around him.

8 notes • Posted 2021-03-02 23:34:17 GMT

#1

my info and stuff

https://kyokowife.carrd.co/

this was made for twitter but it applies for here too

13 notes • Posted 2021-08-04 00:01:27 GMT

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