#so. that was weird. i think that was supposed to be education on modern israeli culture. ???
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secondwhisper · 2 months ago
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I don't think this is a reasonable generalization. It's good to know that many conversion processes don't explicitly push students toward zionism, but I think it's more common than you may realize.
My conversion classes were co-taught by the local Hillel rabbi. (Anyone who's spent time in Jewish non- and anti-zionist movements for more than a couple years knows why this is a red flag.) Unfortunately, upon review of my notes from one particularly memorable class a few years ago, I didn't write down most of what she said. She did claim that BDS is inherently antisemitic. And she very explicitly told us that day that all real Jews are Zionists.
My sponsoring rabbi was aware that I am not (and also was not then) Zionist. He warned me before the beit din that I should not share my opinions on medinat yisroel unless explicitly asked. The Hillel rabbi, who was also on my beit din, did ask about how conversion "made me rethink my relationship to the state of israel". My sponsoring rabbi cut my response short - I think he was afraid the Hillel rabbi would not let me move forward to the mikveh if I said anything more than "it's important to know the historical context" and "it's important to be aware of what harms are perpetuated in the name of our supposed safety." (The third rabbi on my beit din did not talk much and I could not read his expressions.)
It was very much an effort of myself and one of the other students in these classes to politely push back against the compulsory Zionism created in that space primarily by the Hillel rabbi, and which was most aggressively enforced by one of the recently-welcomed gerim who just kept attending classes with us all.
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Conversion does not have a standard curriculum. (Certainly not in liberal strains of Judaism, where I've spent my time and where I have the most friends, but I've never heard of a standard curriculum for Orthodox converts either.) I know (or at least fervently hope) that my experience (wrt pro-israel pressures) was not standard. But it absolutely did exist, and we did have a half dozen converts every year.
Hillel is one of the most prolific Jewish organizations in the US. Hillel is explicitly Zionist. It is hardly any wonder that those taught or sponsored by Hillel-affiliated rabbis would be pushed toward Zionist expressions of modern Jewish life.
Becoming Jewish means being welcomed into a people. There are plenty of Jews in the US (the context I know we're both speaking from) who simply would not welcome a convert who does not materially support the Israeli nation-state project. And if you're not welcomed by your beit din (or if you can't even find a rabbinic sponsor), then you're not welcomed officially; if you're not welcomed officially, your conversion is not finalized.
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this is what happens when a reddit atheist automatically switches "jew" to "zionist", either using an algorithm or in their head. statements like this are an admission that "zionist" is being used to mean jewish.
#my shul hung no flags in the sanctuary but hillel did#the prayer for the state of israel was in our liturgical texts and said every week at the torah service#(i loved being part of a conservative minyan who did the full weekly readings including haftarah! not the triennial cycle! all of it!)#(i did not love the prayer for the state of israel nor being expected to volunteer to lead it occasionally)#(it was one of only two english prayers in our liturgy + the dvar torah when we had it was english)#(i didnt have enough hebrew to lead anything but the english prayers. so i just never led anything)#ANYWAY.#im not saying youre misrepresenting your experience or the experiences of the other converts you know#im just saying you cannot universalize based on your contacts. bc some of us were out here being v aggressively pushed toward zionism#yes i HAVE known prospective converts who are locked out of officially becoming jewish bc wrestling with zionist normativity isnt enough#they arent willing to materially align themselves with the state of israel so they just cant fucking convert#not without moving to a new city. virtual conversion doesn't get you a mikveh and the hand of a sponsoring rabbi guiding your first tfillin.#i was '''recommended''' to donate $18 to the jnf before my mikveh. i did not do it.#sorry the tags are so rambly its shit that wouldve been tangential to the body of my addition#just as i think of it#anyway. like yeah reddit op is being antisemitic#but we dont need to overcorrect and pretend like zionism isnt normative and even frequently compulsory for converts#its v much a double standard ive observed in many jewish spaces that#converts are expected to be more obervant/religious and more amenable to zionism than jews who didnt convert#we arent supposed to ''rebel'' against the culture we willingly joined.#my own comment wow#my own addition wow#also we were not taught about modern israeli culture lol not beyond ''here is a guy who grew up in a kibbutz ask him anything''#and ''yes you should absolutely go volunteer for the idf theyre so proud of converts like you''#and we had a whole class that was just the hillel rabbi playing a recording of yom hazikaron sirens in israel on repeat and crying#so. that was weird. i think that was supposed to be education on modern israeli culture. ???#ok final thing. i know a beit din is not universal but i figure that the reform/renewal/recon groups who dont have one have like#interviews w the synagogue board or something??? something comparable???#point being if the people who get to judge if youre sincere decide based on your unenthusiasm for the zionist settler project#that you're fundamentally insincere in your pursuit of a jewish community life. thats it.
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