#so yeah crying parents don't get it since well “they're fictional characters” and I shouldn't be upset over “fictional characters”
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not me hysterically sobbing at fallout again
technically fallout far harbor spoilers so yeah-
For 3 reasons , all of which having to do with me in DiMA's memories
1, I recently kinfirmed Faraday (DiMA's caretaker and one of the co-leaders of Acadia , a synth safe haven , and was extremely close to DiMA even in canon) and so hearing DiMA's turmoil within the memories is making me sad because uh that's my best friend , my platonic partner in life , uh yes hearing him struggle makes me upset - and hearing what he was going to do also makes me really upset
2, I'm John Hancock , you all probably know this , and I was with Nick Valentine , DiMA's brother - and I just heard their fight right after escaping the Institute so I'm horribly upset because the love of my life is visibly distressed and at the fact it was DiMA who left him (even if he had little choice in the matter , he still could have stayed) so I'm crying for Nick and wanting to punch a wall because of DiMA while simultaneously crying because of DiMA for Faraday reasons
3, DIMAS MEMORIES FUCKING SUCK OMFG IVE BEEN HERE FOR AN HOUR I WANT TO LEAVE THIS SIMULATION IM SO SICK OF THIS IM AT THE LAST LEVEL AND SUPER STUCK PLEASE I WANT TO LEAVE I FOUGHT 2 LEGENDARY ASSAULTRONS TO GET HERE AND THEY WERE EASIER THAN THIS FUCKING HELL LET ME GO
#so yeah crying parents don't get it since well “they're fictional characters” and I shouldn't be upset over “fictional characters”#so yay crying trying to get the will to finish this fucking mission come on I want a fucking hug#please I want my feelings validated and a hug while I cry my eyes out because EMOTIONS REVOLVING AROUNF CLOSE FRIEND AND LOVER#/srs#/nf but seriously i could really take a hug rn-#uhhwhehehw I want to say fuck this game but I can't this isn't just a game this is - or at least was - my life and I cannot live without it#I cannot take a break from I need to know everything turns out okay I need to see those I love survive and happy#jwhwhehhwhwhwhwb /neg#heaven doesn't want me and hell fears me#cw vent#fictionkin vent
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