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thethingything · 10 months ago

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so our brain has absolutely not chilled out with the Cotard's delusion which normally wouldn't be a huge deal because we're used to it, but usually it presents a specific way for us that we've got really good at handling and our brain has kind of added extra stuff on this time that we're not as used to that's making it harder to deal with and I can tell I'm gonna want to talk about it a lot but I'm also aware that I sound kind of insane when I try to explain it.

on the plus side I'm at least used to the way our brain works and the logic it uses for this kind of delusion so I feel pretty confident in our ability to figure out how to deal with the new stuff, and other people in the system have been coming up with stuff that's actually helped a lot so that's a relief

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #<- kind of? I'm not having a great time but I'm also like ''yeah I'll get my shit together in a bit''#posts made on pain meds #I'm not that surprised that it flared up because we've been feeling especially weird and unhinged about a bunch of stuff lately #plus it usually flares up more after we've been really ill so I was expecting that to happen after we got covid again #and we're coming up to the anniversary of a bunch of medical trauma from last year and it flared up after that #so we figured the traumaversary would make our brain do some weird shit because that's just kind of how it is #out of all the delusions we get it's actually the least distressing one for us #it's just causing issues because of the extra stuff we're not used to

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