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[lovely sab, if you do me the honor of answering this, please consider tagging it as jjk manga spoilers for those who haven't read it yet]
the way the manga is going imma crawl once again in your inbox and BEG you to keep up the fanon work cause
DAMN IT ALL WITH THAT ONE EYED CAT
I was upset when junpei died but i thought, well, it DOES serve the story somehow-
I felt so sad with Rika and the whole becoming a curse thingy, the bittersweet ending of her helping yuta let her go kinda added to it but, well, it DID have a pivotal role for a special grade with so much potential-
amanai's death was so sudden I had to close the manga for a sec, but it starts off geto's villain era and well this IS a major point-
and geto, I was DEVASTATED when he died he is my FAV and while it did stay true to the tragedy of his story it was HEARTBREAKING-
haibara did NOT deserve to die and that is ALL that needs to be said-
toji was kinda going for it, but still his last memory of his wife was a tad too much to bear, still-
AND MIMIKO AND NANAKO, WHY ?? JUST WHY ?? THEY WERE JUST USED FOR THE GRANDEUR OF SUKUNA NO MORE NO LESS-
its WAY too soon to talk for nanami, that man is still gnawing at my mind, all the pressure he had and he never got the chance to get the rest he wanted, still it was probably done to turn yuji to the state he is currently, losing a mentor he had-
i did not like mai to begin with, guilty as charged, but her becoming a sword for her sister, and requesting she destroy everything, it made me bawl-
the zenin clan can die all they want no rant for them
and yuki, well, she did tick me a bit but her dying without even accomplishing her goal-the black hole and all-
hell, NOBARA ????? why ???? WHY GEGE ????
BUT
THE LAST DAMNED STRAW
WAS GOJO NOT ONLY DYING
BUT BEING USED AS A PAWN
AS IF THAT WASNT THE CASE FOR HIS WHOLE LIFE
SO SAB PLEASE KEEP UP I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GRIEVE THEM ANYMORE
no literally anon, I feel the same way. I feel like we were all fooled by the first season in a way (despite junpei and the other horrors) but we were lulled into thinking it would be okay for our main group.
but it wasn’t.
I’ll never be over nanami tbh — that death literally hurt so bad and mappa made it worse somehow — don’t know how they did it. all the death is supposed to demonstrate how cruel jujutsu is, but at some point I feel like I become both numb but too sensitive to it — like a scabbed over wound that won’t heal because it’s picked at.
gojo hurt so much the first time and 261 feels like I’m mourning him all over again — I honestly am so glad for break week because I don’t think I could take it personally. I’m so worried for yuta - I don’t even know how to deal. and gojo being inflicted to the same fate as geto will never not hurt me.
I am trying 😭 my actor au is my way of acting like everyone is fine and that it’s just a show (I mean it is a show but you know what I mean) - I’m Gege now guys, cannot deal with that one eyed cat anymore 😭😭
#sab [anons]#sab [asks]#it’s funny because I’m gonna be shading him (in a funny way) in two fics#so watch out for that hahshah#jjk manga spoilers#jjk spoilers
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HIIII SKYY i hope youre doing well !!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼
for... your recent post... for ateez 5th anniversary... what about stargazing with one of the members ??2?2!?2 stargazing seems so cute and ive been in my hopeless romantic mood HAHSHAH stargazing with... yeosang maybe ?!2?!/2 or anyone ?!2?/!2!2 or all of them ??2?2?2 (much love to youuu btwwww 💗)
Thank you for your request, dea <33 I kinda wanted to write an ot8, but then I realised it would be kinda messy T^T (read: sky is not as funny as she thinks she is and scraped the crack!ot8!stargazing au asdfghjkl). I hope you enjoy regardless ^-^ @jaehunnyy my love, my baby, than you for beta-reading this for me. (You know what's coming next, bubba ehehehe /lh)
ꕥ𓂃𓏧 (SYNOPSIS): Stargazing with Yeosang!
ꕥ𓂃𓏧 (PAIRING) idol!yeosang x gn!reader
ꕥ𓂃𓏧 (GENRE AND AU/TROPE): fluff. friends to lovers.
ꕥ𓂃𓏧 (WARNINGS) FLUFF. Yeosang is whipped. Reader is whipped. Mentions of scary amusement park rides. WooSan being WooSan. Lmk if I missed anything ksksks
ꕥ𓂃𓏧 (WORD COUNT) 1.4k
Gasping for breath, you stumble out of the roller coaster, your heart racing and pounding in your ears. You cling to Yeosang for support, your legs feeling like jelly as the world swirls around you. A wave of dizziness threatens to send you tumbling to the ground, but you steady yourself with a deep breath.
As the adrenaline subsides, you can feel his comforting hand rubbing your back gently. His soothing gesture allows your focus to shift away from the queasy feeling in your stomach, and you momentarily forget the whirlwind of the roller coaster.
“That was…” you begin, still trying to find your words in the aftermath of the exhilarating ride.
“Thrilling, right?” Wooyoung’s voice cuts through the haze. He drapes his arms casually around San’s shoulder, whose expression is clouded with worry as he watches you.
“Speak for yourself,” Yeosang chides Wooyoung, guiding you to a nearby bench and handing you a water bottle.
San rolls his eyes and lets out a low chuckle, shaking his head at Wooyoung’s enthusiasm. “I’m not really scared of heights, but that ride did make me a bit queasy, too. Honestly, how are you still so bouncy after all the thrilling rides we’ve gone on?”
“That’s because nothing can bring me down,” he declares with unwavering confidence, striking a dramatic pose that sends you into fits of laughter. His cheerfulness is contagious, and you can’t help but be amused by his antics.
“Aish, what are we supposed to do with you?” you quip, playfully swatting his arm. It is in moments like these that make your friendship with Wooyoung all the more special.
Wooyoung’s laughter fills the air, a melodious sound that perfectly complements the joyful atmosphere of the amusement park. The boys begin to don their masks while you make your way back towards the parking lot. Yeosang falls into step with you, his arm gently sliding around your waist. The contact sends a rush of warmth through you, and you can feel the heat creep up your neck. Gratefully, you welcome the cover of the dimly lit evening, concealing your reaction from Yeosang’s view. The simple gesture, unnoticed by Wooyoung and San, who seem to be arguing about something trivial, fills your stomach with butterflies as you walk side by side.
As the two males pile into the car belonging to Wooyoung, Yeosang chooses to slip into the passenger seat of your car instead. You look at him in question, slightly confused, for he had arrived with the other two earlier in the morning.
“Y/N?” His voice carries a note of hesitance, capturing your attention as you navigate the car out of the parking lot after bidding farewell to the other two guys with a non-committal wave. You respond with a hum, signalling him to continue. “I was wondering if you would like to go somewhere?”
“Somewhere?” You echo, your curiosity piqued as you cast a fleeting glance in his direction.
He hums softly, biting his lip as he mulls over what to say. “Remember the clearing we found when I was a trainee during one of our hikes? Let’s go there.”
A warm smile plays upon your lips as you consider his suggestion, “Alrighty.”.
You take a U-turn at the next traffic light, moving further away from the city’s relentless hustle and bustle. The towering skyscrapers of Seoul recede into the horizon, and the scenery changes as the cool night air rustles your hair.
The highway stretches before you bathed in the soft glow of the moonlight. It offers a serene and uninterrupted passage through the stillness of the evening, like a canvas bathed in silvery hues. Yet, a silent, unspoken connection thrives within the confines of your car. Yeosang’s gaze remains locked on you. Unseen by you is the yearning that simmers in the depths of his captivating eyes as he watches you navigate the road.
A cursory glance at your companion alerts you to his gaze on you, and determined to quell the blush that threatens to betray your own emotions, you break the silence that envelops you both. “We’re almost here.”
He responds with a quiet hum, his eyes now gazing at the landscape outside the window. The already scarce buildings are replaced by trees and thick undergrowth. You park the car in a convenient spot, and Yeosang wastes no time taking out a blanket from the backseat of your vehicle. He reaches for your hand when you walk up to him, and the two of you hike up the hill like this, with your hand safely in Yeosang’s grasp. His warm touch contrasts sharply with the frigid bite of the night air on your cheeks. Once you reach the clearing you guys had discovered a few weeks before his debut, he spreads the blanket on the grass and lies down.
“Come on,” He pats the empty space beside him. You join him, looking at the beautiful night sky studded with countless stars. The stars above flicker in the vast, dark canvas of the night sky, and you both lie there, basking in the tranquillity of the moment, sharing this cherished place that had become your secret sanctuary, away from the weight of responsibilities and worries that plague you otherwise.
A few moments later, you turn to face Yeosang, who is bathed in the bright moonlight, looking otherworldly at best. You can’t help but admire how the moonlight accentuates his features, imbuing him with an unearthly radiance. It lights up his cheekbones and the sharp line of his jaw, rendering him even more striking than he already is. Even the shadows that dance across his form lend him an air of nobility and majesty.
As if aware of his gaze, Yeosang turns to you, his eyes alight with something you can’t seem to put your finger down on. His lips curve into a warm smile, mirroring the fondness that radiates from his gaze. “Hi.”
The huskiness of his voice acts like a gentle caress against your senses, making your breath hitch. Yeosang hums in amusement, smiling softly at you, drawing you to himself like a moth to a flame. It’s as if he has stepped out of a dream, ethereal and radiant, and the sheer beauty of the moment is nearly overwhelming in its intensity.
“Hi,” you repeat, your voice more shaky than you had hoped it would be.
Yeosang fully turns to his side, popping his head up with his hand, while the other finds its place upon your cheek, his thumb tenderly stroking your skin. Ablaze with unmistakable love and yearning, the intensity of his eyes is a force that gently tugs at your heartstrings until you can’t help but close your own.
“Y/N,” he breathes.
You open your eyes, a myriad of unspoken thoughts and feelings swirling within you. But Yeosang’s thumb sweeps across your bottom lip with a tender, delicate touch as if casting a spell over your senses, leaving you in a state of breathless enchantment. It takes an immense effort for you to not close your eyes again.
Your answering hum is laced with curiosity and a touch of anticipation.
A brief pause lingers, stretching into seconds that feel like an eternity. But when he speaks, Yeosang’s voice carries a weight of sincerity. “I like you so much,” he confesses softly, his words echoing into the velvety night. “I’ve liked you since the moment I saw you, and with time, my feelings have only grown stronger. I’m sorry if it’s sudden, but I can’t hide it anymore. I don’t expect anything in return from you. You can say no—”
You can't contain the cascade of emotions swirling within you, and you find yourself cutting off his words, needing him to know your fondness for him that you had kept to yourself for so long. “I like you, Yeo,” you breathe out; the suddenness of your words leaves him wide-eyed.
“Huh?” he stammers, caught off guard by your revelation.
“I like you, too, dummy,” an affectionate laugh escapes your lips as you look at his bewildered expression, which slowly gives way to the most radiant smile you’ve ever witnessed on his face.
“Are you sure? I won’t be able to offer you everything a boyfriend can,” his tone is soft and genuine as he seeks confirmation. His words bring butterflies to your stomach, and your eyes line with unshed tears.
Without hesitation, you reach up to cradle his face, “I don’t care about the fact that we can’t go out in public or the possibility of us having to go months without seeing each other. What matters to me is that you're mine, and I'll treasure every precious moment we share, no matter how fleeting or infrequent.”
In response, Yeosang leans in, drawing you into a sweet and tender kiss. The stars above seem to wink knowingly, as if they, too, are celebrating this newfound connection, their celestial light bestowing a blessing upon the two of you.
#cromernet#kvanity#wonderlandnet#k-labels#yeosang x reader#outlaw/fics#ateez x reader#ateez scenarios#ateez imagines#ateez fluff#yeosang imagines#yeosang scenarios#ateez fanfic#yeosang fluff
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HEWOOOO
dumb question, but how you think that Jose would be with physical affection? Could you do some Hc's about him?
Jose kanzaki affection hcs
Jose kanzaki x gn! Reader
Fluff, shitty description probably
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No anon, not dumb question, in fact very good question 🫵🫵
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- hugs, lots and lots of tight, inescapable hugs
- big bear hugs from the back
- he would probably lift you off your feet a bit and spin you around (and German suplex you)(/j he would never hurt you)
- likes to rest his hands on your hips or use your shoulder as an armrest when just standing around not doing anything
- he just needs to be in contact with you in any way shape or form
- if you bend over in whatever way, get ready to have your ass SMACKED
- you gotta be weary around him, he will show no mercy
- no matter what size your ass, he doesn't care if it creates claps that shake the earth to the core, or if your bones rattle beneath beneath your skin, he smacking it HARD so watch your back
- if you're sitting beside him, he'll have his hand on your thigh cuz likes how warm it is
- if you sit across him, he'll probably step on your shoes playfully or tickle your knees
- will give you his food, says it's to fatten you up for when he eats you (joking)
- he just likes seeing you happy when you eat yummy stuff
- especially if he made it
- speaking of which he would be a GREAT cook, specializing in meat dishes
- they wouldn't be stuff you'd find in a fancy restaurant but they'll have a nice homely feel to them
- like food from grandma HAHSHAH
- he likes to brag about you and show people lots of unglamorous pictures he has of you stored on his phone
- he'd probably have a pic of you sleeping, a bit of drool coming out of your mouth, as his wallpaper
- if anyone asks about it, he'll go on an hour long yap session about his wonderful s/o
- he will tease you while at it though, probably something like "they're such a brat, always drooling on my pillows, I love em so much"
- however, he is the only one that gets to talk about you like that
- if anyone even dares talk about you in a negative way (even if they're your parents or something) he's absolutely throwing hands
- he will immediately have beef with said person (holds grudges for very long)
- he likes when you play with his hair
- not a big fan of having his hair braided, I think, but he would love the feeling of you running your hands through it
- he likes squishing your cheeks, pinching your nose or just touching your face in general
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WARRGH THESE R SO MESSY
Whatever. Good enough probably
#jose kanzaki#kengan x reader#kengan x you#kengan x y/n#kenganverse#kengan omega#kengan ashura#kengan#kengan imagines#kengan headcanons
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SF&A ending literally feels like the love of my life broke up with me and now I'm here sitting and zoning out, thinking about the memories, all of the chapters, the reblogs, the asks I've read... fond memories of theories and memes everyone created, I remember chapter 62 when everyone was switching teams going for aegon or gwayne because of Alys, people wanting to cut off aemond's balls, readers wanting the reader to fuck Alys to get back at aemond, wanting reader to fuck aegon to make aemond jealous, wanting aegon to die, the way people immediately switched sides to aemond when he punched aegon at the dinner, the baby names everyone came up with when the reader was pregnant for the first time, and breast milk Aemond etc... HAHSHAH, it was a ride.
Seriously this entire fic was amazing, Aemond's character changing drastically only for him to die?? I don't think I'll ever be able to move on from that. The ending was not what I expected, but I loved it nonetheless, I hope the reader is happy, she is moving on and I know cregan will be good to her, and Aemond will watch over her and protect her, he loves her too much to cause her any actual harm, the visions she is experiencing are just the punishment for her actions, and she's accepted them, she doesn't deserve it but yeah.
And I'm assuming Aemond is watching and waiting, knowing deep down, no matter how she leads on this life of hers, at the end when the time comes leading to her inevitable demise, they would once again be reunited because they are meant to burn together. Till then, he's going to wait, watch over her, watch over their son, and maybe watch over the children she has with cregan too, considering they are of her blood too.
🥺🥺🥺 this was so fucking beautiful to read omg
I’m lost for words truly!! I don’t even know what to say!! It has been such a fun and crazy ride, seeing allegiances change, readings everyone’s comments and theories and the rage!! Hahaha seeing people wanting reader to do one thing, then switching to another,. It has been so much fucking fun to write, and I’m so glad that we have concluded it !!!
Thank you so much for reader and supporting this story, it means the world to me 🖤🖤🖤
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OKAY (kinda latee:(( but i'm here atleast)
1- since when did you start liking Luke? 2- Have you played any of the FNaF games? 3- Do you like horror movies?
SIMPLE QUESTIONS IK, I JUST WANTED TO BE PART OF IT, MAR:((
Nooo don’t worry, i loved your asks and i’m down to answer anything! 🥺💗
1- i started to like Luke at the end of 2021, when i randomly decided to get into star wars and watch the mandalorian, and i liked him immediately when i saw him at the end of season 2. And then my mom told me to watch the ot, so i fell in love even more and the Luke obsession began HAHSHAH.
2- i played the first game a little bit when it came out, but mainly i prefered to watch youtubers doing gameplays, specially fernanfloo, i loved his vids a lot when i was a kid.
3- i’m not a huge horror fan but i do like some movies, like fear street, i like those ones a lot bc the plot is pretty good.
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exactly nfnfnfn same tho. like he’s so shy at the beginning i feel, but once that dam is broken he just. sends you a lot of porn lmaooo he’s just gathering inspiration
yeah nfnfnf always gotta be careful when it’s messages from him lmao
exaclty hhhhh i feel like yeonjuns a little bit degradation but soobins more sweet, just so so much praise and encouragement (sometimes also degradation but that’s mostly when he’s super stressed and needs to let off some steam o feel)
oh Definitely he wants it so bad. his big hands keeping you close so he can eat you out as long as he wants j dj -hyuka anon (who might be a little tipsy rn jfjf)
"gathering inspiration" PLS HAHSHAH no but I agree tho 😭 you just have to be the one that sends the icebreaker but dude will send you shit nonstop like no shame in it at all. Also wait imagine you send him like "only if you send a vid of yourself moaning while touching yourself" and an hour or so you see an notif and it's a vid from him 👹👹 don't provoke him cus he ain't gonna back down now you have to do what he says too
AGREED YES 🤝🤝 Yeonjun's more of a hard dom as my lil hc but he can still be soft if you ask nicely. Mean while soob's more of a soft dom <3 he has a praise kink definitely (receiving and giving), he wants to hear you say how good he's making you feel. He also loves to watch the way your face contorts from pleasure <33
He's just an overall sweetheart that sometimes he gets so mushy,, he's serious in bed but he just couldn't help but giggle sometimes and spew how much he loves you aAAA 😭😭😭😭
And hyuka anon hHABAJA I hope you're enjoying yourself there hAHAHAH cheers!! 🥂
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HI BESTIE IMY HEBSBRBS AHH I’ve been so busy ... also recently got super sick and I’ve not been well at all ,, it’s just the flu / a stomach bug tho ! :,) hru ???
Your latest reaction was so good ,, thoughts r being thunk ?? Thinking about skz reaction to you rubbing / jerking their dicks just whenever you’re bored .. and you don’t even really notice that they’re getting off ahah IDK IT JUST SEEMS TO HOT ??
Once they cum or wtv you’re like ;) hsshbrbs
I have a dick but honestly it’s never bothered me reading ur shit directed towards a female reader ? For some reason I really like it bye 😭🤚
-🚬
BABYBOOOY WHY HAVE YOU BEEN SICK?!?! :((( Hope you’re feeling better now, i should give u some of my healing medicin aka my kisses :(( <33
Also that last bit AAh thank u T-T i try to be more inclusive but like AAAGH im always so scared that i’ll mess something up from my lack of ~ knowledge ~ BUT I REALLY TRY MY BEST >< so thank uuu for having patience for my dumb ass
ANYWAYS SPEED REACTION LEGO
warnings: skz x gn!reader. handjobs, blowjobs, cum, orgasm (m), cum eating, slight overstimulation
Bangchan
“w-what the fuck”
yeah thats his only reaction when you suddenly stick your hand down his pants, wrapping your hand around his dick and slowly stroking it while big spooning him
you werent trying to get him off... more like... you wanted something to play with while watching the movie
boy would be ~ flustered ~
he’d find it interesting
why would you jerk him off if you didn’t want him to cum yk?
like that type of thoughs
but of course you can’t expect him to not react LMAO
you were fully immersed in the movie because it started to get interesting now and you didn’t notice how you started jerking him off faster.
until...
you felt something warm and wet hit your hand paired with his dick twitching
you looked at him and saw that poor boy was biting his bottom lip so hard trying to not disturb you with his moans
“did you cum?” you say, lifiting up his pants to which he yelped and put his hands over yours right at his crotch. “n-no”
Minho
be bold with this man
pull his pants down when he’s just chilling ASHASHA oh god
he doesn’t think it fair
eventhough he does the exact same to you
when he does it to you it more like he simply wants to feel you all over, not intending for you to get turned on
but make one moan and this mf thinks it a game
“how many times can i get y/n to moan”
NO OK BUT RETURNING TO YOU -> HIM
it would take sum time to get him to cum
he doesnt strike me as the sensitive type and so you could jerk him for quite a while which hey more fun for you
but ooone faithful day he was more turned on than usual leading to him cumming quicker than he usually does during one of those times where you played with his dick
stroking it, running your thumb across the tip, licking it .. you name it...
you smirk when he accidentally cums on your lips and you lick it off and he just starts complaining (yk when jisung bit his fingernail in that two kids room episode, yeah that tone)
“y-you can’t just do that!!” you start chuckling “what? mad that you came like a bitch?”
nex thing you know you’re pinned against a wall OOP sorry
Changbin
he lives for this BUT only if you give him attention
which you dont because you’re simply bored and dont want to get him off, more like... liking the feeling of having him in your hand lmao
“can you at least look at me?” you shake your head, holding his semi-erect dick in your hand “shh,,, im watching something!”
that would be the everyday conversation ahsahsha
I FEEL LIKE YOU COULD GO FOR A WHILE??!
he’d be relativly quiet as well so you wouldnt notice until he actually cums and you’re like “...wtf why is my hand sticky”
BRUH U START APOLOGIZING HASHAS HE JUST GLARES AT YOU FOR NOT GIVING YOU ANY ATTENTION
but he came anyways so..
you try to escape the situation but he’s not having it
“nah you’re not escaping now, finish what you started baby”
Hyunjin
another boy thats lives for this
why? because a) its a handjob b) he likes the thrill of not knowing when you’re bored c) because you forget what you’re doing and he likes seeing you surprised when he cums ASHAHS god bury me
would purposefully make you bored
“the wifi is down y/n,, guess we having nothing to do...w-wanna give me a handjob”
you shrug, “alright”
you’re completely lost in though, wondering when the wifi will return or what you guys should eat for dinner
suddenly he cums,,, a lot,,,
you laugh at him and he’s kind of blushing with his hair covering parts of his face.
“i-i’m pretty sure the wifi will be down for a while” ;))
Jisung
FUCK YES LETS GO
he would already just be naked infront of you at random times
like,,, whats the point in putting on clothes after the shower if he knows that you are going to sneak up on him and jerk him off yk?
but what this boy didn’t know was how you didn’t notice most of the time
your hand just having a mind of it’s own...
but you’d notice pretty quick
since this boy LOUD YALL
whiny mf
“shush!” you say, scrolling on your phone with one hand and jerking him off with the other.
you didnt intend on making him cum,,, just giving him a massage ASKKASJSKSA
he’d act all like “ppfft... you can’t make me cum from just that-”
and then shuts up because “h-hey... this feels too g-good”
not thinking he’d cum this quick you started talking to him but were quickly cut off from him letting out a long moan
“f-fuck,, y/n..h-haa,,,”
after he cums you’re like “heading to bed”
but he pulls you back, grabbing your wrist and looking at you with big doe eyes
“c-could we keep going?”
Felix
boy would be walking around, holding his crotch because he never knows when you attack
because he belong to the more... sensitive bunch of boys... HE DOESNT LIKE IT TOO MUCH
mostly because he’d cum too fast and it would leave him embarrassed (awh poor boy:(( )
thats legit the only reason LMAO
noo poor boy wants to appear all tough for you even though you’ve told him over 100 times that he doesn’t have to be, you love him for who he is yk? <33
BUT NOPE stubborn baby sets bets with you
“ok this time i won’t cum that quickly... last time was a practice round”
ASHAHSH WHY IS THAT SO FUNNY JESUS
4 minutes later... YEAH YOU GUESSED IT
and you didnt even notice?!?!
you just thought that those sounds were him in like pain ASHShHAS
because you were to preoccupied thinking watching tv
needless to say,,, he was pouty,, for a while
until you attacked again LMAO
Seungmin
ok gimmie a second,,,, i need to think
alright... he likes it BUT he’s shy
you need to give the puppy some time to warm up
do it too fast and he gets scared AHSHASH
so ok lets say that the both of you are doing,, nothing
and you just slowly feel him up and it eventually leads to you jerking him off
you’re not even aware of how good he’s feeling with your hand around his cock
“y-y/n can you stop?”
“stop what- oh”
looking down you notice that he already came, his cum coating the tip and your hand with white thick ropes
NOT THAT HE CAME FAST JUST THAT HE SUFFERED WITH THE SLIGHT OVERSTIMULATION ON HIS OWN
goddamn... seungmin is always so difficult to write for ONLY ME?!?!?
seungmin stans are already knocking on my door SORRY IM TRYING
Jeongin
BLUSHY BOY
I REPEAT; BLUSHY BOY
“w-what are you doing y/n~?” he says while your hand travels down the side of his body while the two of you were chilling in bed. “im bored” you huff out, looking him in those big brown eyes. “we can play videogames!” he says trying to make you get your hand out of his pants but you shake your head. “i wanna play with you instead”
boy would melt
painfully shy (and hard)
because you it all happened so fast??
the two of you were chilling, everything quiet and peaceful and before he knows it you’re jerking him off vigorously
he covers his face with his hands, occasionally sneaking a glance of your pretty face from inbetween his fingers as you give him a handjob
you’d be too focused watching his face as almost falling asleep not noticing the boy squirming around
until you hear
“h-hghnn...”
thats his cumming sounds btw HAHSHAH IF I WASNT CLEAR ENOUGH
jesus i cant write reactions for shit BUT THEY SEEM TO BE REALLY APPRECIATED SO YEAH!
I have 2 more of these coming up oh and also remember that this is legit word vomit SO ITS NOT PROOF READ AND UHM... i’ll try to do the two other ones this week heheh ^^
#straykids smut#stray kids smut#skz smut#skzsmut#kpopsmut#stray kids imagines#straykidssmut#straykids x reader#stray kids x you#stray kids x reader#stray kids x gender neutral reader#bangchan smut#lee know smut#changbin smut#han smut#hyunjin smut#felix smut#seungmin smut#i.n smut#🚬 anon#Cherrymail🍒
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the intruder/six is just a funky little man. I think I've died laughing while looking at the plushie version if him cus like, he's so ugly but it's so funny looking at him .
All my Fandom rn are just, horror. It's great when you're a total coward against anything spooky lol.
I had a friend who was force me to watch mandela Catalogue with him. We basically watched all of vol 1 and the other videos before it. That's when I got slightly invested but the community was tiny at the time. I think I properly join during the great wait between 2 and 3.
Dude, vol 3's alternate spook the living lights out of me. And the fact that it's still chilling around Mark's house with Mark being very much dead in side house.
I am curious about Cesar and his mom. Like, did someone go check on his house? Did they find a dead Cesar and his mom yet? Is Cesar's house the same house as vol 2? I have so many questions.
-sunglasses
RIGHT his plushie makes me laugh so hard he looks like an Egg HAHSHAH
yeah, i think before vol 2 it *was* still somewhat smaller? definitely not as big as it is now though - that or i just barely saw anything of it for some reason
same god i HATE vol 3's 3d alternate and stanley. 3d alternate because Obviously but stanley creeps me the fuck out man- great character. however i do not want him near me (/lh)
the concept of mark still being in the house..... Ouch. OW
actually yeah! i'm curious about that too. it wouldn't be far fetched to say cesar also probably got taken over by an alternate, but from vol3 + "every day gets brighter" thatcher didn't die but the alternate could still copy him; so for all we know cesar might just be Somewhere (also i cant be the only one who thought in the evidence reel cesar alternate looked A Lot like mark. something something alternates can copy how other people look like something)
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movie theatre - chapter 11
warning: mentions of nsfw kinda??
“suna..?”
“yes shizuku?” suna sat up in his sit straight.
“where did y/n go? osamu isn’t here either.” shizuku questioned, not caring about the movie anymore.
“oh! osamu went to the bathroom” atsumu added. getting shushed by the people next to him when he said “oh!”
“maybe yn went to go get more popcor-“
new message from yn!! <3
i went to the bathroom,,the popcorn made my stomach hurt 😁 i’ll be back soon !!
“she went to the bathroom.” shizuku noted and turned off her phone.
“no way osamu AND yn went to the bathroom at the same time” atsumu said while taking a bite out of his own popcorn
“they are most probably making out right now as we talk or doing something beyond that” atsumu assumed. suna laughed at what he said but shizuku didn’t find it funny at all.
“okay”
“but no way they are. yn just texted me earlier about being mad at osamu” she said under her breath. getting comfortable in her chair next to suna again.
“did you say something shizuku?”
“no”
“there’s really nothing wrong about that though right?” suna went on. trying his hardest to get shizuku to pay attention to him.
“i guess”
“HAHSHAH” osamu laughed super loud. i swear the people inside the corner store could hear him.
“ouch..” i had tripped going down the stairs. when trying to walk down, i missed a step and had my phone in my hand so i wasn’t holding onto the rail. when i opened my eyes i saw osamu’s chest infront of me.
i had fell right into osamu and he was holding onto me so i couldn’t fall. his hands on my lower back, gripping onto the sides of my (favorite color) jacket. this is the closest i’ve ever been to osamu and it lowkey felt comfortable like this.
“shit yn, your ankle” osamu said while loosening his grip under my waist and holding me up correctly so he could go down to my ankle.
“wait! osamu watch your step-“
he tripped on a big crack in the sidewalk, falling on the ground and bringing me down with him.
this would be so awkward if anybody was watching us right now, we look fucking stupid.
we both laughed but not that loud this time.
“we look fucking dumb right now samu” i laughed out with him. i could tell he was watching me while laughing but i didn’t wanna say anything.
“yn”
“yeah samu?” he gently cupped my face in his right hand. and brought me closer to him. looking at me for a moment before tilting my face that’s cupped into his hand up to place his lips on mine.
it was shorter than i expected it to be. i wanted it to last longer, i want to stay like this for a couple more seconds but he pulled back. and i touched my lips although he stood up quick and held his hand out to help me up from the cold concrete.
“holy shit yn...im sorry if that was unexpected, how’s your ankle? did it get any worse?”
“osamu shut up”
“what?” he jointed his head in my direction.
i brought his face closer to mine, kissing him once more. i didn’t want this feeling to leave, it’s finally back after so long and im not letting it slip away. he placed his hand on the side of my face and started to slide his other down my back, a little bit too far down but i caught him and rested his hand on my waist. i don’t want it to go that fast now, especially not outside of a corner store.
i broke the kiss and followed with
“do you still think i like atsumu?”
“no, not a chance” osamu smiled and brought me into a kiss again.
his phone vibrated inside his pants pocket. he pulled away again. taking his phone out of his pocket and turning it on.
“hold on yn, im so sorry” he pleaded. kissing the side of my mouth softly and then turning around to answer whatever he got.
“its okay” i stepped back and wiped my mouth with the back off my hand. after that i looked back up to osamu
“who is it?” i asked, peeking behind his back. he turned back around, facing me.
“it was atsumu” he chuckled
“what did he say?”
“he says the movie is about to end soon, we should hurry back” he smiled and grabbed my hand gently.
“okay! let’s go then” i smiled back while nodding.
“im right behind you.” i added
“no, you’re walking next to me” he walked slower to get to where i was at. walking with me.
“yn”
“yeees?” i turned my head to him, and he already had my hand that he was holding next to his mouth.
planting two small kisses on the back of my hand. smiling while my hand covered his mouth.
“let’s hurry”
masterlist > previous > next
a/n: they kissed!!!!! i lowkey thought i was going to fast when writing this idk why.
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nct dream reactions: the rooftop fight
nct dream rooftop fight?
more like nct dream’s excuse to finally ending it all
i’m not saying that they have a target list but that’s exactly what I’m saying
without further ado:
CHOOSE YOUR FIGHTER
mark lee
literally does not want to be there
he says he's there to supervise them so they don't commit murder
"i'm looking at you renjun"
sits with jaemin at the side, watching the rest of them run from renjun and jeno
until haechan p r o v o k e s the fuck out of him
"come on you cOWARD FIGHT ME MARK LEE"
(mark to jaemin) "hold my glasses for me"
accidentally sucker punches hyuck in the gut and internally panics
and haechan's dramatic ass doubles over in "pain" and starts wailing
"holy shit hyUCK ARE YOU OKAY I DIDNT MEAN TO OH MY GOD JOHNNY IS GONNA KILL ME—"
until he sees the hidden grin and mark kicks him into the next comeback with no regrets
huang renjun
(renjun, who's been waiting for this for years) "i've been waiting for this, TURN IT UP"
NO MERCY
NONE AT ALL
(renjun to the dreamies) "this is the day you die, say your prayers fuckers"
we all know renjun will not hesitate to sucker punch the dreamies
like he is ready to risk it all on cam just to do so
yk how he usually grabs someone to hold it back or he grabs his jacket to hold himself back
hAHAHA YEAH HE'S NOT DOING IT HERE
his target is literally haechan
renjun finally letting out all the anger his tiny ass body has been storing
dhshd I honestly picture them wearing "boom"'s suits while throwing hands
you know how rooftops usually have broken pots and bricks sitting around
and how renjun is always picking something up to hit the dreamies with?
bricks and flower pots? more like free weapons
or
he will mfing stRANGLE YOU
you saw how he put jisung in headlock without hesitation
mans is COMING FOR YOUR NECK
HE IS OUT FOR B L O O D
lee jeno
jeno is fucking built okay
y'all have seen his mUSCLES
MANS IS S T R O N G
and he's always reading to punch the dreamies while having his eye smile on
but we all know he won't actually hurt them bc he loves them
so he's there trying to convince renjun to not shove jisung off the roof
"c'mon guys, why don't we just watch netflix and ord—WHO THREW THEIR FUCKING SHOE AT ME?!"
(.◜◡◝)
(.◜◡◝)
ᕦ(҂.◜◡◝ )ᕤ
(jeno, rolling up his sleeves) "alright sQUARE UP ASSHOLES"
he's going to start chASING THEM
WITH HIS FISTS RAISED
now imagine this: jeno's adorable eye smile as he does his ostrich run
but add his fists raised up
and chasing chenle
and that, ladies and gents, is rooftop fighter lee jeno
lee haechan
boy is all talk and no bark
yk how he always provoking them
yeah he’s basically doing that
he's just a grade a b r a t
(hyuck, bouncing back and forth) "what are you gonna do huh? punch m—HAHSHAH WAIT I WAS KIDDING"
he is definitely not going after jeno
hyuck may be annoying but he has the braincells to know that jeno will plummet him
he considers renjun but then he sees renjun pick up a brick as he goes after jisung
and decides he'll kick mark's ass instead because he's been doing it for years
oh he's definitely going after the maknae line
all the times chenji made fun of him
oh boy he's getting his REVENGE
it is the day he finally makes chenji regret being born
(hyuck to jisung) "you are officially an adult which means you are no longer a minor which also means I am legally allowed to beat you up"
na jaemin
he's going after chenle
period.
y'all see how badly he wanted to strangle him in that one huya live
y e a h
at first he's like jeno, he doesn't want to harm any of the dreamies
but it all took one mockery from chenle and he SHOT right out of his seat to beat his ass
I feel like jaemin will also smother the dreamies with kisses and hugs instead of actually fighting them
he knows that his can kill them with love
he'll be like "JISUNG-AH MWAH MWAH MWAH" (ノ´ з `)ノ
and once he gets ahold of one them
oh boy good luCK GETTING OUT LMAO
his arms are gonna be WRAPPED AROUND THEM AND HE WILL KISS THEM TILL THEY DROP TO THE GROUND D E A D
renjun kills with anger and jaemin kills with what he does best, loving the dreamies
zhong chenle
okay idk why but I picture chenle with a weapon
like he and jisung definitely has a plan out for everything
he's conspiracing against his hyungs ya know
and he knows that 127 hyungs love him
he's definitely going to take it to his advantage
"taeyong hyung, can I borrow your bat?"
"of course chenle but what for?"
(chenle, deadpanning) "to beat up the dreamies"
I also feel like he'll ask Johnny for advice on how to kick someone down and make sure they stay down
like he'll go around the hyungs who have experience and ask for advice ya know
and by that I mean johnny, jaehyun, doyoung and yuta-
he'll probably tell jisung something like "okay I get to punch you once and then I'll go after the hyungs"
his dolphin ass is a l w a y s screaming
park jisung
OH BABY BOY IS GONNA HAVE TO GIVE HIMSELF A PEP TALK
is he afraid of his hyungs? debatable
but boy he keeps second guessing himself but then reminds himself
"I can beat them I can beat them I can beat them I-"
he uses his long limbs to his advantage
aka running away from renjun
spends 80% of the time running away from jaemin and his death kisses dhwhdje
honestly he's gonna be running most of the time fhehhd
threatens to call the parent line whenever renjun or haechan gets too close
"I'M CALLING TAEYONG HYUNG"
"JISUNG THIS WAS YOUR IDEA"
lets chenle punch him one (1) time on the shoulder and stops him after that dhshd
"yayayAYAH LET'S TALK ABOUT THIS SHDHSH"
he's just a giant babie, taeyong come collect ur son
#now I'm just waiting for dreamies rooftop fight#they better be there or be square#nct#nct 127#nct dream#nct dream imagines#nct dream reactions#mark lee imagines#renjun imagines#jeno imagines#haechan imagines#jaemin imagines#chenle imagines#park jisung imagines#mark lee#haechan#lee jeno#huang renjun#na jaemin#zhong chenle#park jisung#nct imagines#nct reactions#mark#donghyuck#jeno#renjun#jaemin#chenle#jisung
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hahshah I'm not a witch but i kinda say sth and ends up being true so yeah many people say that to me IT'S WEIRD anyway... time for me to talk about yoongi... it's the way his hands are so pretty. Wanna be his gf and have them sometime on my throat. But maybee a threesome with him and hoseok bc he's into voyeourism. Likes watching you being railed by his friend so he joins when you ask him to fill your mouth... OMG this is so dirty sorryy
I actually started the Jin fic because my own boy best friend came to stay and I obviously only have one bed 😱I am the ultimate cliche, so im into him not the point...
Voyeur Hobi you say? Watching Suga pound into his girl you say? I mean technically you didn't but its the image it brings Absolute filth, and I am absolutely into it.
I would just be sad that use hands are around my throat so I can't see the way the veins stand out, unless he points me in a mirror
If anyone wants to cheer me up with smutty or fluffy bangtan thoughts it would be greatly appreciated
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I'LL JUST SAY HOW IT WENT FOR EVERYONE HAHSHAH
This was Ethan and Audrey's first Valentine's!! SCREAMS he gifted her plushies, chocolates, perfumes, she gave him letters she had written for him along with other things- they loved it. Then they went out to watch a movie bc dinners are overrated (/j ofc but Zen would kill them if he heard that HAHAHSH). Ethan ofc got Mary smt too-, and surprisingly Audrey didn't mind so! It went great for them, they were pretty happy AAAAA
For Zen and Mary- well, Mary didn't want to do anything bc she doesn't like the day that much, so Zen asked her if it was fine that he'd spend the day with Luke instead! She thought it was a great idea SKSJSH, she was like: "Take him out to dinner!-. Take a walk with him!! Gift him stuff!!" Zen was very excited too, he showed up to Luke's door with a suit, flowers and a box of chocolates in hand~. Then asked him out. Luke never ever expected that- but he was very happy. Luke smiled for moments during that time and Zen felt so happy, Luke haven't smiled not even ONCE ever since the Tiffany situation happened, so Zen felt like crying. ...well he cried LMAO AJSBSBSB, point is, it was very special for both of them:'). Mary just stayed home watching movies HAHSHSH
For Jake and Britney, well, eh. She was pissed off bc Jake wasn't gonna be able to be with her, but he was extremely happy for that reason LMAO. The bad part about it was that late at night Luke came back ofc so he still had to hang out with Britney. They went to this Valentine themed place, there were gonna be fireworks and stuff.
For Kate and Felix,,,ah:'). Bad, it was bad yeah. Due to a situation that happened that hasn't been fixed yet, they didn't even see each other at all. Felix stayed in his room the whole day, pissed off on his own (Ethan left his cat with him to make it better tho-). Kate also stayed inside her room for most part of the day, extremely upset and sick. She couldn't even cry bc of how upset she was JSJSJ. She didn't want to bother Louis (her best friend) so yeah. So like Jake and Britney, she also went to this place alone. She indeed was unlucky enough to meet with them, and Britney said some stuff to her that made her finally cry, then walked away. Jake let Britney walk away then without saying anything, he gave Kate a rose then proceeded to walk after Britney. Kate was surprised and stopped crying, but that little thing immediately made her day so much better.
I'm gonna leave this here bc I love it-
Mary couldn't care less bc she doesn't like the day anyway LOL. Besides she also didn't want Luke to be alone that day so-
#Keith is boring so I won't mention him LOL#Demmy just hanged out with his friends<3#Jake also#(without Britney knowing)#told Louis what the fuck was he doing if he wasn't with Kate#surprisingly he didn't punch Jake💀#but he immediately rushed to be with Kate and brought snacks and they watched movies#and he stayed with her the whole night#like a sleepover YES
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How do you think Keith would react if (or when) the truth about Kuron comes out? Also, do you think Kuron would change sides? (?) Love your metas btw. Im slowly falling in Sheith hell hahshah
oh thank you!! Well at first, I think Keith would just feel betrayed. You have to remember, he’s been searching relentlessly for Shiro–for weeks, months now–he’s had to watch the person he loves most be torn away from him again, and there was nothing he could do about it. He’s mourned Shiro, carried that grief like a knife in his back. He never gave up hope, because he could never do that for Shiro. Not after everything this boy did for him.
And then, finally--finally–Keith gets him back. The Black lion literally roared and sensed him. She recognized Kuron, urged Keith to go to him. So to have all that be for nothing, to feel like both the galra and Black had played him for a fool and maybe he’s lost his Shiro for good–I think he’d be furious. He didn’t invest all this time desperately trying to find the person he cares about most only to get some cheap copy. He may look like Shiro, sound like him, try to act like him–but he’s not, and the real Shiro is still out there somewhere. He still needs Keith, and who knows if he’s even dead or alive anymore?
One thing we really saw in Changing the Guard was just how overwhelming the intensity of Keith’s galra emotions can be when Shiro isn’t there to sooth him. So you see Keith bottle everything up until he bursts, and he has all this misdirected anger. He lashes out at his team at times even though they’re not at fault, even though he clearly regrets it.
And I think he’d react to Kuron very similarly. He didn’t ask to be made a clone, and he certainly didn’t willfully manipulate Keith. But Keith would be looking for someone to blame. And I think in the early stages of his inconsolable grief, he might well hate Kuron.
Keith also nursed this boy at his bedside. His rescue and their talk in Tailing the Comet were both these very heartfelt, intimate moments. He even promised to save Kuron “as many times as it takes.” And yet, those words weren’t meant for him. Every gentle gesture, every soft smile and bit of worry–that was all for someone else. So in a way he might feel almost exposed. Like some stranger has been privy to moments that are very deeply personal. By the same token, I think Kuron would also feel like he’s stolen something he has no right to. These memories he treasures aren’t his. He’s been living a lie, unknowingly deceiving this team that he loves as his own.
However, once he gets over the initial shock and grief, I think Keith would take in Kuron as one of their own. Because he still took care of him all that time, still promised to save him. And even if this isn’t Shiro, he still looks at Keith so fondly, still cares for him just the same. He has Shiro’s memories, and it’s enough for him to love Keith just the same. I don’t think Keith would have the heart to just turn his back on him. And in fact, if he did defect to the empire, I think Keith would do everything in his power to bring him back and save him
The way I see it, Kuron carrying on to the next phase of the operation and joining up with the galra is inevitable. And there are three ways I think this may happen:
He has absolutely no choice in the matter. We know from all the “weird headaches” and Black’s rejection that he must be brainwashed to some degree. So it could just be he’ll continue tearing apart Voltron from the inside and there’s nothing he’ll be able to do but try and fight it
Kuron finds out he’s a clone and wants answers, so he willingly goes to the galra so he can uncover the truth about who he is. We’ve already seen Keith go to an opposing faction of galra to find out more about his identity, so I can see Kuron’s journey kind of paralleling Keith’s in that regard
Lotor finds out about Kuron and manipulates him into joining his team. We know Lotor preys on people who are suceptible–that his trusted generals and friends are outcasts in the galra empire much like himself, that he offers “mercy” to his enemies when previously they’ve known nothing but the empire’s cruelty. Honestly, Kuron fits the bill perfectly. Lotor’s already talked to others who have been oppressed by the galra about the kind of future they could have, trying to ensnare them with promises like, “Join us, and you’ll never need Voltron again.” For someone like Kuron–someone who’s desperate to be a part of Voltron, who feels like he no longer has a place with the paladins and has been rejected by his own lion–I think Lotor would latch onto that vulnerability and sink his claws into it
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Once a day doses, instead of hours on end of endless convs. // kasi update sama lu sikit hahahah kk.
Came back so late!!! Hahah may As-Salam be with you, mirroredz buddy companion kindergartener, and may God's comfort hug you more snug than a grey hoodie varsity jacket would aha and hm may light penetrate into the heart, then glow and shine. ^ even typing this reminded me of two things. 1) when the grave will squeeze, it may come in to shatter our bones and squeeze entirely with no mercy in the scary way, or it could likely squeeze like a welcome back to your truest abode - home kinda hug. That's what I once learnt at the kursus jenazah camp a few months backkk. Made from clay like soil tanah liat, and exactly to that we will return to. Humbling, "come full circle" (coincodentally, came across the verses on habil and qabil - the two sons of Adam ytd!!! And how he learnt to kebumikan the brother from the bird's example. So yeah kinda related to grave) 2) zulumaati ilanoor. // I come across thissss during mathurat but also(!!) terawih made mention this phrase quite a bit so hm yeah hahah repeating themes hm hm // bring forth from darkness into light. - Anyway, aha I still make mention your name across the varied do'as I do. :") - Ok but yeah aha anyway, reason I came back at like 1+ todayyyyy was cuz we were preparing for ryc and all and there's this one part called muhasabah diri that they were practicing for (skit like) and theres this part that had like zikir aspect while the lights were off and the sad instrumental and the main cast was to make do'a :"""( rlly. Heart. Felt. :"(. It seems like I have the most "crying waterworks" camp sesh at islah man :"""). Aha rmmbr my story about the qiyam with the rabak cry sesh only to be ajak out to lepak post midnight ahahah yeah that was at islah jugak. But yeah aha awman I wished u were somehow part of ryc so u could see and have and be part of this moment that will rlly like menusuk ke kalbu muhasabah diri sesh. But aiy. Recent reminders jugak: you are exactly where Allah chooses for you to be. And "qad kafaani ilmu rabbi, min suaali wakthiari" OK BUT YES AHAH. If week one of ramadhan was, some days, already kinda tiring, like I woke up soree and rlly tired this morning actlly and yeah all that and last night after ghufran terawih I was also actlly thinking "what if lepas terawih just gym cuz conveniently near" but yozkiz hahahah I realise then that wow that wouldn't be a good choice cuz body recovery from workout and mad tired probs but yeah it seems a recent theme is also strength. The words you wrote about strength about knowing God amidst our weakness etc, that one def spoke to me macam wake up call. Sebab like hm usually every mess up or weakness or fall, I'd be so zoned in on me and my weakness etc. But instead, with what u wrote, if anything, even our downfalls points back to God, knowing learning God. I once wrote about learning from opposites and yeah. Didn't see it this way, how our mess ups only highlights even more attributes of God. :"") But yeah ok if week 1 was tiring, hahahah I've yet to hustle through week 2 and 3 of ramadhan which is basically high busy weeeks, mirrorredz :"") I've got like ryc then myf bake sale then alterisk night camp with Muhammadiyah kids which includes the night cycling thing, then the special iftar inshaAllah then the project ihsan overnight service camp/qiyam then hustle for aceh and yeah ahahah. This week, as compared to the upcoming weeks, have been more lax yet I haven't gotten a chance to write out or think through or develop wtv one liner wisdom pearls I've been getting. 1) the model love 2) setting progressive goals and translating it from intent, thoughts and into reality 3) the selfless - what's in it for me 4) weaknesses, strengths. Mess ups and humble pies. - road to br(ok)en 5) humble pie of learning from people we'd least expect 6) purified lil kids and the parenting I seeee at terawih And ya hahaha u see so much actlly to process tapi kian tak cukup waktu :""( Walhal when you asked me to write a poem HAHAHA I WAS LIKE jack so kind of u la hahahaha making it interactive, I thought twas gonz be like your typical factual thoughts theories and learnings, type of post but EHHH HAHAHA terselit "mirror" inside jugak hahaha but yeah. I think how I write poems, like the skeleton, is kinda to pick out words that ring forth. So yeah as seen in exhibit yellow notepad HAHAHA as u can see written at 1:02 otw home ah from tadi while dropping by giant to buy dark choxxx but yeah: Burn with Love Engulf Ashes Crashes Hushes. ^ then usually Id continue with finding rhyming words then let more ideas thoughts flow but eeks hahahah kk tkde time. But #1, notice I'd capitalize Love. Cuz the moment we use Love, it kinda refers to godly kinda instead of lowly earthly love between creations. But yeah probs the ideas I'd play around would be about ego death and burning such into ashes, which may at first leave you in states that feels like the self crashes, ruins but in all it silences the soul, hushes. And thats where true empty cup and humility and ready to listen to The Word to reach you. And I like the idea of Burn WITH Love, that Love is there by you, as you burn with intensity, there by you through the journey from darkness into light, through by you, be with you. And it encapsulates going thru the process together. With Love. Al waliy. Its so interesting, just a play of, huruf jjar hahahah um prepositions and it might change up the meanings in varied ways. Burn FOR Love, Burn out of Love, Burn to Love, Burn into Love(hahahah idk is that possible) (I can only think of ways humans may reflect a tiny fraction of attributes of God by His mercy and will) but yeah and then the flow would also change immensely once you change the subject of Love to love. Burn for love, burn from love. Are burns always painful? Could the process be beautiful? What is the end product? What about sublimation - changes of state from one to another. What about the burn sensation, is that alll that you'd focus on, because of how fiercely the experience of a burn is? Is it self inflicted, accidental, a necessity to get to another state? Accidental from rubbing against what? Kerosene or another rough rock? Glow like that bbq thing (omg what is it called HAHA) (amber) or burn boldly like campfires. Did it start from small sparks and firestarters or set aflame from explosion. HAHAHAHA man, I'd love to exploreee writes once more hahaha but ok ah such thinking lead questions are pretty much a joy to wander/venture for a bit. But yeah man. Caught up with much on my plate :") and we have team members falling ill and belum properly confirm swee prep so rlly macam eeeks hahahah. "rabbi yussahil rabbi tamim bi khair" Sharing so much life updates ahahah though it's kinda irrelevant to u, if you weren't a friend. My friend. Hahaha chey possessive kk tak hahah kk astaghfirullah. But yeah addu'a biddu'a hope youre maximizing all the "mustajab doa moments" wether before buka or wee mornings aka last 1/3 of night, be it tahajjud or tak, or rainnn (masyaAllah, ytd's rain was beautifz hahshah i walked in the rain back home!!! I love it seh hahah) and yeah. Also reminder to self to upkeep al mulk, since I kinda began this post with reminder about graves :"") And yeah. Fridayyyyy alhamdulillah :) Hahahah. I wonderrrrrrr where you'd be performing your piece and I kinda rmmbred how I wanted to someday be in the crowds of yours but ahaha idk if our friendship is at that yet ahahaha but yay all the best I think you'd probs have fun ahah anddddd yeah man hahahah i went to re-watch your yoda performance where u spilled a little of your life story about tents and tensions and you gazing at sunrises while most of the population is asleeeep snoring. Voices man. Voices aren't the same as writes. Just as how it'll never equate to experiencing a person irl. Okkk and quick one worded word plays I sometimes do: Void. Voices. Vices. Vis a vis. Liver. Live. Love. Lover. Love Her. Flicker, falter. Fall. Fail. Fate. Fade. ^ HAHAHA guess these are how I sometimes start. Catharsis. Aight. :) Keep writing man hahahah even if they arent mirror letters. I rlly enjoy reading writes, no matter. Bound to have gems. Bi idznillah. And alhamdulillah. :") - Fa
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