#so unless a benevolent doctor angel comes by and gives me a magic diagnosis im just 'sick' | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

smokeys-house · 2 years

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It will never not upset me that my brother's friend gets to live off a huge budget bc he tweaked his back a teeny bit in the military but because I was born with an illness that developed over many years and did not join the military I'm just supposed to suck it up and work myself to death I guess.

the man literally plays full contact sports for fun and has full mobility. I can barely work an 8 shift as a custodian and am regularly disabled. which one of us gets paid a living wage hmmm

#smokey talks #looking into disability stuff rn. union rep figured it might be an option for me but its really not looking like it #theres this thing where they can find me a job but they still need to fogure out whats wrong with me and #its not a guarantee that ill get benefits or anything either. it feels so unfair #i dont have time or money to solve my medical mysteries. i need them solved in order to get the time and money though #so unless a benevolent doctor angel comes by and gives me a magic diagnosis im just 'sick'#vent post #hes literally planning a cross country vacation and unemployed but has like 2x my income

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