#so tomorrow it is) and i rlly regret taking on the phone shit w therapy Just bc i wanted them 2 use they pronouns n my mom doesnt.. kno abt
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#picking so bad my fingers r sore n my mom keeps asking if im alright and literally Nothing is wrong but i cant think im too foggy there wasn#t enough Transition between leaving and coming home i feel like i never lleft but i felt like i was there forever??? i cant think and my cas#eworker needs me to call to confirm ana ppointment tomorrow (was supposed to do it yesterday but uhhh that didnt happen n i had an appointme#nt today n then slept for 6 hrs n it was like 9 i think when i woke up which is too late to call a work cell bc what if shes sleeping right#so tomorrow it is) and i rlly regret taking on the phone shit w therapy Just bc i wanted them 2 use they pronouns n my mom doesnt.. kno abt#me using them bc shes.. transphobic as shit.. unintentionally but it doesnt make a fuckin difference when ur a trans kid lol so i cant even#ask her 2 call 4 me but i might.. anyway bc im ltierally fucking exhausted and dead emotionally n mentally and jus the thought of calling so#meone makes me want to buy a gun and blow my fucking brains out lol#i think 3 days b4 i left we went to the mall n we were on the 3rd floor n it was So Fucking Tempting to jump off the uhhh w/e its called lik#e viewing thing?? bc i woulda died right like i was wanting 2 so bad that i told l if i did they could return my shit n get the money i spen#t back lol n they thought i was joking (which is funny as Fuck imo bc they were complaining abt their dumbass neurotypical bf thinking they#were joking when they talked abt killing themself but then they literally did.. the same.. thing.. w me.. lol)#but nyway ya the only reason i didnt is bc some cute guy blew a kiss @ me and my gay bpd ass fell in love So.. it was ok overall ig..#i feel like im dying tho like my brain is melting or some shit idek
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