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pianostarinwonderland · 3 years ago

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"This might be my warmest recipe yet." Azul sighs, setting a meal before you. The aroma of seafood against tamarind as well as leafy vegetables stewing in it.

"Eat up." He says, removing his apron from his waist. "It will take me some time before I can get used to the food from your world." He says ehol washing his hands. "But nevertheless, you should at least enjoy a taste of home while you're here."

"Tell me what I need to improve on later."

Anon ksnjnbjsbgjsg I actually got this ask a long time ago but I typed the first 2k words in the first week I got this and left it alone for who knows how long because my motivation to write plummeted 😭 and it was only recently that I even got the will to write again knsnfknkksngsd

Thank you for making me write 3k+ words on a brainrot fic about sinigang 🤡 sobs so hard This has been in my drafts for more than 6 months, and I feel a little embarrassed about that, but I hope you guys enjoy ahahaha :”)

Feet dragging on the stone path of Main Street, I walked with a groggy pace past the statues of the Great Seven, whose unmoving eyes sent a cold feeling on my back that only judgmental stares could give. My eyelids threatened to lower until my vision turned black, craving for the comfort of thin blankets and a firm mattress.

I yawned. A hand went up to cover my open mouth, lingering until the yawn passed. It dropped to the area of my stomach, where a hollowness ached to be filled. I sighed, inserting another hand into the pockets of my school blazer, and upon feeling the wrinkled texture of old bills, I let myself smile slightly.

Hmm... I’m gonna be passing by Sam’s shop on the way. Maybe I should buy some things on the way. I do need to restock the cupboards. I planned in my head.

I made my way down the staircase and through the path that led to the short tower in front of the Mystery Shop, a bit more energy in my steps from a small goal being set. But upon stopping by the shop itself, my legs felt reluctant with moving towards the door.

Hnngh, I’m too tired, though, to interact with anybody. I thought to myself. Maybe tomorrow. I still have some eggs there. I can make a scrambled egg for dinner. Hopefully, it will be enough to keep me sustained for a few hours.

And with empty hands, I walked away from the shop.

Not much time passed before I arrived at the fork in the road that either led to the Hall of Mirrors or to the Ramshackle dorm. A groan escaped my lips. “Ugh, I’m so tired,” I complained to the air. “I just want to rest already. Why is Ramshackle so far from the school?” Tempting as it is, I didn’t bother to stop and rest, knowing that I can rest for a longer time later. And so, I turned left towards Ramshackle.

Another grumble emanated from my stomach. I must look miserable right now, with my groggy way of walking, heavy eyelids, and hand over an empty stomach. I miss having a car, I thought. Having a driver to bring you home sounds so nice right now.

At the thought of a car, my mind started taking its own walk down a path, except it’s not dragging itself down a dirt road but wandering through a road of movies playing memories. It felt so long ago that I would wear a long skirt that would flutter from my movements as I picked up my things and walked to my car. Afterwards, I would either be brought to my piano lessons or to my home, depending on what day of the week it was. Should I be brought to my lessons, I would be there for an hour before being brought home. The roads would be filled with eager cars driving home, and I myself would lean on the car window, watching a once blue sky shift to oranges and occasional pinks then to dark blues. Sometimes, in these car rides, dinner would occupy my thoughts. On some days, I would think about simply filling up my stomach after a long day. But on other days, I would envision a certain meal, from its familiar bowl on the dinner table down to the aroma it exuded.

Right now, as I headed back to the dorm, my mind’s eye could visualize the dinner table filled. Placemats would be laid in front of each chair, where plates and tableware sit. A bowl of rice would sit on the middle of the table, and beside it would be a larger bowl of a tamarind broth filled with leafy vegetables and cuts of pork. The vision was vivid in my mind, to the point that the fragrance of the broth felt real under my nose.

... Hold on.

I sniffed the air.

There’s no way that I just smelled the exact same dish I was thinking of.

But I sniffed again, and the scent was still there. I frowned in confusion as I looked around for where the smell could possibly come from, and my nose pointed to the Ramshackle dorm that moved closer in my sight.

“Huh?” I uttered out loud. “Who would be cooking sinigang right now?”

I wanted to think the ghosts decided to try their hand at cooking, but I knew they barely knew anything about the culinary world. Heck, they probably might not know of a native dish that may or may not exist in Twisted Wonderland.

Nevertheless, the smell itself rejuvenated me. My pace quickened as I opened the gate and climbed the stone pathway leading to the front door. Turning the knob and pushing the door open, I could smell the familiar sourness of the sinigang, which was now much stronger than it was outside. This time, a subtle flavor accompanied the aroma of the broth, a certain kind of salt that only the ocean could possess. The lights of the corridor, lounge, and kitchen were turned on, bathing the recently painted walls in yellow and white light.

“Oh, you’re home!”

Appearing through the wall, the three Ramshackle ghosts who resided in the dorm along with me approached me. “Oh hi!” I greet, my voice brighter than earlier. Their goofy smiles brought a smile to my own face before I asked: “What’s going on? I smell food here. Are you cooking something?”

“Oh…” A cheeky smile started forming on one of the ghosts’ faces. “About that...”

“Hihihi~” the second snickered as a wider grin makes its way onto his face. “You should see for yourself!”

“Go to the kitchen and find out!” The third ghost pointed to the direction of the kitchen.

I look at their expressions with growing suspicion. “Erm… okay…?”

I hesitantly made my way to the kitchen. It doesn’t sound bad exactly, but what if I’m being lured to something, my mind said. A horrible thought to have entered my mind.

What if it’s a killer waiting for me? Wait, but this place is protected from intruders. Oh no, what if Trein paid me a visit because I missed something that I didn’t know I missed? Or even Crewel? Or what if it’s something else–

As I approached the open threshold of the kitchen, I kept my body by the wall, taking a peek from my hiding spot to see who was there.

A sharp inhale went through my nose.

Hold the fuck up—!

I immediately retreated and leaned on the wall, my earlier exhaustion gone entirely, replaced by the fast beating of my heart and the butterflies flying about in my stomach. There is no way in the world that he would be there in my messy kitchen, cooking a meal that I hadn’t eaten since arriving in Twisted Wonderland.

But I recognized the silver hair and the undercut below it. That hair is undoubtedly Azul’s.

“I know you’re there,” his voice echoes from the kitchen. My heart seemed to jump from its place at the same time my breath hitched.

Slowly, I approached the kitchen. Part of me wondered if I was dreaming and if I was going to wake up soon. Standing by the stove, Azul seemed to be stirring the pot of sinigang, with his back faced towards me. He seemed to be in his dorm uniform, judging by the black straps of the suspenders he wears. The familiar coat was absent, however, and so was his black blazer, leaving him in a long-sleeved white polo. From the purple ribbons coming from the front that were tied together, he appeared to be wearing an apron.

Azul always looked like someone of high authority, whose confidence and smugness left me gazing at him with mad love. But here he was, with an unusual domestic-looking appearance, and I felt my already exhausted knees nearly buckling from the shock.

He turned to look at me. The sight of his beautiful face, paired with the apron over a white polo, made me inhale sharply through the nose. “Is there something on me? Why are you simply standing in place?”

His voice shook me from my stupor. “Wait, why are you here,” I finally asked. “I thought you had the Mostro Lounge to take care of.”

“Jade and Floyd are taking care of the lounge in my stead for today,” Azul replied as he picked up a large bowl. “I apologize for intruding into your home and using your kitchen without your knowledge. I simply wanted to try out a new recipe for the Mostro Lounge.”

I raised an eyebrow at that. “Huh? Why here, though? Aren’t the stoves in the lounge better?”

There was a pause in his movements before he scooped up a ladle of the soup dish into the bowl. “Well... I wanted to let you taste test it since you are familiar with the dish, yes? I would have called you over to the Mostro Lounge instead, but it seemed like you were busy, so I decided to cook here instead.”

His words made my heart race. He’s trusting me with something so important, and it drove my mind crazy knowing that he’s asking me for something. Yet skepticism weighed in my head. Something about the reasons seemed a bit odd. His voice, usually so suave and stable with a touch of sass, seemed slightly shakier, though it’s so subtle that I found myself wondering if I must be imagining it.

The sound of a switch suddenly resounded across the kitchen, causing Azul to move his head to a white rice cooker whose switch is set to warm. “Ah, perfect timing,” he exclaims. His voice regained its usual elegance. “Have a seat while I prepare the food. You must be tired from walking all the way here.”

Again, the butterflies fluttered in my stomach, but this time, an overwhelming feeling of warmth grew in my chest. It was a ball of light that seemed to glow so ardently that I felt my knees might weaken to the point I fall on the spot. Unable to handle it without possibly making a mess of myself, I pulled out a chair with a plate and tableware set in front of it. My gaze immediately landed on Azul, and I watched as he scooped up the white rice into another bowl. The warmth in my chest seemed to grow while gazing at each movement.

“This might be my warmest recipe yet,” Azul spoke up, setting down the bowl of rice on the table before the larger bowl of sinigang with a sigh. Upon closer inspection, a whitish meat floated on the broth with a distinct black skin in the middle of it.

Bangus, I noted with surprise. There is bangus around here?!

He walked to the counter to grab the bowl of rice and arrived back to the table to set it down. Wisps of smoke visibly flew into the air from its soft whiteness, a sight I thought I’d never see again.

I knew my tummy was aching for food a while ago. I knew that. Yet I couldn’t pick up my tableware, and instead, I could only stare at the food with an agape mouth. The feelings within my chest continued to grow, soon spreading to my gut and throat like a fire set ablaze. They threatened to spill out of me into a bunch of ‘I love you’ and ‘why do you always find a way to make my heart beat fast’, but my lips suppressed any form of sound that would let it all leak out. I couldn’t let Azul know how I truly felt for him, not yet.

“Eat up,” he said as his hands traveled to the ribbon on his back. With an elegant grace, he unraveled the ribbon and lifted the apron from his body, folding the clothing in half in the air before setting it down on a chair with another set up plate in front of it. He then walked to the sink, turning on the faucet with slight difficulty and placing his hands under the running water.

Despite the shock of seeing Azul in my dorm that still left me stunned, his words moved me to grab a few spoonfuls of rice, my mind mentally calculating how much rice I need to fill myself up before stopping. I got the spoon for the sinigang, scooping myself some kangkong — there’s kangkong around these parts!? — and bangus before scooping the broth and pouring it over my rice. Each grain soaked up the soup, almost reaching the point that it would spill over to the plate.

“I hope that this is to your liking,” Azul spoke up. He approached the table and pulled out his own chair before taking a seat. “This is my first time making this, after all.”

“It…” I paused for a moment, trying to gain enough composure to speak properly. “It’s already smelling the way it’s supposed to! And you even have the kangkong and the bangus, and that’s pretty accurate, and I- I didn’t know you had these things here in Sage Island!” I stopped myself before I could say anymore compliments. Slight embarrassment joined the butterflies in my stomach from letting my excitement leak out.

He softly chuckled in reply. “We don’t, but I have a few connections that enabled me to buy the best quality ingredients.” He smiles, but there’s a mischievous charm to it. All the same, his voice and his face left me breathless and my chest tight from the intense feelings I felt towards him.

“I see,” I said with a nod. Immediately after, a quiet grumble emitted from my stomach, reminding me once more of my famished state. Wordlessly, I quickly turned my attention back to my plate, relieved for a distraction from Azul. Using my spoon and fork, I cut the bangus into small pieces, a task not difficult thanks to the softness of the fish. Once I was satisfied with the pieces I cut, I moved on to cutting the kangkong leaves and stems to smaller pieces as well, occasionally having to apply a bit more force to cut the fibers completely.

“Do you always take your time in preparing your meal,” Azul asked as I nearly finish cutting the kangkong.

I turned my head up back to him, perhaps a little too excitedly. “Oh well, yeah,” I answered. “I don’t usually do this with every meal, but when it’s sinigang, I like cutting the bangus and kangkong and mixing them together with the rice.”

He nodded with a hum. “I see.”

From the corner of my eyes, I noticed the still empty plate in front of him. “Aren’t you going to eat, Azul?”

“I will,” he answered. “I simply wish to know your thoughts first before trying it. Tell me what I should improve on later.”

My thoughts matter to him? The mere thought caused that ball of warmth and light in my chest to grow more. If I had been paying attention, I would have noticed the subtle tautness of his voice that was there earlier, but I was too caught up in that thought that in some way, he was being considerate of what I thought.

Okay, calm down, he’s probably just sweet talking you, I told myself. Plus, you still have to eat.

I returned to my food, and I started mixing the food with my rice, taking care that everything is uniformly mixed. And once that was done, it was finally time to satisfy my stomach.

I’m about to be trying Azul’s cooking for the first time, was the thought weighing in my mind as I scooped a decent amount of rice and viand into my spoon. As I lifted the spoon to my lips, a part of me wondered if I will be let down. Even if it smelled the way it did, even if the ingredients are accurate, will it be delicious? Will I actually be able to genuinely compliment it? And will I end up with an okay stomach or will I end up having to take stomach medicines? There was a time that I had sinigang that caused my stomach to hurt badly, and I didn’t wish for a repeat of that time. I didn’t want to make Azul feel bad by saying that it’s not good.

But more than that, I was more occupied by the thought that Azul actually cooked this for me, even if it’s for simple taste testing for an upcoming menu item for the Mostro Lounge. What being up in the heavens decided that I was worthy of this? That I, an ordinary human in this world of magic, would let me be blessed with not only the unexpected presence of the most beautiful boy I’ve ever met but also be graced with his cooking just because he wanted to run it by me?

And that’s why, I quickly told myself, I need to taste this before he gets suspicious about why I’m hesitating!

I put the spoonful of food in my mouth. The spoon barely left my mouth when a my eyes bulged slightly from the undeniably familiar sourness of the broth that coated each grain of rice and each piece of fish. The bangus was soft, and much to my relief, it contained its distinct flavor that I never knew I missed until now. A soft crunching sound reached my ears as I bit into a piece of kangkong stem, adding a texture to the softness of the mixture of rice and the fish.

A hum of delight left my throat, and a smile formed on my face as I felt my shoulders slackened from the taste of the sinigang. It’s not just good. It tasted like home.

I scooped myself another spoonful of my meal as I chewed, ready for me to eat once I swallow the food in my mouth. But once I swallowed, I looked at Azul, whose eyes were looking at me expectantly. “It’s so good,” I exclaimed to him.

His face seemed to relax at my words, a relieved smile forming on his face. “I’m glad to hear that,” he spoke. For what felt like the nth time that evening, my breath nearly hitched from his smile and voice. The genuine relief that he displayed was exquisite.

As I took my second spoonful of the food, he moved to get his own rice and sinigang. His eyes scrutinized the rice on his plate, getting what seemed to be a cup exactly before getting his own fish and veggies. He got his own spoonful of rice and fish, with a bit of leaf atop of it, and put it in his mouth. His eyes lit up with what seemed like pleasant surprise, a look that made my heart jump in place, and soon, he swallowed, a smile forming on his face as he said, “It does taste good.”

“Yeah,” I exclaimed, “because–” it was you who made it, Azul, I almost said but stopped myself in time, “– the ingredients are correct and everything. It was easy to tell from the smell that this was going to be good! And this is your first try too!”

His smile grew. “That’s good to hear.”

We continued to eat our meals, but as I ate, I couldn’t help myself and occasionally glanced at him. There was a refinement to the way Azul enjoyed his meal, and my eyes could not leave him or any of the small movements that he made. I knew this feeling: that when you’re in love, every single mundane action that the one you love does brings all the brightest colors in the world in your vision. In that moment, the kitchen lost its drab dreary look, and all I could see was a homey place. The flickering light above gave a nostalgic charm, one that I never noticed. The walls and cupboards seemed brighter, no longer grey or light brown in my vision. The smell of the broth filled my nose, and the taste of the food in my mouth made me melt further in my seat. And in the middle of it all was Azul, the reason why everything was so bright around me, the reason why my heart continued racing even as I ate, the reason why I could be happy no matter how tiring the day may be.

I felt no arms wrapping around my body, but it felt like I was receiving the warmest hug I ever had. One that brought even a tear to my eye, a tiny bead of water that contained all the emotions that warmed me from within.

Before I realized it, I was already inserting my last spoonful of rice into my mouth, chewing slowly to savor the flavors before swallowing. A contented sigh left my lips as I propped an elbow on the table and rested my head on my hand, a lazy smile forming on my face. “That was so good. I haven’t had sinigang in so long.”

“I’m very pleased to hear that you enjoyed,” Azul replied, having finished his meal as well. “Is there anything that I could have improved?”

“Mmm, not that I can think of,” I said in reply. “It was really good.”

He nodded. “I see.” He then stood from his seat, picking up his plate while doing so. He reached a hand out to me, and I sat up straight and alert. Is he reaching for my hand, I thought excitedly, but that thought quickly died when he spoke: “Give me your plate.”

“E-eh?” I stood up from my own seat. “No, I can wash the dishes, it’s ok! You already did the cooking.”

“Don’t worry about it,” he says. “I want you to relax for today, so let me do this for you.”

What?

No reply left my lips. I froze in place. unable to stop him as he approached my side of the table and took my empty plate. His blue eyes seemed to twinkle in amusement at my sudden silence, and his lips quirked up in a smile before taking his leave towards the sink.

“W... why,” I finally asked as the sound of rushing water from the sink filled the kitchen. “Why are you doing this much for me all of a sudden?”

He didn’t respond at first. Instead, I received the squeaky noise of a sponge rubbing a plate first, and that, alongside the running water, was the only sound in the room for a few seconds. I couldn’t see his expression from my spot, only the back of his head and his hands washing the dishes.

“Well,” Azul finally spoke. For once, he didn’t sound like he’d start talking in palavers and haughty tones, but rather, there was something honest in his voice. “Truth be told, I wanted to do this as a form of payment for everything you’ve done for me.”

I frowned in confusion. “Eh? What for?”

There was a pause for a moment. “... Remember back when I took your dorm as the collateral for freeing the students from the Mostro Lounge,” he asked, though it seemed like a rhetorical question. Nevertheless, I replied with a hum of approval.

“I fully expected you to hate me or insult me after everything that happened,” Azul spoke. My eyebrows raised in surprise at his response, but I remained quiet. “I wouldn’t be surprised if you did. After all, anyone who signed my deals come out of it calling me names. Not that it bothers me, since I benefit from our deals more than they do.” A certain smugness accompanied his latter words.

“But you... you called me a hard worker.” The faucet was turned off, and Azul placed a plate on the rack for wet dishes but made no move to continue washing. “I’ve been meaning to find a proper way of paying you back, and after learning a little bit more about you, I thought that this was the best way to do it. You should at least enjoy a taste of home while you're here.”

No words left my lips. There was no sound in the room except for the beat of my heart thrumming in my ears. My own voice was gripped by the shock that I feel, yet there is a whole speech forming in my head that wanted to make itself known. You shouldn’t be paying me back, Azul. You’re the one who’s done so much more for me. You made my school year so much more beautiful and gave me a reason to keep on going despite me being far away from home. I should be the one doing something for you.

A hand landed on my shoulder. Jolting slightly from surprise, I looked up to see Azul right beside me. At the close proximity, the butterflies in my stomach fluttered even more wildly. “There’s no need to pay me back,” he spoke with a reassuring smile. “For once, I'm letting you take my services for free.”

“H... huh?!” I exclaimed.

“Of course, I wouldn’t complain if you do decide to repay me,” he adds with a mischievous smirk, a kind of smirk that I want to punch for how much it makes my brain short-circuit from how much it affects me.

“W-well...” I don’t mind paying you back. I wanted to say, but I felt like saying that would be walking onto a landmine. “Tha... thank you, Azul.”

For a short moment, he appeared stunned by my gratitude, before his face melted into a smile that nearly made me crumble to my knees. “You’re welcome.”

The students of Octavinelle dorm felt something different when they watched their dorm leader enter. Usually, they’d feel a slight sense of fear from the sharp tap of his shoes and serious face, but at this moment, his feet had a lightness to it, and his eyes looked softer as a smile accompanied them.

Azul no longer looked like a dorm leader or a businessman who snagged a win in that moment but a boy who seemed genuinely happy for once.

He made his way to Mostro Lounge, the happy aura he radiated never fading. As he entered the VIP Room, he encountered Jade, who smiled in amusement while he watched Azul sit on the leather couch.

“So how was your time in Ramshackle, Azul,” he asked.

The smile on his face widened, and his sky blue eyes gleamed with pure glee. “It went well,” he said with an even voice.

Jade chuckled. “It seems like it went more than well, Azul.”

Azul didn’t argue back. Because Jade’s right. It went more than well if it means he got to see that beautiful smile on his beloved’s face.

#ask #twisted wonderland #twst #Azul Ashengrotto

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theloveinc · 2 years ago

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this is v v random and you dont have to answer if you dont want to bc it IS personal, but i wanted to ask abt ur experience on wellbutrin? in terms of like, getting energy or feeling tired, sleepy? im worried about it making me sleepy/tired/brain fog (im 26 n BUSY as heck) again, dont have to answer at all, just asking bc i know youre quite open n honest on stuff so i thought id give it a shot and ask about your experience n like. ur pros & cons if thats okay. anyways thank u lub u legend bye <3

🥺Legend, of course u can ask!! I'm probably not the best choice, given I've only been on it since early June (and some people, much longer)... but honestly, in terms of brain fog and sleep... I have had almost literally NO issues and am all positive reviews here (...kinda).

One of the reasons I was prescribed it actually was for excessive sleepiness and brain fog (I get horrible, horrible brain fog normally and I have for years.)... and even though the results have been somewhat inconsistent since I've switched dosages like three times (and was off for a bit), literally it's helped SOOOOO much.

Obviously, people's reactions are going to be different, a moot (who I can tag but don't want to like... expose)(edit: @ace-of-books in the replies of this post!!!) on here told me Wellbutrin actually keeps her awake to the point where she needs mild sedatives to sleep... but I've honestly found I have no trouble actually going to sleep once I actually decide to (I like to use my phone in bed so I partially blame some sleep issues on that, but... you know) and waking up has gotten way, WAY easier.

(Also, with my new dosage, I take it twice a day and it's the NON-time release pills, and I've noticed that actually I haven't been as tired getting into bed usually... but someone told me this would go away once I fully adjusted AND I didn't have that problem on the time released capsules I took initially. Also it could just be that I've been taking a lot of naps at 8pm LMAOOO AND it doesn't actually bother me since the brain fog has been very reduced! *skips and jumps and claps feet together like a little leprechaun*🤩🤩🤩)

So yeah. More issues with... not being able to sleep than with being sleepy in the daytime. Thought when I was taking my more concentrated dose, if I had caffeine with it, things would get a little WoOoOooooOOOOooo funny🤡!!! at first.

As for cons... it's so funny because when I switched dosages the first time, I was like "omg these pills suck they stopped working after like, a month..." THAT WAS NOT TRUE LMAOOO. I HAD JUST GOTTEN USED TO THEM, and when I moved on to a higher dosage (150mg once a day to 150 TWICE a day🥶😨😱), I literally went insane (crying over mild inconveniences IN PUBLIC. I could think too hard and I would cry. Keep me awake over anxiety literally non-stop type insane).

And then, when I subsequently stopped taking them and it faded(?) from my system, it became very clear I actually was... worse off without them and I was extremely happy to go back on

I could always get used to it again, but right now I feel GREAT and literally kind of spring out of bed when I need to be up. No more lazing about waiting for my mind to work, it just does for the most part.

(Though I do get tired in the day because my schedule is awful, and also still crave sleeping a lot when I am in bed, it's just when I do wake + get up the adjustment period from sleepy time to being awake is almost... instant. So that, I would say, is fantastic).

ANYWHOOOO, this is kind of a long-winded answer that I answered sort of... backwards (talking about lack of sleep vs. excessive sleep), but... my experience has been so positive, even despite the dosage changes and the fact that it obviously hasn't cured my depression entirely. I just haven't had any issues with it making me tired at all, and it's FIXED my brainfog, which I guess is the answer to your question!

BUT, and I'm just gonna say this for legal reasons cuz I'm sure you already know, talk to your doctor/a medical professional first before making any decisions! Don't base taking it entirely off of ME because I also know people who experienced nothing positive on Wellbutrin at all. Not me, tho. But that can be common.

Thanks for reading this all (and being sooo sweet I lub you too + am kissing you), if you did! And no worries if you didn't, but good luck with whatever ends up happening!💕💕💕

#me and wellbutrin are besties #except if theres too much of her...#(i had a very public breakdown)#then i need a break. but me and small doses?? THAT'S MY HOMEGIRL #would literally make out with my pills if i could (thats gross sorry)#and ig some other things to consider:#i really experience nothing negative from birth control pills either so... idk if that changes anything #but it could be i'm just okay with medicine #and also i tried uhhh prozac and even tho nothing bad happened really... actually my grades tanked BUT...#it really just didnt work #so those are my other experiences with medication and idk if add or take away from this #but yeah!! i'd really recommend it for issues like preexisting brainfog and tiredness #not sure if it will ... make things revert for you #but yeah!#i'm super super busy too and it really didn't affect me much except positively #like when i started taking it i was on a break.. BUT when i started it a second time ... i had no problems adjusting with my schedule #which was nice #anyway i'll go now and im hoping this is helpful!!!#and not confusing #BYE.#<3333 #caitie answers #anon

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baekhvuns · 2 years ago

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Ha ha ha anon my Woo biased and Ouran enthusiast friend would like a word with you...

I was getting better with my Seonghwa obsession, but NO he had to become a white haired man, sigh...... HWA IK YOU'RE HERE: WEAR AN ACTUAL SKIRT NEXT 🗣MINGI MINGI YELLOW ORANGE I love that he didn't cut his hair he's a real one (I jinxed it probably)

What??? No tbh a comeback this year makes no sense, because they're so booked. Maybe a repackage or something special? Also FUCK OFF I HAVE NO MONEY!!! I'm counting on that Cyberpunk MV 🤡 or perhaps they started shooting some stuff for a new cb, but we will see it in a few months...

Shinestars are greedy af lmao

Yeah Jennie can't have peace, first got shit for her relationship with Kai, now this 😭 of course stans are crazy as hell and the worst human beings, I saw some Taekookers losing their shit and also bringing Jimin into it again? The guy's barely doing anything, leave him be 😬 someone has to take that gummi bear or whatever person down

SHIT WTF THEY'RE HARRY HERMIONE AND RON, I can't believe in this universe I ship Harry with Hermione though jduajshdjadbduwukashue. Anyway my Kakeru </3 I need to finish the manga sometime.

Oh no, makes me wanna not continue with BM tbh 😅

Speaking of things coming true this is YTuber/baker Hwa from my dream, from the Little Star bakery I-

Did you see 2 Baddies 1 Porsche was supposed to be called 2 Bitches... SM stop trying to make them into fuck boys, one guy actually believed it and look what happened 🤡 I'm kinda tired of them not wearing shirts all the time 😭 please calm down that's so unnecessary

Gonna bookmark that tdrama then, but it'll have to wait until I go through other shit 😶

There was part 2 voting for Hwa's best parts, but come on??? Over 5k votes for BWY, not even the actual best part of that song, be serious people!!! DV won this time!

Villain reader Hwa... actually what if white hair? You know, it would make him look more regal and royally, you know? Snow Prince or whatever, pure, but reader's gonna stain him heh. I was thinking DV Hwa at first, but we need white Hwa content now

Also, when I saw Jun I thought it was San??? His song is giving Taemin, previously Hoshi's Spider was very Taeminesque, thank you for honouring the king!

And new long haired anime man unlocked! Looks a bit like Howl.

I watched ep 1 and 2 of Love in Contract and wow a gay character? Also why do the male leads have more chemistry with him than PMY's character jsusieusudhsyeys overall it's kinda fun? It doesn't matter anyway I'm just gonna stare at Jae Young, 2nd lead syndrome here we fucking go another Seo Jun... I saw so many people say they'll skip to his parts only 😭 and he has A CATTTTTT - DV 💖

hi hello!! this is so late i was busy kickin the door waving the coco actually

Ha ha ha anon my Woo biased and Ouran enthusiast friend would like a word with you... I was getting better with my Seonghwa obsession, but NO he had to become a white haired man, sigh...... HWA IK YOU'RE HERE: WEAR AN ACTUAL SKIRT NEXT 🗣MINGI MINGI YELLOW ORANGE I love that he didn't cut his hair he's a real one (I jinxed it probably)

HAHA. GONNA HAVE A PRESS CONFERENCE WITH THE ANON 🔫🔫 no me too, i thought maybe, just maybe ill tone it down and them i got the notif for the live and the way i gASPED AT HIS HAIR first the hair and then the skirt??? 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨 how can this man be so fine, need to have an appointment with his parents real fast,,, MINGI IS A LEGEND THIS MAN IS SO UNPREDICTABLE 😭😭😭 ok but mingi with longer hair 🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️ on my knees 6ft under ground

no literally??? where will that he coming from?? ateez repackage era starting??? LMFAOOOO FVKWDJWK BANK ACCOUNT REALLY GO 📉📉 but hwa white hair photobook…

Shinestars are greedy af lmao /// Yeah Jennie can't have peace, first got shit for her relationship with Kai, now this 😭 of course stans are crazy as hell and the worst human beings, I saw some Taekookers losing their shit and also bringing Jimin into it again? The guy's barely doing anything, leave him be 😬 someone has to take that gummi bear or whatever person down

shinestar’s so greedy, their own man spoils the shit out of them 😭😭 no literally like the whole “my favs can’t date but i can” ???? girlies u hearing yourselves 😭😭🤚🏼 BRUHHHH LEAVE JIMIN ALONE THAT MAN GETS DRAGGED INTO EVERYTHING 😭😭😭 u know what,,, thv and kai have similar vibes,,, i see ur ass jennie i SEE U,, no someone gotta sue gumi dude into jail bc how the fUCK do u have the time to hack into someone’s icloud 😭😭 jennie babe pls change passwords

SHIT WTF THEY'RE HARRY HERMIONE AND RON, I can't believe in this universe I ship Harry with Hermione though jduajshdjadbduwukashue. Anyway my Kakeru </3 I need to finish the manga sometime.

THAKDBWKDBWK DO U SEE IT BC THE HAIR COLOURS BE MATCHING TOO,,, ok ik ron and hermoine are a thing but hermoine and viktor were endgame >>>

Oh no, makes me wanna not continue with BM tbh 😅

i would rec watching it but they rushed it so had i don’t even believe it ended unless they got a season 2 😭😭 it was a k-trauma rather than kdrama

Speaking of things coming true this is YTuber/baker Hwa from my dream, from the Little Star bakery I-

I SAW RHQKDHQKDHWK tbh that wouldve been so iconic screaming at the concerts 😭😭 BFMHEJD nct fuckboys??? nct frat boys >> nO YEAH the thirst traps pls just one mv with no flashing ur already hot pls and just genuine good r&b music

Gonna bookmark that tdrama then, but it'll have to wait until I go through other shit 😶

ur absolutely gonna its like every hwa fic romcom au come true!

There was part 2 voting for Hwa's best parts, but come on??? Over 5k votes for BWY, not even the actual best part of that song, be serious people!!! DV won this time!

ok but the bwy pink tux >>> 😮‍💨😮‍💨 never knew a man could look so fine in pink tux fbwmdbsn AS IT FUCKING SHOULD DV HWA WAS CUNTY

since he will be rhe king the white hair does suit,,, but theres something about black haired hwa but maybe that one for next time! silver hwa it is! “but reader's gonna stain him heh” OH??? reader gonna stain his everything pls be ready for it next DBDBD

Also, when I saw Jun I thought it was San??? His song is giving Taemin, previously Hoshi's Spider was very Taeminesque, thank you for honouring the king!

AYOOO IT WAS LIKE GEURILLA SAN !!!!! YES YOURE SO RIGHT TAEMINIFICATION OF SEVENTEEN IS HAPPENING GOD 🤲🏼🤲🏼 now someone needs to cover taemin’s heaven

And new long haired anime man unlocked! Looks a bit like Howl. /// I watched ep 1 and 2 of Love in Contract and wow a gay character? Also why do the male leads have more chemistry with him than PMY's character jsusieusudhsyeys overall it's kinda fun? It doesn't matter anyway I'm just gonna stare at Jae Young, 2nd lead syndrome here we fucking go another Seo Jun... I saw so many people say they'll skip to his parts only 😭 and he has A CATTTTTT - DV 💖

the characters are all so different in personalities its so nice to watch the dramas being more progressive !! OH MY GOF TBANDHWK UR SO RIGHT THEY HAD MORE OF A CHEMISTRY THAN MISS MINYOUNG U ARE SO CORRECT,, my theory is to make Ateez watch this show someone bc they talk about canada and esp van, so if they watch it, they will consider a tour there and my entire world would be insanely happy <3 IT IS FUN JAEYOUNG’s character is so funny and cute 😭😭 on my way to adopt and he, so tall???? oh my god??? LMFAOOOO IM ONE OF THOSE PPL but the ceo seems nice too except his creepy ass story 😭😭 aND HIS CAT JAMIE FBWMDBWK SO CUTE,,, jaeyoung vampire drama when

BUT??? HIS HANDS???

THE TONGUE

HWARMS

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