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byanyan · 11 months ago

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thinking about how one of byan's nicknames was originally supposed to be yanyan, hence the url byanyan, but it never caught on/stuck bc it was supposed to be specific to only certain people... so it just hasn't been a thing for three whole years but i haven't had the energy to come up with a new url

#tbh I think they'd still love having it as a nickname bc it's very cutesy but again. only from certain people #they used to be like. a little more 'kawaii' focused than they are now #like they still ARE but they've leaned more punky than I originally intended #so now they're punk kawaii egirl where they used to be strictly kawaii #idk maybe I'll implement it into their history like I did the strictly cute all girly fashion #maybe between the ages of like 13-15ish they tried to make yanyan work while they were dressing entirely femme #but they didn't really have any friends - or at least none that lasted - so it just didn't last like they wanted 🤔#idk I'm in a weird place tonight so I'm thinking about oddly specific things lmao #honestly I think part of why the nickname didn't catch was bc I had a HELL of a time getting new mutuals that first year/year and a half #so there wasn't a whole lot of variety in people I was interacting with/muses byan was becoming friendly with?#they def haven't had enough friends who are as into cute things as they are 😔#but also byan is in itself a nickname so a nickname FROM a nickname is sorta weird too ig??#ahdgksg ignore me ignore me I'm a little unsober so I'm just rambling lmf #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.

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