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gornackeaterofworlds · 8 months
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A quick drawing of a small line in the latest chapter of Symphony(by @desceros) cuz I latched onto it hard(using it as a study for anguish is me trying to not get overwhelmed by how incredible the chapter was(it was described so well I physically felt the out of body feeling))
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theres-a-body-here · 11 months
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Thanacon's NSFW Imagines: Knights of The Lands Between (Part 1)
Alright scum fuckers. Yall already know ya boi Thanacon got yall with the spicy knight shit. If you like what you see, comment the knight you'd like to see a full fic/drabble for!!
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Tree Sentinel:
Imagine being impaled on his cock as he nonchalantly rides his horse around Limgrave. You warm his cock as it stays still inside you
Imagine you begging for him to thrust, but he pays you no mind. Your tiny body clings to his massive frame and you whimper pathetically
Imagine him giving you a bit of reprieve by leading his horse to trot on rocky terrain, every bump and jolt drives his cock in a bit deeper
Imagine him casually riding by some soldiers of Godrick. You try to stifle your moans but he gives you a good thrust, causing your moans to slip out
Imagine him using his massive shield to hide you from their sights. He doesn't mind letting them hear you, but seeing you is just for him to enjoy
Imagine him taking you to a secluded grass field. He hops off his horse with his cock still inside you.
Imagine him laying down on the ground as you ride him. He wants you to be comfortable.
Imagine him finally start to thrust into you
Imagine him making no sound as he thrusts upwards into your heat
Imagine him gripping your hips tightly, guaranteed to bruise in the morning
Imagine his head falling back onto the ground as he increases his speed
Imagine a low growl being your only warning before he cums inside you, painting your insides white
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Tanith's Crucible Knight:
Imagine asking Tanith for an alternative reward, an afternoon with her Knight. She accepts since you've been the most exemplary of the Volcano Manor
Imagine him stiffening up when he hears your proposal, and then shiver when he hears Tanith agree
Imagine getting ready and arriving to one of the Manor chambers.
Imagine seeing him on the bed, still in his amor
Imagine him trembling slightly as you approach eagerly
Imagine removing only his codpiece and palming his massive member through his undergarments
Imagine him letting out a low groan as his hand goes up to his faceplate in an attempt to suppress his sounds
Imagine fishing his cock out and stroking it slowly
Imagine his hands fly to his faceplate as he falls back onto the pillows
Imagine him letting out small whimpers as you jerk him off slowly
Imagine him thrust into your hand, a small push for you to go faster
Imagine obliging. He starts to let out laboured breathes with each quick stroke
Imagine him gripping the sheets tightly as he arches his back
Imagine him cumming as he lets out a loud whimper
Imagine him going back to covering his faceplate with his hands, embarrassed that Lady Tanith made him into your reward
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Crucible Knight and Misbegotten Warrior:
Imagine being held down by the Knight as the Warrior fucks you roughly. The Misbegotten ruts into you like a mutt in heat
Imagine his cock is bumpy, knotted, and grotesque
Imagine the Knight gently rubbing your wrists as he pins you down, a stark contrast to his partner's treatment
Imagine the misbegotten drooling as he pounds you, his slobber dripping off and falling onto your bare body
Imagine the Misbegotten growling and snarling as it fucks you into the ground, signaling that its close
Imagine the Misbegotten roaring and slamming into you one final time as he cums, his knot locking you two together.
Imagine him pinning your arms down so the knight can pull his cock out
Imagine the knight lightly tapping your lips with his thick cock
Imagine the Knight holding your head still with one hand while using the other to grip the base of his cock as he ruts against your lips
Imagine him leaving trails of precum all over your face as he rubs himself on you
Imagine his grunts and moans as he strokes his cock over your face
Imagine yourself whining and trying to raise your head to get a taste, only for the Knight to raise his cock upwards. He lets out a deep chuckle as he pats your cheek
Imagine him groaning as he cums, painting your face white
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bettyfrommars · 4 months
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I came to make a request. Due to recent dream-events happening in my skull cavity.
We dream we're stuck in a post-apocalyptic world, in one of those dreams that seems to go on forever. We're scared and lonely and to deep to wake up soon. Eddie's nightmare sense tingles and he hurries to join us.
:3
This request has been in my asks for monthsss, and I can't believe I never answered it. I think I got too precious about it instead of just writing the damn thing. This is more wasteland than some of the post-apocalyptic worlds we've talked about, but the sentiment is there, and I think of you whenever I write for our nightmare boy. Just a quick lil blurb on this Saturday afternoon.
nightmare!Eddie x afab!Reader
18+ONLY, nightmares, being lost in a strange land, mention of blood, mention of dehydration and deadly tumbleweeds, use of pet names.
wc: 991
Nightmare Factory Masterlist
The ground at your feet shifted with every step until you lost balance altogether, stumbling to your knees. The scorched earth was as inhospitable as the hot air that burned in your throat, tongue swollen from dehydration. The only reprieve was the sun disappearing on the horizon, exploding from tangerine to purple, making room for cool moonlight to temper your fevered flesh.
Water, you needed water. Patting around your body, you felt for the canteen you were sure had been full but tilting it back to your chapped lips produced barely a drop. How long had you been walking? It felt like days. You were sure there had been other people with you at some point, but then perhaps you'd always been alone.
Out of the corner of your eye, you saw it coming your way at full tilt, rolling across the desolate land on a burst of wind that caressed your skin like sandpaper.
A tumbleweed, several of them. They roamed the wasteland in gangs, sensing their way along like jellyfish do in the sea.
A very different breed that the ones from the other world you could scarcely remember, these were as tall as you, a round tangle of dead branches. The thorns that covered it were as thick as your finger, and just as menacing as a thousand rusty nails.
You had to get out of its way before it sliced you bloody.
But then your legs refused to work, and you couldn't move, all you could manage was a whimpering sound at the back of your throat, frozen in place as it barreled down on you.
You closed your eyes for the inevitable assault, but then you were tackled to the ground...
by a person, not a tumbleweed
he rolled his body on top of yours to act as a human shield so that one of the horrid, sharp things would fly over his back instead of touching you.
When the wind settled, he shifted up, bracing himself on an elbow to refrain from crushing you. His dark hair was messy with a touch of static sticking out on one side, and his shirt said something about Hellfire. His chocolate eyes flashed between joy and fear, and then he licked his tongue out to wet his lips and you mirrored the gesture.
"You hurt?" The dead ground felt like uneven pavement as he helped you to sit up, dusting you off with a firm but gentle touch. "That was a close one, shit I almost didn't make it in time. I was on another job but then I felt you were in danger, and I said fuck it, Kevin will have to---" he chuckled, a dimple popping up in his cheek, noting the confused expression on your face.
"How do I know you?" He was so familiar that it warmed your insides, but you'd been alone in that world for so long, it was as if maybe you knew him in another life.
He got to his feet, extending a hand to help you up. "I'm your boyfriend," he said proudly.
"I have a boyfriend?" You strained to find reason in your foggy brain, but maybe this was a symptom of heatstroke.
"That's okay," he sighed, opening the lid on his own canteen. "Sometimes you remember and sometimes you don't, but I'm always yours, regardless. Names Eddie."
You grabbed the metal container eagerly with both hands, like a squirrel with a nut, and began to gulp the velvet liquid. Three, four swallows, but then he stopped you.
"Easy now," Eddie grinned. "You'll wake up if you drink too much."
You wiped your mouth with the back of your hand and gave it back to him, albeit reluctantly.
He stared down that the cap he was screwing back on as he spoke. "Is it alright if I kiss you?"
A wash of memories came back to you with such an impact that it almost knocked you off your feet again. You knew then that you'd kissed him before, many times, and you loved it
You loved him.
"I love you," you said, nodding, and he saw the recognition bloom in your pupils.
"I love it when you remember me," he leaned over to smile against your mouth, holding your head to plant a few soft, lingering kisses.
"You ready to get out of here?" He intertwined his fingers with yours and then started walking, urging you to follow, practically pulling you along.
"Wait, Eddie, where are we going?"
There was nothing around for miles and miles, but for some crumbling, abandoned buildings and stacks of charred rubble from fires.
"I promised I'd take you to the mall," he said over his shoulder, squeezing your hand a few times for reassurance. "There's a movie theater and an arcade and I thought we could, I don't know, just be together."
A few yards later, Eddie came to a halt and seemed to be staring at something you couldn't see in the empty space in front of him.
"Stay behind me, sweetheart," he cautioned just before tapping a button on his wristwatch.
A huge rectangular door appeared, making you jump. It opened up into a compartment with metal handrails and a column of numbers.
"An elevator?" You whispered it more to yourself, but then he stepped inside first to show you that it was safe, keeping a firm grip on your hand.
"I'd rather not take the stairs," he pulled you close with a huff so that the door could slide shut with a ding. "There's like, a billion of them."
Once inside, there was a smooth jazz instrumental playing, but the round numbers on the column were confusing. They were not in order but also, there were half numbers, symbols, various color shapes, and words that seemed to be spelled wrong like "dragun". He pushed one of the numbers, and then was quick to settle back in the corner and put his arm around you, urging you hug him fully and rest your head on him.
He pressed his lips to your forehead as the elevator began to ascend.
"Thank you for coming to save me," your voice was muffled in his t-shirt. "I've been having a lot of really bad nightmares lately."
"I know, sweetheart," he hugged you tighter, speaking softly. "I know."
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television-overload · 8 months
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chance encounter
an X-Files Fanfic
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Summary: "Six months after becoming fugitives from the US government, Mulder and Scully have a chance encounter with someone that is very important to them."
Word Count: 6,556
Tag List (let me know if you want taken off or added!): @today-in-fic @agent-troi @baronessblixen @captainsolocide @cutemothman @edierone @enigmaticxbee @figureofdismay @frogsmulder @hippocampouts @invidiosa @mulderscully @perpetually-weirdening @randomfoggytiger @skelavender @slippinmickeys @teenie-xf @whovianderson
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It was him.
There was no way to explain how he knew, but he did.
The little baby sitting in the puddle deep water at the end of the pool was William.
His hands, still chubby like they had been in his infancy, splashed excitedly, and Mulder could hear his squeals of delight over the sounds of the other children playing. An electric yellow swim shirt paired with a dinosaur-patterned bucket hat kept him shielded from the hot California sun, and he wore striped yellow and blue swimming trunks.
Mulder thought he'd never seen a swimsuit so small.
What were the odds that of all the places they could have traveled to, he was here?
They'd been on the road for 6 months, stopping at unremarkable motels and campgrounds all the way, never staying in one place for more than a few days at a time. It was a fluke they were even here at all.
Perhaps fate.
The hotel was certainly a step up from their usual accommodations, but Mulder had insisted. It was their anniversary, he said. Anniversary of what, Scully wasn't sure. The progression from coworkers to friends to lovers happened so gradually that it was hard to pin down a particularly important date for anything. But he wanted to celebrate, to find a brief reprieve from living in darkness, so they splurged a little on this modest, if slightly run-down, hotel by the ocean.
Where their son and his new family just happened to be vacationing.
He'd be lying if he said he hadn't thought about this possibility. In those nights where Scully was extra quiet, eager to fall asleep at the end of a long day, of course he'd lay awake and think, what if.
What if we found him? What if we saw our son again? What would we do?
The idea was so far-fetched that he hardly gave it any real consideration. His thoughts ranged from “steal him back, take him with us” to “pretend you never saw him and flee town.”
The urge to do the latter was strong. It was not safe here. They'd given him up for this very reason, what would be the point if their being here got him injured or worse? Was it really worth the risk to William? To Scully?
His next thought was 'Should I tell her?' Should he tell Scully he'd seen him? Would she want to see him too, even if from a distance?
The loss of their son had broken her heart. Broken his too, but not in the same way. She had spent months with him, almost a year, only to be forced to give him away with little time to prepare.
He knew she felt the loss like a phantom limb. Even all these months later, she still awoke with his name on her lips, panic written on her face as she looked around for him. It drove a stake through his heart every time, yet part of him felt he deserved it after leaving her to deal with it herself.
He watched the boy.
He'd only come out here to enjoy the sun, sit on one of the loungers for an hour or so while Scully took a nap in their room. It was a much more comfortable bed than they've had in a long time, though that wasn't saying much.
He hadn't bargained on having his whole world tipped upside down in the short time they were apart.
As stressful as it was, life on the road lended itself to relatively simple decisions. Fast food or canned? Motel or campground? Will you drive, or should I?
This was different.
Should he tell Scully?
The thought of keeping this from her made him feel sick. He couldn't do that.
Then again, would it hurt more to know? Ignorance is bliss, they say.
Mulder had never believed that, though.
The Truth, with a capital T, was the one thing that connected him and Scully. Though their beliefs and methods differed, they valued the Truth above all else. That was what drew them together. That was what propelled them forward, even now.
She had to know. She had to know her son was here, even if knowing might hurt.
She could make the decision for herself, whether she wanted to see him or get as far away from here as possible. It might be the last decision she makes as a mother, who would he be to keep that from her?
She might never forgive him.
Swallowing back emotion, Mulder stood to his feet, trying not to draw attention to himself as he made his retreat. His sunglasses thankfully hid the redness of his eyes, a small mercy in this endlessly unfair life.
He stole one last glance back at William. There was a chance this was the last time he'd ever see his son, his baby boy. If this was it, he'd treasure this moment for the rest of his life.
A woman dropped down beside William, showing him how to cup the water in his hands and throw it.
'A quick learner,' Mulder thought, watching as he gleefully tossed small handfuls of water in the air, giggling as it rained back down on him.
Okay. He could do this.
Find Scully. Tell Scully. Find Scully.
He rushed into the moldy-smelling hallway of the hotel, not bothering to take the elevator up to their floor. Instead, he took the stairs two at a time, finding himself out of breath by the time he reached the 4th floor.
He nodded politely at a passing family decked out in beach gear, not wanting to draw suspicion. Once they were gone, he gave a quick rhythmic knock on the door to let Scully know it was him, then slipped his key card into the slot to unlock it.
The room was still dark, the curtains drawn tight to block out the midday sun, and he could hear soft breaths coming from the lump on the bed.
His heart twisted involuntarily as it so often did when he looked at her.
“Scully,” he whispered, approaching the bed. “Honey, wake up.” He settled on the side of the bed, placing a gentle hand atop her shoulder and jostling her just so.
“Mm,” she hummed, curling into her pillow. A good nap, then. That was nice, at least.
He shook her again, saying her name a little louder. “Scully, you need to get up.”
This time her eyes opened, sensing the serious undertone to his words. He could tell she was waiting for bad news, for him to tell her they needed to leave again. Wanting to put her worries at ease, he tried to smile.
“What is it?” she asked, blinking at him in confusion.
“Uh—” he hadn't gotten this far in planning what to say. But she was waiting for him now, so he needed to say something quick. “Scully, I saw some people outside...”
“Government people?” she asked, sitting up suddenly, ready to start packing.
“No, not the government,” he said, placing his hands on her shoulders soothingly. “Scully—it's William.”
He could see the moment his words hit her. She blinked, like she might think she was still dreaming, but she saw the truth in his eyes. Her expression shifted.
He wasn't sure what reaction he expected, but his first guess wouldn't have been anger.
“Did you know he would be here?” she asked, her voice laced with hurt and betrayal. “Mulder, I told you not to look into it! Why—Why would you...”
“I didn't know,” he promised, begging the tears in his eyes to keep from falling. He clasped her hands in his, pulling them from their grip on the fabric of his shirt. “Scully, I swear I didn't know. I was just out at the pool, and—”
“You're sure it's him?”
His heart broke looking at her. Equal parts hope and dread, she didn't deserve this.
“Yeah. Yeah, I'm sure.”
She let out a shuddering breath.
“What do you think about that coincidence, huh?” he said, hoping to lighten the mood.
She shook her head.
“Mulder, we can't see him. It's not safe, it's not—”
“I know.” He didn't like interrupting her, but he didn't want her worrying unnecessarily about things she shouldn't. They had enough of that already, these days. If she didn’t think it was a good idea, he’d be okay with that. “We can leave, if you want. I just thought you should know.”
Her blue eyes met his, brimming with unshed tears.
“Is—Is he…?”
“He's beautiful, Scully,” Mulder answered her unspoken question. “He looks happy.”
She choked out a sob, and he immediately enveloped her in his arms, holding onto her tightly. She clutched at him like a life raft, and he ran his hand over her back in comforting circles, murmuring soft words into her ear.
“What do you want to do?” Mulder asked, knowing that time was ticking, and the little family might not stay out there much longer.
Scully sniffed.
“We could—we could go see him,” she said uncertainly, looking at him to decipher his thoughts on the matter. “From a distance.”
Mulder nodded, then stood, helping her to her feet.
“I'm with you,” he reminded her, grasping her hands tightly in his. “It'll be okay.”
With an arm slung around her shoulders, he led her out the door, this time opting to take the elevator down to the ground floor. Scully seemed nervous, almost frightened, and he didn't blame her. He tried to picture how he would feel if their positions were switched, and he couldn't imagine that he'd take it very well. Eventually, they reached the glass doors leading out to the outdoor pool, pausing for a moment.
“They can't see us,” Scully warned, looking anxious and ready to bolt, but she was glued to his side and scarcely able to move without his guidance. He nodded and took her hand, leading her out to a couple chairs in the corner, hopefully obscured enough by the shadow of the fence that they wouldn’t be seen. That bright neon shirt was still there, easy to spot, and Mulder felt tears rising to his throat again. This was the first time they had all three been in the same vicinity since those first few days when he was born.
He squeezed her hand, checking one last time to make sure she was okay. She searched his eyes, trusting him wholeheartedly, and he was certain he had never loved her more.
“Over there,” he said in a low whisper. “With the little hat on.”
Scully followed his line of sight, gasping when her eyes settled on the playful baby in the water.
What followed next was a sob, and he quickly lost his battle with the tears that stubbornly refused to go away. He wrapped his arms around Scully, offering her what solace he could, while his own chin wobbled miserably.
She alternated between sneaking glances at her son and crying into his shirt collar, muttering “Mulder,” desperately as he rocked her back and forth, his hand smoothing out her hair for her comfort as much as his own.
He couldn’t watch anymore. Seeing her like that... it made it hard to stay strong, but he needed to be. For her. He closed his eyes, pleading with the universe never to give her this kind of pain ever again.
When he opened them again, his stomach dropped to the floor.
The woman he'd seen earlier was looking at them, her eyebrows pinched in concern.
He cursed under his breath, his arms tightening around Scully. She was in no state to leave. The best they could do was avoid eye contact and keep to themselves.
But it looked like that wouldn't be enough.
The woman, William's adoptive mother, whispered something to the man she was with, nodding in their direction. His concerned face matched hers, and he nodded. With a sickening lurch, Mulder realized she was getting out of the water, wrapping herself in a towel and heading toward them.
It was too late. They'd been made.
“Scully,” he said, alarm creeping into his voice. She only had a moment's warning before the woman was there, glancing down at them with a worried frown.
“Is she alright?” William's mother asked, empathy oozing from her.
Mulder hurried to compose himself, knowing Scully was a lost cause at this point. It would be on him to get them out of this.
“She's fine, sorry,” he managed to speak, wracking his brain for a believable excuse. Best to stick close to the truth. “We—We can't have children, so—” he nodded toward their son, hoping she could fill in the blanks.
Looking behind her at the boy in the water, her face eased into one of understanding.
“Oh, I know how that feels,” she said, smiling consolingly. “Our son over there is adopted. Every day we thank God for blessing us with him. He's our little miracle.”
Scully grips him tighter, barely restraining a mournful wail. His heart sinks, knowing this interaction isn't going well at all.
He presses a desperate kiss to her hair, wishing he'd never exposed her to this pain. Wishing they were alone in the confines of their hotel room or car so she could let it all out without arousing suspicion. Wishing this woman, as kind-hearted and friendly as she seemed to be, would leave them alone.
“Are you sure she's okay?” she asked Mulder, brows furrowing again.
His hand rubbed up and down Scully's shoulder, and he nodded. “She will be. This is—hard for her.”
“Okay,” the woman said, not sounding fully convinced. “Let me know if there's anything I can do. Like I said, I've been where she is.”
“Thank you,” Mulder choked out, eyes flitting about, looking for their escape.
Through the gate. Through the hotel. Down to the beach.
“Oh, sorry,” William's mother spoke, turning back instead of leaving. “I never introduced myself. My name is—”
“No!” Scully stopped her, looking suddenly panicked and alert.
The woman startled at the outburst, jumping back slightly.
“Mulder, we can't know,” Scully said, looking pleadingly at him. “We can't know anything, we can't!”
“It's okay,” he said softly, coaxing her back from the edges of a total breakdown. “It's okay.” He looked back up at William's mom, smiling an unconvincing smile. “I think we'd really better get going. It was nice talking to you,” he said as he helped Scully to her feet. “Come on, hon, back to our room.”
It was hard to move quickly with Scully desperately clinging to him, but it wasn't the first time they'd been in this position. Once they got back inside, he'd run her a nice warm bath and apologize over and over for everything he'd ever done to hurt her.
They just. Had to. Get. Through—
“Wait.”
He froze.
“You're—You're his parents, aren't you? The ones who gave him up?”
Ice water filled his veins. He could feel Scully shaking like a leaf under his arm.
“We really should be going—” he tried, refusing to turn back around.
Her voice was closer now. “You are. I—there's so many things I've wished I could ask you. At least let me thank you. Please.”
Against his better judgement, he risked a glance back.
“Mulder, we have to go,” Scully begged, now standing on her own and pulling him by the hand. His feet were rooted to the ground, unable to take a single step forward or back.
“Just wait a minute, Scully,” he said, his brain running a mile a minute to calculate the amount of danger each potential course of action held.
He met the woman's eyes, serious.
“Look, this is not easy for her. For us. Our situation right now is—” his eyes scanned around for anything out of place, “We—We really shouldn't be talking to you.”
The woman stepped closer still, a pleading expression on her face.
“It was a closed adoption, I know. But—”
“I'm sorry. We can't.”
Scully looked exhausted, frightened, and sick all at once. Every second they stood there chipped away at her, the anxiety sinking deeper and deeper into her skin.
“You're right about one thing,” Mulder conceded, glancing over at his son and drinking in his unconcerned, innocent features.
The next words nearly choked him with sorrow.
“He is a miracle.”
They were meant to be parting words, a reminder to this woman to never take what she has for granted, but before he could move, a hand landed on his forearm, effectively stopping him.
“We'll let you see him,” the woman offered desperately, near tears herself. “Please. Just a few moments.”
And with that on the table, Mulder was torn.
On the one hand, this woman had offered them something invaluable: a chance to say goodbye, something they hadn't been able to do properly the first time.
On the other hand, it would be selfish. To put their son and his new family in danger simply because they got caught in a moment of weakness... it was unfathomable. He couldn't be responsible for more suffering. He didn't think he could bear it.
“Please?” the woman said again, squeezing his arm.
He had a decision to make. Glancing once more at Scully's crumpled face, he caught sight of the slightest hint of hope. A barely-there gleam that he'd tear down earth and heaven for the chance to brighten.
His decision was made for him.
Cursing his lack of willpower, he turned suddenly to meet the woman's eyes.
“Not here,” he whispered sternly, pointing in her direction. “Give us half an hour, then come to room 409.”
“409,” the woman repeated, nodding. “We will.”
Mulder hardened his jaw, giving one final nod before collecting Scully and hurrying off into the building without another glance back.
“This is dangerous, Mulder,” Scully said worriedly as they passed through the hall, though he knew deep down she was relieved that she might get to see her son again. He only hoped that this risk would be worth it, that they'd be able to find some semblance of peace here and leave feeling less like a part of them was missing when all this was over.
As soon as they entered their room, Scully broke down.
“Oh my god, Mulder,” she gasped, crouching low to the ground and covering her face with her hands.
He immediately dropped to his knees to help her up, ushering her over to their bed.
“Did you see him? He's gotten so big.” Tears streamed down her cheeks, a mix of happy and sad, and though he'd known Scully and her nonverbal cues for so long, he still wasn't quite sure what she needed right now.
“Yeah, I saw him, Scully,” he answered, pulling her into his lap and rocking her gently.
“Do you think they'll really come?” she asked, hopeful, but hesitant.
“We need to be prepared in case they don't,” he answered realistically, thinking of an entire squad of police cars surrounding the hotel with their flashing lights and sirens. “I can pack up the toiletries, you got the suitcase?”
She nodded, grateful to have something physical to do.
Mulder checked his watch. Twenty-five minutes. If they didn't come in twenty-five minutes, it was time to get out of dodge.
“I love you,” he said, pressing a kiss to her forehead, and then her lips. “I love you, Scully.”
“I love you too,” she answered, breathing deeply to calm herself. Checking one last time to make sure she was okay, he nodded and released her, each to their own assignments to ensure they were ready to make a quick escape if need be.
As the minutes passed, they became restless. They watched the clock, counting down the seconds until they should have arrived.
Their cutoff time came and went. Mulder was about to call it and give the signal to run, already gathering bags and suitcases, but the subtle knock on their door stopped him in his tracks. He held up a finger to his lips, gesturing for Scully to stay quiet while he checked the peep hole.
The sight before him caused his shoulders to slump in relief.
“It's them?” Scully asked hopefully, reading his body language.
He gave a cautious smile back, then unlocked the deadbolt and opened the door.
There they were, William’s adoptive parents.
And William.
It nearly took his breath away. 
This close. They were this close to him, after thinking they’d never see him again. He felt like a dehydrated man in a desert stumbling upon an oasis when he was sure he was going to die.
“Hi,” the woman said, looking more uncertain now that they weren’t out in the open. Her husband looked similarly guarded, but they were here, that was all that mattered.
“Uh, come in,” Mulder said, finding his voice.
He stepped aside to allow them entrance, and Scully immediately stood from her seat on the edge of the bed, wringing her hands in front of her.
“I promise we’re not here to take him,” he assured them, closing the door behind them. “As much as we wish we could.”
Once the door was secure, he went to stand by Scully, placing a hand on her back.
“We were just passing through, I couldn’t believe it when I saw him sitting there in the pool.”
The woman nodded, still a little tense, but wanting to believe him.
“Small world,” her husband said, standing protectively next to his wife and child.
Mulder nodded.
“Look, there’s not much information we can give you. For his safety and yours, this is the way it had to be.”
“I always wondered where he came from,” the woman said. “I thought maybe a teen mom, or someone who just couldn't take care of him, but, you—”
“He was always wanted,” Scully spoke, finally able to speak for herself. Her voice came out strained, gasping for air between words. “I prayed for him for so long.”
Mulder's hand found hers, giving it a squeeze to lend her some of his strength.
“He was our miracle.”
The woman looked down, saddened by this news.
“But you were right,” Scully continued, steadying her voice. “We couldn't take care of him. Our life—it isn't stable enough for a child right now. It might never be again. So, I gave him up.”
“Didn't you have a family member who could have taken him? A friend?” the man asked. “Why a closed adoption?”
Scully shook her head, looking down at her feet. How she had wished she could have sent William to live with Bill and Tara, maybe even Charlie. But it wouldn’t have been enough. It would have only endangered more people she cared about.
“That's something we can't disclose,” Mulder answered for her. “But someday, when he asks, I want him to know...” He breathed, summoning the strength to form the words. “I want him to know that we loved him... so much.” With each breath he took, tears filled his eyes, clogging his throat until he wasn't able to speak anymore.
They would always love him, for as long as they lived. Giving him up wasn't going to change that.
“Well,” William's new mom said through tear filled eyes. “I can't tell you how much it means to us to have him.” Scully bowed her head, nodding along with a steady stream of tears. “I promise to take good care of him. He'll be safe and happy with us.”
“Thank you,” Scully whispered, unable to look the man and woman in the eyes.
“We've been worried about him,” Mulder admitted, “hoping he was alright...” He checked in with Scully, reading her like he was so good at doing, before deciding it was safe to speak for them both. “I think, seeing that he is... is a huge weight lifted off our shoulders.”
Scully gave a nod in agreement, looking up at Mulder with something of a promise. A promise that they would be okay, eventually.
“I can't imagine what you must have gone through,” the woman said. “But we are so thankful. He—I don't suppose you want to know his name?”
“No,” Scully said quickly. “I—we can't. I couldn't handle the temptation.”
The temptation to track him down, just for the chance to see him again.  That was a dream that could never be.
“What did you call him?” the woman asked, and Mulder squeezed Scully's hand again, letting her know it was okay. It was a common enough name, there couldn’t be any harm in telling her the truth.
“William,” she answered. “His name was William.”
To hear it spoken aloud after all this time was a relief. It had been almost taboo the past six months, too painful a word to be uttered. But now, there was something freeing about letting his name hang in the air.
Letting go, Mulder realized. They had to let him go.
“Well...” the woman began again, smiling at them reassuringly. “William is such a bright and curious child. He loves building towers out of blocks and throwing things at it to knock it down. He—He has this stuffed fox he takes everywhere. They're practically inseparable. His first word was 'mama'. He likes watching baseball and hockey with his dad. He—He's everything we could have hoped for, and more. So, thank you. Thank you for making such a beautiful child for us to love.” Her eyes shone with happiness, the kind which Scully wondered if she’d ever felt. “I knew you had to be remarkable people, because he's a remarkable child.”
“And now we know where he gets those lips and that hair from,” the father added, lightening the mood as much as possible, under the circumstances. “He's covered in sunscreen, must be your genes,” he said, nodding at Scully with a smile. And wonder of wonders, she laughed, a sudden, unexpected thing, and leaned into Mulder's side.
“We should let you go,” Mulder said after a moment, hating that it had to be done. “We'll need to be heading out soon.”
“To where?”
“We can't tell you that.”
Will's adoptive father's eyes met those of his biological one, and a look of understanding passed between them.
Adjusting her hold on William, the woman spoke, glancing between them as she did.
“I wouldn't feel right if I didn't give you a moment with him.”
Scully's head snapped to attention.
“You've already sacrificed so much,” she continued, “And I trust you. You're doing what's best for—for William. I know you have his best interests at heart.”
Mulder wished, wished, wished he could honestly say it was in William's best interests to be with him and Scully... but it wasn't. The truth of their reality was such that it could never be. Not through any fault of their own as parents—but because of external forces working against them, desperate to tear them apart and leave them with nothing.
But they had failed.
Because what they had was more than nothing. They had each other. And though they would have to live with the knowledge that a part of them was missing, maybe after today they would be able to make peace with what they do have. To live life to the fullest given the circumstances they've been forced to survive in.
In truth, he hadn't felt this hopeful about the future since the moment Scully first placed his son in his arms. There was still a mountain of hardships to surmount, but it didn't seem quite as impossible as before. And it was all thanks to a chance encounter with their son, at the precise moment they needed him most.
“We'll leave you be,” Will's mother spoke, checking with her husband to make sure he agreed. “If you need us, we'll be downstairs having some coffee.”
Scully's brows slanted in worry. “You don't have to go, it's okay,” she said, wanting to stop them.
“You deserve some time alone,” the woman said kindly, shaking her head. “I can see how much you need it, dear.”
Scully's chin wobbled, dangerously close to another round of tears.
And then she was coming toward them, William perched on her hip. She deposited him right into Scully's disbelieving arms, and Mulder immediately felt his throat close, the sight one he'd seen almost every night in the most heart wrenching of his dreams.
This was what he'd hoped to come home to after his time in the desert. This was what kept him sane between bouts of torture in a prison cell. To see it now was equal parts fulfilling and painful.
“I can give you something, a guarantee we won't run off with him,” he choked out, working to free his wrist from his moderately expensive watch. William's dad reached a hand out and stopped him.
“We trust you,” he said with a sad smile. “We'll be back in an hour. Please, take all the time you need.”
And with that, they left the room.
As soon as they were gone, Scully's head dropped to rest against the strawberry blond locks of their son, and she let out a sob.
“William,” she breathed, pressing her lips to his head. He seemed unfazed, and part of Mulder wondered if he still remembered her. If deep down, he knew this was the woman who had once fed him from her own body, sung him to sleep in an off-tune melody, soothed him when he had nightmares...
It wasn't outside the realm of possibility.
The same couldn't be said for him, however.
“I can't believe this, Mulder,” Scully cried, her tears falling into his downy-soft hair. Mulder led her back to the bed, sitting beside her with their son on her lap. “Did you hear what they said? He's so much like you, watching sports on TV, knocking his blocks down... He'll be throwing pencils at the ceiling in no time.”
That brought a small smile to his face, and he leaned to his right to press a kiss to Scully's forehead, his hand falling into place on their son's back.
William leaned away, taking in the new faces with a curious tilt to his head.
“Hey, bud,” Mulder said, offering him a finger to hold. For all the time he'd spent thinking of what he'd say to his kid if given the chance, he was coming up short now that he was face-to-face with the reality. “I missed you so much,” he managed to say, “And look how much you've grown!”
William reached out, holding his hands up in front of him, and Mulder's heart leapt. Glancing at Scully for permission, he slid his hands under his arms, lifting him to his chest and nuzzling him close.
“Oh, Scully,” he said, beginning to cry again, feeling the weight of William on his chest, real and tangible. “Sometimes I thought it was all a dream. But we have a son.”
It was hard to think of him out in the world, when he was hardly more than an idea. But now—he had face to put to the name, a personality to remember. He had a son.
She nodded, watching them with a watery smile. He pulled back just to look at him again, to memorize those chubby cheeks and the way he smelled. The precise shape of his eyes, their color, still the same as his mother's.
“I'm so glad we stayed here, Mulder,” Scully whispered. “To think I tried to talk you out of it...”
“Fate was working its magic, Scully,” he said, cutting her off. “This was meant to be.”
For the next hour, they played on the floor together, using Mulder's keys as a toy to hold William's attention. He was walking now, and took turns toddling between them, excitedly holding the TV remote in one hand and squealing when they praised him for successfully making it without tripping or falling.
For a while, they could almost forget this wasn't real. That they weren’t on borrowed time, already risking things they shouldn't be for this blissful moment of being a family.
Mulder got to see Scully as a mother. She saw him as a father. Finally, they had the chance to step into those roles, feeling fulfilled in ways they never could have imagined. It went far beyond any truth that once lay hidden in the X-Files. Nothing in that office of theirs could have given them purpose like this. Only each other, and the life that was formed out of the love that was sparked right there in the basement of the Hoover building so many years ago.
Mulder had always wondered how it would sound to hear the words “da da da” come from a child's mouth, and to know they meant him. Though his babbling wasn't intentional, merely a repetition of the same syllables “da” and “ma” over and over again, he was soaking it in. Committing it to memory. Praying—because only something like this could drive a man like him to prayer—that his son would think about him. Would think about his mother. That he'd grow to know and understand and appreciate the heartache they suffered at giving him away.
That maybe he'd love them too, despite never knowing them.
And maybe.
Maybe.
One day, they'd see each other again.
It was getting late. Scully could tell it was past William's bedtime. She laid him on their bed, and laid down beside him on her stomach, content just to look at him and be near him for however much time they had left.
Mulder joined her on the other side, resting a hand on top of William's gently rising and falling belly.
“I love him more than I ever knew was possible,” he whispered, and noticed as Scully wiped away a tear.
“It hurts, knowing we have to say goodbye.”
Mulder nodded, reaching a hand over William to rub circles on Scully's back.
“But not as much as it hurt before.”
Mulder remembered how Scully screamed, when he first found her in that dirty, abandoned house in Georgia.
“Don't take my baby. Please don't take my baby.”
It was different now.
This time, it was on their own terms. Their curiosities were satisfied, the things they always would have wondered about.
Who he resembled more. What his voice sounded like. His smile and his laugh when he was happy. The way he scrunched his face when he wasn't.
But above all else: would he be okay?
And now that they knew without a doubt that he was? They could let him go.
As much as any parent could let go of a piece of their soul, their own flesh and blood.
He would always be a part of them. They would always wish things could have gone differently. But at least now, Mulder had had a chance to say goodbye. At least Scully wasn't being forced to leave him with little warning, worrying that she was abandoning him to an unknown fate.
A blanket of peace fell over this humble, outdated hotel room. And for the last few minutes they would spend as parents together, Mulder and Scully counted themselves lucky. For this time was a gift, far more than they could have ever hoped to receive.
The same knock from earlier sounded, and a heavy feeling settled in Mulder's chest. He dragged himself away from the bed, while Scully lifted the sleeping William into her arms and held him close.
“How did he do?” their son's mother asked, looking perfectly at ease in a way that calmed and reassured him.
“Great,” Mulder answered. “He—He's perfect.”
The time had come. Scully knew it too. They'd already stayed longer than they should have. He knew there was a long night of driving through pitch darkness ahead of them, and he really, really didn't want to go.
But he had to do what was right for his son. That was all he ever wanted to do, as a father. He just didn't want to be the one to break Scully's heart all over again.
“I guess this is it,” Scully said, sounding calmer than he would have expected. He knew her, though, and he could see the emotions brewing beneath the surface.
It would be a tearful night for both of them.
“Thank you for taking care of him,” she said to William's new mom, stepping fatefully toward her. But before she could pass him over, she paused, looking down at him for the last time in her own arms. “William?” she spoke, her voice strained. “Mommy loves you.”
“Daddy loves you too, baby boy,” Mulder said, never having referred to himself as such before, but wanting to know how it felt.
He cupped the sleeping child's head, pressing a kiss to his cheek, and then another, not able to convince himself that each would be the last.
“I'm so sorry, William. Be good for your mom and dad, okay?”
Scully leaned against him, her strength beginning to wane.
“Goodbye,” she said, kissing him desperately all over, playing with his socked foot and each of his tiny fingers. “I want to believe I will see you again someday.”
As they passed him over, together this time, William's new parents smiled tearfully.
“If—If he suddenly gains an interest in Bigfoot or the Loch Ness Monster,” Mulder began in a worried, cautionary tone, “just buy him some picture books. He'll be okay.”
Though it easily could have been a joke, no one laughed. In fact, the man and woman nodded, taking his advice to heart. He felt better knowing their son would be accepted, no matter who he grew up to be. The child of the FBI's most unwanted was sure to be a bit of a loner.
“And tell him he'll grow into his nose. Sort of,” he added, this time eliciting a small smile from Scully.
“I promise, we'll tell him every day how loved he is,” the woman vowed. “I'm glad we met you.”
“I'd call it a God-given miracle,” the man said, and he reached out a hand to Mulder to shake. “Stay safe,” he said, then catching sight of Scully's necklace. “We'll be praying for you.”
She nodded, unable to speak.
Mulder's arms suddenly felt empty. He could see Scully felt the same, wrapping hers around her own torso just for something to hold. He enveloped her in an embrace, holding tight to keep both her and himself from chasing after them.
“Bye,” the woman said over her shoulder, her worried eyes unwilling to turn away from the sad couple they'd met. She gave a small, consoling smile, and lifted William's pudgy hand to wave goodbye.
Mulder and Scully waved half-heartedly in return, smiling as genuinely as they could, and watched as they disappeared through the door.
Once they were gone, Scully turned into Mulder's chest and held tight. His cheek rested on top of her head, and they swayed, silent but for the sound of the ocean nearby.
“We're gonna be okay,” Scully said at last. “Mulder—”
She looked up at him, meeting his eyes with sincerity and love.
“We're gonna be okay.”
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Stay (ch. 7)
A victory - Alone time with The Collector - A soft space - Where are the sons of KorTac? - An engagement - The Challenge Warnings: NSFW 18+ ONLY, strong language, explicit content, here we have some smut, oral (f receiving), fingering, foreplay.
You're a mess. You're sweating and sticky, out of breath and longing for just a pinch of reprieve. But Kruger is unrelenting in his training.
Long gone are the practice swords at your request.
"I agree; I think you are ready." He'd announced amongst the clacking of wood against wood on this chilly afternoon, you can see both your breath. He brought out a sword, nice and smooth in your hand as you wound it around, getting a feel for the blade.
"Finally! It has only been six months, you are well aware." You counter, rolling your shoulders.
"Ah, yes dear pet, six months of your sassy, witty little mouth. Six months of banter. Six months of 'when will I train with real weapons', well today is that lucky day, woman. Come now. From the top!"
You fell into step and formation, eyeing your opponent while the others who were out in the field among you, quieted down to see your two in action.
Your blades met with a sharp CLANK, it rang out like song through the open air. A stunning contrast to the wooden blades you were used to. It rattled up your bones, thrummed through your body. An evil grin tugged at the corner of your mouth.
This was exactly the challenge you were looking forward to.
You rushed him, made him grunt at your speed. Dodging and angling your body just so. Of course you were in ordinary clothing, your leathers from Gaz, a newly woven shirt with a fitted belt. If you had armor on you might not be as quick, but you'd worry about that later.
That thought shortly stumped your brain; you were thinking more and more about the future. Not just in general but with KorTac, belonging to the clan long enough to be forged armor for battle, for defending this village.
He tripped you under your boots while caught up in thought, landing hard on your back, your sword across your chest when Kruger brought his down against you.
"Pay attention pet!"
"I'm trying!" You barked as you swiftly got up.
"Well try harder, I know you can. You know you can."
His beratement only made you hone in your next moves, the gathering and cheering of the others, Anso in tow whooping your name as you battled. It made you faster, lunging with your sword, shouting at him, advancing and retreating in a dance. Even Kruger was quite impressed.
Out of breath and the victor you laid out in the grass next to him, he put his forearm to bump together in solidarity and praise for your hard work.
"Do you have any heirs Kruger?"
"How many times must I tell you; you are safe enough to call me Sebastian."
"Just sounds odd. At this point it would be as if I ask you to call me Y/N instead of pet." You snorted and covered your face in hysterics, your stomach tight as you chuckled. You hadn't heard your birth name in so long. And honestly the last time you did hear it, it was being sobbed out by your parents. Not exactly the best memory to come to mind.
"Surprised you remember your official title! I have a little one on the way, since you asked."
"Are you nervous for them?" You rolled your head over to him in the grass.
"Nervous? To raise an heir? Nein." He shook his head and sat up on his elbows as he explained. "Look at all the children on KorTac, we all have taken turns watching over another ones' babes. It's the communication between friends and families. Prices children are my children, their yours as well. You can teach them something only you know for certain, what sagas from your village is new to them. You help, as you helped Keeva birth the twins, where help is needed, so no pet, I am not nervous." Kruger said with a shrug and groaned when he got up, extending his hand out to help you up.
….
You're now a mess in a very, very different way.
After your bath, before you could even cover and shield your dignity König was on you. Not in a predatory way by the way he grabbed you up in his arms, laughing and swinging you around, water dripping and staining everything in sight. You giggled for him to put you down, which he did, enjoying watching your naked and wet body fall and bounce onto his bed.
"König!"
"Yes my pet, say my name. Fuck it; scream it, shout it, cry it out." He said, crawling on top of you, his hands dipping the bed at such an angle. You felt a little silly with the way your legs opened up to him. "I heard from a little birdie that you bested Sebastian out on the field today."
"I did." You sang and cupped his face, his stubble tickling the softness of your palms.
"Oh my, I told you pet. You're stronger than you give yourself credit." König snuggled into your hands, a smirk on his face as he pushed your knees apart with his own, spreading you wider. "I think a reward is in order, don't you?"
"We cannot have sex. You know that." You were startled by the sadness in your tone, you wanted this man. You wanted his eyes on you, his hands on your body, your face, in your hair. Inside you.
When you two fooled around the other night it was everything but that. You did not not in fact regret what you did with him. Quite the opposite. Gods how you wanted it but both of you knew, in order for your marriage to be true you'd need at least one witness. He hadn't even proposed and you were already unraveling yourself to him.
"I know. But I can still reward you in another way… if you let me." He wiggled his eyebrows and quirked up his face. You bounced your thumb off his bottom lip. "You remember what I did last time?"
How could you not?!
You've laid with men before but none had ever put their mouth on your sex! To your surprise you enjoyed it so much so that you came rather quickly and in quick succession it left your breathless.
You licked your lips and nodded.
"Use your words."
"Bitte, put your mouth on me once more. Reward me for my triumph." You panted, brushing back his hair from his face.
"What a good pet I have, so obedient, well trained." König cooed, delightfully teasing you. He leaned down and kissed your forehead, rubbed the shape of his lips over your eyelids, the tip of your nose before giving in to desire, slotting his mouth over yours. You both moaned at the hotness of each others breath, how perfectly you fit together.
The crackles of the fire, the glittering of the candles, the weight and heat of the man above you made you needy. You wanted this. You needed this. Adrenaline from the victory of the day and now this new sensation, this act König was enjoying and willing to give.
What a treat!
The Collector worked his way down your throat, holding your jaw in his heavy hand, turning your head to his liking as he left sloppy, open mouthed kissed over your still damp and cooling flesh. He bit you, he licked you, he sucked on your skin, familiarizing his hands on your body, the shape of you, your curves. The dips of your body, how your legs fit over his shoulders, how you smelled. How you tasted.
With a devious grin and wink König opened his mouth, a long line of his saliva slipped between your legs, hitting the hood of your clit only a second before he slurped it back up making you arch. He kept you open and vulnerable, raw and exposed as he hummed against the apex of your thighs. He's loud as he laps at your center, enjoying your yelps and wiggles, writhing from this newfound pleasure.
He holds your thighs over his bare shoulders, your heels dig into the scarred muscles, you can feel the blades of his shoulders shift when he holds you open with the palms of his hot hands. His thumbs oh so politely peel your folds apart, the point of his tongue pokes at your hole. You whine and grab at his hair, tugging him further into your cunt. This sensation is new and delightful. Your hips roll on their own, bucking up for more, more suction of your clit, more tongue fucking into you.
He's continues his torment, chuckling darkly against your center, taking turns to kiss your clit or take a chunk of thigh between his teeth, scratching his blunt nails down the inner muscles of them.
You're an absolute wreck. König is smart and clever, he can read your tells like none other. The moment he sees or hears something you like, you are done for! His middle finger sinks in deep, your pussy has been patiently waiting for some form of penetration, fluttering around the thick digit. He gawks up at you in adoration. His lips swollen and covered in your shiny arousal. You've never seen anything any more beautiful.
The flat pad of his thumb barely, just barely touched your clit and you were moaning and drooling.
He knew what he was doing and he wasn't a slouch about it. He was testing you, helping you teeter off the edge of an orgasm. One you were ready to let go of.
"König…" You sobbed feeling his twist and roll his wrist, flicking your clit lightly, adding extra pleasure and pressure to your current state. You felt feral. As feral as König was looking up at you, between your thighs, resting his face there.
"Do you know just how stunning you are? You have made me feel more alive than any hunt, any raid. I am so so ready for you, pet." König confessed, eyes lowered so his lashes touched the tops of his cheekbones, watching where his, now two fingers, were splitting you open.
"R-ready for what? What do you mean?" Your breath hitched your throat, your free hand holding your breast.
"You have got your teeth in me, pet. I want to give you everything I have got. I promise you pet, you are all that I want. I may have stolen you that day but in turn you have stolen my heart." König was confessing his love for you. A blessing and a curse, you thought. He hands that were on you, the hands that were in you had been used for malicious intent, cruelty and thirst. So why did they feel so fucking delectable enough to make you cum?
"Can I ask you something?"
Your finally calmed down, your breathing had finally evened out after three soul crushing orgasms. He picked up on how squirrelly you were getting from his actions, bucking and rolling your hips. His hands couldn't hold you still any longer so a few rapid slaps to your pussy to keep you in line seemed to work. He sucked you off his fingers as he came over your mound, smearing his seed all over your cunt. Staining you, marking you as his own.
"Of course." König hummed, holding you close to his chest. He kissed the top of your head.
"When we marry, officially… will your heirs be in attendance?" You craned your neck to see his curious expression. Thick eyebrows twisted, some of his dark red hair had stuck to his forehead at random angles from his exertion.
"My heirs?"
"Ja silly, your sons. Where are they? I have not heard a word about them since I came to KorTac," you shrugged and were a little more confused when a smile, a handsome one at that, graced his face. "Are they raiding? Traveling? Where are they?"
König cleared his throat and tilted your chin to meet his still sultry gaze. "There is something I have been meaning to tell you, pet. I did not know when or how to tell you but… I do not have any heirs, no sons, no daughters."
"How do you mean?" you worried your bottom lip after he ran his thumb over it. "How are you the leader of a clan if you have no heirs to inherit KorTac?"
"Not yet. I have had plenty of sex in my lifetime, most meaningless and there for me to drown out the noise and expectations of being a leader. A lot of energy to expel but, I can never fully reach that realm of being able to cum with a partner. With myself, absolutely. No question. But it had always been something I have dealt with. The clan dare not ask why."
"But you cum with me, every time we have fooled around." You pondered.
"Exactly," König slowly moved to roll you on to your back, his forearms caging you in, the weight of him crushing into your ribs in the softest way possible. "You are the only woman to do it. It must be fated by the Gods that you can do this to me, make me safe enough to complete. Which means, my dear dear pet, you and only you," König pushed up on one hand to cover your lower belly with his palm, his fingertips digging into the skin he found there. "You will carry the sons of KorTac. You will be the mother of KorTac, so round and full of me. Of us. The sagas and all who come to live after we have arrived in Valhalla will know your name."
Your mouth went slack. You would have fame, a legacy, a saga of your own. One that would be passed down from generation to generation. You didn't even think of that bit! You thought he would have surely put you in the ground by the end of month one. Your mouth also went slack at the way he was talking about fucking you, how you would be pregnant with your children.
"You are going to cum inside me? How will you know when it will take?"
"As long as it takes, my dear. I will fucking cum inside you every night from our wedding night on, you will always be full of me whether you are with child or not." You shuddered at his words, König smiling at your pretty face, pressing his forehead to yours, looking so deeply into your eyes. "Does that excite you?"
You swallowed hard, watching his tongue come out to lick over his lips. "Ja."
He chuckled darkly before kissing you hard and fast on the mouth. "As you can feel, I am too."
….
"I am too small, pet! I cannot reach." Tove whined as she wobbled over your shoulders, her added weight up there made you tighten your core.
"You can reach, raise your arms all the way up."
"And just what are you two darlings up to?" Keeva asked, coming outside of their homestead, carrying the twins.
Price had requested your help in celebrating Keeva's birthday, hanging a banner outside the house to signal any and everyone who happened by. Laswell had also been asked, her job was to make a special cake, hiding it in the back of the yard with presents. She at least had not been caught red handed.
"Happiest of birthday's Keeva!" You sang, holding her daughter once the banner was finally in place.
"It certainly is," she beamed and kissed Tove's head before you brought her down to hug your friend. "I have a healthy family, great friends and you this year. Hopefully for forever."
"Did König say…"
"Price. Can't tell that man anything! We are all excited for your extended stay."
She didn't say no when you reached for one of the twins, giving your friend a bit of a reprieve for even the briefest of moments.
König gave you a look when the party started, eyeing you with a baby cradled against you. You could feel his blue eyes darting to your belly, his eyes did that thing that you had picked up where you knew he was smiling under the hood.
Laswell and her wife brought the surprise cake out later that evening, everyone cheered and sang songs. Games were played. Flowers were given, presents of new boots, cloaks and salves were given to Keeva as well.
You missed that part though, too pre-occupied with König's mouth against your throat on the opposite side of the house, his thigh pressed up between your legs.
"We should not be doing this." You whined, trying to deter him to avail. One thing you learned about König is that he would do as he pleased, when he pleased. "We'll get caught."
"I am the leader, my pet, who will stop me from devouring something so sweet, hmmm?" He groaned when you started rocking your hips against his leg, even a little friction was better than nothing. "Be good for me and I shall reward you again."
You lifted the bottom of his hood and ducked beneath it to kiss him, you grabbed at his cloak, at his thicker sweater, imbedding your fingers into the designs.
"You look so pretty holding a baby."
"Imagining one of our own are you?" you smiled against his soft lips. "Several in fact," König licked the seam of your lips, pressing himself further into you. "You will be full of me whether you are pregnant or not, keeping you seeded, rooted with me. I cannot wait."
He kissed you hard before spinning you around, pushing you face first against the side of Price's house, your hands up against the smooth wood as König leaned into your ear.
"Do it now then." You panted.
"Afraid not sweetheart but know this," his heavy chest pressed into your back, making sure you felt his full weight against you, thick hands covering your own against the house. "Gods help who we have as witness on our wedding night. I will be breeding you."
…. König wasn't breeding you that night but he was for sure rutting up into, your hands in his hair, holding his face. You two raced home, through the doors of the great hall, eager to grope and fondle each other. You tore off his mask, his cloak, his shirt, leaning your head back for him to kiss and suck at your flesh while you moved down to his pants.
Everything was rushed until you were both naked, climbing into his lap now with a wicked grin.
"You are going to be the death of me." König admitted, moving his hips against your own, his cock getting slicker by second, your arousal coast the throbbing muscle between you.
"Not before I give you sons." You smiled into the first kiss, holding him tightly to your chest. "And daughters." König sighed into your mouth, licking at your tongue, nipping your lip before assaulting your mouth in a fervor.
You lazily stroked the head of his cock, circling the forming pre-cum around the crown of it, smiling even more when you felt the big man jerk and moan. You kept a decent pace, feather light touches, you were so tempted to just get on your knees already and take him into your waiting wet mouth. He has already put his mouth on, why shouldn't you return the favor?
But König had other such plans, grabbing your arms and holding them behind your back, rocking and bucking his hips up at just the right angle to make you squirm. He pulled away from your mouth, all swollen lips and glassy, passionate eyes. It would take a thousand lifetimes to get over that look.
You awoke that morning in a fever, König had tangled himself up behind you, covered only from the waist down, loosely. The fabric of the blankets on your skin, his face pressed up against your shoulder, surprisingly not snoring. His large hands resting on your waist looked massive, especially when you covered it with your own.
You had just rolled over to face him, brushing away some hair from his eyes when you heard heavy footfalls in the distance. Your smile faded and turned into a look of shock. The door to König's bedroom was being pummeled from the other side, making the man jolt awake and grab you close.
"Whose there?!"
"I am sorry to wake you," Soap opened the door, looking wild. "Good morning, pet. There are boats arriving to shore, wanted to make sure you were awake to greet our guests."
König nodded and waved him off before rubbing at his eyes. "Well that is one way to wake up. You look… well rested."
He popped an eyebrow at you before sitting up, bringing you with him to rest against the wall.
"I am. You are as well, you did not even snore last night." You smiled and went to rise, only for König to drag you back to his warmth. You looked so cute in the morning, you thought.
Your old life was slipping through the cracks like sand through your fingers.
"Roach!"
"Horangi, brother." König grabbed Kim's hand and brought him to knock their foreheads together.
"Keegan, hello brother!"
"Alejandro."
König ushered you around, greeting these old friends and acquaintances as each one of their boats slunk up to shore. The colorful banners to signify each clan that sailed towards you was beautiful. Cardinal reds, lilac and lavender borders, a shade so close it might mistaken for the sun. You didn't know why they were all arriving, a possible meeting of the minds for s successful future raid after the winter months. Possible sharing of gifts, maybe? You didn't know but you bowed and shook hands, excited for what news anyway.
….
After a terrific dinner spread, König touched your shoulder and made his way up to his throne, taking a wide seat, hands clasped beneath the hood, under his chin.
The great hall noticed at once, attention was quietly required. The music faded to a stop, all of KorTac and its' guests set down their horns and food. So quiet and still you could hear a mouse scurry past. Even the baby goat in Anso's hands quieted their bleating.
"Friends, I have some news I wish to share."
You swallowed hard. What was he to say?
"I have made a decision, a sound one at that." He continued as he leaned forward, somehow seated looking massive to the halls' crowd.
"Are we joining forces with Los Vaqueros come spring?" Someone asked.
"Are we raiding North again?" Another questioned.
"Nein nein. Something far more important," you watched König turn his head towards your table, tempted to pull your pillow from beneath you and cover your face with it. "It appears I have found a suitable partner, a relationship I did not foresee, the Gods had not granted me such a luxury until now. My future wife, is among this lovely crowd."
Hooting and hollering rang out, everyone looking amongst themselves, you could see The Collector was pleased with his gesture.
"You may know her or of her by now. If you have not, I ask that you greet her with excitement," you started to panic, you weren't one for large gatherings like this. KorTac was big enough on its' own let alone all these guests. "Pet, will you join me?"
You got up from the bench, shifting on nervous feet you made your way over to him, he stay seated for a moment before snapping his fingers. Gaz appeared with a grin, opening up a beautifully carved wooden box. He opened it to show you its' contents.
A braided and dyed beautifully colored ribbon, it was both hard and soft. The blue an identical to the shade of König's eyes, a softer shade, matching your eye color woven together.
"Go ahead. Take it out." Gaz said.
It felt so smooth in your palm, fascinated with its beauty you didn't realize König had stood, looking down at you before the audience hushed.
"I had Gaz make this for us, pet. You already have your arm band from your village, now you will have this for the ceremony," König took the other end of the handfastening ribbon and wrapped your wrist before his own, slotting his fingers between yours. "Will you be my wife, my pet?"
It didn't take long before you let out a breath to say, "Ja."
The great hall lit up, whooping and clamoring, someone banged on a shield somewhere when he leaned down to hug you. You held onto him tightly, this felt so real, so official now. You were to be married to The Collector.
He kissed you through the hood, getting more of a reaction from the clan.
"I also have something else to tell you, my dear."
"Oh König you spoil me!" You smiled against the mask, cupping his jaw.
"As one so should. I have bought your--"
"I object to this union!"
A rushed gasp hung in the air over the excitement of your engagement. Everyone looked about the hall, eyebrows narrowed, more questions than answers until you all witnessed Ada begin to stand from her place by the hearth. She looked around the room with her head held high.
She made her way through the rows of tables and benches, pushing people aside, her eyes locked on yours as she righted her self in front of you.
"And what is your reasoning?" You voiced. You were surprised your voice didn't break.
"Because it should be me. I was here first! I should be the wife of The Collector, everyone here knows I am his favorite." Another hushed gasp was felt collectively, König squeezed your hand, giving your the confidence to stand your ground.
"Aren't you everyone's favorite?" Soap chimed in with a confused look on his face, eyes darting back and forth.
"Shut up Soap! It should be me getting that handfastening, not her!" "What makes you think that you, Ada, are eligible to be The Collectors wife, hmm? Throwing a tantrum in front of guests and the clan, shameful."
Ada scoffed. "Like I stated before, I had him first. I know him better than you do, I have slept with him more times than I care to count, both Soap and Ghost can attest to that fact!"
"Actually a woman named Sloane was my first." König grumbled low enough that note everyone nearby was privy to it.
"You know what I meant! So tell me, pet; what makes you worthy to be König's wife?"
"Because…" you straightened your back, standing tall and speaking loud and clear with the aide of the big man next to you. You cleared your throat. "I was chosen by the Gods to birth the heirs of KorTac."
"What?" Ada furrowed her brow at you, anguish on her face if she wasn't being so cunty to you. She looked up at König with a sour expression.
"Is this true, brother?" Kruger's voice echoed the chamber.
"Indeed it is."
"You lie!" Ada pointed at you, on the verge of tears it looked as well.
"What good would it be to lie to you?"
"Because that's just not--"
"Just not what, Ada?" You lowered your voice, narrowing your eyes at her, reminding her that only herself and you knew what was being said.
"How is this possible?"
"I think you and I know why."
"You… with her?" Ada ground her jaw then and made a brash exclamation. "I challenge you to a duel."
"For what?"
"For his hand! For KorTac."
"You cannot be serious." You balked, the hall anxious and full of uneasiness.
"Oh I am very serious, pet. I will win his heart and you shall fail."
"Oh I doubt that."
"And why is that?" Ada sneered and crossed her arms over her large chest.
"You and I are very different. Your job is to fuck. My job is to fight."
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noodles-icetea · 3 months
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A Lifeline in Shibuya: Nanami's Reprieve?
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POV: Reader's Perspective During Nanami's Critical Moment in Shibuya Setting: Shibuya Incident, Just Before Nanami's Expected Demise Title: "A Heroic Interruption: Lovely Runner meets Nanami!" (Sort of) Nanami X F!Reader - Mostly Fluff Note: So since it's Kento Nanami's Birthday today, this drabble is my Tumblr copium after the Shibuya Incident. Here's hoping for more Nanami moments (and fewer near-death experiences) in the future! You will be missed Nanami but I refuse to accept your death 😈 Hey, you know those heart-stopping moments in Jujutsu Kaisen where you're like, "Oh no, not him!" Well, imagine this: it's Shibuya, chaos everywhere, and Kento Nanami is about to make his dramatic exit. But wait! Enter Lovely Runner (sort of), aka reader, a die-hard fan who's suddenly thrust into the action! Scene: There she is, tears streaming (no, seriously, I'm bawling), watching our favorite stoic sorcerer facing down Mahito like a boss. Only, I'm not having it. "Hey, Maito!" she yell's (oops, I meant Mahito, blame the nerves). "Hands off our Nanami-senpai!" Plot Twist: Turns out, my fan obsession isn't just good for watching edits. In a twist of fate (and a dash of Tumblr magic), she's got domain expansion powers! Picture this: Mahito's all set to crush our hero, but she's like, "Not on my watch!" Cue her, busting out some unexpected domain jujutsu, throwing Mahito off balance while Yuji swoops in for the assist. Nanami's Reaction: Amidst the chaos, Nanami's giving her this look like, "Who the hell are you?" Fair question, considering she just burst onto the scene like a hyperactive squirrel. But hey, at least she bought him enough time to escape (and maybe rethink his no-fans-allowed policy). Disclaimers - No curses were harmed in the making of this Tumblr post. Just my dignity and a lot of imaginary domain expansions. Cheers to fanfic whimsy and never giving up on our favorite characters! Violence Blood/Injury Intense Emotional Situations Mention of Death Desperation/Crying
Nanami's vision blurred, the chaos of Shibuya closing in around him. Mahito's cursed hand was mere inches away when suddenly, he felt himself being yanked sideways. Through the haze, he saw her—a girl, her face streaked with tears, desperation in her eyes.
"Nanami-san! No! You can't die here!" she wailed, her voice a raw plea as she clung to him, trying to pull him away from Mahito. Her tears fell onto his bloodied suit, each drop a testament to her fear and determination.
Nanami, barely holding on, managed to whisper, "Who are you?"
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"I'm just someone who believes in you," she sobbed, her grip tightening as if sheer willpower alone could keep him safe. "You can't give up now. You have to survive!"
As Mahito's smirk grew, the girl stood between them, her back to the cursed spirit. "Stay away from him!" she shouted, her voice breaking with emotion. "You won't take him from us!"
Then, in an astonishing display, she activated a domain expansion, her surroundings warping into a space filled with protective barriers and energy pulses. Mahito hesitated, taken aback by this unexpected turn of events.
Nanami, despite his injuries, was moved by her courage and the depth of her concern. He forced himself to stand with her, feeling a flicker of strength reignited by her presence. "We need to move," he said, his voice steadier.
With a determined nod, the girl raised her hand, summoning all her power to create a protective shield around them. "I'll protect you," she vowed, her tears still streaming but her resolve unbroken. "We'll get out of this together."
As Mahito lunged, she unleashed her full power, creating a barrier that forced him back. Yuji, witnessing the scene, rushed in to support them. "I'll handle Mahito!" Yuji shouted, his determination matching hers. "Get Nanami out of here!"
The girl, her strength bolstered by Yuji's arrival, focused on creating a path to safety. "Come on, Nanami-san!" she urged, half dragging, half supporting him as they moved away from the battle.
Nanami, moved by her unwavering resolve, found himself inspired to keep going. Step by agonizing step, they navigated through the chaos, the girl's protective barriers shielding them from the worst of the fray.
Yuji faced off against Mahito, buying them precious time. The girl's tears flowed freely, but her spirit remained unyielding. "You have to live, Nanami-san," she whispered as they finally reached a safer distance. "You have to."
With one final, desperate push of her power, she ensured their escape. Collapsing beside Nanami, she looked up at him with tear-filled eyes. "You...you'll be okay," she said, her voice trembling but filled with hope.
Nanami, gazing at this stranger who had risked everything for him, felt a profound sense of gratitude and determination. In that moment, he realized the truth: he was wrong when he had said no one would miss him when he was gone. This girl, her tears and bravery, proved otherwise. There were people who cared, people who would miss him.
"Thank you," he murmured, his voice filled with emotion. "I will. I know now... I know people will miss me."
Together, they had survived. And in that moment, amidst the chaos of Shibuya, a new resolve was born within Nanami—to fight on, not just for himself, but for those who believed in him.
Birthday Copium: So, here's to you, Nanami-senpai! In my alternate universe, you're alive, slightly confused, and hopefully starting to realize just how many people out here would miss you if you were gone. Happy birthday, you magnificent exorcist! Feel free to drop a comment if you laughed, cried, or if you just want to yell about how much you love Nanami (because, same).
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cordiformpink · 8 months
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tickles!! no names, so imagine whoever you'd like :)
he's dozing a little, when she finds him. stretched out on his bed on his stomach, arms folded, head pillowed on them. warm yellow light blankets the room and casts gentle shadows in the creases of his faded pyjamas. half an hour has passed since he claimed he was going to go get in the shower, and she didn't hear the water run once during that time. no surprises, then, when she finds him like this.
as cute as his impromptu napping is, it can't be allowed to continue. he's got things to do, and she'd hardly be a helpful partner if she didn't prompt him to get back on track with his day. still. he is cute. and there's really only one way such a cute boy ought to be woken.
she moves quietly, footsteps soft, gliding, nearly, until she's kneeling on the bed beside him. he hasn't stirred. her hand rests first on his back, stroking down his spine until he sighs in bliss. she slides her hand across his lower back then, rubbing circles there, feeling the way he begins to stir at her touch. he's half-awake, and shows it in the catlike arch of his back.
"like that, do you?" she smiles. she knows that he does. he likes all of this.
her other hand joins the first. she smooths them over his soft shirt to rest on his sides. then, she starts to tickle.
he twitches, jerks, letting out a quiet giggle.
"hiii," she says, voice soft and smile-shaped.
he tries to say it back, but her hands dart an inch upward and squeeze, and he cuts his own voice off with a surprised squeak and a second stream of giggles.
"mmm, i don't think so. i think it's my turn to do the talking. see, you told me you were off for a shower." her fingers begin to walk up his sides, each fingertip settling and giving a tiny wiggle before the next moves. "and yet, here you are, not showered."
he's holding as still as he can, and she can feel him nearly trembling with the effort to do so, but he twitches helplessly at the little presses of her fingertips. she walks her fingers to a stop, resting over his ribs. she pauses there for a few moments, watching him try not to squirm with anticipation, caught between one breath and the next, hardly daring to move.
"now. got anything to say for yourself?" she asks.
a beat passes while he summons his excuses. "well, i-"
she digs her fingertips into his ribs. whatever explanation he was planning to give is lost entirely as he shouts with surprised laughter.
she grins. his ribs are a bad spot, and she knows just how to get him best there. she wriggles her fingertips into the spaces in between his ribs, following the gentle curve of each one and poking into the ticklish flesh there until he jerks and bucks and shrieks. the giggles are pouring out of him now as he squirms and twists, face prettily flushed. though she knows he doesn't mean to, he twists over onto his side, curling up in defence of his sensitive ribs.
it doesn't help, of course. her hands are already there, and they follow him, so that his attempts to shield himself only serve to keep her hands pressed close. she gives him a moment's reprieve to contemplate his situation before she starts to tickle him again.
his laughter fills the room, and her own little giggles of delight join it. there's nothing quite so lovely as this.
he's breathless and on his back the next time she pauses, and she's leaning so far over him that she decides it'll be easier to straddle him instead, so she does.
he gazes up at her, smile so wide it warms her heart, eyes bright.
"more?" he asks, shyly hopeful.
she leans down and presses a soft kiss to his mouth.
then, she begins again.
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written once again about my obscure fandom loves, and made vague so others can enjoy. if you do want to know the characters i had in mind when writing, pls ask!
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One Day, Perhaps
So this little thing is a birthday present to one of my favourite humans here. You did, of course, give me the idea for this way back in elriel month but life got in the way of writing it sooner…
So, here you go dear @offtorivendell !! I hope you love this little piece of pure fluff. Happiest of birthdays to you, my lovely friend 💕 This is for you…
Elriel. Fluff. 1.3k words
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Azriel stood behind Elain as she bent over to clip a rose from one of the bushes that lined the gravel footpath winding through the gardens of Feyre’s veritable palace. The surface of the sparkling river beyond shone as they meandered along the banks of the Sidra, reflecting the sun as it made its decent once again toward the horizon.
Elain’s thick, golden-brown hair was gathered into a braid that snaked down her spine, leaving her creamy neck exposed to the sun that was beating down on them in the early afternoon. Stretching out and angling his wing just so, Azriel used the membranous limb to shield her pale skin from getting sunburnt.
Noticing the shadows that muted the suns rays from heating her skin, she turned toward him from where she knelt, gifting him with a little smile that made his heart stutter a beat.
It wasn’t the first time he’d used his wing to shield her from the harsh rays of the summer sun. In fact, he did it most times he accompanied her on a walk through the gardens, Elain not being able to help herself without gathering her skirts in her hands and stooping down to pull out a wayward weed or clip a blooming rose to display in the house or gift a friend. But every time he did so, every single time he gave her that little reprieve from the sun, she quietly thanked him with that smile. That stunning smile that rendered his legs useless for several moments and threatened to send him careening to his knees before her.
Rising from her crouch, she placed the long-stemmed rose in the wicker basket Azriel held for her along with the others. She’d declared she wanted a new floral arrangement to brighten up the foyer and the garden was a riot of colour in the height of summer.
Looping her arm in his, they continued their walk, Elain chattering happily as they leisurely strolled through the grounds of the River manor, Azriel just letting her talk and interjecting where appropriate. He loved listening to her talk. Only around him was she so loquacious. He supposed she thought the same of him, considering others rarely got to see the more verbally outward version of himself as Elain did. But he savoured the press of her small hand on his bicep, her melodious voice as she spoke of the happenings around Velaris and her plans for the garden come autumn.
He companionably continued following her around the grounds like a shadow, pausing beside her as she spotted flowers she wanted to add to her bouquet. She was bent over her dahlia bushes, partially hidden in the shade of a large oak tree when the beat of leathery wings, much less scarred and smaller than his own, sounded from above them.
Looking up just in time, Azriel watched as Nyx fearlessly flung himself off a high branch of the tree and swooped down towards them, his wings fluttering behind him in an effort to catch the current. The look on his chubby little face spoke of pure mischief and his violet eyes sparkled, so like his fathers.
“Nyx!”
Scrambling to catch the toddler who had just dive bombed his aunt and uncle, Azriel dropped the basket, sending flowers hurtling in every direction as he latched onto Nyx before he could do serious damage to himself.
At Azriel’s cry, Elain whipped around, her face morphing from fear to sheer delight as she realised her nephew was indeed not in mortal danger and just up to his usual schemes.
With a pealing giggle, Nyx wrapped his arms around his uncle’s neck, his grin splitting his face from ear to ear as he laughed at his own mischief.
“Did you see me fly, Unc Az?” Nyx asked excitedly, blissfully unaware he had almost caused the stoic Shadowsinger to suffer a heart attack with his flying. He was hanging off the back of Azriel’s neck like a spider monkey, his little face peering around to look curiously into his uncles’ face as he asked him his very important question.
“I saw you swoop me like an angry magpie, you little pest,” Azriel muttered beneath his breath, the corner of his lips lifting slightly as he tried in vain not to crack. Reaching for Nyx, Azriel hefted the three year old over his head and secured him in his arms against his chest.
Elain’s tinkling laugh alerted both Illyrian’s to her presence again, their eyes finding her lovely face in a devastatingly beautiful display of joy. Striding over to them, she smoothed down Nyx’s ruffled hair, kissing his forehead as he remained held aloft in Azriel’s arms.
“Are you being naughty again, Nyx?” Elain whispered conspirationally into the toddler’s face, her eyes alight with mirth.
“Unc Cass said to try surprise Az! He said he needs a-a… kick in his pants!” Nyx stuttered over the sentence as he worked to remember Cassian’s words, not fully appreciating their meaning.
“Oh, he did, did he?” Azriel muttered darkly as Elain stifled a giggle behind her hand.
“I’ll show him a kick in the pants,” Azriel grumbled, his eyes narrowing as his mind raced with all the ways he was going to pay back his brother.
Elain just laughed again, taking Nyx from Azriel’s arms and handing the Shadowsinger the basket in return, full of her clipped flowers once more after she’d collected them off the ground.
Azriel watched Elain fuss over Nyx as they started their walk again, the toddler tucking his face into his aunts’ neck, his little arms wrapping as far as they could reach around her frame. He watched as Nyx settled in his aunts’ embrace, lulled into a serene idleness by her calm demeanour and intoxicating scent. He couldn’t help but think the entire scene looked so…natural.
For someone like Elain, the idea of domestic bliss seemed so fitting. He was almost certain one way or another, it would find her, if that was what she wished. If anyone was fitting of motherhood, it was Elain.
“Do you want one?” Azriel blurted before he could think better of it.
Elain’s eyes found his, the chocolate of her irises bright in the sun. Her gaze flicked down to Nyx’s little form, his legs dangling either side of her waist as she held him hitched on her hip before her eyes flitted back to his. Her eyes had softened as they beheld her precious nephew, the adoration she felt toward him evident in the slight crinkling of the corners.
A knowing little smile bloomed across her face before she responded, “I do, one day, perhaps. But for now, I’m happy.”
Azriel watched her hand smooth circles on Nyx’s back, careful to avoid his little wings. He watched the way she naturally knew how to care for him, provide him safety and love. Something most of his own childhood lacked, but in no way the fault of his own mothers’.
“Do you?” Elain asked shyly, her voice breaking through his reverie, before she continued, “…want one?”
He watched her interacting so effortlessly with the little youngling, some inherent Elain-esque instinct talking over. Watched the gentle hands she used to care for him, the soft whispers of love in every touch and embrace and spoken word. If he indeed were to ever have children, that’s all he’d wish for them.
Azriel looked at her unblinkingly, even his shadows stilling behind him as if they too were aware that this moment in his life would indeed turn out to be one of great importance. “If I were one day to be granted the opportunity to be blessed in such a way, it would truly be an honour.”
Elain blinked up at him slowly, digesting his words, understanding blooming between the two of them with such ease. It was always so easy, with her.
She nodded; her lips set in a small smile before averting her gaze to their path ahead, a slight blush creeping up her cheeks.
“You will,” she uttered in no uncertainty, continuing their walk as Azriel fell into step beside her. The comfortable silence enveloping them once more.
He exhaled deeply, a weight he wasn’t aware pressing in on his chest loosening, beginning to slowly unravel. He believed her.
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mamamittens · 2 months
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What would happen if Melody went with Arlong to Cocoyasi village?
Would it change what happened in there?
Could you make a story about this AU?
Days later and I only just realized WTF this island is
(⁠。⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠。⁠)
I'm mortified.
It's...
This is Nami's home lmao, Jesus I need to just catch up to One Piece already. Kinda wish it wasn't so monstrously long so I could actually dive into it without burning tf out. Haven't been able to binge a whole series since middle school (Inuyasha and Fairytale, but I stopped at the second time Ezra was in a ice magic tower on the sea?? Or maybe the episode accidentally got repeated on the bootleg site, but it's a little distressing I genuinely couldn't tell lol). Skill issue, I know.
Well, I can't blame you for being a bit behind since this exact thing is buried in the pile of like, a thousands asks about this OC but that's actually what happens in the future. Once Arlong gets outta jail (canonically he was in the slammer for like, a year or so before Jinbe became warlord and sprung him so he ran to the East Blue) he and Jinbe get in a scuffle again and Jinbe let's Melody go with Arlong since he's a Warlord now and doesn't want to risk her safety at his side. And may or may not have gotten concerning attention from the other warlords. Still waffling on that.
But Arlong does not, however, let Melody know what he actually fucking does there. Wanting to shield her from what he considers necessary. And he's still hella fucking racist about humans. Also doesn't want her to know just how racist he is about that. Bellemere lives though! Paralyzed and appointed semi-reluctant caretaker for all things Girl and Human that Melody may need. And he low-key respects the single parent grind now, but he won't admit that out loud.
So as far as she's concerned until the Straw Hats get there, she lives on an island with her grumpy dad and occasionally moody cousin/sisters and ma-mere. And sometimes the locals give her weird looks but their only reprieve from Arlong's shitty behavior is when Melody is around so they know she's not involved in that.
Hence, the grand reveal of his 'betrayal' and Melody has to face the awful reality of her dad's racist ass ways as well as the strong possibility that he'd likely hate the shit out of her if she took more after her human side. He wouldn't, though warming up would have been a lot harder, but he doesn't make a great case for himself with his behavior. So she goes to live with Jinbe again, escorted by Hachi and Reyleigh just in time to get tangled up in Marineford.
Where the story will end because I am NOT WRITING ~700+ CHAPTERS WORTH OF CONTENT lmao, just nipping it at the time skip. I'll cry otherwise.
I don't even know what the shit she'd do during the time skip or Wano.
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srorgana1 · 11 months
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Invocation
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Paring: Vampire Kylo/Hunter Rey
Warnings: Dark Themes (Dead Dove), Supernatural/Paranormal, Blood, Violence, Gore, Death, NSFW 18+, Sexual Content, Psychological and Physical Torture, Kidnapping, Hatred towards organized religion, Pain, Major/Minor character death/injury, Demonic Possession
Chapter Twenty Five
The door lock rattles signaling Rey to open her eyes. She rubs her tired swollen eyes as she rolls to her side. She sees the offensive door swing open and she shivers violently, her magick thankful for the reprieve. She doesn’t know how long she has been in this cell. Time was irrelevant, mashed together under the weight of the iron door.
She’s seen no one since she got thrown in here. The only interaction with the outside is a hand flinging in a plate inside the room. The metal skids across the floor, whatever slop meeting the stone floor. She couldn’t stomach it even if she tried.
Her ever present nausea and muscle pain eases slightly as a blurry figure enters. She squints to see who it is. “You’re awake for once” a voice says. She grunts in response as her vision sharpens, seeing Poe in front of her with his hands in his coat pockets. He looking at her like he has so many times.
He takes a step forward as she raises herself up to sit on her cot. “Listen Rey, I really didn’t want to do this to you. I’m sorry. It was just to get Ren here…” She shutters as recent memories flash before her eyes, making her anger rise. “Fuck you Poe!” she spats “you broke your Oath! How could you do that?!” He sighs and leans on the wall behind him.
She can feel her strength returning the longer the door is open. She sits up fully, shivering again as her magick skips down her lines, fixing and straightening her shield. She keeps her face blank and mental walls high as Poe starts to speak. “The Oath can’t really stick if one’s got no soul Rey.”
He stops, shaking his head before continuing. “I was just doing my part. I honestly didn’t want to involve you. I tried to keep you out of it but when I saw how Ren looked at you and then after hearing you trained with him, I couldn’t stop what has already happening.” He looked almost remorseful as he pulls out a cigarette from his pocket, except for the black bleeding in from the sides of his eyes.
She takes a breath and without a word stands up slowly. His eyes follow her form as he chews on the end of cigarette. She takes a step towards him and with a flick of her wrist, wills the dirty metal plates to fly right into his shoulder she shot. “I can’t wait to watch you burn Demon!” she shouts. He grunts as he swats them away, his hand going to his shoulder.
“You Hunter whore” he bellows as she quickly sends out a pulse assessing her surroundings. She can sense others in the halls both demon and otherwise. Her breath hitches when she catches Kay’s signature among them. She rushes to the doorway when she feels his hand grab her jacket and pull her back into his chest.
She struggles against him, getting him a couple times in the ribs before he overpowers her. He squeezes her neck with his forearm, making her wheeze. “I can still fucking smell him on you” he growls “he will die a lot quicker if you continue to struggle. Do you want to be responsible for his death? Could you stomach that?!”
Her eyes water at the thought. She thinks back to him holding her as they told each other their deepest secrets, those soft smiles when she succeed with a new skill and those luscious kisses. How his magick and soul completed hers. Her heart clinches at the thought of him hurt or worse. No she cannot risk it. She couldn’t bare it.
She stops struggling but turns her head enough to be able to see Poe’s face in her periphery. “Fine, but so you know you will never win as long as The Order is around” she says as she mentally wills her shield to full strength for whatever is to come. He smiles as his eyes black out, his demon energy spiking. “Whatever you say Rey, but we are late due to your antics. I hope they didn’t start without us” he says as he walks her out of her cell and down the hallway. “Can’t miss the party of a life time.”
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Kylo grunts as he pushed roughly to the rough stone ground. He grits his teeth and hisses as clawed hands rip at his vest and undershirt leaving him bare. The hood is removed from his head, ripping some hair along with it. He pants as a blast of magick hits him head on, burning his skin and eyes.
He shakes his head, willing it away. “Bind him” a sinister voice says. His arms are immediately grabbed and placed in thick manacles. He tries to fights back against them but with each call to his magick the shackles burn and spark at his skin. He growls as he stills, knowing worse will come if he continues.
He takes a ragged breath finally taking the opportunity to look around as they leave him. The dark cavernous room is alight with candles, their flames causing shadows to dance along the walls. Numerous cloaked demons mill about. He looks down and follows the white painted lines on the floor. “Move again and I’ll gut you” a gruff voice says next to him.
He turns his shoulders as much as he can to see a demon smack a kneeling hooded figure in the head. They sniffle and cower at his threats. He can feel their fear radiating through their magick. His eyes shift, noticing more of them who were similarly bound. His blood runs cold at the realization.
His mind races, trying to come up with any way he can delay the horrible inevitable. He shuts his eyes trying and failing to find a way to warn The Order and The Council. His bonds burn once more as the activity increases around him and the others, the demons beginning to encircle them. There’s so many of them. A loud dark rumble echoes off the walls as a man is brought into the circle by two demons.
The man struggles in their hold, snarling and yelling at them. Kylo’s breath catches as he stares at an exact replica of a younger Vicrul. Same strong but slight build. Same dark hair and gold glowing eyes. He opens his mouth and starts spewing the same creative filth his father uses. It’s eerie.
He sees a cloaked figure walk up to him and grabs his jaw with a dark clawed hand. “That’s enough” he growls as he waves his hand over his head stilling him instantly. Kylo stiffens, knowing that voice. The demon turns and smiles darkly at Kylo. Krennic. He closes his hand, levitating Asher into the air and places him in the center of the circle. A dark leather book is handed to him.
Laughter hits Kylo’s ears as he hears a door open and two more bodies hit the cold stone floor. “You motherfucker! Let fucking go of me! Where the fuck is my son!? Answer me!” Vicrul’s loud voice roars behind him. “Temper Temper Vircul” one said coyly, kicking him in the chest. He groans as Trudgen growls as the sound of shackles echo once more.
Kylo watches Pryde, Krennic and Wilhuff stand behind Asher as a hush comes over the crowd. Kylo fights to control the growing sense of panic in his chest. “Welcome all to this unholy place. We are gathered here by order of the Dark One, the maker and master of all demons. His Dark Imminence awaits, has been calling from the other side and we must obey” Wilhuff says loudly, his scared chin prominent under his hood. Kylo’s eyes shift to the mass of demons as they start to hum lowly, combining their magick for the impending ceremony.
Kylo stares forward at a loss. He had failed The Order, his brothers, The Council, Rey. He feels the blanket of self-loathing drape over his shoulders, heavier than ever before. How could he be so stupid to think he was free of this and that the world was safe. How could he think he was anything more then the cause of everyone’s pain and suffering.
The door behind him opens once more. He is pulled from his spiraling thoughts when he catches Rey’s signature. He looks over his shoulders trying to find her. “Looking for this?” Poe’s voice says tauntingly. He appears from behind a particular large demon with Rey in his arms. Kylo growls, immediately noticing the bruising on her perfect skin.
“Ah our other guest of honor” Pryde sneers as Poe forces her down on the other side of the circle from Kylo. He hears her hiss as she is shackled as well. Kylo watches her raise her hand as soon as they let go. “Rey no” he yells as his own start to spark. She yelps in pain, falling back on the stone floor. Kylo watches her twitch helplessly.
Pryde turns and rejoins Krennic and Wilhuff, pulling a blackened Angel knife from his belt. Krennic opens the book in his claws. “Tonight we celebrate the Dark One’s return to this plane. We come with blood and magick to restore the one who was betrayed and cast down” he says, eyeing Kylo as dark magick thickens in the air.
Krennic continues to read, calling Him forth to the vail. The lines on the floor begin to glow. “We offer you those before you so your power will be restored” he says loudly as the three of them raise their clawed hands in the air. Even through his bonds, he can feel the other captives magick spiking.
Kylo watches in horror as the captives and Asher still and thin tendrils of magick begin moving towards their outstretched hands. The magical energy swirls, combining into a large floating orb. They cry and shake, groaning at the forced removal of their magick. Some slump over as it happens while others struggle in their hold.
As the tendrils fade the orb stabilizes, floating above Asher’s body. Pryde turns and smiles maliciously at him as Krennic continues to read. “We invite you, Master of the Darkness, to come forth and accept our offering. We offer you the blood of your traitors, those who swore to protect. We offer this form before us made of that same blood, may he be a worthy vessel for thee.”
Pryde stalks towards Kylo as Vicrul roars in the background helplessly. He stops before him brandishing the Angel blade. “I have been waiting for this” he growls as he grips Kylo’s hair pulling him upright. He hears Rey yelling as well over the demonic humming and Krennic’s profane words.
A sharp sting of pain rips through him, making him yell out as the knife is plunged into his shoulder. Pryde growls as he twists the blade, forcing it deeper. Kylo grunts and groans as the Angel blade begins to burn his flesh. Blood pours out as Pryde rips the blade from his skin, causing him to collapse on to the floor.
Through hazy eyes, he watches Pryde turns and walks back to the orb which is now swirling and sparking violently. He holds the blade above and allows Kylo’s blood to drip into it. His pain flares intensely as the orb darkens to an intense black and begins to pulse out dark energy. It’s terrifyingly familiar.
He hears a dark laugh emanate from the orb as it sinks into Asher’s chest, causing Asher to seize violently. Kylo can hear Vicrul’s howls and Rey’s shocked cries through his grunts of pain as Asher stills and begins to levitate off the floor. His shackles fall the floor, undone by unseen hands as he rises higher.
A sickening chorus of cracks echo though the room as the hooded figures instantly fall to the floor, their life forces suddenly no more. Kylo grits his teeth able to feel their pain along with his own. Asher opens his eyes, looking around with glowing black eyes. He smiles and chuckles lowly at the scene before him.
The surrounding demons kneel before him as Krennic closes his book and bows along with Wilhuff and Pryde. “Welcome back your Imminence” they say in union. He floats down, his bare feet hitting the floor. A low rumble and a whoosh of air whips around the room, making the clothes and hoods of the recently deceased rustle.
The pain rises in Kylo’s body once more, making him gasp. Asher turns and looks at him quickly. “Ah Kylo” he purrs as he walks towards him. His face is impassive, black eyes assess Kylo’s bloody form. They flick up to see the other Knights behind him.
His face morphs into a deep snarl, long fangs descending from his mouth as he places a hand on Kylo’s head. “Now you will feel all my wrath my traitorous knights” he grits as he sends a wave of torturous pain into his head. Kylo screams as his mind is ripped through by the Devil’s invisible claws.
He tries to fight back, trying frantically to put up his mental walls but they are bowled over by overwhelmingly strong dark energy. He shuffles through Kylo’s memories and disjointed thoughts, scrambling it all in a sea of white hot pain. He collapses, his body and mind finally overwhelmed. The last thing he hears before succumbing to unconsciousness is the others screams and the Devil’s dark laughter. You’re mine now.
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June of Doom #9
The Bad Batch - #9 - Defiance
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Omega clung to the edge of the roof, regretting her decisions.
Hunter had firmly told her to remain on the ship. But how could she possibly do that when they were heading into danger, especially now that they were down Tech? Sure, Echo was here to help out on this mission, but without Tech…
She had nodded obediently when Hunter gave her the order to stay. And then immediately slipped off the ship the moment he and the others were far enough away not to notice.
She gripped the edge as hard as she could, trying and failing to pull herself up onto the slick roof. The rain earlier had made the roof harder to traverse than she’d expected, and the pirates shooting at them certainly didn’t help.
“Hang on, Omega!” Hunter called, trying to make his way over while remaining behind cover. They were outgunned. 
Omega had managed to take down a few before a too-close shot startled her and caused her to lose her footing, but it wasn’t enough. Wrecker, seeming to realize that Hunter would never make it in time at this rate, let out a battle cry and charged out from behind his cover, lifting a stolen ship part the pirates had left lying around and hurling it at a group of them.
It was enough of a distraction to buy Hunter the time he needed to make it to the roof. He pulled himself up and began to carefully but swiftly make his way towards Omega.
“Hunter! I can’t hold on much longer!” she said, her arms trembling with exhaustion and her fingers starting to slip. It was too hard to hold her weight up on the slippery edge. 
“I’m almost there,” Hunter assured. 
He slipped a little, but easily regained his balance. He lowered himself to the edge of the roof and gripped Omega’s arm, hauling her up to his side.
He’d nearly gotten her the whole way up when a shot struck his armor, knocking him back with a pained gasp. Omega nearly slipped off again, but used her momentum to push herself up. She landed messily next to Hunter, hurrying to get to her hands and knees.
“Hunter!” she cried in fear.
He grabbed her around the waist, pulling her against his chest and rolling so that his body shielded her from the rest of the shots coming their way. Another cry from Wrecker, and the shots ceased.
Hunter used the momentary reprieve to grab Omega and roughly pull her up the roof and over to the other side, away from the pirates. 
“Wait. Here.” His voice was furious.
She shrank back, but did not move this time as he got down from the roof. She listened anxiously to the blaster fire until it finally stopped.
Hunter came back up to the roof, leveling her with a look. She could hear Wrecker and Echo digging through the pirates’ stolen goods out of sight.
“I told you to stay on the ship!” he said.
“Are you hurt?” she asked.
He rubbed his shoulder. “Mildly. I’ll be alright. What were you thinking, Omega? You could’ve been killed!”
“I could’ve gotten you killed,” she whispered, vision blurring with tears. “Oh, Hunter.”
She threw herself at him and he caught her. Her arms went around his waist, her face pressing to his chest. She let out a small sob as his arms actually went around her, too.
“I just wanted to help. Without Tech…and I can’t lose any of you too…” She shut her mouth and just cried into Hunter’s chest, wishing she could hear his heartbeat through his armor, just as a reassurance that he was alive and well.
“Omega,” he said, his voice much gentler. “We’re professionals. But there’s always a risk. If I make a call, it’s because I think it’s the best one. You need to stay on the ship if I tell you to, okay? We can handle ourselves.”
“So could Tech,” she choked out.
“I know,” he said, kneeling down and pulling her even closer. She shifted her arms around his neck and held on to him. ”I know, kid. The only promise I can make is that we’ll always do everything we can to make it back to you. But if I have to worry about your safety like that, I can’t focus in a battle. You’ve gotten a lot better, but you still lack experience. I’m making the best calls I can about when it’s the right time to get you that. Please listen to me in the future.”
“I will,” she said, pressing her cheek to his. “I can’t lose you, Hunter. None of you.”
He could do nothing to reassure her, because he could not promise they would not end up like Tech. All he could do was hold her close and hope fear for their well being tempered her defiance instead of fueled it. 
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📺 SAFE HAVEN ( stray kids )
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❛ Chan takes care of you while on your period.
𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧 + female reader ೯ ( 𝐨𝐧𝐞-𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭 )
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( 𝐠𝐮𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬 ) ( 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 & 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 ) ( 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 ) ( 𝐭𝐢𝐩 𝐣𝐚𝐫 )
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The soft murmur of your favorite show played faintly in the background, each line of dialogue blending into a soothing yet distant hum. The television’s glow cast a gentle light across the room, but its usual comfort eluded you today. Instead, you lay in bed, curled into a tight ball, desperately seeking relief from the relentless, gnawing cramps that seemed to seize your body from within. Your limbs wrapped around yourself as if trying to shield against the waves of pain that rippled through your core.
Your face contorted with each sharp pang, your expression a silent testimony to the agony that had besieged you since morning. The familiar script of your monthly torment played out with a cruel consistency, each episode bringing no closer respite. The same story, month after month, had woven itself into the fabric of your existence, a bleak narrative of suffering that refused to grant you reprieve.
No matter the remedy you tried, the painkillers, the herbal teas, the hot water bottles – all seemed powerless against the merciless grip of your cramps. It was as if your body had built an impenetrable fortress against relief, immune to every effort to ease your suffering. This miserable reality hovered at the edges of your thoughts, mocking your attempts to find solace. The knowledge that nothing seemed to help only deepened the sense of helplessness that accompanied these moments, leaving you to endure the pain in a seemingly endless cycle of discomfort and despair.
A groan brushed past your lips as you shifted in bed, trying to find a more comfortable position amid the relentless ache. The door to your boyfriend's childhood bedroom creaked open, revealing Chan's cautious form as he slowly made his way inside. In his hands, he held a paper bag filled with various items from the nearby convenience store. The room filled with the gentle rustling of the bag and the soft creak of the wooden floor beneath his feet.
Opening one eye, you saw Chan's gentle smile, his concern palpable even in the dim light. But the sight of his kindness brought a sudden wave of guilt crashing over you, and you quickly closed your eye again, unable to meet his gaze. Today was supposed to be filled with joy and family, a rare chance for Chan to spend a full day with his loved ones. Yet, your unexpected period had left you bedridden, tethered to the soft confines of his old bed.
Despite your insistence that he go on without you, Chan had refused to leave your side. You should have known better than to think he would actually listen when he knew you were struggling. His unwavering presence, while comforting, only deepened your sense of guilt. You felt like an anchor, keeping him from the family he so seldom got to see. The thought weighed heavily on you, intertwining with the physical discomfort in a cruel dance of emotions.
Chan moved quietly around the room, placing the bag on the nightstand. The contents clinked softly together: a mix of your favorite snacks, a bottle of water, pain relievers, and a few other thoughtful items he hoped might bring you some relief. His every action spoke of his care and love, a gentle reassurance that he was here for you, despite your own feelings of inadequacy.
"I told you I would be okay, Channie," you whined, your voice laced with exasperation. He responded with an adorable chuckle, the sound like a soothing balm to your frayed nerves, as he took his spot beside you on the bed. His strong arms wrapped around your torso, their embrace offering the perfect comfort you couldn’t resist, even as you continued to pout.
"I know you did, baby, but I couldn't leave you behind like this," he replied, his voice filled with the gentle reassurance you had come to love. His words were expected, yet they still carried a warmth that made your heart ache with gratitude. "I went out and got you some goodies instead. We can cuddle and watch your show for a while. I promise my family understands."
Despite his comforting presence, you huffed at him, furrowing your eyebrows in a show of disapproval. Still, you allowed him to turn you around, positioning you so that his warm thigh pressed against your lower abdomen. The combination of pressure and warmth brought a sigh of relief from your lips as the pain subsided a little, eliciting a light giggle from him.
His laughter was a melody that soothed your soul, and though you tried to maintain your disgruntled demeanor, the comfort of his touch and the relief from your cramps were undeniable. His presence was a reminder that you were cherished, that he was willing to sacrifice his day to ensure you felt loved and cared for.
As you nestled closer to him, the room filled with the soft sounds of your favorite show and the quiet hum of shared contentment. The guilt and frustration began to melt away, replaced by a serene gratitude for the man who held you so tenderly. In this moment, wrapped in his embrace, you felt a deep sense of peace, knowing that even in your weakest moments, you were never alone. His love was a steadfast anchor, grounding you amidst the storm of your discomfort, and for that, you were eternally thankful.
"Still, your family barely gets to see you, so I feel bad for taking you away from them when you're finally here," you mumbled shyly, a frown forming on your lips at the mere thought. The weight of your guilt pressed heavily on your heart, clouding the joy of having Chan by your side. His presence was a comfort, yet you couldn't shake the feeling that you were stealing precious moments from his family.
Chan shifted closer, the mattress dipping slightly under his weight. His hand found its way to your stomach, his thumb tracing soothing circles on your skin. The gentle motion was a balm to your frayed nerves, easing the tension that had settled in your muscles. "Do you really think my mother would have let me go out with them?" he asked, a hint of amusement in his voice. "She would've lectured for an hour about how she raised me to be a gentleman and how it would make me a jerk if I left you here, anyway."
You both chuckled at the vivid truth in his words, the sound a shared moment of lightness in the midst of your discomfort. You could almost see the scene unfold in your mind's eye: Chan, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly as his mother delivered her heartfelt lecture. Despite being a grown adult who had lived in another country for a good half of his life, his mother still held a significant sway over him. It was a testament to the deep respect he had for her, a trait you found profoundly admirable.
The thought of his mother’s gentle scolding brought a small smile to your lips. It spoke volumes about the kind of man Chan was – considerate, respectful, and deeply loyal to those he loved. The room seemed to warm with the shared laughter and the soft murmur of your favorite show playing in the background.
As you lay there, cocooned in the soft blankets and Chan's tender embrace, the guilt began to ebb away, replaced by a serene gratitude. His hand continued its comforting motion on your stomach, each circle a silent promise of his unwavering support. In these quiet moments, you felt the depth of his love, a love that transcended the miles between his family and the life you shared together.
The room, filled with the gentle hum of the television and the soft rustle of your shared laughter, became a haven of peace. In Chan's arms, you found a sanctuary from the world, a place where you could let go of your worries and simply be. The guilt that had once plagued you now seemed distant, replaced by the comforting knowledge that you were cherished beyond measure.
Eventually, you came to terms with the fact that the day would have unfolded just the same regardless of your wishes. Accepting this reality, you cuddled up to Chan's warm body with a contented sigh, letting your eyes flutter closed. The weight of the day seemed to lift as you nestled closer, finding solace in the gentle rise and fall of his breathing.
Chan's fingers moved through your hair absentmindedly, each stroke a tender caress that soothed your frayed nerves. His attention was fixed on the show playing softly in the background, a familiar comfort that you had watched so many times you were sure you could act out every scene if asked. The gentle serenity of his presence was a balm to your senses, distracting you from the dull ache of your cramps, which had already begun to subside with the warmth of his thigh pressed against you.
Your arms wrapped around his torso, pulling yourself closer to him, seeking the comfort and security that his embrace always provided. The world outside faded away, leaving only the cocoon of your shared warmth and the soft hum of the television. Chan's steady heartbeat became a lullaby, each beat guiding you closer to the edge of sleep.
As sleep began to drape over you like a warm blanket, you felt a profound sense of peace. The weight of the day, the guilt, and the discomfort all melted away, replaced by the serene tranquility of being held by the one you loved. The soft whispers of the show, the rhythmic motion of his fingers in your hair, and the warmth of his body all conspired to lull you into a restful slumber.
It wasn't long before you drifted off, enveloped in the safety of Chan's arms. In those final moments of wakefulness, you felt a deep gratitude for his unwavering presence, a silent promise that you were never alone. Sleep claimed you gently, and you surrendered to it with a heart full of love and a body finally at ease, cradled in the sanctuary of his embrace.
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Just A Chance Chapter Fourteen
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Secret Report: Marluxia II
Of all the secrets kept by the upper echelons of the Organization, the details of its founding have been the most vexing. Should the Organization be led by such beings? Chained to their past, yet they refuse to speak of it?
Larxene understood. Even though her prior life was painful, she strives to not be bound by it. To exist on her own terms. To fight against it. It was her perspective which informed my own. Adrift without memory. Yet determined to work to some purpose.
And I have found it. To be truly free in the universe. And the Keyblade shall grant me that freedom once it is mine.
And it’s power will be mine. One way or another.
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Lexaeus held on to his weapon for dear life, as Vexen no doubt did as well.  “The superior? No! His heartless!” Vexen backed away from Ansem, watching with wide eyes. Would he speak to them? Attack them? Call the heartless to his side? At this point, anything could happen.
 Ansem brushed off the last pieces of his frozen prison as he looked over the two of them. “Well now...these are faces I did not expect to see for some time. Echoes of what once was, desperately trying to justify their existence.” Ansem held out his arms and from him darkness swirled around the room and the walls became overshadowed. The carvings on them eroding as the darkness became saturated. Vexen cringed and Lexaeus braced himself as the room was overcome by the darkness. It was only a matter of time before that power to come crashing down on the two of them.
But then just as quickly, the darkness was repelled. All that Ansem had momentarily warped was returned to normal, and that power was forced back into him. Ansem looked at the room in surprise. “This magic? It’s—!”
Lexaeus snarled as he built up power again. He’d be foolish not to take advantage of the reprieve. But just as soon as he started, from out of Ansem’s shadow emerged a hulking figure who grabbed Lexaeus by the throat. Strength stifled, he struggled against the guardian while Ansem simply smiled and crossed his arms. “Of course. That sly fox.” 
Vexen was practically cowering at this point, desperately holding the shield between Ansem and himself. But with a wave of Ansem’s hand, the guardian released Lexaeus, who gasped out as he could breathe again, “Wh...why?”
“It seems through your intervention, I have been provided a singular opportunity. So I shall permit your survival for now.” Again, darkness gathered around Ansem, but this time he vanished into it.
Lexaeus got to his feet and looked to Vexen, still clutching his shield. Gathering his wits, he asked, “What now?”
Vexen looked to Lexaeus, words failing him. “We...we..” Until finally he hit on a solution. “We tell Marluxia that Riku escaped and that we are working on locating him.”
Lexaeus frowned at the suggestion, crossing his arms. “And when that fails and he finds out the truth?”
“We will have thought of a more permanent solution before then!” Vexen barked as he began to pace. “There must be something! Anything!
“Well then by all means Vexen. Tell me.” 
The two of them looked over to the end of the room where Marluxia had emerged from darkness. He glared at them, hands balled into fists.
“Do you have a solution for this?”
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Roxas stood at the door with a smile on his face. “Same time tomorrow? Maybe earlier?”
Naminé simply gave a nod from her chair. “Whenever you can.” The smile from the memory they had created hadn’t left her yet. It was the only memory of that fictional childhood she truly made because she wanted to. And with Roxas, it was the only one she knew was real.
But as Roxas reached for the door handle it was flung open, and on the other side stood a very unhappy Axel. “Both of you, come with me. Now.”
Something in her gut sank at the instruction. Had they been found out? Did Marluxia and Larxene realize she had gone astray of their plan? Was the only good thing in her life being taken away? But all she could find herself able to say as she stood up was, “What’s wrong?”
“Ansem’s alive, and he’s running around Castle Oblivion.”
The news caused her to pale, clutching her notebook to her chest. Immediately, she began to follow Axel as he walked down the hall. Roxas, was just bewildered as he tried to keep up.“Wha—? Wait. Who’s Ansem?”
Of course, the Organization probably wouldn’t have any reason to tell him about a dead man. She explained as best as she could, “He was once a wise king before he fell to darkness when investigating the heart. He turned himself into a heartless and led the others before Sora defeated him.” Roxas stopped for a moment, and Naminé paused with him. “Is something wrong?”
“Investigating the heart,” he began to mutter as he rubbed his chin until recognition lit up in Roxas’ eyes, “Axel, was the king of you old home named—?”
“Ansem? Yep. And his Nobody is in charge of our Organization.” Axel beckoned the two back down the hall with him as he continued to walk. “Anyway, looks like dying to Sora didn’t take,” Axel muttered as they arrived at their destination, “So now we need to figure out what to do.”
“Are you serious?!”
Zexion’s voice heard in the hallway caused the three of them to wince. Opening the doors, they saw everyone else gathered another one of the crystal balls. Vexen was pacing back and forth, and Lexaeus had his weapon summoned to his side. Larxene had her arms crossed unmoved by the outburst. “I’m completely serious. We can’t discuss this with Xemnas.”
“Complete…?!” Zexion sputtered and waved his hand, “The heartless threat is not something the Organization can simply ignore! If Ansem has returned—!”
“We must be as thorough as possible in our report to him,” Vexen spoke up, trying to placate Zexion despite his own anxiety. 
Lexeaus continued as he observed the crystal ball cycling between rooms in Castle Oblivion, “If he remains here, we must continue our observations until Ansem departs before making our report.”
Larxene smirked as she put a hand to her hip. “You mean so you can both save face after letting him get loose in the first place?”
“Regardless, I concur,” Marluxia’s voice caused everyone to go so silent, “As acting authority over our operations here, I decree we shall not discuss this with Xemnas until we can speak with certainty of his intentions.”
And from the ensuing silence, it was clear that his command was understood. Even if some of the other members of the Organization did not agree with it.
“Anyway Axel, you and Roxas didn’t miss mu—,” Larxene stopped as she looked to the three of them. And more specifically towards her as her eyes narrowed. “Why is Naminé here?”
Marluxia stepped forward, and gave Naminé a more pointed look. “I want to know her response to this news.”
To be sure, the real question Marluxia had posed to her was something she considered occasionally. More and more once Kairi had arrived at the castle and began to fight her way through floor after floor. All for the sake of her friends that she cherished.
And there was someone Naminé cherished.
“I’ll do it.” Everyone looked at her as she answered Marluxia, “I want to learn Kairi’s power.” And for a moment, her eyes met Roxas’ own that looked at her in surprise. “I want to use the Key—”
“Excuse me!?” Larxene shouted as she walked towards her, arms crossed. “How could someone as weak as you learn how to use a keyblade?”
She flinched at the rebuttal. Naminé didn’t have any kind of real experience fighting. Kairi had occasionally joined Sora and Riku’s play fights in the past. But she had no real way to tap into it with Sora’s memory alone. Still, Zexion seemed to nod at what she said. “If her original self can use the keyblade, it would stand to reason that she would also have that power.”
“Yeah right! This frail little—?”
“That is correct, Zexion,” Marluxia cut off Larxene’s latest diatribe with a raised hand. “It is why I asked her to consider this possibility long ago, when she made it known to me that the princess could make her way here. To see if she could find some way to acquire some semblance of the princesses’ power.” And that was her one lifeline in this. That Marluxia was even willing to entertain the possibility of her gaining this power. He looked her dead in the eyes, hands folded behind his back. “You are certain of this decision?”
“I am.” 
Naminé had never been more certain of anything in her life.
Roxas began to smile as he looked towards her and reached out a hand. “Hey, maybe..”
“Roxas, shut up.” Larxene snapped and walked over to Marluxia. “You. Me. Talk. Now.” At his nod, the two vanished into darkness.
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Larxene was already at her wits end with all of the changes in their plan. While Roxas’ interruption might have been self-inflicted, the boy was able to pull something together. Everything that came from that, however? With the princess and Ansem arriving on the scene? Part of her could understand why Marluxia considered pushing Naminé to get some training, if only to delay any kind of kidnapping.
But a keyblade?!
“I’m just going to get to the point,” she asked as the two of them arrived in Marluxia’s chambers, “What are you thinking?!”
Marluxia, unflappable as ever, simply crossed his arms and closed his eyes. “With the viability of maintaining control over Sora diminishing, as well as the new threat introduced by Ansem, our circumstances have changed. Thus, we will need to adjust our plans accordingly.”  
“By making Naminé stronger? We can’t just let that happen.” She walked over to him and began to poke at his chest to punctuate her point. “If she gains the power of a keyblade, it would only be a matter of time before she escaped.” His eyes opened in a snap to meet her own, as she brought up the bigger elephant in the room. “Or worse, finds a way to improve her existing power.”
For once, he was silent and began to mull the point over. Eventually however, he gently pushed Larxene’s hand back. “That has always been a peril in integrating her into our plans. Which is why we have taught her respect for our rule.” She couldn’t help but smirk and let Marluxia move her hand back. “But it must be tempered with enough motivation so that such respect does not turn to disdain.”
With a sigh, Larxene conceded and walked out of his personal space, “Right. There’s a balance to it. Push her too far and she won’t care how much she gets hurt if she can hurt us back.” As much as she favored the stick, there had to be a bit of carrot in situations like these. 
Which they had covered at first. “Originally, the memories she was fixated on were to be her reward to tide her over until Sora arrived.” Marluxia explained. “But now there is a growing possibility this may not come to pass.”
And with a snap of her fingers, it all became clear to Larxene. “That’s why you’re offering her this. So she won’t turn against us or Roxas to see Sora.” But in a moment, she paused, “Though I’m not sure she’ll turn against the rookie.” Marluxia raised an eyebrow, so she continued. “She gets defensive about his visits. I’ve got a feeling she likes him.” 
“And he seems to be continuing his visits,” Marluxia nodded. Then began to smile. “Depending on how the situation develops, this may be something we can turn to our advantage.”
“So I’ll keep an eye on her?” Larxene opened a portal to return back.
“As I will watch him.” Marluxia nodded as he led the way. “Together, we will see if either of them are truly worthy.”
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A moment of silence passed after Castle Oblivion’s leaders departed from whatever Larxene was unhappy about. Roxas wasn’t sure he cared much about it. Vexen and Lexaeus looked to each other before Lexaeus broke the silence. “I assume we should proceed to scour the castle for any sign of Ansem.”
Vexen clasped his hands together and began to eagerly nod. “Of course! Of course! I should be able to reconfigure my equipment to monitor for his darkness given time! So I should get a head start on that! Lexaeus?” He conjured another dark portal and the two quickly made their exit. 
Zexion sighed at their departure. “I just hope that we actually can control this situation before it becomes worse.”
That just left the four of them. Axel was left scratching the back of his head chuckling, “Well, assuming Marluxia signs off, you’re sure you want to do this?”
Zexion crossed his arms and began to ponder. “This training is likely not going to be easy. I’m not sure where we could even begin in instructing you to call upon the keyblade.”
“Hey, aren’t you forgetting I’ve got a keyblade?” Roxas pointed to himself. If he was a part of the Organization because of that power, then he needed to live up to the responsibility of being the only person who had it. “I should be able to help Naminé with calling on her own.”
“Roxas...Thank you.” 
It was strange. They were simple words of gratitude. But Roxas couldn’t help a warmth gathering in his cheeks just hearing them.
Axel raised an eyebrow and began to tap the crystal ball. “So what made you want to get in the fight? Why not just ask someone to guard you?”
Naminé shook her head. “If things are changing so much, then I need to change too. I can’t just stay in that room and wait for everything to happen.”
“How else could I help you too?”
Roxas’ eyes widened. It was a whisper so quiet he was sure no-one else heard them. But he was certain Naminé was looking at him as she spoke.
Before he could say anything however, a dark portal appeared again. Out stepped Larxene and Marluxia, the former in a much calmer mood. Marlxia looked at Naminé, “Training you may be a worthwhile pursuit Naminé. But it is dependent on one last question.” He looked over to Roxas and asked firmly, “You are the only one with the power of a keyblade. Would you assist in Naminé’s training?”
“I will.”
Roxas had never been more certain of anything in his life.
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yn-ymn-yln · 2 years
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The Loner and The Freak
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Eddie Munson x reader 
Word count: 1247
Summary: After a run in with the high school cheer squad you go to the only person who makes you feel safe. 
*Hurt/Comfort and Fluff* 
*Eddie really got me back on my bullshit huh?*
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“Stop running LONER!”
“Yeah! We just want to talk! Come on!”
Prey… that’s what you were.
Tearing through the woods as fast as your feet would carry you, you don’t glance back to your pursuers, knowing the distance between you and them was growing smaller with each labored breath you took. You imagine this is what the gazelles on national geographic must feel like, eyes wide and searching for an escape, minds muddled with lost hope that they could avoid being someone else’s dinner.
Maybe that’s how this was meant to end. The script you couldn’t see would clearly have printed local loser gets mauled by relentless cheerleaders.
Ducking behind a tree, you quiet your presence as much as you can. Sparing one of your hands wrapped around your knees, you clamp it over your mouth, ears listening for any sounds indicating you weren’t alone. The snapping of branches in the distance tells you they’re close, but not close enough to warrant you bolting out of cover.
“You know you can’t hide forever Y/l/n! If we don’t find you now, we’ll just wait for you at school tomorrow!”
“Is this really worth it?” You almost scoff at the bored tone of the teenage girl. Obviously tormenting you wasn’t as entertaining as she thought. “… All I’m saying is we could be doing something better than running through the woods.”
“Fine! God, you both suck.”
The retreating footsteps of pristine white sneakers sends your frantic heartbeat into a some-what more casual rhythm. As silence fills the air around you once more, you finally allow your defenses to crumble. Trembling hands and harsh pants wrack your frame as your fear manifests itself with thoughts of what could have happened. Images of bloody noses and bruised knuckles play through your mind, while taunting voices promising that no one cared enough to come for you were looping endlessly. The cycle only breaks when the chilled February air caresses your frame, reminding you of the slowly sinking temperature. Winter in Hawkins had never been kind, even less so to the unfortunate souls that found themselves sobbing on the damp leaves still present from a season long since passed.
Dragging your sleeve over your eyes, you collect yourself as much as you can, taking off in the direction of the one person you knew would keep you safe.
Eddie.  
Your savior sits on the steps in front of his trailer, cigarette hanging lazily between his lips, face cast towards the last remnants of fading sunlight. You watch from a distance as his eyes close in contentment, soft brown taking a reprieve from the retched world surrounding him. He doesn’t notice your approach at first, fingers drumming on the exposed skin of his ripped jeans, thoughts far away from you and your endless troubles, but when he does? You swear he becomes his own sun.
“There you are! I waited for like an hour, figured you forgot and walked home.” Without acknowledging his words, you slam yourself into his warm embrace. Face pressed so close to his heart you almost don’t detect the worry in his tone. “You okay sweetheart?”
No.
“Y/n?”
What made you so inferior to everyone else?
“I hate them.” Your voice is wrecked, but it’s almost unnoticeable through the fabric of Eddie’s hellfire shirt.
“Hate who? What happened?” He tries to back away from you, wanting distance to get a peak at your face if only to reassure himself that you weren’t hurt. “Baby?” The cracks in your dam deepen, chunks of concrete chipping away until suddenly it collapses, sobs rip through you at such a rate you worry you’ll make yourself sick.
“I H-hate them so m-much.” He tightens his grip then, pulling you as close to his body as he can, shielding you from everything and everyone.
“Hey, shh, shh, you’re okay baby. I’m right here.” He lets you take your time calming down, gently rocking you back and forth until your breathing evens out. “There’s my pretty girl, why don’t we go inside? Maybe lay down for a bit?” you nod your approval, allowing him to lead you towards his room. You swear these four walls are magic, maybe its just the traces of Eddie you can find anywhere you look, or the memories you made here together, pieces of each of you scattered around the messy space.
He sits you down on the edge of his bed, kneeling in front of you to finally get a good look at the person he fell in love with, the concern radiating off of him is palpable.
“Talk to me sweetheart.” You worry your lip as you gaze into his eyes. Words getting stuck in your throat momentarily before your forcing them out.  
“I’m exhausted Eds. I’m so fucking tired of being hated for everything I do. Why can’t they just leave me the hell alone?” Frustration bubbles up within you, causing you to rub at your face roughly. “I know I shouldn’t let it get to me. I know it’ll only feed their fire, but how long am I expected to run without a damn break?” Eddie wasn’t new to the cheerleader’s insistence on nagging you, though it had never gotten you this worked up before, he knows everyone has their limits. At that he brings you closer, noses brushing as his eyes gaze into yours. He doesn’t speak for a moment, instead he lets his closeness soothe some of the ache in your heart.
“I’m always here Y/n, no matter what. When things are too much, come get me. I may not be able to kick the cheer squad’s ass but I sure as shit can egg their houses.” You can’t fight the smile that slowly blooms on your features, the ridiculousness of your boyfriend’s statement mending a piece of your soul.
“Promise?”  
“Oh, baby I’ll go buy a dozen eggs right now if you want.” The infectious happiness that seems to follow Eddie around like a shadow never ceases to amaze you. Especially now, as your thrown back with the force of your laughter, despite crying only minutes ago. He chuckles with you, running his fingers over your forehead from his position on the ground. “I love you. You know that right?” His smile never falters, though you pick up the undertone of guilt at the edge of his voice.
“Edward Munson, no one and I mean no one has ever made me feel as loved as I do with you. and I love you too” Eddie clambers unceremoniously onto the bed then, burrowing into your neck as his arms wrap around you. his hair tickling you as he gets comfortable.
“We’re gonna get out of this shithole soon. Run as far the fuck away from here as we can and never look back.”
“Yeah?”
“Mhm, get our own little place, maybe even get a cat.” Your fingers glide over his cheek, pushing his wild locks behind his ear as he continues. “Course we can’t run too far, Henderson would kill me.”
“Oh my god do I have to share custody with Dustin?” You roll your eyes with fake exasperation, your love for the curly haired weirdo just as strong as Eddie’s.
“Afraid so.”
“I guess you’re worth it, though I totally call having you on Christmas.” Manic laughter sounds by your ear as Eddie pulls away, his lips peppering kisses all over your face.
“Good luck with that sweetheart.”
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international superspy :: loid x hostess! reader
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synopsis: working in berlint's most popular hostess club, you get interested in some mysterious eye-candy who's dressed up to the nines.
content tags/warnings: drabble/oneshot. suggestive. implication of illegal activities. strong language.
word count: 750 words
notes: for @scandescent's and @festive's dirty money collab! a shorter and more lighthearted work. likes, comments, and reblogs are appreciated! (see notes continued at end.)
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You first noticed him when your shift began.
Eight o’clock at night, and you were busy polishing at the side when while he had just entered through the establishment’s wooden double doors.
Just from his back, you could tell that this guy was ridiculously attractive.
He was tall, blonde, and every step he took in his well-ironed navy suit told you that he was most certainly some distinguished gentleman.
You really didn’t understand why his body and presence was so captivating—it wasn’t like he was the only pretty boy going around. Here, at the most renowned hostess club in Berlint, businesspeople with deep pockets and name-brand business suits were one among plenty.
In fact, from what you’d seen in your few weeks as an employee here, customers come here in troves once the clock ticked past typical working hours. Besides, who—after toiling in their little cubicles for twelve-hour workdays—wouldn’t be seeking a sympathetic ear that would listen to their ramblings about corporate Ostanian life?
Put simply, hostess clubs were supposed to offer a platonic reprieve for the tired and overworked, an innocent little guilty pleasure for those who could afford.
As a hostess, therefore, you had been trained to keep conversations, serve drinks, play card games.
That’s how you get the customers. That’s how you win popularity.
In essence, that’s how you rake in the money.
The legal way, at least.
Less honest hostesses like you always had dirtier tricks up their sleeves. Anything to extort a little extra cash, right?
Because boy, did your paychecks here do you good. Hourly wages plus hefty tips lined your wallet well, and there was nothing you loved more than spending on all sorts of expensive thrills: champagne, gambling, warehouse parties.
One problem, though.
Whoever Blondie was, he clearly didn’t want to be here. He appeared to be dragged along by a shorter, scruffier man.
You recognized this other person as Franky Franklin, a regular at the establishment and—according to hearsay—had been trying to woo several co-workers only to get rejected each time. (And with all due respect, you now understood why.)
But Franky’s sexy friend, though…
You hadn’t even seen his face, yet you knew that you’d certainly never seen anyone like him before.
In the split second that this new guy—en route to a table—walked by and did angle his face in your direction, you swallowed hard.
Because he was handsome.
No, he was hot. Hot as hell.
Blondie, as far as you could tell, was well into his late twenties with sharpened features that were strong like thunder clouds. His bright blue eyes looked right at you, almost as though he had sensed your lingering stare.
But no, that wasn’t the important part.
The real important part was that you got him. You got his attention.
And Blondie stared back. He evaluated you, inspected you, and even raised a brow as his eyes slid over your figure slowly and obviously. That was all before he was quickly ushered forward and stepped past you for good.
However, you wanted him, needed him.
You silently watched him settle at a table towards the back, tucked behind an alcove.
Given the weird arrangement of walls that nearly shielded him, you had to lean back just the right amount so that his full body would come to view.
Seated comfortably, he rested his elbows languidly on armrests. He already seemed engrossed in conversation, rapping his finger against the table as Franky spoke to him.
There was a brief moment where, in concentration, he subtly flexed his jawline and creased his brows, gestures so delicious that you momentarily forgot to breathe.
He was busy, probably here to work rather than to get his dick wet, but there was something so tempting in the way his legs were crossed, his posture so assured. There was just something so…erotic in the manner which he licked the tips of his fingers, shuffling some documents in his slender hands.
As you observed Blondie from across the room, you decided then and there that he would be your next target.
A couple hundred dalcs was probably nothing to a person earning over six digits like him.
Even if a hostess's code of conduct strictly discouraged sexual intentions, you knew that if you showed a little extra skin, he'd perhaps double the tips.
Or more.
Anything to give this eye-candy everything that he deserved.
And, of course, to get everything that you needed as well.
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notes continued: 1) i did an embarrassing amount of research on hostess clubs, only to use 2% of what i learned. LOL 2) if you caught the tiktok title reference, ily. i just knew i'd never get the chance to use it otherwise.
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U N P L A N N E D, the results
Harry looked up at the blue sky, a plane overhead on approach to LAX and a breeze through the palm trees on Y/N’s street. He didn’t know if it was cute or creepy that he was sitting on her front step. He hoped it was the former. 
Her car pulled up just before 6pm, she slung her work bag over her shoulder and shielded her eyes from the sun. 
“Hi, sorry to just show up,” he stood when she got to the end of the walkway, fishing for her keys when he shoved his hands in his pockets. “I uh–Dave called, the results are in.”
She froze at that, Harry’s heart fluttered even though he knew the answer. 
“Yeah?”
“Yeah–s’me, obviously. He said the test was conclusive and I am definitely the father.” He let out an awkward laugh, lifted his hand to scratch the back of his neck.
Y/N sighed, nodded for a second and looked up at him. Was she upset? Was she annoyed that he hadn’t believed her? Harry figured his best move was to say something. 
“I knew you were telling the truth, but–it’s good. Now we don’t have to worry about that anymore.”
“Yeah,” she plucked the house key from her ring, stepped around him to unlock the door. “That’s good. We can just move forward now.”
He nodded, stepped in behind her. He let the door swing shut, a cool reprieve from the June heat. 
“Was Dave mad?”
“No–he didn’t call you?”
“I haven’t checked,” she walked to put her bag on the couch, shrugged out of the blazer she wore and unclipped her company ID from her pants. 
“He just said we should think about some logistics.” Harry leaned on the counter, watched as Y/N moved to thumb through some mail. 
She looked up, “logistics?” 
“Yeah–some more custody stuff, more financial agreements. Living situation.”
She tossed some of the envelopes in the recycling bin near the fridge, looked over her shoulder at Harry. “Living situation? What about it?”
“I mean–if I’m on the road, would you come with me? How do we work out custody when I’m out of the States, that kind of thing.”
Her eyes went wide, like the thought hadn’t really crossed her mind and like Harry’s words brought the same knot of anxiety to her stomach that he’d wrestled with on the drive over. 
“I don’t know how we figure that out–I mean, that’s so far away and we might change our minds about how to do things once, you know, we’re actually parents.”
“Right, no, I know. Just some stuff to think about, but, it’s fine. I was just in the neighborhood and figured you’d be getting home soon. Do you want to get dinner or something?”
“It’s Tuesday.”
Harry nodded, unaware of whatever she was implying. “It is.”
“I have take out with Glenne and Lexi every Tuesday. Unless one of us fucks something up and has to stay late at work. Which I did–but, Glenne will probably be here soon.”
He laughed at that, nodded before he shoved his hands in his pockets. “Got it. I should go, then.”
She made a bit of a face at that, moved over to wash her hands at the sink. Harry wished he could take his words back. It wasn’t that he wanted to go, more that he didn’t want to intrude on her scheduled time with friends and certainly didn’t want to stress her out any more than he already had. 
The doorbell rang, though, only three seconds after the water shut off. She rounded the counter to open it, Harry raised his eyebrows and offered Glenne a toothy grin when she stepped inside, sunglasses nearly falling off her face as she balanced the two pizzas with a six pack of beer on top. 
“Here,” Y/N said, reaching to lighten her load. Harry stepped out of the way and Glenne let the pizzas slide onto the counter. 
“Jesus–traffic was fucking terrible and I’m pretty sure I found three gray hairs today.”
“Well, nice to see you too, Glenney,” Harry teased, heading for the door. “I”ll catch you all later.”
“Bye, Harry,” Y/N called, watching him tug the door shut when he went back into the heat. 
Okay, so maybe showing up at her house unannounced was too much. He got back into his car, pressed a button so it would come to life and stared at the vents when the cold air started to blow. He pulled out onto the street after a few seconds and pressed a button, dial. 
It rang four times before Jeff picked up. 
“Hey, what’s up?”
“Hi,” Harry greeted. “I just wanted to call because I talked to Dave.”
“Oh,” that piqued his interest. “Yeah? What’d he say? I got a voicemail from him but I haven’t listened yet.”
“Results are in and I’m the father,” Harry said it in a sing-song voice, he could picture Jeff rolling his eyes or stifling back a laugh. “I just left Y/N’s.”
“Left her house?”
“Yeah,” Harry said. Was that an issue? “Why?”
“I just didn’t know you were, like, hanging out with her.”
“Well, I just wanted to see her since the results are in.”
“Right.”
“Is everything alright?”
“Yeah--what are you up to now? Do you want to come over? Glenne’s out for dinner and we should probably talk about the album.”
Harry didn’t mention that he knew Glenne was out. Instead, he agreed and turned right for Jeff’s neighborhood, fifteen minutes until he pulled in the driveway and knocked on the door. 
They sat on the patio and Jeff laughed when he offered Harry a beer. 
“You’re really not gonna drink?”
“No,” he shook his head. “I already told you.”
Jeff nodded like he was surprised, Harry watched him for a second, uncomfortable with the tension that was still present. “Is something wrong?”
“Wrong? With me?”
“With you or with us or--between you and Y/N?”
“What? No.”
“Then why have you been so weird?”
“Weird?”
“Yeah,” Harry nodded, eyes scanning Jeff’s face. “Weird.”
“I’m not being weird.”
“You’re not being not weird.”
Jeff sighed, leaned back in his chair and took a sip, Corona. “It’s a lot to adjust to, you know? And now you and Y/N seem close.”
“And that’s a bad thing?”
“No, no, of course not. I just--I didn’t expect that, I guess.”
“She’s having my baby, Jeff.”
“I’m aware.”
“I have to get to know her, I have to have a relationship with her and I, for one, would like for it to be a healthy one. A good one.”
“I want that too,” Jeff nodded. “I just worry, is all.”
“About?”
He shrugged, looked around his backyard like he’d find the right words hidden amidst the manicured lawn or the poolside gardens. “About you. And her. And what will happen if things go well or if things don’t go well.”
Harry let a huff of air escape his nose, frustration rising when he stared at his friend. “As in?”
“As in feelings, emotional feelings.”
Harry rolled his eyes. Here we go, another lecture from Jeff, king of all relationship advice.
Jeff liked Y/N, he didn’t have anything against her. What worried him, truthfully, was the fact that Harry had a tendency to fall hard and he had a tendency to fall fast. He loved intensely and wholeheartedly and that scared the shit out of Jeff now that the object of Harry’s possible affection was the girl who was pregnant with his baby. 
Forget the baby. Jeff wasn’t even worried about that. He knew Harry would step up to the plate and he knew that dealing with headlines and rumors would be a nightmare, but he knew they could handle it. 
What scared him the most was the possibility that Harry would fall in love with Y/N and get his heart broken. It’d make great music, make another great album, but it wouldn’t make raising a baby easy. None of this was going to be easy.
“You don’t have to worry about that,” Harry shook his head. 
“I don’t?” Jeff asked, bullshit. 
“No. I don’t have emotional feelings for her.”
Jeff didn’t say anything, he just kept his eyes on Harry. It typically didn’t take him that long to crack.
“I mean, I don’t think I do. I don’t know.”
Jeff nodded, there it was. Harry always cracked under pressure.
“I like her, she’s nice, she’s funny, she’s a good person.”
Jeff nodded again. “I agree with all of that.”
“And I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t attracted to her.”
Another nod. 
“But how am I supposed to tell if it’s real or--” he shrugged, “a situationally induced rush of hormones because she’s having my baby?”
Jeff looked at his friend, for the first time in a long time, speechless. 
“Nevermind,” Harry said quickly. “You don’t have to answer that.”
“You don’t really know her,” Jeff pointed out.
“Well, I’m starting to. I know she likes red wine better than white and I know that she’s anxious about all of this and I know that when I say something stupid she rolls her eyes and she likes milkshakes.”
Jeff tried to level with him. “It makes sense that you’re thinking a lot about her, I mean, you’d be crazy not to be. But just because she’s having your baby doesn’t mean this is a fairytale or something.”
Harry pushed his lips out in thought, pointer finger raised in the air. “It also doesn’t mean it can’t be a fairytale.”
Jeff offered an unimpressed glance, really? Always a hopeless romantic. 
“I’m eighty-percent fucking with you,” Harry laughed. 
“And you’re twenty-percent serious,” Jeff nodded. “Which is the part that makes me worry.”
“Alright, well I’ll let you know if something shifts and I start having emotional feelings.”
Jeff nodded, you better, but he took another sip of his beer and opened up his laptop. They looked at a few calendars and went over a few emails, the consensus was clear: push the album. Align the release so Harry can be done with promo and have time off after Y/N gives birth. 
A few phone calls to the other people on Harry’s team, the label, an explanation that Harry had a family emergency that made a delay in the album release an absolute necessity, at least, that’s how Jeff phrased it. 
So Harry drove home that night and wondered what Y/N talked about with Glenne and Lexi. Baby names? Her promotion? Him? He climbed the stairs to his second floor and realized that out of all of those things, he hoped her face lit up the most when it was his name on her tongue.
A few mornings later Harry was stirred awake by the ringing on his phone on full volume. He grimaced, reached a hand forward and smacked it a few times, swiping his thumb across the screen when he looked at the clock: 8:20am. 
“Hi,” he said, voice groggy and low.
Y/N’s voice was high-pitched and frantic, immediately pulling Harry into a more solid state of consciousness. 
“Everything tastes like pennies.”
“What?” He cleared his throat, sitting up in bed. “Why? What do you mean?”
“I mean everything tastes like pennies.”
“Everything?”
“Yes, everything,” she whined a little. “Sorry–I know it’s early. I just don’t have anyone else to panic with.”
“Where’s Lexi? Are you home alone?”
“She’s on set already. She’s sick of hearing me complain about symptoms anyway. And I guess,” she let the real reason slip out, “I haven’t talked to you in a few days.”
He laughed a little. A quiet one, an early morning, half-asleep laugh when a smile crept onto his face. Harry felt the rush of blood in his veins, the thought that she missed him and wanted to talk to him made it feel like his heart was doing cartwheels. 
“I know, love–you’re the one who’s been too busy to see me,” he reminded. “What are you doing after work tonight?”
“I dunno,” she said flatly. “Probably googling what the fuck is wrong with me.”
“Don’t think anything’s wrong with you. I can call Dr. Weston, though, if you want.”
“No,” she said quickly, defensively. “It’s fine. I’ll just google it.”
“Are you sure? I don’t mind.”
“It’s fine, Harry, I should go anyway--I’ve got to finish getting ready for work. I’ll talk to you later?”
“Yeah--let me know if it goes away, or if you need anything,” he tried one more time. 
She hung up, Harry stared at the curtains across the room, sun already poking through. He was awake, he decided, might as well make use of it. 
Google, new tab: pregnant mouth taste like pennies. Thousands of hits, he skimmed a few articles and sent the one that he liked best. 
Harry (8:31am): Link: Metallic Taste in Mouth during Pregnancy (Dysgeusia) - whattoexpect.com
He went downstairs and made himself coffee, ego slightly wounded by the fact that she didn’t reply. He tried again.
Harry (9:04am): Just read more about it. They say it happens in the first trimester so that’s probably what it is, right? 
Harry (9:05am): I mean, you didn’t bite your tongue, right? It’s not blood? Does it taste like blood at all? This other article is saying some people taste blood.
Finally, a reply. 
Y/N L/N (9:07am): Yeah it’s like metal. That’s probably it! If it doesn’t go away I’ll call Dr. Weston.
Harry (9:08am): Okay, let me know. Do you want to come to mine for dinner tonight?
He held his breath for a few seconds, smiled when she agreed and said she’d be there around 6pm. He texted her the entry code for the gate and he did his best to look busy when she walked in. He couldn’t just be sitting around like he’d been anxiously awaiting her arrival all day (even if that was true). 
She sat and watched him cook, teased him about the new recipe he’d found online but smiled when he turned around, dish towel over his shoulder. 
“Can I actually show you something?” 
She sipped at the water he’d offered upon arrival, eyed him warily as he put the spatula down and headed for the living room. “I’m not a fan of surprises, to be honest.”
“Noted,” he smiled–but he tucked the fun fact away and decided to not let it deter him. He reached into a bag and retrieved what he’d bought earlier that day. It was white, tiny yellow ducks in a row. It was rolled up, but when she pulled the string and flattened it out, he spoke. 
“S’a onesie. I saw it out at some store–not a big deal. Just thought it was cute.”
There weren’t tears this time, which Harry almost expected. Instead, she smiled up at him and held his gaze for a second. “It’s adorable.”
“Figured she’ll look good in it.”
“Or he–yellow,” she laughed. “Very gender neutral of you.”
One day there’d be a baby inside of it. Ten fingers, ten toes, eyes and a nose and a mouth that cried for both of them. Harry avoided her gaze for a second, she folded the onesie back up and let out a breath when he went back to the stove. “Are you scared at all?”
Scared? Harry felt his eyebrows raise but he let out a soft laugh, stirring the contents of the dish. Honesty hour, he decided: “Terrified.”
“Really? You’ve been so–calm, this whole time.”
He nodded a bit to himself, proud that his acting skills were getting better each day and hoping that Y/N’s observation just meant she felt calm in his presence. In reality, Harry felt anything but calm. 
He shrugged, turned the burner on low and rested his elbows on the counter. “I think I didn’t want to freak you out. I could tell from the start that you were losing it, really. Going quite mental,” he laughed. “I just wanted to be there for you.”
“Well…I appreciate it,” she nodded slightly. “I’ve needed that.”
He nodded, the sun was setting behind her, a warm glow in the living room when he felt the same fire in his veins. He didn’t say anything when he walked around the counter and let his arms drape over her shoulders, pulling her face into his chest. He didn’t say anything when he kissed the top of her head and breathed in her scent. 
She didn’t push him away, didn’t tense under his touch. “She’s a cherry now.”
He went back to the stove and nodded. “I know,” he admitted. “I got the same app.”
She smiled a little at that, bit her lip when she kept his gaze for a moment. “Soon she’ll be a pear.”
“One day she’ll be a cantaloupe.”
She feigned a look of fear. “That’ll be tough.”
“I think you’ll be alright.” Quiet for a second, then he corrected himself. “We’ll be alright.”
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“I’m freezing,” she said, reaching forward to push away the vent. Harry took a left turn into Jeff and Glenne’s neighborhood, palm trees lined the posh street and Y/N fidgeted uncomfortably against the leather interior.
“You were hot three seconds ago,” he reminded with a smirk, turning the knob to lessen air in the car. 
“I’m pregnant,” she turned to look at him quickly. “And it’s your fault.”
Harry smiled, felt the dimple form on his cheek when he glanced over at her through his sunglasses. “You know, for someone who said she wouldn’t hold that against me, you’ve done a lot of holding that against me.”
She rolled her eyes a little, tried to fight the smile but then she sighed and sank further into his passenger seat. 
He’d shown up unannounced. At first he told her he just wanted ice cream. All the good places were near her house and he figured the mere mention of it would spark a craving. 
She already seemed suspicious when he knocked on her door, even more so when he told her to bring a bathing suit. But still she relented, even after she’d declined his invitation to Jeff and Glenne’s Fourth of July party last week. 
Now he offered a reassuring smile in their driveway and led her into the backyard. Lexi was already there, red solo cup tilted towards the sky when they both walked up behind her. 
“Look who decided to come out,” she teased, letting an arm drape over Y/N’s shoulders. “Love you, mean it!”
Glenne appeared too, Harry got tugged aside by a friend, someone he hadn’t seen in months and then another smiling face. Hi, great, good to see you, how long has it been? He glanced over his shoulder, was she alright? Was she suddenly resentful he’d dragged her all the way to Laurel Canyon? 
She laughed at something Lexi said, Glenne’s sister was a few feet over and then Matt tugged Harry’s attention back. “Album’s coming out soon, right?”
“Oh, no, uh--change of plans,” Harry laughed a little. “Probably fall or winter now.”
“I thought everything was pretty much finished?”
“It is, was--is--” why was he explaining himself to one of Jeff’s old co-workers who he got high with twice? “Works better to do fall or winter now--you know--scheduling shit.” 
Because I got a girl pregnant. 
A knot of anxiety in Harry’s stomach when he thought about divulging the news. Not now, but one day he’d mutter those words and the world might actually turn on its axis. At least, that’s what he feared. 
But that’s when she sidled right up to Harry, a smile up at him when he held out his hands to introduce the two of them. 
“Matt, this is,” an awkward pause, Harry figured that by now he’d been upgraded from acquaintance to friend. He went for it: “My friend–Y/N, this is Matt, he used to work with Jeff.”
“Nice to meet you,” she stuck a hand out, offered him a smile when he lifted his sunglasses.
Was he…checking her out? Harry felt his eyebrows dip in jealousy.
“I don’t think we’ve met before,” he said, a hawaiian shirt was unbuttoned down the middle of his chest. 
“No, probably not,” she said over the music, a smile on her face. “I don’t come around here much.”
Was she…flirting? Harry felt his lips part in shock, a quick diversion when he cleared his throat.
“Y/N–do you want to go get a drink inside?”
She looked over to Harry, confusion on her face when he tried to do the telepathy thing he’d seen her do with Lexi. He bugged his eyes out a bit, offered a forced smile, but she only seemed to pull her head back and shrug hesitantly. “Okay.”
She followed behind him, away from Matt and into the kitchen. “Let’s not like–y’know–pick up guys here.” He kept his voice quiet and led her towards the island--the same place where they’d stood awkwardly when Harry told Jeff the news: faulty condoms, oops! 
Now it was decorated with bottles of liquor and plastic cups. 
“What?”
“S’just awkward, alright?”
“What are you talking about?”
“He was into you!”
“He was?” She looked over his shoulder, eyed him through the sliding doors that led back outside. “How do you know?” 
Harry looked at her like she was on something. “How do I know? He was obvious!”
“Are you jealous?” She pulled her eyes back to his, the corner of her mouth pulled up in a challenging smirk. 
Harry felt heat rush to his face. He wasn’t--well, he was, obviously--but, it’s not like he could admit that. 
His eyebrows furrowed together, he pulled his chin towards his chest and rolled his eyes. “No, I just–I don’t know. That’d be weird.”
“All of this is weird,” she reminded.
“Yeah, well, we don’t have to add to it.” He took another look outside, a mental note to tell Matt to back off later. Not because Harry had some kind of stake over her, just because, you know, she had a lot going on.
He turned around then, ready to reach for a cup and the bottle of rum that he’d been eyeing since he walked in. “I’m gonna get–nevermind.”
She crossed her arms over her chest and her red tank top. “Get what?”
“Nothing.”
She smirked. “A drink?”
“No.”
“Bullshit.”
“I was gonna say that but I forgot. It’s fine.” He walked over to the counter, ignored all of the bottles of liquor and reached for a solo cup.
“You don’t have to do this.”
He shoved it under the tap and turned on the faucet. “It’s like Sober September, but–for longer.”
“Is that a thing?”
He shrugged, took a sip. “I think so.” Dry January, same thing, whatever. 
Quiet for a second, she scanned the room.
“Does weed count?”
“Yes it counts,” she looked up at him like he was crazy. “Anything I can’t you can’t do either. Drugs, drinks, that’s the same thing.”
He sighed, bit at his lower lip before his mouth curved into a smile. “You’re lucky I like you.”
She smiled up at him, almost like she knew she was.
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Y/N seemed content to trail Harry at the party, a non-alcoholic seltzer in hand as she smiled and greeted new faces. He took a quiet moment in the kitchen inform her of the plan: push the album, promo right before the baby was due, then he’d take time off with her to adjust to it all.
She didn’t say much, nodded and absorbed the information with a slight look of guilt etched on her face, but Harry promised: this is what’s best, I feel really good about it.
Which is why Harry felt alright letting a few of his friends in on the new plan: tour it next summer, Europe and the US, the Southern Hemisphere sometime in the fall. Laura, a friend who’d worked on the album, listened with a smile as Y/N gently rubbed the belly that was slightly visible beneath her skin-tight tank top. 
She couldn’t hide it and didn’t need to--at least that’s what Harry heard her say to Lexi earlier in the afternoon. So he smiled a little when Y/N noticed Laura’s eyes following her hand.
“I’ll bring your youngest audience member ever,” she revealed, a hand still on the tiny bump.
“Oh, that’s so sweet! When are you due?”
“January, middle of the month,” she glanced up at Harry quickly. “So–I might need some noise canceling headphones.”
“Hey–I make good music,” he pretended to take offense. 
“I didn’t say you don’t–”
“Is it yours?” Laura asked, her eyes pulling up to Harry’s face for a second, wide with shock.
Harry looked down at Y/N, down at the bump, frozen. What should he say and how should he say it? 
“No–God no,” she said quickly, saving Harry before he said something stupid. “It’s our friend, Peter.”
Harry’s lips twitched into a smile. “Yeah–Peter, he’s a good friend. He’s a great guy, a dream, really. Gonna be a great father.”
“He’s okay,” she made a face at Harry--ego control. “A lot to learn, probably never changed a diaper in his life.”
“He has too,” Harry defended quickly. “At least five or six.”
“Well he’ll be changing probably five or six a day.”
“That’s fine, he’ll be fine with that. He’s extremely committed to that baby.”
“Yeah, well,” she stifled a laugh. “We’ll see.”
Laura laughed, a skeptical look disappeared from her face when Glenne came up and offered dessert, effectively breaking up the conversation. Harry draped an arm over her shoulder for a split second when most people had started to make their way to the other side of the pool. 
“Just so you know, I’m gonna make you call her and explain that lie once we come out with it.”
“Deal,” she laughed. “I’ll tell her you had sex with your friend Peter’s girlfriend and we didn’t know who’s it was until it was born.”
“Jesus,” he played along. “Can’t tell if you’re the funniest person I’ve met or the meanest.”
“I like to think I’m a mix of both.”
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Harry didn’t see Y/N for a week after the party at Jeff and Glenne’s. He was busy, she was busy, but they exchanged texts back and forth a few times about something funny they’d see on instagram or random thoughts about the now plum-sized baby that occupied almost every waking moment in Harry’s mind.
He decided not seeing her for a week was probably good--seeing as he was starting to dream about her or the baby or almost anything related to both of them.
So on the first morning of week 12, Harry sent her a text:
Harry (12:43pm): Twelve week mark! See you at 5pm?
She confirmed by ‘hearting’ his message--he tried to ignore the way his stomach flipped in that moment and when he waited for her in the lobby of an office building in Westwood. She came in the from the sunny afternoon, lifted sunglasses and smiled a little as she approached.
“Look at me,” she said quietly, a few people passed by on their way out of work. “I look pregnant.”
He looked down, his brows furrowed together and his lips pushed out. He scanned her figure, lips curving into a smile when he saw the way her dress fell over the curve of her stomach. Only slightly bigger than a week ago, but decidedly more round in the perfect way. 
“Wouldn’t have noticed if you didn’t say anything–but, you do, a bit. You look good.”
“I feel weird,” she said, following him over to the same elevators as last time. “I used to just look bloated, but now it’s like–real.”
Once the doors shut and afforded them some privacy, he turned to face her, another sweeping gaze over her figure. 
“You look beautiful,” he said, voice quiet as the elevator whirred. “Can I–can I feel it?”
“Oh,” she looked down, a hand immediately on her own belly. He’d noticed the way she started to do that. Protective, instinctual, it made something light up inside Harry’s brain that sent jolts of electricity down his spine. “Yeah, of course you can–here,” she reached for his hand, guiding it towards her, another spark when they made contact.
He stared for a second, felt the way she curved beneath the blue fabric of her dress. Somewhere deeper in there was a baby the size of a lime, a plum, the internet had said a few different things and Harry didn’t know which one he liked better. He looked up at her briefly, hands still in hers when the doors parted.
Jeff, on the other side, was caught off guard. “Hi–hey, I was just coming to find you.”
“Hi,” Y/N said, a step back from Harry as if there was some sort of rule about proximity. 
Jeff offered an awkward smile, motioned for them to follow him down the same long hall, past the same rooms and chairs and windows. Harry let out a giggle under his breath, smirked in her direction when she playfully rolled her eyes.
She seemed to bristle a little when she stepped into the room behind Harry, she pulled out a seat and offered a pleasant smile to Dave and the others when Harry pulled out the seat directly beside her. He could tell they all noticed. 
“So,” Dave spoke, a quick glance around the room and a small smile. “Good to see everyone.”
“Yeah, thanks for coming,” Jeff said, settling into his seat before he reached for a water bottle. “Lola–you’re good to start us off?”
“Yeah,” she smiled, short red hair brushing the tops of her shoulders. She smiled in Y/N’s direction, much less hesitant than times before. “We’re really here today to start thinking about how we want to share this news. It’s obviously not going to stay a secret forever, so we’re wondering about different options to get in front of it–while still maintaining everyone’s safety and privacy.”
Y/N nodded, a sideways glance in Harry’s direction.
“We have a few options, Harry, about how to do that,” Jeff explained. “We could choose an outlet to inform and let them break it. Or, we could talk about a social media post, a statement from Lola…”
He turned to look at Y/N, caution in his eyes when she offered a small smile. Another pang of guilt in his gut when he thought about her world turning upside down. Relatively normal--sure, she had friends who were famous and she wasn’t a stranger to a circle of Hollywood’s elite. 
But she managed to live out of the eye of paparazzi and tabloids, a quiet existence on a tree-lined street with modest cars and homes. Now, when Harry looked at her, he was grateful that out of all people this could have happened with, it was her.
Harry looked around the room and cleared his throat. “Uh–a statement is probably best, yeah?”
“I would think so–your fans will want to hear from you though, too,” Jeff nodded.
Lola smiled, softly, in Y/N’s direction. “What do you think, Y/N?”
She was caught off guard by this, stammered out a reply when she shrugged her shoulders. “Uh, yeah–the statement–I don’t know, whatever you think,” she looked towards Harry, a wave of emotion when Harry realized that out of everyone in the room, she trusted him the most.
“We should wait until you’re father along,” Jeff said. “Probably closer to the sixth month mark?”
She nodded slowly, seemed stuck in her thoughts about the timeline when Lola kept talking. 
Statement in September, maybe something from Harry as well. Anonymous sources (Jeff, Lola) would disclose that Harry was thrilled and excited and try to do whatever damage control they could.
“Does that sound alright?” Harry turned to get a better look at her now, his eyes searched her face.
She was distracted, but Harry didn’t know why. “What?”
“September,” Lola said. “Make the statement in September.”
“Sure,” she nodded easily.
“How are you feeling about it?” Lola’s question was directed at her, but it took her a second to realize that. Harry watched, his eyebrows lifted as he waited for a response. 
“About having a baby?”
“About coming out with it,” Jeff smiled a little. 
She shifted in her office chair, hands clasped on her lap. “I don’t really know what to expect, to be fair.”
Jeff looked at Harry, then at Lola. 
Harry cleared his throat and rested his elbows on the table, he spoke directly to her. “I think there’ll be some people who are really upset and some who are really happy.”
“You should make your social media private,” Lola said. “That’s the majority of what comes up when I ran a google search of your name. A few things about your work if you dig really deep.”
“Which they will,” Harry noted. 
“Okay,” she nodded, a look of concern suddenly in her eyes when she glanced between Harry and Lola. “Should I be, like, worried about my safety?”
“No,” Jeff said. “Definitely not. If there’s anything that makes you uncomfortable we’ll assess and just get a security detail.”
Harry made a face at that, the thought hadn’t necessarily crossed his mind until now and the anxiety was palpable. Was she safe in her house? Was she safe without security detail? Maybe now, maybe until it was public knowledge that the girl in Studio City who drove an affordable car was pregnant with his baby and all hell broke loose.
Harry did his best to stay focused on whatever Lola was saying instead of spiraling--should she move in with him? Should she move somewhere else altogether? Maybe Harry should follow her everywhere 24/7--he’d feel better about that than any alternative. 
Later that night when they sat in the same In N’ Out parking lot as before, he almost said all of that to her. But she broke the silence first. 
“You don’t, like, regret deciding to keep it, right?”
The question caught him off guard. He was mid-bite and let out a bit of a cough, wiping his mouth with the backside of his hand before he looked over at her. “No–do you?”
“No. I don’t know. Lola said we have to act excited. As if we aren’t at all or something.”
“I know,” he said, voice quieter. He’d heard the way she said it and hoped Y/N hadn’t caught it. Harry knew Lola was in business mode, not trying to be insensitive or rude or anything similar. “That was pretty shitty, but I don’t think she meant anything by it.”
She nodded, eyes staring off in the distance when she took a sip from her soda. 
Harry watched her for a second, curious about where her mind was while her body was right beside him. “I am excited, to be clear.”
“Me too,” she nodded, back to reality. “I’m getting more excited. Next time we see Dr. Weston we might be able to know the sex.”
He smirked. “We already know the sex, Y/N.”
“Where’s your premonition coming from?” She laughed, a bite from her burger. “What makes you so sure?”
He laughed and took a sip from his water bottle. “I think you’re going to be a really good mom no matter what. But I think you’d be especially good with a little girl.”
“You’re going to sound like such an asshole if we have a boy.”
“If we have a boy it’ll be great! He can like sports and princesses, too.”
Harry thought on it for a second. He didn’t really know where his premonition was coming from, didn’t know why he had a feeling in his stomach that he’d be wrapped around her finger as soon as he heard the wails of a tiny infant. But what he did know is that everything in him felt like he’d have a daughter and that she’d be just as beautiful and funny and sarcastic as her mother.
And that’s when the real panic hit him. What had been a tiny spec of concern in the conference room earlier about Y/N’s safety was suddenly a monstrous fear in the backseat of Harry’s Tesla. 
It wasn’t just his responsibility to protect her, but both of them. 
He heard her say it, I think you’ll be a good dad, too, but he was too busy staring out the window as his pulse quickened to accept the compliment. 
She stuck a french fry in your mouth and chewed, blissfully unaware of the knot that had formed in Harry’s stomach.
“Would you–” he turned to see her suddenly, a sigh escaping his lips. “Hear me out, okay?”
Her eyebrows dipped but she nodded.
“Would you think I was totally, absolutely mental if I asked you to move in with me?”
Her eyes went wide, lips parted when he rolled his eyes and shook his head. Yes, he absolutely was mental. “I know–okay, s’fine.”
She shifted in her seat and reached out to touch his arm quickly, recoiling when she spoke. “No–I just, that’s not what I expected. At all.”
He took another breath, his words came out quickly. “I know it’s crazy, but, Jeff got me freaked out today. When he talked about getting you a security detail I thought about your apartment and I know it’s in a house and it’s a nice neighborhood but–”
She didn’t say anything. She watched as he pushed his lips to one side and then the other. 
“I could never live with myself if anything happened to you.” A pause. “Or her.”
She rolled her eyes at his pronoun use, a small laugh immediately granted levity to the front seat of his car. Dimples appeared on his cheeks when he saw the smile on your face.
“I hear you, but–I’ll be fine.”
He started speaking before she even finished. “Think of it this way, too. When she’s here, we’ll want to be together, right? I mean–don’t you think you’ll want more space than what you’ve got with Lexi? Don’t you think she’ll get sick of dirty nappies and all the crying in the middle of the night? If we live together I can help more and we can go through it together.”
She thought on that for a second, Harry watched the wheels turn when she picked up another french fry and bit into it.
Harry smirked to himself when he realized that she was actually considering it. The two of them under one roof, a tiny baby in that onesie he bought? His heart picked up at the thought of it. 
“Think about it, yeah? I’ve got plenty of room.”
She nodded. “I’ll think about it.”
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AN: okkkkkaaaayyy this was a long one and I feel like a lot has happened for these two!!!!! A lot of growth in this chappie! Hope you like it!
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