#so tgat leads me to think if i go back to school to actually do something with my life ill spiral again
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You know a single (friendly!, even) encounter shouldn't be enough to ruin my day.
#an old teacher ran into me at work#and i was mortified even though theres nothing wrong with where im at#and we chatted for like 30 seconds and it was all fine#but now im questioning going back to school all over again and feeling like im not enough where im at now#one of my coworkers called me out confused at why i was working there#and like. i dont want to stay here even though theres nothing wrong with it#but i also dont know if its safe for me to move on yet#because the second i started thimking about going to school again the “i should kill myself” thoughts came back in full force#so tgat leads me to think if i go back to school to actually do something with my life ill spiral again#and god i dont want to be suicidal again#im worth something i know that i know that#i dont want to end myself#but im so afraid that if i try again ill end right back at the worst years of my life#god damn it#i was having such a good day too#glowspeech
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