#so sweet i just wanna 🩷🩷🤍🩵💚💖💖

[aviangrian]

ahhh i just wanted to say i love starboy SOOO much!!!! i did not/still dont know anything about f1 but the way you write it is so easy to follow along with and read!!! i love how you write the characters, especially scar/grian/joel/lizzie, you write them so so sooo flawlessly... i love how it seems like were there with scar in the moment of everything going on and how you describe everything from his perspective. i also LOVE how you write scar and grian especially because they both seem just so *real* and *raw* and i usually never see that from fics. the way you write is just so in detail that it really allows the reader to imagine everything thats happening and i LOVEEE that!!! i also love how you write grian and mumbos friendship, like they obviously care about each other so muchhh and i love how the readers able to see that even through scars perspective!!!!! esp the scene after grian fell asleep watching topgun and mumbo helping him lay down into a more comfortable position,,, and how they hugged when grian finally got p1 😭😭❤️ NOT TO MENTION THE LATEST CHAPTERRRR AND SCAR AND GRIANS FIRST KISS????? THAT WHOLE CHAPTER WAS GOLDDDD i loved that chapter so much,,, so much happened between grian and scar???? that scene of them in the club??? scar (and us) finally getting some insight to what happened in grians past from grian himself??? grian being comfortable enough with scar to actually open up to him??? AND THEM CONFESSINGGG??? ☹️☹️☹️❤️❤️❤️ might be my fav chapter if im being honest

i also just wanted to ask a few questions while i was here though;

first, do you have a set upload schedule? or is it like a whenever you have time to work on it thing?

second, do you think youll be posting more content abt this au after starboy is finished? like a grians pov or something? ive become so interested in this au because i can tell so much work has been put into it and id love to see more it!!

lastly, is this going to be an eventual mumscarian fic??? i think its obvious Somethings going on/has happened between grian and mumbo but i just dont know What... like that one scene with them all at the dinner??? or the car scene with grian standing up through the sunroof???

i cant wait to read more chapters!!! but im also scared As Hell because SO much has happened already and its only been 6 chapters. we still have 5 more longgg chapters left and im so scared but also excited for how things are going to go... i hope youre having a good day, i cant wait to see what you have in store for this story!!! 🫶🫶 sawrry that this was a lot of rambling though,,, 😭😭❤️

anon i’m crying?? 😭 thank you so much.

the goal of the fic is real and raw! it’s an unusual setting (maybe not for me considering this is my second racing centric fic) but everything that happens is a product of the environment! the wins from his own team left scar feeling bitter at times, but watching grian win had him so proud he knew he’d get in trouble w his own team if he showed it lol. it’s all about where they are and it makes me sooo happy (like you would not believe) when people who aren’t f1/sports fan still enjoy the fic!

last ch was a lot and contained a lot of really vital stuff that i couldn’t wait to see the reactions of. grian finally opening up is so important to me and scar letting it happen in its own time is a huge part of why grian begins letting him in, which is evidently not something he’s used to at all. mans has been through it in this universe

as for the questions: i don’t have an upload schedule but i try to churn out the chs when i have time. it fits that valentine’s was right before midterms season for me so i got to get something out before i get swamped by all that 🥲 i don’t like to let a full month go by without posting but we’ll see how my semester keeps going lol

and i’ve been thinking of content once i’ve finished starboy. i’ve had ideas of grian’s pov hitting all the major plot points or even a jimmy spin-off one shot but nothing is planned for now. definitely floating around in my mind

mumscarian is not the endgame but the mystery behind grian and mumbo will be revealed! grian is mysterious and mumbo being mumbo goes along w it, but it does come full circle eventually!

i didn’t even realize there’s already only 5 chs left! that’s crazy, considering how much of the story i have left!

thank you again anon, this is all very much appreciated. i love your rambling because it allowed me to ramble too haha

[atticuos]

Guess who did in fact go through all your work? THIS BITCH RIGHT HERE YES! ＼（＾▽＾）／

And god it was one hell of a night, i feel like i have felt every emotion all at once yk? I went from one fic to another laughing, crying, kicking my feet, screaming, giggling and going insane all at the same time🥹

And you were so right, ‘it’s rotten work’ got me pacing around my room, losing my mind over how stupidly perfect they are to each other and how you made me feel this with my entire being

I have lines from each fic that i know for a fact are gonna stay with me for a good while because goddamn it you have a way with words that makes me go hqqpqoqgqjqlqhqjqpqahawn😭🥹💗🥰😭🥹💗🥰🩷🤍❤️💙💜❣️💖💕❤️❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹🩶🩵🩶❤️‍🔥💛💓💓💝💕🧡❤️💕🤎❣️💖🩷💚😭😭 fr fr

You’re so talented and i’m so fucking glad i found you and had the pleasure of reading your kissable words (yes that’s how your words make me feel, i wanna kiss them)

Can’t wait to see more of you, specially baby ‘Zuku and his Kacchan i miss them already😭💗

I hope you’re doing great, sending you all the kisses and the hugs (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Anon I did the thing where I hoarded this in my notes again because it made me so happy to see every time I opened the app and just 🥹

You’re too fucking sweet to me 😭😭 this makes me so happy on so many levels I can’t even say,

You think my words are kissable??! 🥹 that is the cutest thing anyone has ever said about my writing and I’m gonna think about it for the rest of my life istg 😭

I’m so glad I was right about “it’s rotten work” :) it was so easy to write that one cuz I loved it so much and I’m glad a lot of people feel the same, makes me really fucken happy 😊

I hope you stick around for the next one cuz what I’m writing now might be my favourite bkdk fic I’ve ever written so 👀😉😌

Thank you again for coming back and telling me all this, I adore you 💗